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"Why do you care about me all of a sudden?"

(Arianna lore)

There's close to zero context about this drawing other than the fact that lots of people want Arianna dead. She's also probably talking to Nika (her wife.)

Gacha online shenanigans with Shiromi and Aoi prt1. Part2 coming soon cause I got banned from roblox for a day 😔

(Some context! I said "a heem heem, whimper" and bro came RUNNING)

please i beg get arianna a therapist please i beg get arianna a therapist please i beg get arianna a therapist please i beg get arianna a therapist please i beg get arianna a therapist please i beg get arianna a therapist please i beg get arianna a therapist please i beg get arianna a therapist please i beg get arianna a therapist please i beg get arianna a therapist please i beg get arianna a therapist please i beg get arianna a therapist please i beg get arianna a therapist please i beg get arianna a therapi

Nah, fuck that hoe, she can suffer.

Hi, i'm high, so i wanted to make the sea beast memes again <3

Here's my humble contribution to the Yandere Simulator fandom 🫡

Only the student council cause I love them!!! I cropped out the feet cause their shoes looked fucked up, I cant draw shoes for the life of me Anyways, I've never drawn Akane or Kuroko before so this was fun!! and I think I did pretty alright tbh

Things that might make some of my OCs mentally unstable cause I want to rant about my OCs

Hi, just a quick heads up, this post contains themes of SH, drvg abvse, SA, and lots of stuff like that so PLEASE do not read if you get triggered by that! I care about you, not me! Anyways lets get into this shit!

Starting off with my main OC, Arianna Wallen Litvin! (Yes that's her full name) (The Sea Beast OC) (I mean I guess her full name would be Arianna Rivera Wallen Litvin, but she hates her mom) -She has a tendency to protect. Like murder protect. She got it from being a hunter and watching so many of the people she befriended aboard the Inevitable die. -She tends to turn to substances and sex when she wants to feel anything more than grief and the nauseating feeling of sorrow that has followed her for years. -She hates her older siblings for being free. She absolutely wishes that it was them being forced to be perfect by their father, she also hates her father for the very same reason. -Part of her despises her wife for having a normal relationship with her father and mother -She has daddy issue. Okay? There I said it. -She finds her body literally repulsive cause it's riddled with scars and freckles. She literally hates a part of herself for being a hunter. -It's very rare that you see her actively harming herself. Normally it's just drugs. -She never really cries cause her mother would tell her that crying equalled weakness, and what child wants to be seen as weak by their mother? -this might also make her flat-out mentally ill but she's a high-functioning paranoid schizophrenic -Literally hates herself for letting herself get assaulted more then once (you can't tell her it's not her fault, she won't fucking listen we've tried someone please help her) Anyways, enough of Arianna, hate her, now it's time to introduce you to Lola Katelynn!!! My cuphead OC... Shhhh

-She used to be a raging alcoholic. Like it almost killed her typa shit. -She had horrible anxiety as a child, which caused her to develop paranoia at 15. -Lots of my OCs have mommy issues so, guess what??? She fucking hates her mom. -She tends to isolate herself from other people when she can't fucking take it anymore (me too girl) -There's honestly not a lot about this girl I can tell you, I don't really think of her that much but I can tell you that she punches holes in her walls, and her roommates HATE HER!!! There's literally close to nothing I can tell you about Lulu, Zhylas, and the other Zhylas. They're pretty mentally stable But FRANCESCA... Oh she's a different story. Her name is Francesca Wallen Aikawa, she's one of Arianna's daughters. (Yandere Simulator OC) -Her diet is terrible (as in she eats close to nothing) -Her Iron is horribly low and she drinks literally zero water, only Fruit Punch and Fruit Punch Rockstar -Her legs, below the knee cause she wears knee-high socks to school, are covered in bruises and scars, sometimes cuts. -She talks to herself, but doesn't everyone? -She tried to throw herself off the roof of her school, but SOMEONE (Aoi) pulled a Lucy Donato and fucking caught her through a window like fuck you bitch let me die!!!! -She's just like her mother with her need to protect people. -If you take something or someone away from her, she'll rip everything away from you, rather it be stealing someone you love, or murdering someone you love. -She's Irish (JOKE) -She has BPD and high-functioning depression. -She also fucking hate looking in the mirror

hope you enjoyed, bye!!! if you ask me I'll give you more info about the ocs mentioned in this post (●'◡'●)

G'day mates, I promise I'm mentally stable

But alas, despite the pain and suffering that the story caused me, please read 'Bleeding Out' and the second part of the story 'Be Alright' cause these stories literally broke something in me Bleeding out - https://archiveofourown.org/works/34705705 Be Alright - https://archiveofourown.org/works/34721908 They are not my stories, please go support the original publisher!

to the person who wrote the story on ao3 where Shiromi dies in Aoi's arms, I wish you nothing but misery and pain. (JOKE)

I only thought of it again cause I'm listening to A house in Nebraska so, please GET IUT OF MY HEAD, RAHHHHHHHHHHH

to the person who wrote the story on ao3 where Shiromi dies in Aoi's arms, I wish you nothing but misery and pain. (JOKE)

to the person who wrote the story on ao3 where Shiromi dies in Aoi's arms, I wish you nothing but misery and pain. (JOKE)

Im enjoying 1980s custom mode very much (●'◡'●)

yipiie yippie

It's all fun and games till I make my senpai Shiromi Torayoshi 😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈 YAYYYY!!!!

Grahhhh, art!!!

I drew someone's oc I found cause I enjoy Shiromi and anything to do with Shiromi so, here is Akirie Torayoshi (oc by @jullinh4x !)

If you can't see it, i'm not even sorry, I honestly fucked it up

"I kissed the scars on her skin, I still think you're beautiful, and I don't ever wanna lose my best friend."

*Insert pictures of Fen from The Sea Beast here* -A Match Into Water, Pierce The Veil

I know I might not say it anymore cause it looks like I only like Yandere Simulator but my fucking GOD I love Fen so much she gives me a girl boner. (JOKE) ((Probably not but okay))

(my friend was talking about fen)

"According to Greek Mythology, Humans were originally created with four arms, four legs, and a head with two faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them into two separate beings, condemning them to spend their lives in search of their other halves."

"There is no point in life if no one is there to guide you, so life is meaningless without people by your side. We all know what a great life is, it's surrounded by people you care about and love. But what's a great death? Is it surrounded by ones you care about as well? Or is it alone, sad, and scared? Maybe living a great life doesn't matter, maybe what matters is dying a great death."

-Me, for some reason

Hello

Just dropping the first concept of Ariannas' redesign here and running away 🏃🏽‍♀️ Arianna would never be caught dead wearing armour, but she only put it on cause Fen was worried she'd get hurt. I know it isn't such a far away stray from her current (soon to be old) design, but this was just a first test so I could get a groove goin'.

"The laces loose and fists tight, I never lose a fist-fight."

"Aoi Ryugoku."

(Sorry i just heard the lyric and thought of her so I had to share lol.)

(side note, i know no one cares but the song is PUNK TACTICS by Joey Valence & Brae, which you probably already knew)

♡⟪𝑩𝒍𝒐𝒈 𝑰𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒅𝒖𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏⟫♡

•---------•❉•---------•

•,¸,.·'Heyo. I'm Arianna. You can call me Ari though.'·.,¸,•

•,¸,.·' This blog is mostly art, sometimes vents. '·.,¸,•

•,¸,.·' Mainly the Sea beast... and my freakyness 👅'·.,¸,•

ᴬʳᵗ ᵇˡᵒᵍ ⁽ᵈᵉᵃᵈ⁾

╰─▸ ❝@arianna-litvinalt

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≖≖That's it. Bye. ≖≖

(Just FYI, if you don't like my blog/what I post, DON'T TELL ME, IDC)

!MINDLESS VENT! FEEL FREE TO IGNORE

hello

My friend thinks I hate them and it’s all my fault. It’s my fault for never being able to tell people I care about them and not being able to express my feelings. It’s something I’ve struggled with ever since I was a little kid and I’ve never been able to get over it. I stopped going to counselling because I fucked my sleep schedule up. It’s always gonna be my fault. EVERYTHING has always been my fault. No one is left to blame but me. I always ask for everything and it’s what I deserve. Cause who would I be without what he did to me? Sure, it might've made me "stronger" but what if I didn't want to be stronger? What if I just wanted someone to love me? If my trauma makes me stronger why do I still feel so weak?

hey hey

So whenever I post a vent (which will be very rare cause honestly who cares about what some traumatized queer kid has to say) I will title it as a vent and put a "keep reading" thing before it in case no one wants to see my stupid problem! (cause honestly who cares) Anyways, THATS ALL!!! Blog introduction coming soon.. hopefully

(´▽`ʃ♡ƪ) luvs ya guys

"I don't want the girls to end up like me. I don't want to ruin their lives the way I ruined yours."

(Arianna lore)

We all know Im never gonna finish this drawing! so I'm gonna post this now. I forgot the watermark so steal it all you want, I hate it anyways

Arianna.

Arianna, it's literally your 8th wedding anniversary why the fuck are you wearing a mourning dress you glum motherfucker

today marks the day Arianna and Nika (The General) got married. it's exciting you should clap

boo, hahaha

Some art I drew for Ariannas birthday day that i didn't have the chance to post on her birthday cause I was busy

it's her and her wife!!! (the general)

i drew a funny, i think

kinda random but...i Love the new pfp!!!

hehe thank you, my page is supposed to be inspired by one of my OCs lol (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ) (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)

all the songs about things exploding on your restart playlist is REALLY funny. btw.

i JUST realized that omg 😭😭😭😭 IT EVEN STARTS WITH CHERRY BOMB BRO

Not the sea beast related.

Just a wee vent hahaha. (it's 1718 words long.) Vent under the cut! Sorry if it makes zero sense, I don't vent at all but I needed to let stuff out

I hate hearing the noises in my head. It’s like they’re banging on the sides of my skull causing it to echo in my ears. I just wish I could do something worth living. I wish all the abuse and the pain I went through fucking killed me so I could finally be free from the sound. I want to find peace. And quiet. I want to be free from the pain everyone has caused me throughout the years so I can finally sleep knowing I’ll be free from every thought that clouds my head 24/7. I wish I actually felt sympathy for my mother all the time instead of when i’m high. I wish all the people who wronged me would see that I didnt deserve that. I was just a kid when I was forced to learn how to be an adult, and I don’t want to be an adult anymore. I want to be free. I want to feel like I’m swimming. Deeper and Deeper down. And when I finally reach the bottom of the ocean, I’ll be free. I’m only ever going to be a distant thought of people in the near future. And I think I’ll be okay with that. Everyone who has wronged me will never feel guilty and they don’t need to be until i give them a reason to. Every man and woman who has taken advantage of me or used me, won’t feel guilty until I give them a reason to. I’ve never been the first person anyone has ever turned to, and I’m fine with that. I don’t need to be the first. Or the second. I just want someone to care about me the way i’ve cared about so many people before. I would move and rearrange the stars if they wanted to see their favourite constellation, I just want someone to do that for me. Is that to much to ask? Am I being selfish? I just want someone to care about me the way i’ve cared. I just want to feel worth something. To anybody. Is that selfish?

I REALLY WANNA BUILD CASTLE WHITEROCK IN BLOXBURG BUT I BROKE AS A JOKE BRO, WHEN I OPEN MY POCKETS A MOTH FLIES OUT

pretty strong woman redesign! (Arianna.)

Honestly i didnt really change ANYTHING bout her, besides the fact that she has abs now!!! yippie, and instead of doing nothing during hunts, she's now an archer!! whoo hoo

and some Cordelia. I sorta kinda gave her a different outfit for my au, cause honestly, it just makes a bit more sense??? idk (Cordelia is STILL not my character, doesn't matter if I changed her outfit, she belongs to -> @butterfly87676 )

Enjoy my art i guess?? idk