"Good Morning Bro"

music makes life not feel like nails on a chalkboard

One of my best online friends is dying in the hospital right now.

He has a brain tumor and he's going in for surgery. He might die and he might go braindead depending on how the surgery goes.

His parent's don't care enough to be there with him so the only person with him is his therapist.

Please don't let one of the good ones die, God. I know he'll go to heaven, but he can't leave yet. He has so much ahead of him.

Ch if you die I don't know if I could handle it.

Update time!

I ended up taking the role!

I am now the proud voice of Noxiel the Angel! No idea what’s in store for him, but I can’t wait to find out.

This is going to be interesting to say the least!

even though she was supporting me i got rid of her. no way in hell am i abandoning anybody because someone like her told me to ever again.

I'm fixing myself and I don't need someone to try and derail me again.

See? I'm learning!

I'm working to make myself better.

But that doesn't mean you need to make a bad decision.

Make the decision you truly want.

"Goodnight bro, see you tomorrow"

He doesn't understand how much I needed to hear that, to know that he's going to spend time with me willingly. Sometimes it feels like people only talk to me because I initiate, but hearing those simple 5 words made everything feel okay. I feel like I'm back in 8th grade, making plans to go over and hang out in his backyard I feel like I'm free from all my troubles that came later. I'm free from the changes that I never wanted to make and were forced on me by... some bad people.

I feel like the person I want to be again. I feel like I am who I should be and who I would have been if not for all the shit I've went through.

I hope this feeling stays around for a while.

I hope he says those words again tomorrow. "Goodnight bro. See you tomorrow" Goodnight, bro.

I'll be here, enjoying the feelings those words gave me. It will be a good night.

Huh… this is weird…

So good news, I finally got re-hired by one of my old bosses. I love voice acting and this boss treats me well unlike my other one.

Bad news. I got hired late because I hesitated. Open roles are pretty scarce right now.

It’s going to be so damn weird voicing an angel.

Especially since I’m a demon.

Should I take an angel role or turn down the job idk what to do?

tumblr is like heaven for those who belong in hell

no matter how bad i mess up, i always end up the little bundle of sadness curled up under someone's wing.

ooh nice!! what type of exercises do you usually do?

Usually I go for a run or hit the weight room at my school since I don't really have a full workout plan yet! I'm going to get an actual gym membership so I can workout whenever I want, because it's too late to go for a run and i can't access the weight room right now!

So pretty much I'll just do whatever I can without equipment and maybe do what I can with my weights! :D