mother!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
this made my day ten thousand times better wagghhhhhh (not an exaggeration, day was like 0.03 percent good and now it's 300 percent good.) i will cradle tiny nikto in my arms and let him know that he's loved, maybe hand him a little note to deliver to you about how grateful i am for yours and little nikto's presence :3
Id say you'd have dashing teeth
i have horrible teeth actually, currently in braces :3 but i will have dashing teeth 🙏
(i forgot to draw the brackets)
this one person is paying me so much for my silly commission and i am obligated to draw it well and maybe draw them a little chibi as a gift too
Have i told you how much i love the eyelashes you put on nikto because 😚😚😚
waghhh, thank youuuuu dear fish, i could make them even more luscious!!!! (i need to inspect nikto's character model)
wwaaaeeeww yes please!!!
"Smiling at the person that doesn't like me."
-Cheer for babies/And The Kids
Tw: Self deprecating thoughts, mostly sfw just angsty, alcoholic/smoker nikto
Nikto didn't like you. At least thats what you thought. You couldn't see behind the mask. You couldn't see the countless nights he's pondered getting down on his knees and begging you to have him, to kill him or let him live he'd let you decide.
A sinner to a judge, endlessly skewed only to be brought underneath your presence.
He prays you'll save him, sometimes just the thought of you saves him.
You save him from countless nights of blackout drinking. Saving him from endless chain-smoking. Save him from ending it all.
Sometimes he understands it. How he was raised, maybe they had it too.
Maybe they were as sick in the head as he was.
Maybe then he'd understand it all.
Oh how he'd treat you to the finest things if he could. Restrained by his own pride. What a useless thing he was told to upkeep. Would pride have saved him from countless beatings? Would pride have saved him from poison poured into his brain from his ears and tongue?
Would pride let him have you?
He should throw it all away really. Just ignore his own life and thoughts to be your toy. Its a fate befitting for him, something new, recycled.
Strip himself nude and prostrate himself for your amusement.
What foolish thoughts.
But it was befitting for him.
Maybe he could live at your feet. Rediscover ways to feel, teaching an old dog new tricks.
Maybe he should just be normal and treat you to a dinner date. It would he normal, maybe not to him but maybe to you.
Drink a couple wine glasses and eat, a compromise between him and you.
It sounds nice in theory but could he handle all that? Maybe for you he could.
Become nice and sweet for you, something better for you yet still his own person.
Fuck, you were changing him into a person.
He should smile back when you smile at him.
bogos binted, i printed 24 of them and had 3 left at the end of the day that means i met at least 20 people who likes cod. very cool.
giveaway stickers for a convention this sunday
Strikeface
FINALLY finished this. ugh,
if i somehow don't get d in today's russian exam i am drawing nikto
epic!!! would nikto like cheese plate? maybe cold cut plate with meat???
take a good nap brooo!!! i'm doing alright, therapy today and no meds change :3
hello! do you like cheese?
i bought a 200g block of gouda yesterday and ate it with some haribo worms and it felt like my own little cheese plate with dried fruits and all that :3
hope you are doing well 🍀
I LOVE CHEESEE PLATE THAT SHIT UP ON A CERAMIC AND IM EATING IT LIKE IT'S A CAVIAR BOWL TO GOOO I'M DOING SLEEPY HOW ARE YOU HANDSOME
i just gotta get through this week