happy birthday!!!!
(sorry I'm late but still)
shifting to haunt the narrative…
me when i randomly start crying (✿^‿^)
So lately I've been... doing research, to say the least, on a French painter from the 19th century and this guy died in his 30s but...
idk how to put this but lowk ahhhmm 👀 what if I met him. what if I did. What if I just dropped in and had a whole romance guys... (and somehow try to avoid his death)
Idk y'all...
me after promising to make intro posts for my dr and then just never making them cause i'm lazy... i'm not even gonna say "don't worry guys it's coming" cause logically it's not LMAO
i need to get part of my hair dyed purple !!!!!
Roses - Late 2022
Roses is more than just a debut EP—it’s the sound of raw talent meeting unstoppable ambition. created in the most unfiltered way possible, the six-track project is a fusion of dreamy melodies, heartfelt lyrics, and an effortless blend of R&B, pop, and ethereal beats. born from late-night experiments with borrowed instrumentals, Roses is a testament to passion over perfection.
TITLE TIME
petals 2:38
nostalgia 3:21
pink parasol 2:40
echos of me 1:32
roses in the rain 4:21
dreams coated in ink 3:37
GENRES: Pop, Rap, RNB, Hyperpop, Experimental, Neo-Soul
Billboard Placement: —
Achievement: Started Joshua’s career.
Stardust - Early 2023 (Pop+Rap)
after the demand of new music from fans, joshua dropped his single, Stardust a track about his success, getting money, and thanking his best-friend/his manager. the track marked the turning point from internet sensation to a full fledged artist.
TITLE TIME
Stardust 3:56
Billboard Placement: #23-100 (Still charting since release)
Achievements: Started the official “PINKPRINT/PINKBANDZ” movement, Grammy Nominated (Lost).
COSMIC FREQUENCY - Mid 2025
joshua’s debut album. all the growth, criticism received, an experience, a sonic journey through fame, self-discovery, and the vibrations that shape our reality. following the viral success of Roses and Stardust, this debut full-length project cements its creator as more than just a rising star—this is the work of an artist shaping an era. every feature, every flow, every lyric. perfection.
TITLE TIME
ECLIPSED (ft. Beyoncé & Solange) 3:57
VENUS (ft. Jhené Aiko) 3:21
CHERRY BLOSSOM SINS (ft. Lana Del Rey) 4:36
SILK AND GOLD (ft. Erykah Badu) 3:02
SIREN SONG (ft. Beyoncé) 0:53
NO SIGNAL (ft. Charli XCX) 2:43
ELECTRIC SUN 3:32
GARDEN OF SECRETS 1:45
MOONLIT MIRAGE 5:42
HEAVEN’S VOICEMAIL (ft. Ariana Grande) 3:33
COSMIC HIGH 4:26
MERCURY’S RIPTIDE 7:47
CF (Outro) 1:11
Genres: Rap, Pop, Country-Pop, Sigilkore, Hyperpop, Experimental, House, Electronic, Rock, RnB, 90’s Rnb, Alternative Pop, Alternative Rock, Jazz, Disco, Soul, Neo Soul, Bounce, Gospel, Dance, Techno, Fusion.
Billboard Placement: #1-20 (Still charting!)
Achievements: Grammy AOTY Nominee for 2025 Grammys, Rated 9.6 by Pitchfork, Highest First Week Sales Ever, Surpassing Micheal Jackson’s “Thriller”, selling 121 million copies, Promoting the “PINKBANDZ” aesthetic to high-fashion.
creds to: @violettqs for inspo!!
✧ To not mourn my cat, which I still believe to this day is the closest and bestest friend I'll ever have in any reality.
here's a curt assemblage of questions for your dr life, reality, and existence. use it for yourself, or ask me something via sending an ask with the corresponding emoji / prompt + a reality.
✶ my drs... ;
¹ ˙𖦹 *∴ THE WORLD
⊹ 🏙️ HOME SWEET HOME — ✶ what does your home look like in your dr?
⊹ ⏳ TIME TRAVELER — ✶ what’s the time period or era of your dr? is it different from your cr?
⊹ 🔮 PROPHECY — ✶ do you have a special role or purpose in your dr world?
⊹ ⏰ MORNING ROUTINE — ✶ what’s the first thing you do when you wake up in your dr?
⊹ 🍽️ BON APPÉTIT — ✶ what’s a typical meal in your dr country/locale? what’s your favorite food there?
⊹ 🛍️ TREAT YOURSELF — ✶ what’s the coolest thing you own in your dr that you don’t have in your cr?
⊹ 🏛️ GRAND DESIGN — ✶ what is the core foundation of your dr? is it a utopia, a dystopia, a world of magic, or something entirely different?
⊹ 🔭 PARALLEL WORLDS — ✶ what is the biggest difference between your cr and your dr?
⊹ ⏳ TIMELESS WONDER — ✶ how does time work in your dr? is it linear, fluid, or something else entirely?
⊹ 🔮 FATED CONNECTIONS — ✶ do you believe your dr has a deeper purpose for you? if so, what is it?
² ˙𖦹 *∴ THE LOVER
⊹ 💌 SECRET ADMIRER — ✶ do you have a crush or romantic interest in your dr? how did you meet?
⊹ 🎶 SHARED PLAYLIST — ✶ what song reminds you of a special relationship in your dr?
⊹ 🩷 FAMILY BONDS — ✶ who do you consider family in your dr? are they different from your cr family?
⊹ 🕊️ SOULMATE THEORY — ✶ do you believe you have a soulmate in your dr? have you met them yet?
⊹ 🛡️ RIDE OR DIE — ✶ who would go to battle for you in your dr? who would you protect at all costs?
⊹ 💞 HEARTSTRINGS — ✶ who is the most important person in your dr?
⊹ 💌 LOVE LETTERS — ✶ who is your biggest love interest in your dr? how did you meet?
⊹ 🏹 STAR-CROSSED — ✶ is there a love story in your dr that feels like destiny? doesn't have to be yours.
⊹ 🕊️ FOUND FAMILY — ✶ do you have a family in your dr? are they different from your cr family?
⊹ 🏰 PARTNERS IN CRIME — ✶ who is the person you trust the most in your dr?
⊹ 💔 GHOST OF THE PAST — ✶ have you experienced loss or heartbreak in your dr?
³ ˙𖦹 *∴ THE FOOL
⊹ 🪞 MIRROR MIRROR — ✶ what do you look like in your dr? do you look the same or different from your cr?
⊹ 📖 STORYBOOK — ✶ if your dr was a book, what would the title be?
⊹ 🎬 MOVIE NIGHT — ✶ if your dr had a theme song or soundtrack, what would it be?
⊹ 💼 WORK & PLAY — ✶ do you have a job, hobby, or passion in your dr? what’s your daily routine like?
⊹ 🎭 ALTER EGO — ✶ how different is your dr self from your cr self?
⊹ 🏠 SAFE HAVEN — ✶ where do you go when you need peace and quiet in your dr?
⊹ 🏕️ WEEKEND GETAWAY — ✶ what’s your favorite thing to do in your free time in your dr?
⊹ 📸 PHOTOGRAPHIC MEMORY — ✶ (if shifted) what is your favorite memory in your dr? (if not shifted) what scenario are you most looking forward to?
⊹ 🎢 ADRENALINE RUSH — ✶ what is the most thrilling experience you’ve had in your dr?
⊹ 💭 UNWRITTEN PAGES — ✶ if your dr had a book, what is a chapter title that describes your journey?
⊹ 🦋 METAMORPHOSIS — ✶ how has your dr changed you as a person?
⊹ 🕰️ CHILDHOOD ECHOES — ✶ do you have the same childhood in your dr, or is it different?
⁴ ˙𖦹 *∴ THE MAGICIAN
⊹ ✨ FLEETING DREAM — ✶ when you wake up in your cr, what do you miss the most about your dr?
⊹ 🔑 ONE LAST GIFT — ✶ if you could bring something from your dr to your cr, what would it be?
⊹ 🌀 WILL YOU RETURN? — ✶ do you plan on shifting back to your dr permanently or just temporarily?
self concept 101
okay students, class is in session and the assignment we’re focusing on is worth 100% of your grade in the assignment of your life. no pressure, right? except… it kinda is. because everything you experience, your relationships, your money, your looks, your success, it’s all filtered through the lens of your self-concept.
self-concept is the story you tell about yourself when no one’s listening. it’s the identity you live in, consciously or unconsciously. it’s the silent assumptions that run on autopilot like, “i’m never chosen,” “nothing ever works out for me,” “i’m not enough,” “people always leave,” or even “i’m that girl,” “i’m magnetic,” “everything works in my favour.”
those aren’t just thoughts. they’re blueprints. they create the framework your reality has to follow. because your outer world is just your inner world, externalised.
so if you walk through life with the self-concept of someone who always gets second best, your reality will match that. not because you deserve it, but because you believe it. and if you shift to a self-concept of someone who is deeply loved, always thriving, lucky, powerful, guess what? your world has no choice but to realign.
got it omg, here’s the cleaned-up version just how you like it:
here’s your homework, due immediately, with no extensions, sorry babes, life waits for no one…it’s all just now.
1. observe your internal dialogue
spend one whole day listening to your thoughts like they’re playing on a speaker, what do you actually think about yourself, not what you want to believe, but what you’ve been unconsciously affirming, catch the sneaky ones too, “i’m always so awkward,” “i’ll never look like that,” “ugh, of course this would happen to me,” these aren’t harmless little quips, these are energetic declarations
write them down, seriously, make a list of the self-concept you’ve been unknowingly living by
2. rewrite your identity
now take that list and write the exact opposite, this is your new self-concept, “i’m always chosen,” “i’m magnetic and people adore me,” “i’m a master at my craft,” “my beauty is undeniable”
this isn’t toxic positivity, it’s identity design, choose the story you want to live by and start being the main character who lives by that script, you don’t wait for proof to act like her, you assume the role and reality fills in the blanks
3. persist in your new self
this is the part most people flake on, but not you, because real change comes from repetition, from living the new story until it hardwires into your nervous system, so no, you don’t just write your affirmations once and call it a day, you say them out loud, in the mirror, in the shower, under your breath
you imagine yourself as her when you’re walking down the street, you refuse to entertain old stories that try to creep in, this is devotion, this is embodiment
and lastly, you don’t need validation, this homework is not about impressing others, it’s not about being seen, it’s about seeing yourself clearly, fully, and powerfully, once that clicks, your entire world will mirror it back
hand in your new self daily, you’re the teacher and the student here, and you’re getting an A+ obviously
class dismissed…but, the assignment is ongoing so you better get to working! 👩🏫