So Like This Is What Was Going On With The Holocaust, Right? A Large Amount Of People Leaving The Country

I want audio roleplays to be main stream SO BAD, like I wanna look up on YouTube “Audio roleplays analysis” and have like a million videos come up, I want their to be so many fan theories if fills my feed, I want everybody talking about the latest installment of whatever they have been listening to, I want to be able to mention something about a series to a friend and then have even the faintest clue of what I’m talking about😭there needs to be like a turn around on how the community is viewed so bad

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Reblog if you're not homophobic

Every url that reblog’s will be written in a book and shown to my homophobic dad. 

YALL WHAT THE FUCK.

V's long hair is making everyone feral and I feel the exact same

Hi.

Are you sick of me yet?

WELL TOO BAD-

In honor be me looking at the picture of V’s new design for a concerning amount of time…

I’ve come to a realization.

What’s realization you might ask?

ITS THE FACT THAT I WASNT GOING INSANE WHEN I THOUGHT HIS HAIR GOT LONGER A WHILE AGO

Let me show you the progression:

Baby V:

We’re standing at a nice ear length cut

Emo phase V:

Is that hair past your ear👀🫣 (literally never thought his hair would grow past this, BUT I STAND CORRECTED)

The V that is making me lose my shit :3:

We’re very consistent with the bangs. Props to you dude

Also: I have no idea if this is just the art styles or not, but I like the transition in the look of his magic from the stone.

Comforted by the God of Recovery will always be one of my favorite audios 🥰

Passages from audios that have stuck with me, pt. 2

Scythe Audio

"Think of a time when you achieved something that made you proud... think of that moment when you told someone that you looked up to, and their face lit up with joy. Or when you smiled to yourself with a feeling of fulfillment because of all the work you put into something. Think of it... what was it? Yes, child, you see? That head on your shoulders possesses one brilliant mind indeed. I'm proud of you for what you have achieved. Don't compare it to anyone else. Your success is yours. Revel in it." (Comforted by the God of recovery)

"What I have created, what I have been through- you think silly thoughts and paranoia would stop me? I'm not going anywhere, because there are still people out there who enjoy my work. There are still people out there that make art of my creations [...] I still have people saying how much of an inspiration I can be to them [...] and how my work has gotten them through tough times. [...] There is one thing I do have, and that's the loyalty and love of the beautiful and brilliant fucking niche community who are just as wacky and weird as I am! And that's just the way I like it. [...] If my work makes one of my wacky family smile, then I've achieved my goal." (The Reddening 6)

"Twinkle? It's been an honor to share a bit of time with one of my favorite listener characters. You are truly wonderful, and it brings me so much joy to know how loving and caring you are, despite the endless shit that you've had to endure- kinda like my audience! It won't get any better for a while, but I promise you one thing- you don't get any colder as a result. Your heart stays warm. It is in fact your warmth and kindness that will save you... and save us all. Goodbye, Twinkle." (The Reddening 6)

I’m really disappointed in VAs who haven’t spoken out against basic issues.

Like, it’s truly not that difficult to say “genocide bad” or put a watermelon emoji in your bio.

Or like, idfk, just saying shit like “women should have the right to choose” or smt.

But no, that’s just too hard for some of y’all. Obviously, you’re not obligated to do that, but if you don’t do that, it gives me a perfect image of what kind of person you are.

It’s not gonna “ruin your reputation” if you just say that women should have the right to their own bodies, that genocide is bad, and trans people should be able to express their gender, etc. Like, especially after the election, it has become ten times more important to say those things.

I don’t care if you have a “reputation”, you speak into a microphone and post that on YouTube, I doubt you have a massive reputation that you need to uphold.

I don’t know if I’m sounding too pushy, either way, I don’t care. If you don’t speak out, I’m not going to give you my time.

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Yapping about Ash and Lexi

Did you notice! In Ashley's depression playlist, every song relates to his relationship with Lexi in some way and his stages of letting her go. When he's speaking to Denny's, the last song that plays before Risk by Metric is A Pearl by Mitski and the order was very intentional. Listen to them side by side and pay attention to the lyrics! You'll see both Ash and Lexi's mental progression play out between the songs.

The previous two songs that play before that (while Denny's is listening to Ash and Lexi through the door) represent Lexi's point of view. They are Don't Speak by No Doubt and Baby Teeth by Flower Face. You can see her perspective through there, and you're meant to empathize with her. It's the first scene where you see that under all her malice and her seemingly unbreakable confidence she is human and vulnerable and filled with regret. You start to understand why Ash had such a hard time letting her go when you see that there's more to her than the antagonistic and manipulative side of her that you've been exposed to. There are layers of unseen complexity to their relationship.

She really was a bad person, but she also really loved him. I might do a flashback sometime depicting them pre-breakup to examine her more. Her downfall came from getting a taste of the feeling that she possessed and controlled him, and enjoying the feeling of pushing the edges of what he would tolerate a little too much. When she loses Ash, she pretends not to care to uphold her image of control, but in private she grieves. When she greets Ash with a smile at the audition, she feels actual pain when he groans at seeing her, but she hides it to keep appearing confident and in control. She's terrified by the idea of someone taking her place by simply deserving what she wants more than she does. She cries in secret to the exact same songs Ash does and checks her phone waiting for a missed call or message from him that never comes. After their breakup, she grows and changes for the better, but it's too late and she still has to suffer the consequences and regret of loss.

Anyway I love Lexi. Partly because I have a soft spot for humanizing the glittery mean girl stereotype, but also because she's so ripe for character work involving becoming a better person just for the sake of it and not because you have anything to gain. She will be back in Thad's series playing a very different part in the story, but still being her iconic self.

V kinda gives me so much like older sibling syndrome due to one of em is him always putting others first most than himself idk 🤔

I watched Deadpool recently and I thought this exact thing! He'd love those movies for sure

I’m not saying V as Deadpool

but I’m saying V as Deadpool

I like to think for the first couple nights of Cheeky sleeping in the hideout from the early videos, it was really hard. The sheer stress and worry that something bad was going to happen to her and everyone else in the hideout was strong.

V took notice not too long since they shared a room and thought it was slightly irritating because she was always just awake which lead him to shitty sleep.

It’d be another night of little to no sleep for cheeky and so she’d get up and walk around the living room/kitchen area just making sure the doors were locked and that the windows (if there even were any) were locked and covered. Cheeky would pace for a while and maybe make tea (yes. Via the microwave so they didn’t wake anyone up).

mind you, this was when V was still learning to trust Cheeky so he didn’t take to kindly to her wandering around the place. That and the idea of Cheeky microwaving tea and accidentally leaving a spoon in the cup was frightening enough.

I don’t have a forward answer about how Cheeky eventually slept, but I like to think V would occasionally come out and talk to Cheeky and take her back to bed in attempts to get her to sleep, and after a while, it worked.

fast forward to now, she still finds it hard to sleep. If she can’t sleep, she’ll get up and walk around and sometimes find people training in the late hours of the night.

There’s always worry for Cheeky no matter what.