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i am unhappy because i binge and i binge because i am unhappy....
i reaally wanna vent. its my birthday today. i wear this beautiful dress and the first thing my dad does is say "this looks too tight" "lets return it if ur uncomfortable". i thought i looked pretty in it. i am on the verge of crying. i asked my mom and my sis if the dress looks tight and they gave me "the look". i am fucking done. like i am fucking relapsing. fuck food. fuck everything. i hate myself for letting me get this fat. i am a pile of disgusting fats. lets get skinny.
i am so ia here lol, i am alive :`)
the thing i hate the most? when i have been fasting for 48+ hours and i go to have my first meal and someone comments "aRe yOu gOnNa fINISh aLl tHaT, tHaTs aLot oF fOod" i don't wanna eat anymore susan, tysm.
why i want to be skinny? i want to feel pretty. i want to wake up and feel beautiful. i want to hug people and not worry about them touching my fat. i want to wear jeans and not worry about my huge thighs. i want to wear sleeveless shirts and not having to worry abt my jiggly arms. i want comments like "your so skinny omg" "wht is your diet like?" "can u give me some tips?" i want to feel superior. i just.... want to be beautiful โก and i know i will achieve all my goals. i want skinny, and i will get my skinny.
damn its been a while ๐
omg i thought i was the only one who hated they're own HUGEASS ๐ญโ i fr hate it sm...
Why is my butt so big I DIDNT SIGN UP FOR THIS
WELL HELLO MATES ๐โ๐ป
I'm not original. Oof