Where Every Scroll is a New Adventure
Day 19, synthesis
I’m deeeeaaaad, lazy dead, probably burnout
I’m really out of strength to realign myself, this one from the last bits
Day 7, act
Today I’m probably the opposite of the theme, I’m feeling lazy 🤤
Still that sketchy eye-vortex for you
Dude gave me autism and trust issues/ trouble opening up to others and made me easily distracted & I procrastinate a lot
But just imagine how powerful we must've been without those... he feared us. Just think about how strong we must still be?! Incredibly strong.
rb and tag with how god nerfed you. he nerfed me by making me lactose intolerant
Everything is a mess including my life and my grades 🤦♀️😪
I’m diseased of adults
Assuming the worst from me
When it is just me
Then they give me a hard time
For nothing
I’m diseased of being a millennial
And adults assuming
That I’m lazy
And addicted to my phone
When it’s just me who just so happens to be different
I’m tired of feeling
Like I’m worthless
And no one will ever
Truly
Fall in love with just me and I them
I’m diseased
Of teachers
Thinking they are better
Because of a degree
At the moment I’m just 1,000 degrees of rage
I don’t want to go to school
I don’t want this factory process
Of being separated
Embarrassed
And torn apart
I’m diseased of being a product
And not a person
The only thing I’ve learned from school
Is that if you don’t want to be bent around
Then keep your mouth shut
I’m diseased with adults
Smoldering my fire
My passion
My,
Will to live and carry on…
How come when cats lay around all day and beg for attention it’s considered “cute” but when I do it I’m considered “needy” and “lazy” and “depressed”? Like what is up with that>>
I really wasn't going to post anything today, I'm really busy. I just could let her be ignored, though I feel that through the time it took for me to respond I defeated the goal. I'm also sorry this looks bad, I just didn't have time to do this all right. I have a big school project that I really need to be focusing on. So I should be busy until some time next week, but until then I really need to buck down.
Ha and I've been reading crazy stories like crazy, and that has taken my time of recreation.
Your the best Round About. Also I'm going to PONY PROM! With a good friend of mine! I'm a bit stressed, but this should be a fun drawing. Also I'm going to REAL PROM! With a good friend of mine. (different from the first) I'm REALLY stressed about it, I need to do good on the project to go.
OMG I AM SO VERY SLOW!!! I've been working on one drawing for all of this weekend and I'm still not done. It has 6 panels but I've only sketched two of the six. So I hate not posting art daily, and I went through my old stuff and found this. This is a project I never finished but I loved the idea like krazy. It was going to be a thing about miss understanding and lonesomeness, but I didn't have great direction with it and I did this in the same week I got my tablet. If I could remember it took me forever to get anywhere. I hope to finish my drawings for the next post.
It goes from left to right and up to down. I was trying to manually animate RD talking and blinking while looking down and then rubbing her hoof on her chest; but I didn’t finish because I did either have time or was working on something else. So I stopped at 4 pics. I used pen to be quick and tried to ignore mistakes. Well… I’m working on something else and I’m sleepy, so good night.
Some stuff with these two. No edited story yet, nor a related pic finished.
I was going to work on this as soon as I got up this morning, but silly morning me forgot that last night me wanted to do something. So I woke up, got to my feet, thought for a moment, forgot something important, then went back to bed. I just did the thing because I'm lazy and now I'm thinking of the next thing to draw... I will be, I have know clue how it will be. ( Aiming for good!)
it has come to my attention that i do nothing all day except listen to music like mcr and go on tumblr, even though tumblr died in like 2016, and honestly i’m okay with that.
Anyone else write something down that you NEED TO DO but can never be bothered.
So it just sits there haunting you until you get sick of it nagging you and you do it.
Like...
Cleaning makeup brushes
Changing your sheets
Washing your bra
... Or is that just me?
Cheers to the people who, if they went to hogwarts, would drop divination the SECOND they could because climbing those bloody stairs was SO EXHAUSTING!
From today....
We have...me and that allarm...RSM and Luxembourg under the rain (Luxembourg's hair become a little spiky when they're wet)...an another Luxembourg (in my vision it's trans [look his/her legs~~(๑♡⌓♡๑)]) and, at the end...idk, I was bored...
Does anyone else just like not know how to think of/about/for yourself? Like your so used to being told what to do, ridiculed for doing something wrong, given so many responsibilities and things to take care of. That you just don't know how to think of just yourself, take care, of yourself, or even know who you are? You stress about time whether you have enough to get everything done as well as have free time. You aren't independent. You forget things for your self constantly like breakfast, what you want to do, drinking water, ect. And you just become so lazy and put out because of all the stress and work. Even when the work is done, and you have so little work for a long time, the illusion that there is so much is still there weighing you down. Is it just me or? Sorry for the weird depressing rambling.
Me @my obligations
Oh my nelly the water is like... I could just eat it! But then I’d probably puke blue because it’s meant for looking, not for eating... hmm...
Lazy afternoon with Toki and Ulf, painting for my personal project
https://www.instagram.com/snatti89/?hl=sv
https://www.artstation.com/snatti