I Wanted To Write Something Fluffly. It’s Turning Into Smut.

Severus: After everything you've done how can you sleep at night?

James: Next to my wife.

James is not a deadbeat dad: I hate when people say that

"Dumbledore had to take his invisibility cloak because he was going out so much," No. Dumbledore borrowed James' cloak so he could research it, he asked to borrow it, and James let him.

"He leaves to go on motorbike rides with Sirius, leaving Lily and harry alone" Also, no. That was a prequel for a reason. It took place three years before Harry's birth and when James was still in Hogwarts, maybe not even dating Lily yet. And even if he was dating Lily, he can still go out because he wasn't in hiding yet.

"He forgot his wand on the couch" Key word. Forgot. He wasn't in a life or death situation, it was just pure death. He voluntarily risked his life to give Lily time to go up those stairs, knowing he'd die. He told Lily to take Harry without him. If you're going to say James is an idiot for forgetting his wand, don't forget, Lily had no wand upon her either. James was scared and clearly had no time to get his wand because one distraction could've made Voldemort pass him.

the tragedy of regulus arcturus and the comedy of sirius orion

ac: insntatt on ig/tt (please go leave a like, she’s a dearest friend of mine)

both sirius and regulus are the type of people that, when they agree to something, they say nothing.

they picked it up from their uncle alphard, who has been living in france for far too long and hardly ever see him. it’s what made their uncle so mysterious to them when they were little.

but where as this quirk makes regulus seems eerie and somewhat intimidating when he grows up, much like his uncle, sirius can barely keep a straight face when silently agreeing to do something because, more often than not, it’s something disruptive. and is james who proposes it in the first place.

‘Come on, Ginny’s not bad,’ said George fairly, sitting down next to Fred. ‘Actually, I dunno how she got so good, seeing how we never let her play with us.’ ‘She’s been breaking into your broom shed in the garden since the age of six and taking each of your brooms out in turn when you weren’t looking,’ said Hermione from behind her tottering pile of Ancient Rune books. 'Oh,’ said George, looking mildly impressed. 'Well, that’d explain it.' 

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

Anything is possible if you’ve got enough nerve.

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this whole song it’s giving me so much vibes of what i envision for marlene and sirius in my marauders band au i’m dying.

just imagine marlene being discovered as a model at age fifteen, having lived all over the world on her own at such a young age, sharing places with other models as young as her while the older ones teach them all about alcohol and drugs and other vices of the industry.

her meeting/reconnecting (not quite sure yet) with sirius black, a year older than him, who has a band that is fairly known in his town.

marlene having all the right connections.

falling harder and harder with this boy. this boy who’s life might just happen to align with hers.

them working hard so they could one day reach a happy ending that never came.

just rambling at this point but ughhh this song it’s doing it for me.

She must have been!! No way she was the one and only lame Black woman, I refuse to believe it. I will get to her in my idea of portraits of women of house black at some point when i’m not so caught up with other works.

okay i’m sorry but why the fuck no one ever talks about lucretia black??? like she married into the prewett family, a well respected pureblood family of which we know nothing about except for fabian and gideon involvement in the order and molly marrying into a well known blood traitor family: the weasleys.

at which point in history the prewett turned blood traitors too???

like was she rebelling because they were already consider that and she loved ignatius anyway? was an arranged marriage?? did her family turn her back on her immediately? during the war? like what happened???? and how did it shape orion’s views on the world, marriage and what he wanted for himself? and the rest of her cousins? she wasn’t erased from the family tree SO WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED? 🙃

🏳️‍⚧️ Trans Tuesdays 🏳️‍⚧️

Sirius x Marlene(Blackinnon)sexually suggestive themes throughout

They’re totally best friends, conjoined at the hip, never seeing each other as anything more, until Sirius comes out. She spends a lot of time with the girls, and now that they’re out of school, she feels a lot freer to be herself and explore femininity.

She spends a fuck tonne of time with Mary, because Mary is the makeup and fashion lover of the group, and really helps Sirius find something that fits.

They’re going to a club one night, their whole group, to a queer club, and Sirius wants to go all out. Marlene puts on her suit jacket, just a bra underneath, smokey eye, chunky boots, feeling very hot and very gay.

Mary and Lily help get Sirius all dolled up, doing her makeup and making her try on all their dresses, and Marlene simply gets to watch and judge.

She ends up in a sparkly number, a pretty dark periwinkle that's pretty short, spaghetti straps that lace up at the back, so her entire back tattoo is exposed as well, just how she wanted since it was new. The girls put her in a very dark lip, a burgundy sort of colour, with silver shadow fading into a shimmery blue, then smoked out with black. Her hair is down with luscious waves and a couple of cute pins in it so it looks like pearls are in her hair. To top it all off, she’s putting on a pair of platform boots, which make her 6”5, and intimidating as fuck.

Marlene thinks she looks hot, because she does look hot, but it’s not in the same way she thinks Mary or Lily look hot. No she’s like, attracted to Sirius, which is odd.

They go to the club and are having an amazing time, dancing, drinking, whatever the fuck. Marlene's glad she picked her tall boots because dancing with Sirius would give her even more of a neck ache if she were any shorter.

And Sirius is… she knows how to move her hips, that's for sure. Tattooed arms moving up above her head as she dances, sometimes pressing into Marlene, and it’s hot in here. It’s so fucking hot in here.

And it doesn’t help that Sirius set a goal for all the single people to try and get a hookup - or at least a kiss - tonight, because she wanted to get with someone as a woman for the first time, but is nervous about doing it alone. And so here Marlene is, thinking about that. Thinking about Sirius getting all shy and flirting with someone, and letting them take her home for the night, and now she’s getting even hotter under the collar.

She goes to get them drinks, then comes back to find Sirius dancing with James. They’re having a laugh, holding each other close and grinding on each other a bit. And Marlene's jealous. She’s asking herself why the fuck Sirius picked that best friend to proper grind on rather than Marlene, even though it obviously means nothing, but like, one horny dance with Sirius might quench her thirst enough to not do something weird.

Sirius stops dancing with James the moment she spots Marlene and rushes to her to grab a drink, she drags Marlene back over and her and James are laughing about the good dance they just had. James makes a joke about getting at least a little bit of action since all the blokes seem to be taken tonight, and has yet to find someone else interested in men.

Sirius gets’ flirted with a few times, but the people either aren't her type, or she gets weird and flustered and runs away, complaining to Marlene about it. In the end, they end up home without having had a hookup, and Marlene is a little grateful for it.

They’re lying in bed together, having plopped down on the soft mattress the moment they got into James and Sirius’ apartment (James is getting busy with some pretty person in the next room), and they’re chatting about their night. Sirius is feeling euphoric, which makes Marlene really happy.

“I just… I wanted to hook up with someone tonight, you know?” She sighed, chewing on a silver painted nail, “I just… I know it’s probably stupid, but I think it’s just the last step I’d like to take with all this… like, other than the medical stuff. I’d just like to have sex with someone- or not even sex, just something with someone and feel like a girl doing it. You know, everyone I’ve been with have fucked me as a guy and it’s always been so shit and awful, and I’d like to feel good. You know? It will make me feel good. There was one guy, tonight, who was really hot but… he kinda gave me the impression that I might get misgendered, so-”

“Ew.” Marlene grimaced.

“Yeah.” Sirius shrugged, looking over at Marlene, “James said he’d fuck me, you know, if I didn’t find someone. I thought he was joking at first, but he wasn’t. He said he’d make sure I had a good time, and would call me all pretty things, which is nice.” She laughed, “When he started getting it on with that person he almost rejected them since I didn’t find someone, but I didn’t want him to not get a fuck he actually wanted for my sake.”

“You would have fucked him? Your best friend?” Marlene gasped.

“Yeah?” She giggled, looking up at the roof, “I mean, no denying he’s fucking fit, Marlene. Look at him. And I’ve seen him naked- hung.”

Marlene laughed and looked back up at the ceiling too, “I mean, sure, I guess. I don’t know, I’m a fucking lesbian.”

“Yeah.” Sirius said, “I know he wouldn’t make it awkward… and I actually feel comfortable and trust him, you know? I’d rather fuck someone I know would treat me correctly and have it be a bit awkward for a week after, than end up with some weirdo who calls me handsome or something, you know?”

“I suppose… yeah, I get it.”

“I could ask Remus.” Sirius shrugged, “He’s a whore- don’t know if he likes girls or not, actually, but, if he did, he’d… nah, wait, I think he doesn’t like girls… Petes taken- Do you think Mary or Lily would fuck me?”

Marlene's eyes widened and she looked over at her slowly, “Are you serious?”

“Yes, I am, darling.” She grinned, devilish, “And, I don’t know… Maybe. They’re pretty- god, girls are all so pretty. Do they have something going on? They were kind of…”

“Yeah, I’m waiting to see how long it takes them to fuck. Reckon they’re doing it tonight. I’ll probably get a text before morning from both of them saying they’ve got something crazy to tell me.”

Sirius giggled, “So they’re off the table then. Fuck.”

“Why do you wanna do it so bad?” Marlene asked.

“I don’t know, it’s stupid, I know.” She sighed, “But… I just… I want to feel sexy, okay? Is that such a crime? I feel pretty, and hot, and gorgeous, and beautiful, but I don't feel sexy. I want to be sexy- I want someone to think I’m a sexy woman and fuck me about it-”

“I think you’re sexy.” Marlene said, and immediately went red afterwards.

“What?” Sirius asked, looking at Marlene with alarm.

“I didn’t mean to say that, but- fuck, sure, alright, I’ll bite.” She mumbled, rolling onto her side to face Sirius, “Uh, yeah, it’s weird. You put on that dress tonight and I thought, shit, she’s hot, and those boots? Bloody hell, you’re so tall, and you dance like fucking sin, and your makeup looks amazing, and I’m so fucking attracted to you right now I felt my fucking boxers getting damp in the club-”

Sirius had kissed her, rolling them over until she was straddling marlene.

“W- Sirius, is this a bad idea?” She asked.

“I don’t care.” Sirius breathed, “You think I’m sexy, I want-”

“Yeah, but… I don’t know if-”

“Please.” Sirius muttered, “Fuck, I don’t even care if it fucks things up, Marlene. I want you- you’re so… for a while now. I fucking fancy you, okay? I don’t care if you don’t feel the same, just fuck me and… and… tomorrow.”

“This is stupid.” Marlene muttered, pulling Sirius down to kiss again, “We should talk about it-”

“Tomorrow.” Sirius said, muffled by her lips, “Please, I want you so bad, Marlene, I’m going insane.”

“Yeah- fuck, yeah, alright.” She whispered, tucking hair behind Sirius’ ear, “You’re so fucking pretty- take this off?”

Sirius blushed bright fucking red, Marlene had never seen her so shy. She thinks, maybe, she’s actually already succeeded in making Sirius feel like a sexy woman. But fuck if she isn’t going to make her feel like the sexiest woman alive. And then tomorrow, she thinks she’ll take Sirius out, on a real proper date, because Marlene is chivalrous and doesn’t fuck without a date.

Plus, her best friend is cute as hell and kinda exactly her type. 

Part 2 (pure smut so 18+ only please)

I love how this used to be like a massive ship in the fandom before ATYD i think and now they’re both just so fucking gay. The thought of these two being a massive ship is insane to me, such an odd thought, but I’m gonna think about it today. Specifically trans fem Sirius because I fucking love her with my whole heart, and also Marlene is THE lesbian, okay. She aint like men.

“i’m kinda crazy cause that’s how you make me,

i don’t need jesus cause baby you saved me, i’m done,

but only if it’s with you.”

it hits me right in the angst cause i know he couldn’t save her and they never made it.

this whole song it’s giving me so much vibes of what i envision for marlene and sirius in my marauders band au i’m dying.

just imagine marlene being discovered as a model at age fifteen, having lived all over the world on her own at such a young age, sharing places with other models as young as her while the older ones teach them all about alcohol and drugs and other vices of the industry.

her meeting/reconnecting (not quite sure yet) with sirius black, a year older than him, who has a band that is fairly known in his town.

marlene having all the right connections.

falling harder and harder with this boy. this boy who’s life might just happened to align with hers.

them working hard so they could one day reach a happy ending that never came.

just rambling at this point but ughhh this song it’s doing it for me.

Sometimes I’m just scrolling and then horribly reminded that other people’s favourite characters Aren’t sirius black and that’s just unfathomable