more bsd subway looks
I'm really in love with the idea of teen SKK falling for each other in mundane moments because the world they live in is so crazy and filled with violence and death that when Dazai breaks into Chuuya's apartment on their day off and finds him finishing cooking his favorite crab meal he can't help but feel like struck by lightning as he stares at the two plates that Chuuya already put out.
But the craziest thing is how while he is surprised by the fuzzy feelings, they don't feel unfamiliar.
Not in the way that he was in love before, he wasn't, but because it feels so normal to look at Chuuya and be filled with warmth and smiling like an idiot.
(Obviously, he has to complain about there not being enough crab and the slug's table being chibi-sized to make up for it.)
But Chuuya isn't any better even if it takes him a little longer, he feels even more ridiculous with it because there shouldn't be anything endearing about waking up next to the damn mackerel in his own bed when he went to sleep alone last night.
And yet he knows that he still had his work clothes and shoes on, but Chuuya is only wearing socks and not his coat anymore and his blanket is put over him so that he isn't freezing and he thinks suddenly that maybe he could get used to this.
The thought hits him like a train and he sits up in shock and while it's stunning him, it also feels like he is reading an old book he forgot in the back of his shelf.
The feelings flooding through his veins aren't new, he couldn't say when they became so familiar, but they feel as natural as the blood within him.
(Obviously, he has to kick Dazai out of his bed and yell at him.)
I just love the idea that they both fell for each other silently and got so used to loving each other that it was as natural as breathing to them, but it sneaked up on them one day in an innocent moment of idyllic domesticity in this violence-filled world they are navigating through.
skk being in love
some hcs i have:
- chuuya with heterochromia
- dazai with dimples and big nose
- dazai with terrible eyebags
- dazai is mostly/completely blind in the eye that used to be covered
- dazai and chuuya used to be painfully emo together back in their port mafia days, both having piercings
- chuuya has piercings on his ear and dazai used to have snakebites but has since removed them (cue the little scars under his lip)
Procrastinated by drawing them again... I need help
welcome! i'm pining this post because this is my most treasured work at the moment and thus, i'd like for you to see it.
my name's diana, i love fandom and fanfics, and i'm a little bit obsessed with ao3 rn. i've always loved sharing stories i love and that's exactly why i keep a compilation of my favorite ones. at the moment, i've only made a sharable list of skk fanfics, but i'll continue editing this post. all google docs are susceptible to editing (and adding). as of now, all the recommendations offered are completed. if you have any reactions or recs, i really do like interacting with ppl on this place, so i'd love to hear if any of you enjoyed one of these. hope you have fun!
the links take you to a google docs. so anyway.
lengthy fanfics means greater than 30k
brief fanfic means less than 30k
reviews means i give a greater reaction to a certain fanfic
✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ soukoku lengthy fics can be found here
soukoku brief fics can be found here
soukoku fic reviews can be found here ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ originally posted on 06/27/24
last edited on 06/27/24