A bad day, just like so many others lately. No matter how you tried, moments of actual contentment and joy never seemed to last quite long enough to be a mental break from everything. You have been severely depressed for little over a month, but it seems like you finally ran out of tears. Good, you hated making people worry about you.
Looking at the time on your phone, you are disappointed it isn't time to go home. Work isn't bad; the work is easily completed in time and you work with the nicest people you know. However, it is exhausting to consciously keep up the charade of being happy.
You are concerned for yourself. Nothing had happened, you just awoke one day and just been depressed since. On top of that, you are also anxious and self-abusing. Not physically, though the gnawing in your stomach reminds you that you are not eating as much as you probably should.
A lot of the abuse is mental; the thoughts in your head ripping you down to the lowest level of self-deprecation you have ever been. Words are weapons and they are inflicting so much pain.
You look at your phone as it buzzes. A message from your boyfriend/girlfriend/husband/wife/whomever. Upon opening, it is a small video clip of a panda cub sitting on a rock. It sneezes so hard it topples over and you can't help but chuckle, smiling a genuine smile for the first time all day.
They knew you were going through personal issues and were helping you look for a good therapist. Everday, they would find ways to show thier love in addition to texts and saying so. You feel guilty but accepted the extra affection, reciprocating the affection as best as you could.
One day at a time, with the love of your life making sure you make it through.
Because you would and have done the same for them.
Sukuna boogie
sebastian and frog animation!!! since i'm going into animation for uni soon, i thought i'd post an animation for once bsdjsjd
since this is a gif, it's a little lighter than my actual colours? so might have to go to my instagram to see the real colours lmao
I'm not really sure what's going on, I'm kinda sleepy and not always the sharpest tool in the shed.
when u get this, list 5 songs u like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers or moots (positivity is cool) 💖
1. Creep by Radiohead
2. Don't Rain on My Parade from Funny Girl and performed by Barbara Streisand
3. Don't Stop Me Now by Queen
4. You're Gonna Go Far Kid by The Offspring
5. Born This Way by Lady Gaga
I have exciting news! My sister L's son Isa is gonna be a daddy!
I am going to be a great aunt for a 3rd time in less than a year!
Also TYPO!!! My great nephew is RyEd not RyTo. With all these names, things get a bit mixed up in my head.
I wanna talk about family. Specifically, my family.
Between my bio-father, my mom, and my dad; there are 6 siblings. I'll do my best to explain, but keep in mind that I only use half and step to explain because in everyday life, we just call each other brother and sister (and sometimes not so nice names).
The oldest is my half-brother, E. He is 41 and is a very nice and laid back man. He doesn't really like our bio-father because he used to beat him.
The second oldest is my step-sister L. She is 39 and has pretty ginger hair. I get mad when she dyes her hair blonde. My Dad's oldest.
The third oldest is my step-sister A. She is 37 and a bit odd. She was born in Feb. My Dad's middle child.
The fourth oldest is my step-sister M. She is 37 but born in Oct. A is her and L's half sister by Dad. I am very proud of M, she is going to collage to be a pediatric nurse.
The fifth oldest is my blood brother, C. He is 34 and one of the funniest people you'll ever meet. My mom's first child.
I am B, and I am the baby. I am 31 and considered to be everyone's favorite. Mom's last child.
Phew, with me so far? This is where it gets a little crazy.
I have 5 older siblings and between those 5, they have 18 children. All children are written from oldest to youngest with their parent.
E has 3 daughters: Al, Au, and H.
L has 5 children, 3 boys and 2 girls: Aus, Isa, Myk, Sav, and RyJ.
A has 2 children: Ab and Ad.
M has 3 boys: Mal, Lu, and Da.
C has 5 kids, 3 boys and 2 girls: Kai, Ei, Iz, Li, and T.
I have a cat named Tear (y'all love him).
I'M NOT DONE YET THOUGH.
My niece Al (brother E's oldest), is 20 and had her first baby in March. He is my great-nephew, RyTo.
And I think A's daughter Ab is 18 or 19 and also going to have a baby.
And that is my family! Sorry for the blabbing, but I just wanted to talk about my family.
Does the face need to be an actual face or can I wear a noh mask?
It has been a hot minute. Thank you so much, depression. It's such a BIG artsy mood killer.
As stated in my little blurb near my profile pic on my page, I am an Autistic goof that occasionally posts art.
So! Here is my first finished piece in a long while!
do u ever get emotional about the fact that tchaikovsky, a gay man, wrote his Romeo and Juliet overture for his brother and his brother’s gay lover bc I sure as hell do
Cake is not a lie. It was delicious.
Is anyone interested in me sharing pictures of the food I make?
Not restaurant or fast food.
Homemade food.
I made a pumpkin spice cake tonight. It was supposed to be a sheet cake, but I was like 'fuck it, I'll put it in a throw away cake pan'. I will get a pic eventually.
Sukuna is a HORRIBLE person. The worst. No redeeming qualities at all.
I would totally let him screw me ♡
An autistic goof that occasionally posts art ♡ Wolfie 31 She/Her
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