Some Times I Get Really Uncomfortable Breathing Air. It Feels So Empty To Me.

[text: if there is a free system here, what then is a prison?]

// Vent

I will never be seen as an actual guy.

I wont be loved as a guy

I'm too scared to talk to people and when I do I seem to fuck it up.

2hat the fuck is wrong with me

This shit honestly pisses me off.

I don't even think I seem "attractive" at all. I'm envious, I'm not going to lie. I'm envious of my attractive friends who's been in relationships. And it pisses me off when "Oh I'm UglY as FuCk" like are you fucking serious?.

People has called you "cool" "attractive" multiple. Fucking. Times.

I wish someone could tell me I look cool. That I look handsome. And actually fucking mean it.

I wish I was one of those pretty boys, those badass looking transmen as well it's not fucking fair

ASSASSINS CREED FAN!!! /POS

Is me!! Hello!! 🌷🌾🪴💐

Intro Post!! 𐂂

Okay super lazy (and messy) intro post cuz I've been kinda stressing about making this, thanks anxiety, but I decided, I decided.

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Basic Infos! 😋

Name: Arnie

Pronouns: He/Him

🏳️‍🌈- I'm kinda somewhat of a bigay guy with a currently messed up gender, but the closest thing rn is I'm just a feminine cis guy / non-traditional femboy??? Idk. But very queer!!!

🦌🐝- I'm a deer and a bumblebee! A bumbledeer!! I'm very deer shaped, and find antelopes, goats, sheep and other very relatable identity wise as well. I don't know. Also a furry!

I'm very new to this stuff. So please be understanding, I'm inexperienced and can be uninformed on things.

🧠- I also am mentally ill and I like to post about it, I won't straight up say what's wrong with me but it's pretty obvious 😅 Please be kind!

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Interests and stuff I like!!

- Animals and nature

- Mouthwashing

- Skyrim

- Assassin's Creed

- Måneskin

- Hamilton

- Psychology

- Strawberries and honey

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DNI - 🚫⚠️

I don't really care if you scroll through my blog and just happen to be a person I don't vibe with. However, I will not tolerate any hateful interactions, which will be evident when I block you after you hit the comment button with some unnecessary insults in there. If you don't like my rambles, move on.

If you dislike certain groups of people, LGBTQ+, Alterhumanity, Animals, or Mental Illnesses, this blog isn't for you

If you love hating on people for no reason, this blog isn't for you

MAGAs, Nazis and Fascists, this is not a safe space for you. 🚫 *evil hoofings*

If you're under 13, my blog isn't entirely safe for you, I occasionally reblog suggestive and / or violent content! You have been warned.

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My page is a safe place for:

2SLGBTQIA+

Neogender and neopronoun identifiers

people with personality disorders

informed self dx

poc / bipoc

any body size and shape

therians / otherkin

furries

cosplayers

disabled ppl

mentally ill ppl

neurodivergent ppl

any origin systems

political activists

leftists

anarchists / communists / socialists

anti-cap

punks

pierced ppl

Also I'm looking for new friends!

This got flagged as " mature content " .......

Was it the first song?.. Lmao

Song drops bc why not

↑↑ I lovlovlove this song by aurora

Saw a HUGE LIGHTNING BOLT and it made me so happy ehudduududj

And it's worse enough that my step dad who is white Is an ass kisser for Trump and I have to hear him stick up for this fool.

Sorry if I'm replying too much im just getting shit off my chest at this point

Can't wait to money and get the ruck out of America.

I can't fiucking stand it here. But where else am I able to go. Especially being trans and black I'm also afraid.

Little sillies

I LOVE THIS PICREW SM

And having a banjo would be the most awesome

Picrew

Yaelokre OC maker

❗️do not cover up credits❗️ тикток и тгк: @trubadui автор оригинала:yaelokre

FELLAS THERE ARE MASKS!!

LETS MAKE TAG GAME!!

Anyone who sees this is tagged!

all alterhumans let's go dancing and make music around fire in your picked outfit!!

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Rules:

make a picrew and add what will you play on!

(or if you don't wanna play on an instrument add what songs will you play 📻)

I swear if there ever will be some therian meeting I will come like this (but with a bumblebee mask)

my tags: @itsapollothething + anyone!!

nonhuman asks

what term(s) do you prefer to be referred to as (otherkin, therian, nonhuman, etc.)?

what are you(r kintypes/theriotypes)?

most niche/obscure 'type?

what foods do you associate with your 'type(s)?

what colors do you associate with your 'type(s)?

do you own any gear? if so, what is it?

best/favorite thing about being nonhuman?

worst/least favorite thing about being nonhuman?

what activities help you connect with your 'type(s)?

do you associate any music with your 'type(s)? do you have a playlist?

do you collect anything besides wearable gear that you associate with your 'type(s), such as plushies or merch?

do your 'type(s) influence your sense of style or the way you dress?

would you consider yourself a furry? if so, do you have a fursona? is your fursona based on one of your 'type(s)?

draw or share your artwork of your 'type(s)?

this isnt a question but a request that you drink some water!

authors note: feel free to reblog! other beings can ask you questions from this list, or you can simply answer them all yourself.