I Try To Swallow Up My Words But They Hurt So Much, But Telling You How Much I Loved You That I Can't

“‘Am I in love with this woman?’ He wondered. Even to his self scrutinizing self the answer came as surprise. 'I still am.’”

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Akutagawa Ryūnosuke, A Fool’s Life

I just love the way you hold me, you sometimes treat me coldly but you'r arms say otherwise, is like being in the warmest blanket at the coldest day of my life. I love you'r scent is a weird but comfortable smell between laundry soap and your natural scent. I love the way you kiss my temple when I'm felling blue. I hate myself for loving those things. Which lend me guessing if loving you for those things makes me hate my self, then should I stop loving you?

I...

I know it's normal for the sake of a friendship one does need to stop being in love with that friend but It's difficult specially if they are that friend that you know you'll never come across again. I need somebody to walk me through this please.

Stolas...

What's between you and I, it's just a comfortable lie.

So sick of this overly negative meme that shows up every single fucking month so made my own version.

Life is my own fiction world

I know my live isn't a manga shojo. Its not like when he kiss you unexpectedly and the tension is high and you know they are going to get together at the end. But I was just at that page where the tension was high but you run away from my story like if death was chasing after you. That kiss was life chaging for me but you decided it to be your biggest mistake. I was your biggest mistake.

Happy New Year - 2022

To celebrate the new year I’ve put together each of these authors’ top quotes from my blog! Enjoy these quotes from the Armed Detective Agency authors!

twst Incorrect quote #25

Idia: *places a card in the middle* “Ace of hearts.”

MC: *places an UNO card* “+4″

Idia: *slaps a Pokemon card down* “Pikachu, I choose you!”

Azul *sweating nervously* “….what game are we playing?”

Happy Birthday Dazai Osamu-sensei!

Dazai Osamu is by far the author with the most quotes on my blog, so to celebrate his birthday here are his top ten quotes:

Quote #10:

“It seems you’re not satisfied unless you always make yourself the protagonist in some tragedy.”

- Dazai Osamu, “A New Hamlet”

Quote #9:

“He could only consider me as the living corpse of a would-be suicide, a person dead to shame, an idiot ghost.”

- Dazai Osamu, No Longer Human

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