Aw, Thanks!

Thank you so much!

Decided to draw some Tarot cards.

Hey! Spooky Friday!

Trying to be more active so have a Moon team Jester

Decided to draw some Tarot cards.

Small rant

- I've been working on an ARG for three years now.

The concept was to tell a story by only using one's dreams, it's was ment to tell a story of acceptances, about moving on, growing up and leveling you childhood memories behind.

But I still feel like it's not good enough.

I rewrote all of it at least a dozen times; studied the topic in question; bought a freaking "dream dictionary" just to get a better idea of how to make a story that is able to be told by dream and their in possible interpretations; studied perspective, how to make good looking fluid animations; changed my style several times; learned several types of coding, cryptography, cipher, how to hide it in an image in a way that doesn't look out of place, even created some to make it an change, some thing interesting.

But I still feel like it's not enough. It still feels like it's missing something. It's just frustrating, feeling like something you work for so long is never going to happen and if it does, it will not be enough, it will not be good, that it will be forgotten or mocked.

And to make things worse I have a serious problem with procrastination. It just feels like it will never be finished. And I know it would be my fault and my fault only.

It's dumb to rant about it in here, I'm a nobody. But it's exactly why: if it does happen, if I actually finish this project, I just don't want to ruin the immersion.

I'll post some drawings here. Just to try getting it out of my mind for a bit. It might help

Bro came to me, gave me a home-made sushi with rice, cheese, lettuce and egg, and left.

Day 2/31 of @crayoncha0s Clowntober

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Jester~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I was sketching what to draw for today and decided to make a Jester Saci.

Sacis are mischievous creatures from the Brazilian folklore. They are depicted as having a human-like appearance, similar to a young black man or a child, but without one leg. They are also related to wind and inexplicable breezes. They are also (in some places, usually rural ones) believed to be the causes of misfortune.

Anyways, here he is!

It's clear that it wasn't planned to be here since I didn't even draw him in the sketchbook.

That awkward moment where you tell your friend 2 weeks prior so he doesn't go with the same costume as you on the school costume party only for him to show up like this:

Life update

Hi. I haven't posted in a while. Is just that October has been quite busy, more than I've expected.

A bunch of family stuff, school and work stuff. I just didn't have the time to actually post anything.

I still try to do the Clowntober at least and probably will post it soon.

+ For the ones interested in the ARG concept that I posted a while ago, the basic script for the initial arc is finished (I still have to send to my co-creator/main actor though. I really want to get him more involved in the project since I feel like I left him out of it a lot and want him to feel more apart of it.) If everything goes well the recording/amination will start this year .

Life update.

Guess whose computer fuking died?

Guess who lost everything on their computer with the last thing recorded that could be saved was from June 2023?

Guess who lost the script for their ARG?

Guess whose computer after being restored became slower than a snail?

Me! 😁

1/31 ClownTober by @crayoncha0s

Day one: Entrance Act

I've tried my best to make it without refresing 'cus when I googled it the only result was about a test called ACT. It's not my best painting, but I was in a rush since I forgot about this until now so.. yeah it makes sense.

I also gave up after painting the main stage, so I just made some blobs around and tried my best to make it look like a theatre...

You can barely see the clown on stage.