She’s… Letting Me Design The Angel.

I made progress and growth today.

If you'd like to hear.

I made up with someone I've been upset with. I finally apologized to him and his friends.

They were happy that I was back.

I fixed that. I repaired my relationship there.

I really did.

I didn't do it to make them feel better this time.

I made a choice for myself finally, and it didn't end up hurting anyone.

I won't even be hurt by letting him back into my life. He's a good person.

Sometimes I feel like crying and curling up and crying more but I know if I let it out it’ll worry people and I still have energy to keep going.

I’m fine everyone I’ll be alright!

I just need to find a period of time to be alone while I break down!

I can’t afford to break down in front of you right now, and if I break down at home my mom will bother me about it.

All I can do is listen to opal! “You’re strong, I know you are!”

I’ll stay strong for all of you! I have time to rest when I’m alone!

I can do better to stay out of sight. Would that be good?

Even they told me “You are just naturally good at disappearing”

I can do that again. I can disappear.

I let myself get swept up by the first person who looked my direction instead of waiting for who I wanted to be with and everything is ruined. For both of them, and for me.

Huh… this is weird…

So good news, I finally got re-hired by one of my old bosses. I love voice acting and this boss treats me well unlike my other one.

Bad news. I got hired late because I hesitated. Open roles are pretty scarce right now.

It’s going to be so damn weird voicing an angel.

Especially since I’m a demon.

Should I take an angel role or turn down the job idk what to do?

hii :D what are you up to?!

nothing really right now!

I was about to go and bed rot because I have nothing else to do but I think I'll exercise before that :D

Brother save me from myself, bring me back to when I was normal.

Please

Sorry for the blogspam tonight chat life’s a rollercoaster and I’m just figuring out how to steer

SHE MESSAGED ME ON FUCKING AIRBUDS IM GONNA CRASH OUT WHY WONT SHE LEAVE ME ALONE PLEASE

and yet i would have shoved it at you and ran away because regardless i want you to be alright

ill be fine, i already found ways to be okay.

focus on yourself right now. please.

you're the one who needs support, and i hope you're getting enough from everyone.

the reason i've been running away from you is because i hate seeing how you look at me these days.

i hope that soon, you'll be able to look at me normally again.