"would you love me if I was a worm"? easy. worms are innocent and kind. but would you love me if I was the real me and not the faint reflection of me I show you to seem better? if even the best version of me, stripped of almost all flaws, disappoints people sometimes and seems unbearable, what would they think of a monster which hides behind that? would you run from me? would you hate me? would the reveal break everything we've built together?
the chief cultivator line
I really want to read some fanfics with nhs as the villain, but the thing is that finding them is actually very difficult. because usually "dark!nhs" tag means that he will be like cruel but magnificent and gloriously evil and doing some evil but sexy things. and I don't want that I want him as the cowardly sleazy bastard he is and for the story to make fun of him.
I read a x*ch*ng fanfic long ago which had the exact type of him (plotting his evil plot and then immediately pathetically crying in the next scene) so I suppose I must search somewhere in the w*ngx**n or x*ch*ng centric fanfics but oh. just how many of them I will need to look through before I find something?
same with jgy. where's all these cringe fanfics making him into some cringe evil villain that his stans always complain about? I may (?) count as his stan but still. I want this I want cringe.
I love you tragedy I love you corruption arcs I love you doomed relationships I love you character succumbing to their fatal flaw I love you codependency I love you characters doomed to die from the start I love you road to hell paved with good intentions
how do you do, fellow Creatives™
what is the world without hope. one day I will be un-banned.
how do I be interested in people without being obsessive. like I want you to tell me your thoughts why you like this ship why you draw this character like this what are your opinions on that fan fiction or on this headcanon. but if I just go to ppl and ask them directly I will look weird af.
OUGH... Something something, gaining weight as an indication of healing... I know due to cultivation reasons, Shen Qingqiu could never gain weight but God I want him to do bad.
Binghe deserves to be able to grip his husband's love handles and Shen Qingqiu deserves a little more meat on his bones
My friend recommended Word of Honor to me. So while watching I drew them my impression of Wen Kexing. Then I realized it could be used as a New Year card if we pretend these are not dynamite but fireworks.
PF 2025 I wish for you to not try to destroy the world I guess.
totally getting back to that fic someday