I dont see my therapist again until school starts and I've just unlocked a new trauma. I can only talk to one person about it and I'm freaking out. I hate this. I hate life. I'm so uncomfortable and upset and disgusted by everything. I was just starting to like myself.
"Sleep isn't really sleep anymore, it's just an escape from reality "
i feel like the longer you have depression n r suicidal, the less people care
bc its like~ hes depressed rn?? he always is
he hasnt eaten?? he will at some point
hes sh again?? they're never deep anyway
he's gone missing again?? its fine he'll come home
he overdosed again?? he never takes enough tho
he tried to kill himself?? thats okay the attempts have never worked~ so it wont this time
Making Levy all soft and glowy is probably one of my favorite activities :3
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The feeling of emptiness it's back. It's worse than usual, it's terrifying, it has never been this strong before.
having a “favorite person” is so glorified and sounds lovely until you uncover the horrendous attachment issues and instability
i wish people could understand how painful of a curse it is
IM ??? GOING INSANE
I‘m a burden for everyone. I’m even a burden to myself.
My favorite one doesn't even want me anymore
im craving attention and affection so much right now, but at the same time i dont want to talk to anyone.
people are fucking pieces of shit, but fuck i miss my favorite ones