One Day I Wish To Have Something Like This

We are not in high school anymore!

High school is one of the greatest milestone of our teen life. We experience what life is fully made of; to make decisions that resulted in serious consequences, to take risks, to explore our boundaries, to find our weaknesses and strengths, to fall in love, to lie and keep secrets, and to find ourselves in the midst of it all. But most of all, in high school, we make life long friends... or do we?

Its been four years since I finished high school, I can honestly say that I have definitely made a few life long friends, some I even met from primary school. The purpose of this post is look into a bigger picture of letting go and moving on, and  I'll be using my high school group or 'possie' as a metaphor.

Having a big group of friends is awesome, you look fearful and the sense of belonging is something not many get. To keep the group alive, there would be on the regular occasion a group get together. The first year or two was really good and fun, the momentum of catching up and seeing everyone again was ecstatic. But four year later and the spirit is kind of gone, and I think that it's totally fine. We are now young adults, we have a different pathway and they may not meet. We enjoy activities others may disagree with. We have individual beliefs values that we live by and others find difficult to understand. We are not in high school anymore, we are grown up and have our own life journey. When we have these catch ups, the group seems divided and the vibe is just uncomfortably awkward, this is due to past beefs, fragile friendships,  personality clashes and ultimately a different way of life.

Personally, I think moving on and leaving behind a stage of our life is fine. Acknowledging and being thankful for the inevitable is all that can be done now. It's not forgetting because that is impossible, its about accepting that sometimes things wont always be the same. Time  changes people and we just have to deal with it, just like the transition after high school.

Playing in the canola field #canolafield #hippie #gypsy #happy #yoga #calm #relax

🌼🌼 Adventure time with special souls to the endless yellow field. Summer will be full of adventures I bet 😊🌼🌼

The meaning of life is just to be alive. It’s so plain and so obvious and so simple. Yet everyone is in panic searching for the meaning of life.

I feel alive when I look in to the sky and see the clouds formation. It’s different everyday therefore I’m astonished and lively everyday.

I feel alive when I watch the sunset. The sight of a ever changing bright eccentric sky will never bore me. I’m in such an awe moment, so breath taken and at the same time, a reminder of being human mix with a feelings and emotions.

I feel alive when I’m in twine with nature, whether it’s the ocean, forest or just a local park, the sound of the wind and birds tweeting makes my heart and soul feel more alive than ever. The connection is nostalgic.

#live #happy #life #meaningoflife #boho #travel #wisdom #free

“Nawww.. Summa, you are the best girl I ve met over my past 24 years. I have never had this kind of relationship b4. The only closest woman in my life ever was my mum. Now you are the second person. I no ur stressed about placement. I feel your sadness due 2 ur sister going to departure and of course ur parent’s disapproval. But you know what, take this as a test. And take me as a your fellow study partner, we ll get through this hardship together and believe in your heart that we will have a really strong unbreakable bond. Life is not always for the most fastest, smartest and gifted. Life is about finding coping mechanisms to adapt to new challenges. Hence we become the most dominant species on earth. Also I am sincerely sorry for the relationship mishaps between you and your older sisters. They dearly love you a lot and it is one of my biggest no go zone to get in between family relationships. Please know that I can not change anything regarding my race, culture and traditions. Stay hopeful and keep the faith my beautiful girl. You will always be in my heart for as long as the sun rises and the moon laminates. Enjoy the time you have your family especially your Saki, you are in a time were hardship is prevailing ur wits but ill be by your side. I will be ur savior, lover and a guide. Enjoy today with new motives and forget wats been said and done. We only live once and we only live in the present. I love you dearly my Summa. Ill catch you around yeh!”

Why I love you

I love you for so many reasons Big and small All of them are wonderful I love you for all the special qualities That make you one of a kind The only one in the world for me I love you for the things you do for me That bring such special meaning to my life I love you for the silent times When your eyes and arms tell me all I need to know I love you just because I do Because now In the deepest part of my heart A place where nothing was before There is love

Yoga is like music: the rhythm of the body, the melody of the mind, and the harmony of the soul create the symphony of life.

-B.K.S. Iyengar