Have To Choose My Final Year Topics And Dissertation In A Few Days, Don’t Particularly Know What To

health amd wellness are cults im starting my own mind-body cult where idont c the sun & do just terrible th ngs to my body

+ his vocals in borderline

the utter anguish in james's voice in certain holy bible tracks are so beautifully wrenching. god, he is truly one of the best rock vocalists to ever do it

it is absolutely essential to have friends you can have extremely insane pervert conversations with. this is kind of what makes life worth living

I feel like I go through phases of having my ‘look’ very sorted and coherent and I feel great about myself and then phases of being in a fashion rut and not being able to feel confident in any outfit and feeling like my hair and everything about how I look is just slightly off (it’s the latter rn)

📸: Stephen Sweet

Once again I am unable to sleep because my brain cannot understand that I am safe in my own home and not every bit of shadow and darkness is someone out to get me (i will eventually sleep for an hour and then get a horrendous nightmare) (i am mourning the way i could be if my brain worked properly)

Being trans is strange because I don’t particularly have an issue with my body, in fact I quite like it, I feel just as manly (went I want to) as any cis man, however I know that wider society generally does not see it that way and to be seen as even potentially on the same level as a cis man I have to change it and hate it in its current state for some reason

Really wish I kept my teeth when they were taken out, I had so many and they were such strange shapes