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Why is Aku missing an eye?

Since I made Aku’s reference sheet, you should have probably noticed that he’s missing his right eye, as well as having a few other scars.

I realized that I should probably explain why he doesn’t have an eye.

TW: ATTEMPTED MURDER, MUTILATION, NON-SEXUAL GROOMING

So, when Aku started middle school he became friends with another kid named Riku and they became friends since Riku liked the fact that Aku could play the violin and also since Aku didn’t have any other friends. After a few months of being friends it got to the point where Aku’s parents started letting Aku stay the night at Riku’s house and this is how Aku met Riku’s older brother, Ichiro. When they first met, Aku was almost twelve and Ichiro was seventeen however they both had something in common, they both liked the play the violin. After a few sleepovers, Ichiro offered to teach Aku how to get better at the violin and since Ichiro was older and in Aku’s mind “more experienced” than him, he accepted the offer. Almost every day after school and every weekend, Aku would go over to visit Riku and Ichiro, but moreover to visit Ichiro so they could play violin together and they both became close, Aku even started calling Ichiro “Ichi-man” as a nickname.

After a few years, Aku started playing violin more publicly and so the more popular he got in school because of it. Kids at school wanted to hear him play music all the time so much so that they were even willing to pay him, so Aku and Riku decided to make use of that and would split the money that Aku made so that they could have fun outside of school. However the more that Aku and Riku were hanging out and making money, the less time Aku and Ichiro were practicing violin together. Not to mention that it had been a few years at this point and so Ichiro is pushing twenty and Aku isn’t even in high school yet and so Ichiro started to believe that Aku is was avoiding him on purpose. When Aku did come over, Ichiro would basically hog all of Aku’s attention from Riku because they needed to “practice” and that he wanted Aku to be the best at violin as he could possibly be. In reality, Ichiro was jealous of his own brother and wanted all of Aku’s focus to be on him despite the fact that he knew that it was really, really strange that he was a legal adult and he was trying to be best friends with thirteen-year-old. Despite this, Aku gave Ichiro the benefit of the doubt because he believed that Ichiro just wanted the best for him even after Aku’s parents and Riku started to question Aku and Ichiro’s relationship.

What Aku didn’t know was that at this point, Ichiro was completely obsessed with him. Ichiro didn’t feel like he could connect with anyone on the same level as Aku because no one else shared the same passion that he and Aku had for violin. He believed that the only reason that Aku is as good at violin as he is was because he taught him everything that he knows, so to see him spend less and less time with him just to play violin for other people was a huge slap in the face to him. Ichiro felt like Aku was doing it on purpose, that he was intentionally trying to trigger him by not spending time with him, hanging out with Riku, playing violin to make money, in his mind it was all intentional so Aku could hurt him. Obviously, that wasn’t true and Riku tried to tell Ichiro that they were just trying to have fun and it was nothing personal but Ichiro didn’t believe him and told him that he was a horrible brother. After a month or two, Riku didn’t hang out with Aku as much and Riku never told him why. Even though he was still pretty popular, Aku still felt lonely because his best friend was now ignoring him for no reason. Eventually one night, Aku got a knock on his door and to his surprise it was Ichiro and Ichiro lied saying that Aku’s parents sent him here to watch him since they were going to be out this night, which they were so Aku believed him.

Aku didn’t remember a lot of what happened after that, but when he woke up, he was tied up in a chair in what looked likes to be his basement, with some cloth tied around his mouth, some blood dripping from the side of his head and a few cuts on his face. Ichiro was leaning against the door with a knife already coated in some blood, his blood to be exact, he walked closer to Aku and the only thing he could process being said to him as Ichiro brought the knife closer to his right eye was, “You deserve this..” After that, Aku completely zoned out, the only thing he could process was the pain he was feeling. When he finally came to, he was in a hospital bed and his face was covered in bandages and he felt like he couldn’t breathe. He could hear his parents arguing with Riku and Ichiro’s parents. However, those words that Ichiro told him before he zoned out stuck with him, he couldn’t stop thinking about them. He believed that it was his fault that everything happened..

This was actually reality, Ichiro had tried to kill him. In fact, he didn’t just try to kill him, he disfigured him and tortured him and then was going to kill him if his parents didn’t catch him before he did it. After that night he never saw Ichiro or Riku or any of their family again, but the memories were still with him. Aku knew that Ichiro went to jail, he knew that Ichiro probably hated him, he knew that Riku was probably traumatized, but despite that, Aku was the one who felt the most guilty about the whole situation. It was him and his talent that was the core problem behind what Ichiro did, Aku felt like he didn’t deserve to be known and loved for playing violin, so he stopped, he couldn’t even pick up a violin without thinking about what happened, however, it seemed that it was to late to ignore his talent. A few months after, his parents got a letter in the mail and it was addressed to Aku. When he opened it, the letter read…

From Hope’s Peak Academy, we accept you into our school as Aku Harusaka, The Ultimate Violinist.

(From Hope’s Peak Academy, we accept you into our school as Aku Harusaka, The Ultimate Violinist.)

Guess who drew Pancake for homework….(yes, this is actually my homework-)

Don’t worry, Taki gives Pancake the best baths.

Happy Birthday Kajimi! (Ft. ???)

He was friends with someone in the reserved corse.

Here, take some bad anatomy practice

For some reason I imagined Taki to be pretty chubby and chunky, I just couldn’t see Taki being skinny or y’know just some who doesn’t have some lot of meat on their bones-

Meat on the bone.

Smoochies <3

Since no one was wondering, Shinji is very easily smitten(by Hiromi at least) and Hiromi is just happy he’s happy and I can’t wonder why

And I will be very honest in saying that I couldn’t wait till Valentine’s Day to post these..

BUT HOW COULD I NOT-

Omg lore :O

Also if you can’t read my horrible handwriting-

Nikki: I’m not as ignorant as you think. I know things only you know and things you wouldn’t want anyone to know.

Nikki: Especially after MonoKat’s new motive, I have a lot of leverage over you. Everyone thinks that I’m just an annoying little kid…

Nikki: And personally, I’d like to keep it that way, and I think you’d like if everyone kept thinking of you as a famous actress.

Nikki: So, if you want your little secret to stay under-wraps than you’ll stay quiet, play along, and listen to me. Don’t think your gloves will save you.

Pretty Yuki :>

This was also kinda a practice to draw her arm muscles because strong woman go burrrrrr-

Bro if Tamoko was a crime she’d be illegal cuz SHE KILLED IT

I apologize-

Ai is a pretty(and scary) girl :>

Akira in a bikini, that’s it.

When the time comes when you finally get tired of your two partners friends fighting over you

Can’t relate 😎………..I’m lonely-

Happy Birthday to Nikki!! (Ft.Akira)

Nikki is one of the only people who can have his cake and eat it too (the cake being Akira if you couldn’t tell already)

OMG, ANGST JUMP-SCARE! Ok I’ll leave-

I love them btw if you couldn’t tell UwU

I got bored so I wanna know who you think will live and die in my Danganronpa, as well as who the mastermind is and when this whole thing is done I’ll compare who you guys think will die to who actually dies

This drawing took me four hours to finish.

Just so you know this isn’t a genderbend, I just think that Hajito would be down for cross-dressing and honestly I think he looks pretty good

WE NEED MORE BOYS IN SKIRTS-

I got a charcoal sketchbook for Christmas and I wanted to see if marker showed on it, I can’t really the marker normally but after taking a picture you can probably see the marker more clearly

I also used Hiromi as my test subject because I like drawing her hair-

Since Kaori is half Russian I decided to draw her a a Russian Christmas inspired outfit and this drawing gave me hell because I’m sicky-sick so I had no idea what I was doing to I redrew this over so many times and I’m tired so Merry Christmas, Hanukkah, Kwanza, nothing idk-

DANGANRONPA//Fatal Friends

Zodiac Signs

Capricorn ♑️, December 22nd-January 19th

-Nikki Yuzukuro, January 2nd

Aquarius ♒️, January 20th-February 18th

-Kajimi Nikuhara, January 28th

Pisces ♓️, February 19th-March 20th

-Hiromi Yatsuada, February 27th

Aries ♈️, March 21st-April 19th

-Tamoko Aiashi, April 3rd

Taurus ♉️, April 20th-May 20th

-Kaori Santorini, May 8th

-Yuki Tsuyoa, May 17th

Gemini ♊️, May 21st-June 21st

-Aku Harusaka, May 22nd

-Akira Natsudori, June 14th

Cancer ♋️, June 22nd-July 22nd

-Taki Kazuki, July 16th

Leo ♌️, July 23rd-August 22nd

-Suzuki Takoma, August 2nd

-Jinji Hazumiki, August 21st

Virgo ♍️, August 23rd-September 22nd

No one :P

Libra ♎️, September 23rd-October 23rd

-Hajito Nakanashi, September 27th

Scorpio ♏️, October 24th-November 21st

-Yoshika Kamakado, October 31st

-Minami Tsujimara, November 8th

Sagittarius ♐️, November 22nd-December 21st

-Ai Mio, December 13th

-Shinji Satoko, December 18th

I got bored ok-

Plz join my server I have no friends and I’m bored :P

Happy Birthday To Shinji!

You know I was gonna reblog my first post but I like this better, also this took me four hours to finish so you’re welcome-

Happy (Belated) Birthday To Ai!

Yeah I forgot that it was Ai’s birthday two days ago because I was focused on doing something for Shinji’s birthday, also this drawing is outdated since I never fully finished it and I drew this before I made Yoshika and Ai’s reference sheets but oh well-

I don’t really care what you guys think but I’m still curious about what you guys like and hate about what I post but probably more hate-

TW:MISSING EYE,like I said before I don’t think this is to serious to put a mature warning on but just in case anyone is uncomfortable or squeamish by stuff like this I would suggest to not look at this post

Aku Harusaka/Ultimate Violinist

Personality:Distrustful, Shameful, Apprehensive

Gender:Male(He/Him)

Height:5,10(177.80cm)

Weight:132 Pounds

Likes:Sakura Trees

Dislikes:Past Events

Birthday:May 22nd

Extra Info:Doesn’t actually like his Ultimate Talent, was friends with Kajimi and Kaori(now he’s friends with Shinji, Suzuki, and Hiromi), he has PTSD and has a lot of trouble playing violin because of it, uses his hair to cover up his eyepatch because he doesn’t like how is face looks now

Thank God I’m finally done with these-

Suzuki Takoma/Ultimate Analyst

Personality:Distant, Quiet, Indifferent

Gender:Female(She/Her)

Height:5,5(165.10cm)

Weight:129 Pounds

Likes:Melancholy Poems

Dislikes:Injustice

Birthday:August 2nd

Extra Info:She carries around a notepad and pen so she can analyze people, has really bad vision without her glasses, she’s hardly phased by anything and hardly feels anything.

I’m so fucking tired-

Shinji Satoko/Ultimate Acrobat

Personality:Relaxed, Prideful, Go-Getter

Gender:Male(He/Him)

Height:6,1(185.42cm)

Weight:155 Pounds

Likes:Jellyfish

Dislikes:Laziness

Birthday:December 18th

Extra Info:He was born extremely premature and suffered from severe muscle and bone deformities(he’s just really flexible now), customized his jacket off of a acrobat he looked up to, he had a “little” crush on Hiromi

Omg his birthday is in nine days-

Hajito Nakanashi/Ultimate Rollerskater

Personality:Hyper, Random, Exciting

Gender:Male(He/Him)

Height:5,3(160.02cm)

Weight:107 Pounds

Likes:Rock Bands

Dislikes:Seafood

Birthday:September 27th

Extra Info:A lot of people mistake him for a girl, casually walks around in rollerskates, hangs out with Minami because he thinks he’s really cool, he actually has heterochromia(you can’t see both of his eyes because of how I drew his hair)one of his eyes are green while the other is teal

I showed this to one of my friends and he thought he looked hot, that was before I told him that he was a guy-

Kaori Santorini/Ultimate Mechanic

Personality:Spunky, Active, Self-Conscious

Gender:Female(She/Her)

Height:5,6(167.64cm)

Weight:144 Pounds

Likes:Neon Colors

Dislikes:Mint-Flavored Ice Cream

Birthday:May 8th

Extra Info:She is actually half Russian and is technically a Russian foreigner, her natural hair color is brunette, usually gets a tan from working outside so often, she is friends with Kajimi and looks up to him a lot.

I posted this right when I was about to go to sleep-

Kajimi Nikuhara/ Ultimate Tech-Pro

Personality:Chill, Curious, Helpful

Gender:Male(He/Him)

Height:5,11(180.34cm)

Weight:137 Pounds

Likes:Cats

Dislikes:Being Alone

Birthday:January 28th

Extra Info:One of, if not THE smartest member of the whole group, made all the inventions included in his design(Tablet, headphones, choker, leg-band), remodeled his boots to be able to have functions normal shoes don’t have, also so they could look cool, was friends with someone in the reserved corse.

I got a huge fever rn and it feels like my brain is going to explode-