The boys take care of you after a rough mission leaving you in the hospitalđ„
CW: Mentions of broken bones
GN!Reader x TF141
After a mission gone wrong you were left in the bases hospital battered and bruised. The bones in your finger were crushed and your reward is a stiff itchy bandage. The lights above your bed buzz like swarming flies waiting for the opportunity to eat you alive. Constant beeping and buzzing fill your ears as you lay in a small sterile room unable to leave.
Your eyes grow fuzzy as everything becomes too much, everything feels so overwhelming. You want to leave, to run to the nearest exit and be with your team again. Muscles tense as you attempt to sit up but they buckle, you land back on the bed with a thud.
Right ad you were about to lose hope the door to your room swings open. John, Johnny, Kyle, and Simon have there arms filled with different things that they know will make you feel better.
âCanât âave our mate suffer âere alone, gotcha some sweetsâ
Kyle chuckles elbowing Johnny in the ribs.
âYouâre gonna rot her teeth Johnny, I actually brought something useful.â
You lift your head wondering what he has only to see your bed sheets from your bunk. He gently takes off the uncomfortable bedding and drapes the sheets onto your sore body. Immediately you relax feeling much more comfortable than before.
Johnny sets the candy onto the table next to your bed not without snatching one for himself pocketing it.
âThe doctors been treating you good?â, Simon asks while leaning against the wall.
He holds his mask in one hand, his sandy blonde hair a mess and the eye black still smeared on his face. Despite that his eyes hold a softness to them genuinely worried about your well being.
âYeah theyâve been treating me good. Nice to see you again Simonâ
He hums in approval happy to hear your ok, its always a pleasure to see him without the mask. In your heart you know that heâll only shed the mask for those he trusts. Its been a while since heâs been unmasked so seeing him without it makes this moment feel special.
John walks up to the machines with his hands on his hips looking at them for a moment before looking at you.
âIs the sound botherinâ you because I know for sure they are bothering meâ
âI mean yeah I guess but you canât just shut them offâ
He doesnât hesitate before going to the side of the machine turning off the constant beeping and noise.
âYou canât just do that they need to be on for stuffâ
John turns to you with a smile and crinkle on the sides of his eyes. The beard he has only making his smile feel even more warm than before.
âDarlinâ we are constantly breaking the rules for what is right. Right now weâre taking care of one our own, you already know weâd break every rule in the book for thatâ
You just shake your head with a smile on your face knowing that theres no point in arguing with him. A yawn escapes your mouth and your eyes start feeling heavy finally feeling at peace. You fight it wanting to spend more time with your team.
A hand is placed on your shoulder, slowly you look up to see Simons face. His thumb caresses your shoulder softly.
âRest up soldier, weâll be here when you wake upâ
With that you finally let yourself rest and drift off to sleep knowing your team is here for you.
Cuddling with Soapâ€ïž
Fluff and a drabble
Soap x GN!Reader
God he would be yapping the whole time as he held you close to his chest. Every moment or two heâd shift or change positions not feeling comfortable enough or wanting to be closer to you. His big smile would constantly be in your face or in your ear spouting about whatever comes to mind. Whether it is how beautiful you are or how Ghost was a bastard for making him run laps around the track.
His hands would always be wandering around your skin resting your hips, chest, or neck. Its not for any sexual reason despite Johnny being a dog its a reminder that your alive. Your warm skin and your heart beat calms his racing mind knowing youâre here with him.
If he does fall asleep before you and tucks your head under his chin holding you tightly. He wraps his legs around yours resting his arms around your chest. Whenever you shift or try to get up he just holds you tight muttering something unintelligible before relaxing again.
If you falls asleep first Johnny lays your head on a pillow. He lays next to you watching your blissfully calm face, your chest rising and falling with each breath. He admires you for minutes to hours, he never keeps track of time. These are the moments he cherishes when hes in some far away place away from you. Whether it be in some ramshackle building or in the forest these memories keep him warm at night.
I decided to draw Soap, Kyle, Alex, Price last night! I hope you enjoy them! (Sorry I canât draw Ghost, his mask is a bit complicated)
OMG MY BF GOT ME A CAMEO OF BARRY SLOANE SAYING HAPPY BIRTHDAY I AM LITERALLY CRYING
MDNI!
Price fingering you over his desk!
TW-Bondage, blindfolds, fingering, afab, part 2 maybe?
You didnât expect the night to end up like this. Youâre bent over on Prices desk, naked, handcuffed, and blindfolded. He asked you to come to his office to help with some paperwork.
His hand brushes against your core, you gasp twitching at the sudden sensation. John softly chuckles at your reaction running his hand up and down your folds.
âYour doing so good for meâ
You sigh as he moves his finger onto your clit making slow circles. You tilt your head giving John access to your neck. He gladly takes your invite giving you little loves bites. His fingers circle your hole before slowly plunging in.
âOh my fucking god! John it feels so good!â
You cry out in pleasure, the handcuffs around your wrists clatter as you hold onto his arm. His fingers brush against your g-spot over and over again. His fingers start to rapidly plunge into you while his thumb rubs at your clit.
âI-Iâm gonna cum!â
John doubles his efforts fingering you even faster. The slick from between your thighs trickle down onto the bed. The loud squelches from his fingers echo through the room.
He gets close to your ear and growls out, âFucking cum for me baby, soak my fingersâ
You cry out in pleasure writhing against the desk from how strong the orgasm was. His fingers slow and you pant for breath. John removes his fingers from you sucking each finger savoring the taste.
You lay lifeless against the desk feeling boneless after such an amazing orgasm. All you can hear is your heart pounding in your chest and your breath.
His hand pets your ass before you hear his belt buckle get undone.
âIâm not done with you yet, take a couple nice deep breaths for me love, its gonna be a bit of a stretchâ
I'm a grown ass man but I'll be such a good girl for the 141 if Price asks.
God heâd be so good to you!!âš
After he gets you all nice and soft before calling heâll ask you to get to your knees. Youâre looking up at him between his thick thighs as he grabs your chin slowly pulling your gaze to his.
âYou wanna be good fâme baby?â, he says in his low gravely voice.
Of course youâd nod wanting to please him.
âGo on baby, show me what your mouth can doâ
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donât stop talking about whatâs happening
WC-1.8K
Warnings: Mentions of minor injury basically fluff
Notes: Reader has tinnitus, GN! Reader, no use of Y/N, established relationship with John Price
Placing the key into the ignition your car roars to life, your hand moves to the console to turn up the music for the radio preparing yourself for a long day. The car is piled to the brim with groceries ready to cook a feast for four hungry men. Pulling out of the parking lot you start to drive from London to the English countryside where the lone military base sits. As you drive you canât help but reminisce on the past and how fortunate you are to have such an amazing life.
Joining the military at the ripe age of eighteen you met John Price, your rival, a man that always got on your nerves. Despite how good of a soldier he was he constantly had to outshine you whilst being blunt, hard headed, and a little cocky. You rose through the ranks with him, each promotion with him standing by your side getting the same title much to your dismay. As years pass you both set aside your differences becoming friends despite past bickering, soon after that John took your hand into his on a warm summer night in a safe house asking you to be his girlfriend.Â
A long loud ring reverberates from your ears as the radio cuts out pulling you out of your memories, out of the past. A memory rushes through your mind reminding you of the bitter memory as to what changed your life for the better or worse.You and the boys were out fighting the cartel in Las Almas when a stun grenade rolled right to your feet. The flash blinded you and the ringing in your ears was deafening, but unlike the others the ringing in your ears never ceased. Due to tinnitus you were honorably discharged from the military cutting your career short. As you sat home alone you felt as though your life, your family was ripped away, it was hard not having the harsh routine of war in your life. The others and John tried their best to support you but nothing seemed to pull you out from the pit. But it all changed when you decided to go back to your old base to make home cooked meals for the men you loved. It made you feel connected again with those who fought by your side, it filled the hole in your heart. Since then you made it a weekly ritual when they were at base to cook for them.
Driving up to the guards of the base you smile pulling out your ID as usual despite how they were once under your command and how you visit weekly. You park your car and pick up a couple bags of groceries to bring into the community kitchen to start making dinner, it takes a couple trips to bring in all the bags due to the sheer amount of food you bought. You look at the analog clock to see it's only noon but it's essential to start early, needing every precious minute to cook or else theyâd be eating at midnight. Turning on the radio you start to prep all the ingredients making sure to wash every vegetable there is, you mix the sauces and cut the herbs so the food will taste immaculate.Â
Your mind drifts again, smiling softly as you remember the best day of your life. John held your hand softly guiding you through a small park nearby your shared flat until you saw the soft glow of candle lights illuminating the path ahead. Walking together hand in hand along the glowing trail until you reached a clearing where the moon was bright reflecting off the pond in front of you. You admired the scene getting lost in the moment until you looked back at John who was on his knee with a ring asking if youâd be his one and only.
Looking outside of the window you see the sun setting along with the sounds of boots shuffling against the floor, low playful banter echo through the halls and their baritone voices seem to shake the thin walls of the base. The voices become more clear as the men slowly enter the rec room, Soap's iconic accent rings out after a dramatic sniff of the air.
âSmells delicious charaid I oughta get thaâ recipe from you onea these dayâ, the scot says with an infectious smile. He moves in close attempting to dip his finger into the soup to have a taste. Before he could even attempt it you lightly smack his hand with a wooden spoon shaking your head as you continue to prep dinner, âNuh uh Mactavish youâre not having a taste of the soup until it's done and all of you get washed up.â
A chuckle comes from Gaz as he grabs Soap by the collar dragging him away from the delectable pot of soup in front of them saying teasingly, âYâknow that our former Captain will never let you have a taste before its done, and they are right weâre pretty gross from training last one to the showers has to organize the armoryâ. With that the two sergeants sprint out of the rec room jeering and poking fun at each other.Â
You chuckle at the childish sight feeling a familiar pair of eyes staring at you from the corner of the room. Without you even looking up to see who it is you say softly, âHello Simon'', there's a moment of silence before the mans gruff voice responds quietly, âHow are you holdinâ up captain?â disguised to know if you were ok mentally, a sign that he cared.
A small smile forms on your lips as you turn to look at the man that many fear, the ghost of 141. His eyes soften slightly as he sees the smile on your lips. âIâve been good, sometimes it gets lonely back at the flat without you guys running around it but I've been waiting all week to see you guys againâ, he nods before leaving the rec room getting the answer he wanted to hear heading to the showers just like his sergeants.
A single pair of boots walk towards you stopping right behind you, without any fear you lean back into the man's chest looking up at him. His beard is perfectly groomed as usual and his beautiful blue eyes look into yours. A small tired smile appears on his face as he leans down to kiss the crown of your head mumbling, âI missed you loveâ, his strong arms snake their way around your waist pulling you in closer. You turn your head to the side of his cheek before returning to cooking dinner, enjoying the feeling of your husband holding you close. âI missed you to lovieâ. Despite him seeing you every morning and everynight back at home, any time away from you was painful for him.
He stands behind you holding you close for a while enjoying your presence against his tired body. Slowly one of his hands reaches out to grab a piece of food still cooking before you take his hand into yours, stopping his attempt. Squeezing his hand before bringing it up to your lips to kiss softly you say teasingly, âYou may be the Captain of this team but that doesnât make you exempt from the rules big manâ, he only laughs and kisses your cheek responding with a cheeky grin âWe both know you canât stay angry at me for long and who is the one that always got in trouble for breaking the rules while we were privates? Oh wait I think it was youâ. You canât help but roll your eyes playfully before playful shoving him off of your body, âIâm sorry love but you're drenched in sweat and smell bad, you need to go head to the showers or else Iâm not saving you a plate. Dinner should be ready by the time everyones out.â John chuckles before kissing your cheek softly saying softly in his gruff voice, âRoger that captain Iâll go take a shower you better save me a plateâ, he shuffles away leaving you alone in the kitchen yet again.Â
The soft music from the radio playing in the background dulls the ringing in your ears and fills the lonely space. Searching through the many bags you brought to the base you finally find the nice tablecloth, you spread it out and place it over the rickety old dining room table. As the music flows you place each plate, fork, and knife with care despite knowing itâll be used to destroy the table cloth underneath them. You place the food onto the kitchen table due to the sheer amount of food there is, as you set down some vegetables you hear the jovial conversations of the team coming in ready to eat.Â
Gaz lets out a low whistle, âDamn you really cooked your ass off huhâ, you wipe your hands off on a towel before saying with a smile, âOnly for my boys no one else gets the pleasure of having a tasteâ. The men start to gather around before you say, âBefore everyone eats, no weapons at the table. Other soldiers can worry about war but right now it's dinner time, time for you to be men and not soldiersâ
They place the weapons on a table nearby, their knives and pistols sit neatly so they can easily grab them just in case. Soap looks up at you and says curiously, âWe all know thaâ you donât want knives at tha table but is there a reason as ta why?â. You look up at him and say frankly with a smile, âwell I just want you guys to be relaxed for once, letting your worries go enjoying a nice dinner. Along with the time you tried to do a knife trick at the table and almost sliced off your fingerâ the men around Soap laugh. Ghost slaps Soapâs back playfully, âYou were cryinâ like a baby Johnny, screaminâ out for the medic running around like a chicken without a headâ.You join in with the laughter feeling the stresses of the week melt off your shoulders.
With a wide smile you announce happily, âAlright guys dig inâ, Soap is the first to pick up his plate piling his food up onto the plate with the others right behind him doing exactly the same. John walks up to you with two plates, handing one of them to you, âThank you love for making all of this foodâ you look up at him with a smile, âit's nothing John, I love doing this. It's the highlight of my week.â John allows you to go in front of him to get your food. You sit down at the table and John sits next to you, carefree conversations are made between the men and you as they start to eat their food. Their smiles and laughter are as precious as gold to you. This is your family, this is home and there is no greater joy in your life than to be eating dinner with the people you love most.
àŒ*Â·Ë NEW JOBS AND DEATH THREATS â cod x reader
CRAVE YOU â call of duty x reader CHAPTER ONE
featuring. simon 'ghost' riley + johnny 'soap' mactavish + kyle 'gaz' garrick + john 'bravo six' price + alejandro vargas + rodolfo 'rudy' parra + könig + keegan p. russ
warnings. nsfw, fem!reader, prison au, serial killer au, reverse harem, therapist/patient, medical inaccuracies, graphic violence, depictions of murder, everyone's unhinged, poly tf141, minor ships, threesomes, foursomes, gangbangs, this is not medical advice!!
series masterlist. read on ao3.
Life was hard. That was a fact.
Bills and groceries didnât pay for themselves. That was also a fact.
Adding these two factors together, the final product will be a high-risk job in one of the highest-risk places on Earth. Thatâs⊠not a fact.
And yet, here you are, standing at the visitor entrance of Las Almas Prison, sporting a disgruntled grimace and a new pair of black slacks that youâd splurged on. They, at least, made your ass look good, although that was truly the least of your worries.
No. Your current list of worries looked something like this;
Getting Murdered
Getting Attacked
Vomiting Within The First Five Minutes Of Your New Job?
âŠYeah. Something like that.
The early morning sun is blinding where it sits, just off to the side of the giant concrete building that was the main offices and Visitor Centre. The fact that you were standing in front of what was only a small part of the overall prison grounds was⊠alarming.
You were well aware that this was the largest prison in your country, housing the most lethal and awful of criminals. Some youâd seen either on the news, or heard of in passing conversations.
This was the real deal. And, somehow, youâd managed to find yourself being hired to work here. You. Work with serial killers. The worst of the worst.
With the stress on your bank account, and the endless struggle that was trying to find a stable career in the current job market, you simply had no other choice but to accept the offer. It paid extremely well, had great benefits, and your safety was⊠fairly considered.
The amount of NDAs, liability clauses and agreements, however?
Not the best at calming your nerves, to say the least.
The biting chill of the winter wind has you wrapping your arms around yourself, leather bag slung over your shoulder as you finally step through the automatic sliding door.
Youâre not surprised to find that the chill only deepens inside the concrete walls of the building, with no heaters or air conditioning from what you can see. There is, however, bright white overhead lights that do nothing except aid the throbbing in the side of your head â probably due to the restless sleep youâd had the night before, anticipation and anxiety warring inside of your thoughts.
Thereâs an office in front of you as you step in, with only a few decades-old couches to your right, in front of a dingy TV thatâs turned off. Saving their budget for more important things, you suppose.
The walls are a pale, grimy yellow, with sparse photos hung about, framing newspaper articles that are surely from the last century, and black and white pictures of the prisonâs opening.
Itâs an unsettling place, that much youâve already gathered.
You havenât even actually been inside the prison, you remind yourself, your stomach churning where it now lays at your feet.
Without a second thought, you continue with hurried steps to the front desk, where scratched plastic encases the sole woman inside, sitting behind a monitor. Thereâs a circle of holes that allow for sound to pass through, but other than that, thereâs no way of entering from this room. With a quick study of your surroundings, you see a steel door to the left of where the desk sits, with a small square window covered in iron bars.
âŠJesus christ.
âCan I help you?â The woman drawls, sliding her glasses further up her nose. Her voice is nasally, and the words come out in a slow drawl as she looks you up and down, unimpressed.
You give her your best smile, although even you can tell that itâs an uneasy one. âYes! This is my first day, I think Iâm supposed to be meeting Kate Laswell?â You ask, nerves betraying your voice with unsteady breaths.
The woman snaps her gum.
You stand there.
She blows it again.
You continue to stand there.
Her gaze is bored and completely void of any thought, before she nods slowly. âLaswell⊠Iâll call her.â
Really, you couldnât be more shocked if you tried. What the fuck was happening? How could one lack so much⊠professionalism?
âHi, Kate. Yes, itâs Jenny. I have a new hire who apparently wants to see youâŠâ Her voice remains that unbearably slow, sloth-like delivery, before her eyes unhurriedly meet yours again. âWhatâs your nameâŠ?â
You give it to her, tone only the slightest bit impatient as you roll back on the heels of your feet. You can only hope that your black boots are appropriate; youâd figured that they were safe, closed-toe and still somewhat professional.
Time would tell. Jenny was giving you the impression that they were more than acceptable, because at least they got you to do your job in a timely manner.
Jenny says a few more words to who can only pray is Laswell on the other end of the phone, before she places it back in its holder.Â
âLaswell will be here anyâŠâ She pops her gum once more, and maybe, just maybe, you can understand the urge to murder. âMoment.â
You give her a tight, painful smile. âThank you, Jenny.â
She doesnât respond, and you decide to just stand back and wait. You certainly werenât complaining â any more conversation with her wouldâve ended with a severe lack of hair on your head.
A minute passes, before a buzz in the pocket of your slacks has your throat tightening.Â
Pulling out your phone, your next exhale comes out shaky as you read the text.
Charlie: get milk otw home used it all
No âgood luckâ. No⊠ounce of care for you, or the absolute stress that comes with a new job, let alone one like this.
When youâd told him about the offer, all heâd said was, âIt might make you worth something for a change.â Didnât even question, not for a minute, the risks that came with a job like this. He simply couldnât give less of a fuck.
âDoctor?â The sound of a door opening, and the kind, almost motherly tone of the voice has you shoving your phone into your pocket once more as you turn to the source of the sound.
Itâs a woman, her hair pulled back into a slick bun, one hand holding what seems to be a clipboard. Her other hand rests in the pocket of a white coat, not unlike one a scientist would be fashioning in a lab. Her smile is warm, the corner of her eyes crinkling as you direct a smile of your own her way.
âKate Laswell?â You ask, extending your hand for her to shake. Taking her hand out of her pocket, she accepts it gracefully, nodding her head.
âThe one and only,â she says, before gesturing to the steel door sheâd entered through. âNow, today weâll get you set up with a keycard, general rules, and Iâll have you meet two of your patients.â
You nod, following her as she swipes a card in a black reader, before the red light buzzes green, and she pulls the door open. Right behind her, you take an unstable deep breath as you take in the greyed, jagged walls, a complete contrast to the painted ones of the entrance room.
âWe really are so glad to welcome you to our team,â she continues, her black work shoes clicking against the smooth concrete flooring. She doesnât turn to you as she speaks, but her voice carries around the echoey hallway. âYouâll make a great addition. A necessary one, also. Weâve needed an innovative, young therapist for a while. Most of our⊠previous hires have held out-dated beliefs, and a lack of humanity for their clientele.â
That makes your brows furrow in confusion. âThatâs⊠odd,â you murmur, before pausing your steps as Laswell stops, swiping her keycard, before entering another room.
As you step into the newly revealed space, your eyes go wide as you take it in.Â
Itâs a wide, large space, with several floors. Metal staircases sit at either end of the vast space, allowing access to every floor. Guards sit at every level, some walking around the space where you and Laswell stand.
Itâs a lot, all at once. Youâd never even stepped foot into a prison â not before now.
âMost inmates are at the mess for breakfast,â Laswell supplies, turning to you with a neutral expression. She gestures for you to follow her back out of the space, and you do with hurried steps. âThe ones youâll be dealing with, however⊠they usually eat by themselves.â
You donât decide to push that statement, not now, as you continue to follow her down the hallway.
âYou wonât be seeing much of the prison,â she admits. âThereâs heavily guarded spaces on the top floor for your sessions, both for your protection and for the safety of our staff and other low-risk inmates.â
You nod, humming a sound of affirmation as the two of you start heading up the cleaner steps at the end of the hallway. The staff staircase, you suppose.
âToday, youâll be meeting two of our more⊠understanding ambers.â
You raise a brow. âAmbers? What does that mean?â
She turns her head over her shoulder, just enough to shoot you a knowing look. âAmbers are our highest-risk inmates. We house ten of them, and youâll be dealing with eight as per your contract.â
Your stomach falls. Youâd known, of course, that the risks were high when applying for this role. But⊠this was more than youâd imagined, in a way. Ambers. Huh.
Silence falls over the two of you as you make your way up the never-ending steps, no windows in sight. Itâs unnerving, in a creepy, strange way. When you finally reach the top, you try and hide how out of breath you are from that small exertion.
Fucking christ.
Laswell, for her part, looks completely fine in an effortless way. You canât eve find it in yourself to be envious. The feelingâs closer to admiration.
âHereâs the files on them both. Youâll be seeing Kyle Garrick first,â she hands you the clipboard sheâd been carrying, and you accept it with only a slight tremble. She doesnât comment on it, and you find yourself warming up to her already. âTheyâll be restrained, and there is heavy security, so you neednât worry about that side of things.â
âThank you, maâam,â you say earnestly, flipping through the files without reading much of anything, not yet.Â
She waves you off with a soft chuckle. âNone of that. Kateâs more than fine,â she insists, and you give her a bright smile in return. Maybe this job wouldnât be so bad â a boss like this was much better than a creepy middle-aged man any day of the week.
You donât realise youâve made it to a small room until she stops walking, scanning her keycard and pushing the door open, gesturing you in. âWhile you have your first two sessions, Iâll sort your keycard and the rest of the processes out. I wish you luck.â
With that, the door shuts behind you, and youâre alone in a small room.
It matches the rest of the hallways youâve seen â grey concrete walls, grey concrete floors. The only furniture, however, is one metal table drilled into the floor in the centre, one chair on either side.Â
âŠItâs depressing. Not at all like youâd prefer, not for a fucking therapy session, but then again, you hadnât met your clients yet.
Ambers. High-risk.
With a deep breath, you take a seat at the chair closest to you, finally reading through the top file on the clipboard.
Kyle âGazâ Garrick.Â
You skim over the height, weight, sex â immediately reading the comments made and his sentence.
Mass murderer. Motivated attacks.
Your eyes go wide, almost comically so, as you bite at your lip, folding one leg over the other as you continue to read.Â
Of course, youâd prepared, been made aware that youâd be dealing with murderers. But having it in black and white, right in front of you, is a whole other thing entirely.Â
Apparently, they were motivated attacks. Targets being large CEOs, specifically those with reported claims of misuse of power, and those against green laws. Anti-environment types.
The motive is⊠youâre aware killing is bad. You hadnât spent years studying for a degree in Psychology to think otherwise. But it wasnât as simple as some made it out to be. Youâd done papers suggesting that certain motives implied healthier patterns, healthier outlets.
If you had to choose between him killing pregnant women, and CEOs with broken moral compasses?
It wouldnât take a genius to figure out your answer.
Youâre about to flip the page when thereâs a knock on the door on the other side of the room, before it opens.
Thereâs two guards that walk in, before a man in an olive green jumpsuit follows, hands cuffed tightly together in front of him, head down. Another guard from behind shoves him in, too rough for your liking. You sit up straighter, eyes assessing as you take in the man in the jumpsuit.
Heâs forced into the chair opposite you, before one of the guards grabs his cuffed wrists and chains them to a rig in the middle of the table. Youâre grateful for the precautions, but thereâs a part of you that feels guilty watching the manhandling of the seemingly calm man.
âHalf an hour,â the most brutish guard of them all grits out, beer belly spilling out over his belted jeans. He jostles the chain attaching his wrists to the table unnecessarily, and your eyes narrow.
He goes to leave, along with another guard, but one stands to stay in position inside, beside the door.
Your brows furrow, and you speak up before you can stop yourself. âSorry, sir, but my sessions will need confidentiality, as for the best results. Iâm sure that Iâll be safe with his restraints.â
The guard stares you down, seemingly mulling your words over, before shrugging and leaving the room, door shutting behind him.
âŠHuh. Alright.
You find your posture relaxing, just slightly, which is odd, considering youâre now only a metre or two away from a convicted murderer.
His gaze is trained to the table, left foot tapping incessantly against the concrete floor.
âItâs nice to meet you, Gaz,â you say with a soft tone and a gentle smile. You figure that his nickname is the best bet, not wanting to stir up any possible traumas with his given name during your first session with the man. âIâll be your new psychiatric evaluator.â
His eyes flick up, meeting yours, and he nods slowly, as if awaiting a punchline.Â
âIs it okay for me to call you Gaz?â You ask, tilting your head to the side and flipping to an empty page to take notes on. Youâd need to grab a notebook from home, you decide.
He relaxes, only the smallest of movements, and he nods. âGaz, yeah.â
Your smile widens at the small victory. Any step towards progress was a huge one, in your eyes. Youâd be facing a lot of them in the coming days.
âDo you have any advice for this place?â You push, trying to form a bond of trust with the dark-haired man. âIâm gonna be honest, youâre my first patient, and Iâve only met Laswell and⊠Jenny?â
His mouth quirks at that, a dimple showing to the left of his mouth as he looks back up at you. âJennyâs a character, ainât she?â
You laugh, a genuine one, and nod. âShe certainly is. Youâve met her?â
He shrugs, shoulders relaxing slightly. âFew times, yeah. She drives me up the fuckinâ wall.â His accent is only minimally apparent, but his voice is of a somewhat humorous tone.
Small victories.
âWell,â he exhales, settling into his chair a bit as he seems to ponder. âDo ya know who else youâre assigned to?â
Youâd been sure to thoroughly go over your contract, and you were allowed to disclose your other patients between your others. Theyâd find out within the day, anyways, so there was no point in being discreet.
âItâs only you and a⊠John Price? Today. Iâm sure Iâll find out the other six over the next few days,â you say, appreciating that heâs starting conversations. Itâs more than youâd allowed yourself to hope for.
Gazâs eyes light up, and even if you hadnât been incessant in watching him, itâd be an obvious shift in emotions. âPrice?â
You nod, quickly making a note on your clipboard, before folding your hands in your lap as you gesture for him to continue with a quick inclination of your head.
âHeâs the best. Manâs a legend,â he enthuses. âLove âim.â
Thereâs⊠a hidden truth to that statement, that you make a mental note to unpack during a later session. Your smile is a natural one as you say, âHeâs an amber, correct? Laswell told me Iâd been assigned eight out of ten ambers⊠youâre one of them, right?â
Gaz seems to fold into himself, and you kick yourself for going back to square one. He answers, however.
â...Yeah. Only Ghost ând Valeria are aggressive, though. Weâre just⊠misunderstood,â he murmurs, and in the back of your brain, you find yourself believing his words.
âThank you,â you smile, and he responds with a sharp one of his own. Maybe youâd covered more ground than youâd expected. âI think itâd been mentioned that I was only assigned men, due to the nature of the job, or something like that.â
Seeming to mull over your words, he starts to slowly nod. âSounds âbout right. As long as you donât get Graves, youâll be alright. The others are⊠fuckinâ weird, but theyâre good men. Mostly.â
Thatâs a lot of information at once, and quite frankly, it takes a moment for you to process.Â
ââGood menâ. What do you think it takes to be a good man?â You ask, curiosity laced into your tone. Getting to ask such questions of a convicted murderer, itâs a thrilling, exhilarating task.
His eyes donât shift as he replies. âGood men do the acts others are too scared to do. They see the evil in the world, and rid of it with their own bare hands. You can be an ethical murderer, Doc.â
Those words, theyâre â theyâre authentic, and conviction aches in their structure.Â
You swallow around a dry mouth.
âYou think youâre a good man?â You ask.
His smile would be seen as warm to any who werenât aware of his acts, but to you â itâs chilling. Haunting in a way youâve never experienced.
It remains as he answers.
âI think that Iâm a man who people wish they had the bravery to be.â
a/n. okay so im really nervous about posting this, cause ITS EIGHT FUKCING LOVE INTERESTS and also im a humanities girl not a science one!! sociology all the way not psych!! so forgive me for all the inaccuracies and legality issues please. im just a girl. hopefully u guys will like this one? i mean, obsessed serial killers cod is smth i need so here we are. all comments and feedback mean so muchhh ty ily mwah mwah mwah
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