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IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT: I, an aromantic asexual have just simulated what I believe allos consider a "crush"
It's definitely not an actual crush. I know myself, I know I don't feel the romantic attraction needed for a crush. Not to mention, after a minute of crisis, the feeling vanished, and I have returned to normal.
Anyway, here's the recipe:
An aesthetically attractive actor
A character you're attached too (in my case, via fanfic)
And as a bonus: respect for the actor's skill/respect for the shows quality
OHSHITOHSHITOHSHIIIIIIT YEEEEES!
Charlie Cox and Jon Bernthal on the set of Daredevil Born Again
š„ via splashnews
at least once a day i remember that i met charlie cox a little more than a year ago & the serotonin is instantly back<3
Summary: For him it was just a moment, for you it was five years
Pairing: Matt Murdock x fem. reader
Wordcount: 2.1k
Rating: G
Warnings: Angst, pregnancies, little more angst, some fluff too
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He didnāt know what was different, but something had changed. In one moment he had been in the kitchen with you, drying the plates you had been cleaning on a late sunday morning, the next moment he was alone.Ā
It was colder too. The noises in the city were different.Ā
There was something in the air. A buzz he had never felt before.
He closed his eyes, taking a deep breath, his tongue running over his lips while his hands brushed over the counter of his kitchen. He tilted his head.Ā
The counter was different too.Ā
Marble maybe. Definitely some stone. Not like the wooden cheap counter that had been here before.Ā
Slowly he took a couple steps out of the kitchen, focusing on his surroundings.Ā
He could still smell you. Your familiar scent. He smelled the fabric softener the two of you had argued about, before he gave in, not being able to deny you anything.Ā
But there was something else. Another scent he couldnāt place.
The apartment was different too.Ā
Starting from the kitchen counter, the electrical hum of the appliances different than they were only moments ago.Ā
It smelled like the walls had been painted. But not recently, a little while ago.Ā
Another step forward, his hands grasped the back of a couch. Not the leather couch he was used to, no this felt soft. Almost like velvet.Ā
He was⦠confused. And that was putting it mildly.Ā
It was why he hadnāt heard someone, you, approaching the apartment, your key unlocking the door, your heels clicking on the floor as you rushed into the apartment, because things were happening and maybe, maybe he would beā¦.
āMatt,ā you gasped, blinking your eyes that were already watering. Slowly he turned around to you and you sobbed, your hand covering your mouth.Ā
He was wearing the dark sweatpants and the white shirt from that morning.Ā
The morning that had changed your life so significantly.Ā
The morning he disappeared.Ā
āSweetheart Iā¦.ā he began but you crossed the distance between the two of you, almost throwing yourself against him as you hugged him. He caught you with a gasp, his strong arms pulling you closer and you cried into his shirt as his hand slowly ran up and down your back, humming soothingly.Ā
You had denied yourself even imagining a possibility where you would see him again.Ā
Five years.Ā
Five years he had been gone, just like half of the earth's population.
Five years that had been the hardest, saddest and at the same time best time of your life.Ā
āWhat is going on?ā he asked and you took some deep breaths, calming yourself down to finally look up at him, his eyes unfocused.
āYou⦠Youāve been gone. I was⦠I was with Foggy in the office when Karen suddenly was just there and I⦠I ran back home⦠Iā¦.ā
āYou ran from the office?ā he asked.
āWe⦠Itās⦠Itās another office,ā you closed your eyes, letting your head fall against his chest, inhaling the scent that was just him.Ā
āI donāt understand. I⦠Somethingās changed. We were in the kitchen and then you were suddenly gone and⦠everything is different?ā
You let your fingertips run over his back as you looked up at him.Ā
āSomething happened and you⦠You were gone. You just⦠You disappeared right before my eyes. But now youāre back and I⦠I have so much to tell you Mattyā¦āĀ
āI was gone?ā he asked quietly. You nodded against him.
āHow long?ā
You sucked on your bottom lip.Ā
āFive years.ā
You told him what happened.Ā
About Thanos. About how the world mourned for months before slowly it moved on.Ā
You told him about Karen disappearing too and about how you had started working with Foggy.
You had told him about finally getting your lawyers degree and about how good the office was doing.Ā
You told him everything.Ā
Except the one, most important thing.Ā
Sitting cuddled next to him on the new couch, which he admitted was way more comfortable than the one you had before, you clung to him.Ā
A part of you afraid that he could disappear again at any moment.Ā
It was when you received a message from Foggy, that he would be over in ten minutes, that you knew you had to tell him.Ā
āThereās something else youāre not telling me,ā he said, pulling you closer towards him.Ā
āThere is,ā you whispered.Ā
āYou⦠You met someoneā¦ā he began but you shook your head, sitting yourself up.Ā
āNo. No I⦠I havenāt met anyone. I havenāt been with anyone since you⦠Since youā¦. I couldnātā¦.ā you rambled and he pulled you into his lap, nuzzling his face into your neck.Ā
āItās okay,ā he kissed your neck and you shuddered, closing your eyes as you put your arms around his shoulders, your nose in his hair.Ā
āI had bought the test to take later that day. The day you⦠disappeared. And after I was so depressed I forgot about it. But Foggy noticed and took me to see a doctor and⦠I⦠I was pregnant Matt.ā
He stilled beneath you, his hands on your hips, his lips frozen against your neck.Ā
A tear ran down your check and into his hair.Ā
āIt was hard. Doing this without you. But⦠she made it worth it. So worth it. And Foggy was a big help. Honestly, I donāt know what I would have done without him. Heās the best uncle on the planet and Rose is⦠Sheās so much like you. Stubborn andā¦ā
āRose?ā he asked, his voice breaking and you pulled away from him so you could look at him. There were tears in his eyes before he pulled you against him and you felt him sob. You whimpered as you cried with him, clinging to him as you both mourned the time the both of you had missed.Ā
āIām⦠Iām so sorry,ā he shook his head and you put your hands on his face, tilting it up to your. Carefully you brushed his tears away as you shook your head.Ā
āItās not your fault, baby. Billions of people disappeared. I know the last thing you would do was leave me and our life. Not after we fought so hard for it and⦠and I found the ring,ā you whispered the last part and he sighed, closing his eyes.Ā
āWe can⦠We can talk later, if you want. I will tell you about everything but⦠But Foggy is coming over. And heās gonna have Rose with him. He offered to pick her up from Daycare after we⦠after I left to find you.ā
āHe just got into the elevator,ā Matt hummed.Ā
āDoes she⦠Does Rose⦠Know about me?ā he asked and you smiled.Ā
āOf course she does. I talk about you every single day Matty. There are so many pictures of you and me on the walls. Youāre her daddy. She loves you.ā
He took a deep breath as you let your forehead fall against his, your nose rubbing against his nose.Ā
āShe⦠Sheās telling Foggy about⦠Dinosaurs?ā he asked with a small smile.
āSheās obsessed with Dinosaurs at the moment,ā you chuckled and Mattās smile got wider.Ā
āKiss me,ā you whispered and he tilted his head up, his nose brushing against yours. His hands on your back pulled you closer before his lips softly found yours. You breathed out, closing your eyes as he moved his lips against yours, deepening the kiss.Ā
You let your finger run through his hair, anchoring yourself against him.Ā
He was here.Ā
He was back.Ā
Matt was back.Ā
Parting from your lips he smiled and you pecked his lips again.Ā
You both jumped when a knock sounded at the door. His fingers dig into your hips as he licked over his lips. Anxiously.Ā
āShe loves you,ā you reminded him and he breathed in deeply.Ā
āAnd I love you too,ā you said and he smiled a little, before you carefully climbed off his lap and walked towards the door.Ā
āI love you,ā he called after you and you smiled as you opened the door.
āHi!ā you said, looking down at Rose who hugged you with a squeal of Mooooommy before you picked her up with a groan.Ā
āYouāre getting too big for me to pick you up like that little lady,ā you smiled at her as she began to tell you about her day. You looked at Foggy who looked over your shoulder, tears stinging in his eyes as he saw Matt behind you in the apartment.Ā
āDo you⦠Want to come in Foggy?ā you asked. He looked at you before he shook his head.Ā
āI⦠Karen and I will come over with breakfast tomorrow?ā he asked.
āAre you sure?ā you asked.Ā
āYeah. Itās⦠Iāve gone five years without him, I can last another day. But you two canāt,ā he said and you smiled thankfully at him.Ā
āBye Uncle Foggy,ā Rose waved and Foggy laughed.Ā
āBye Princess,ā he winked before he turned around, taking the stairs down. You smiled at your daughter as you closed the door behind him, slowly walking back towards the living room with her still in your arms, where Matt was standing anxiously.Ā
āRose I⦠have a surprise for you,ā you began and she looked at you with wide eyes, stopping her monologue about the Velociraptor she had learned today, making a mental note to ask her about it later.Ā
āSurprise?ā she asked and you nodded.Ā
āRemember when Foggy and Mommy would talk about your Daddy and that he had to go away for a while?ā
She nodded.Ā
āWhat did we tell you?ā you asked, finding Matt listening to you.Ā
āThat he loves us very much and that he would never leave us again when he comes back,ā she said. You nodded, setting her down.Ā
āHe⦠He came back today, sweetheart,ā you whispered and she looked at you with a bright smile.
āReally?ā she asked and you nodded.Ā
āYeah, sweetheart, really,ā Matt said and she turned around as she heard his voice. She looked at you, before you set her down. You were crying by the moment she ran towards him and Matt had the foresight to get on his knees and open his arms before she collided with him with a squeal.Ā
He closed his eyes, pulling her into his arms as he brushed his hand over her hair and picked her up. She was clinging to him like a Koala, telling him how much she had missed him and that she canāt wait to show him her collection of dinosaurs which made you choke on your sob as you laughed. Matt looked up and opened his arm for you, pulling you against him too.Ā
It was almost 1 am when the door to the bedroom opened. You were sitting against the back of your bed, waiting for Matt as he slowly walked in, closing the door behind him with a smile on his lips. His hair was still wet as he walked towards the bed, laying down on top of you with a sigh that made you giggle.Ā
Rose had spent the whole afternoon showing him around the apartment, explaining where everything was so he would know, because she knew that his daddy was blind and she did not want him to hurt himself, while you were making dinner.Ā
It was strangely domestic.Ā
āThis was a long day,ā he hummed against you as you nodded, your finger brushing through his hair.Ā
āNormally you would kiss me goodbye and get out to do some Deviling now,ā you mused and he sighed.Ā
āThereās⦠I donāt want to think about that now,ā he said quietly.Ā
āOkay,ā you whispered.Ā
āSheās⦠Rose is⦠Sheās everything,ā he said and you smiled.Ā
āYeah. Sheās pretty damn awesome.ā
āI wish I could have been there,ā he whispered.Ā
āMe too,ā you said sadly, before you reached to your side to turn the lights off. He got off of you and under the covers, finding your body immediately to pull you against him, your back against his chest, as he kissed your shoulder.Ā
You fell asleep like that.Ā
In his arms.Ā
And he was still there, holding you when you woke up the next morning.Ā
Because Matt was back.Ā
And he would never leave again.Ā
Love how all of Matts fragile composure and sense of control is starting to completely break and he just loses it with dex and slams this guys head into the fucking table three times. We are SO BACK
I love the contrast of born again and the original seriesās title sequences. In the original opening, everything that was important to Matt i.e. the church, justice, New York is made from this dripping red ābloodā and in return all of these things lead to the literal creation of Daredevil. In born againās opening, all those things important to Matt/Daredevil; the church, justice, Nelson, Murdock and Page are shown in concrete form with cracks and pieces falling off before they are destroyed and from that rubble of everything important to him, Daredevil is remade he is born again. The difference between something fluid being for creation and something solid and hard for the destruction
The new title sequence basically tells us how the show is gonna play out and whatās gonna happen with stunning visuals that mirror the originals title sequence. I know this is a pretty surface level analysis and isnāt anything groundbreaking I just thought it was pretty cool
forgot how pornographic mattās groaning is in Nelson v. Murdock.
charlie cox, the man that you are.
Which is the greater, more devastating MCU New York tragedy:
Loki's Invasion during The Avengers,
or
Matt Murdock having his ass out as he walked home from the hospital but it's during a blackout so no one got the privilege of seeing the devil's cake?
I know my answer š¤·š»āāļø
(To give an idea of what New York couldn't see š Extensive evidence below: )
charlie cox is so unbelievably good as matt murdock. no matter my thoughts or feelings about anything else to do with born again, this will always remain the ultimate truth and i will always come back for him.
broās got so much ass it should have its own zip code jfc
every episode has me even more impressed by and grateful for this man. he really is The Matt Murdock. he carries so hard.
This is facts and I really need some respect placed on Charlie's name, he is the lifeblood of this franksteined season and is doing a lot of the work to make it compelling and worthwhile to watch.
And his range! In the last episode alone, his comedic timing on his response to the Skrull line, his charm when he was negotiating with the prosecutor, and then his heart-wrenching delivery during his conversation about Foggy.
His performance as Matt this season is like his excellence in the Netflix show but on steroids since he needs to do a lot more carrying for a show with a troubled production. I can write a whole 100000 word essay on the nuances of his acting in these 4 episodes so far. He's so good.
Like what this tweet says. He's making a lot of silly-sounding dialogue seem so earnest and believable, that's talent.
Just a Charlie Cox acting appreciation post because man he deserves one
another week, another episode of matt being unreasonably hot
Daredevil: Born Again 1x03 - The Hollow of His Hand (2025)
i thought he was hot in the og series but he has become the worlds hottest dilf
Charlie Cox in Daredevil: Born Again - S01E03
seriously! he really knows this character and has brought him back in such a strong way.
Can we appreciate Charlie's acting? That howl of pain and grief when he heard Foggy's heart stop was so fucking phenomenal
charlie cox has the worlds kindest eyes and sweetest smile. someone needs to sedate me
once again thinking about matt murdockās absolute bear paws and arms.
(iām constantly thinking about matt murdockās absolute bear paws and arms.)
aka The Devil of Hell's Kitchen and The Smartass Detective
aka The Best Part of Defenders
aka Depressed, Snarky Dumpster Vigilantes
Welcome to WatchMojo, and today we're counting down our picks for Matt Murdock's Top 5 Best Thirst Trap Moments āØ
5. Intentionally zipping up the hoodie AFTER answering the door
4. Acting innocent and going "Wot??" when Elektra asks him to get undressed only for him to immediately do it with no hesitation 1 second after
3. Arm flexing in the middle of an argument cause he knows how effectively distracting it is
2. Church basement thirst traps (featuring multiple slutty walks to the camera while bathed in church light)
1. Posing like he wants to be drawn like one of the French girls
My school work or some other shows might get me busy but Matt Mudork will occasionally pop into my mind, reminding me of how much I love that man.