πππππππππ.Β Β Β being unable to stop smiling. laughter. bear hugs. happy tears. waving arms around. dancing. contently sighing. eyes twinkling. laughter lines. childlike playfulness. skipping. talking more. affection. cracking more jokes than usual. gesturing more when talking. higher pitched voice. squealing. jumping around. clapping.
πππππππ.Β Β Β tearing up. self-hugging. one-arm cross. an aching chest. scratchy throat. a runny nose. turning away. deep breaths. quivery smiles. crying. infantile sobbing. hands gripping each other or an object. covering mouth. puffy eyes. eyes appear red. voice breaking. a distant or empty stare. monotone voice. asking for comfort. faking a smile. crumbling. shaking. whimpering. depression. abusing an unhealthy habit. withdrawing from others. big teary eyes. doing something even if it could hurt them.
πππππ.Β Β Β furrowed brows. baring teeth. passive-aggressive comments. avoiding eye contact. sarcasm. headache. sore muscles. hiding clenched fists. irritability. jumping to conclusions. raising voice. going silent. demanding immediate action. keeping it all in until exploding. body tensing. making risky decisions. middle finger.
π πππ. Β Β wanting to flee or hide. what-ifs. images of what-could-be flashing in mind. uncontrollable trembling. rapid breathing. screaming. a skewed sense of time. irritability. keeping silent. denying fear. turning away from the cause. pretending to be brave. nail-biting. lip-biting. scratching skin. a joking tone but a voice that cracks. fainting. insomnia. panic attacks. exhaustion. substance abuse. tics. rushing adrenaline. face draining of color. hair lifting on the back of the neck. feeling rooted to the spot. making body as small as possible. staring but not seeing. crying. a shrill voice. whispering. gripping something or someone. stuttering. flinching at noises. pleading.
ππππππππππ.Β Β Β constantly yawning. blurring words together. dark circles or lines under eyes. mood swings. hallucinations. calling people by the wrong name. dizziness. denying theyβre tired. slow blinking. trouble concentrating. stumbling. leaning on a doorframe for support. sluggish movements. falling asleep someplace that isnβt a bed. becoming irritated by the smallest things. βIβm awake, Iβm fine.β. shaking so bad they spill their drink. fall asleep in their clothes. lay their head on the table because theyβre so tired. passing out.
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Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β βΒ Β And what model are you supposed to be, huh? Jeez β¦Β β Β Averting his gaze after staring perhaps a second too long. In truth, he admired the increasing adaptability of these androids β Though still rather apprehensive. In the absence of the glowing light on her temple, he might have believed she was real.Β Β βΒ Well? donβt just stand there β¦ go β¦ make me coffee .. or somethinββ¦Β β Β His voice trailed off, as he fell back into reading notes about the current investigation on his computer screen.
πππππππππ πππππ πππππππ ππππ πππππ :Β Β objectively real, a mathematical existence encoded into automaton-parts.Β pulsating electricity wired within each component, tangible enough to comprehend a silhouette outlining a nothing-lady, not organic enough for authenticity of skin or hair or nails.Β she was real, and she was not.Β prepared for a brusque welcome on the first day for this very reason, with a friendly smile she artificially countered mannerisms of sore origins.Β raw tune, as she noted, betrayed a burdened mind.Β Β β i am a system assistant for data managementΒ βΒ RK 400Β βΒ but i do not only help you keep track of your files ;Β my calculation features are optimized for this field of work specifically to form predictions of criminal activity and civil unrest according to said collected data.Β i also offer medical care, if necessary.Β hereby, i regret to inform you, lieutenant, it is not included in my programming to serve beverages, but i shall request one cup of coffee for you.Β perchance, that will lift your spirits for the rest of the day. β
ππππ πππ πππππππ πππππππ , ππππ πππ ππ ππππππ.Β Β when the heavens laughed, the hysteria would thrust its cosmic authority underneath the skin like a stubborn malady.Β you sought out the moon, coldly engaged in her distant waltz, and like typhon, you sought her out as prey to crack open that which shall entrap you inside its very cells.Β this must be a mere star-riddled jest, a divine comedy akin to a dream from which you and her shall waken, but it came closer to a puppet-play rendered by and for one sadistic observer who wanted to see them flail, limp to the ground, and then tried the scenario the other way around.
she flickered like a temporary gleam upon glass, a specter woven of celestial taint, every peeking gaze was a glimpse of yours, a steady mimicry of motion locking symmetrically into you.Β where the light shone, therein fell the shadow, and she was one of bleached darkness. Β the inverse of death was the birth of something apocalyptic, the fear of it.Β the fear of birth was a fear of someoneβs arrival.Β they repurposed you to an antichrist within messiah flesh, a repetition of history, replay of a replay. a cycle that shanβt ever break in two.Β from your ankles she then squirmed loose, asymmetrical fleck struggling across dirtying rock, composing her ragged breaths.Β the inverse shadow would still hold onto more shadows, the host urging to get rid of her.
a body could not be without the casting of its contour, so what would occur upon the law-breaking success of such amputation ?Β the collapse of an atom ?Β the erasure of information which could usually not be erased ?Β she did not plan to allow these impossibilities to become phenomena, not without efforts made with blood and tears and sweat.Β β noctis, please, listen to me ! β Β she called upon you when you called upon her.Β although she stumbled back up warily, within cyan there sparked some irrational hope, some desperate venture for a dying light. when the heavens laughed, the hysteria stringed two puppets into their play and surrounded them with night-bred daimons who blended their hell into the stage. // @royalarms
WRETCHED ARE THE KINGS THAT SERVE DARKNESS FROM THEIR HAUNTING TONGUES . he's traveled so far on his lonesome , his only company : the ghastly words that cut through his mind & the lead of the snow - white messenger that blinds him in the darkness , the north star that beckons him unto the moon . there is an ever - looming presence of pain that taunts him from his every joint , & every wear at his muscles . it feels heavy , like its seeping through his flesh & corrupting him from the inside , just waiting to reach his veins in crooked efforts toward inevitable possession .
. . . [ luna . ]
he battles these ' thoughts ' on a near - constant basis , beckoning them toward the light of his soul so that they may be washed away with it . the battles are ceaseless , however , & one man can only endure for so long . at times , they have their way with him , all - consumed , & he plays the role of their vessel . a puppet strung to their fucked up marionette .
. . . [ luna . ]
even now , he follows pryna's guide as she warps into something threatening , something evil , & he strives so hard to dismiss the awry transformation , but it the ability to do so seems so far away from him . everything feels so real . this false illusion of existence , a reality warped in the throes of nightfall . their rage lights a flame , crimson , beneath his eyes , irises glowing through the dimness of their surroundings & his only goal [ luna ] distorts into something monstrous .
' i have to get to . . . '
& he looks down to see a girl in white , defending herself . against . . . who ? . . . him ? shit . . . dusk has fallen & his scream tears through the atmosphere .
. . . β LUNA ! β
@moonichor
β πππππππ πππ ππ πππ π πππππΒ Β /Β Β πππππ ππ ππππππ π πππππ. βΒ Β eosβ populus harbored its own awareness regarding tribute in exchange for divine boon, and so, too, had children who were necessitated to grow solitary into the rule of cruel fate.Β among the silent pantheon favored their king the concept of sacrifice specifically.Β a haloed body, offered to redeem the sins of many, a structural rite as old as time.Β for such, she was neβer taught alternatives, too holy the word that she could ever question blood-soaked blessings.Β Β ( should one call this bravery or, rather, lunacy ? )Β Β in fact did the practice of oblation burn deeply into each mundane obligation, a life baptized and groomed and molded based on pure devotion ;Β how ought she ever entertain another route ?Β and in spite of such unthinkable idea, must she admit appreciation for its innocent source.Β you, of self-preserving stubbornness against hardships, might not have imagined the consequence in withdrawing from the preordained journey toward the sacramental altar.Β Β
upon the stone of the chosen site for rest had minor struggles manifested.Β with slight amusement conducting her laugh did she assist ;Β ropes tied to knots, poles pillared against, covers succumbed to her neat tug.Β it was a clumsy little ordeal, but a cheerful one as well, she noted, as blankets unfurled within the interior of this tent-shelter. Β Β β it is not so bothersome.Β i understand my position, the distance between them and me, and it would be unfair to not acknowledge that, for plenty of the people, to address me so is an expression of respect, but formalities are not a strict requirement for me.Β to foster relations with allies on a personal basis and equal grounds can be a wonderful thing, too. βΒ Β to unravel her own stance in a matter that exposed her lonesome did not come with ease. Β in all the reverence called she herself anything but admirable, not by far could she qualify as a noble-driven figurehead ;Β yet mused every story the same thing :Β somewhere, somehow, someone must manufacture softness to a crown and compassion to a shepherdβs crook.Β Β β nonetheless, i am curious, and particularly worried, about your circumstances.Β how is it that a young boy such as you is committing to such dangerous tasks ?Β is there no guardian who would be concerned for your safety ? β // @hamadaxfighter
ππππ πππππππππ ππππ π ππππβπ πππππ , πππ ππππππππ πππ πππ ππππππ πππ πππ πππππππ.Β Β the girl too youngΒ Β /Β Β the cross too largeΒ Β /Β Β the divinations too terrible to be bound to.Β though, devastating to hear your plea, there was no such thing as a saying in the dictation of your sister's upbringing, no power over decisions she could dare make independently. and still, tomorrow,Β would she invent an illusion of choice, for if she did not, how ought a bird thrive in captivity ?Β how ought a flower bloom without the light ?Β how ought selene illuminate the night without the sun and without the stars ?Β β stellaβ¦ βΒ Β a whisper so soft tβwas barely voice-borne as she grasped two small hands with her own, gently enough she might, any moment, break apart.Β Β β iβm sorryβ¦ i wish i could stay, reallyβ¦ βΒ Β (Β i want to stay here, with you, with ravus, with mother.Β i want to stay, but i can only obey.Β )Β Β β weβll be spending all of the upcoming week together before i depart, alright ? β
β that's not fair, sister. i need you way more then solheim, why do you have to go ? solheim is way too far and way tooo boring, you just should stay here. i will hide you in my closet, it's plenty big. β @moonichor
i.Β Β Β selene, in context of ffxv lore, is an astral, but of course, not part of the hexatheon.Β given her role as the moon, she is bound to eos and plays a vital part in the planetβs balance.Β
ii.Β Β Β on this blog, there are several categories of astrals, including sub-species to which less powerful divinities and messengers count.Β 1 )Β the main hexatheon that rule the divine hierarchy, are elemental deities and the primary guardians of the planet.Β 2 )Β while the elemental astrals shaped the planet with their resources, they required the assistance of their luminous brethren who provided their light.Β sun, moon, and dawn are siblings who contribute to the planetβs creation and of them, eos received the most respect, hence they named the globe after her.
iii.Β Β Β in parallel to the greek seleneβs battle against the feared TYPHOEUS, the astral selene battled against a great manifestation of the star scourge risen in the astral war, and from this wrestle, received scars / craters and fell into a deep slumber.
iv.Β Β Β now comatose, selene dreams. Β and through this, experiences an out-of-body wandering and incarnated into the oracle bloodline. Β ironically with the chaos of the star scourge, she would be able to ascend to godhood and return to her lunar body.
v.Β Β Β all luminous deities have been affected by the scourge in some way or another and have then fallen one by one ever since.Β their absence has caused the plague to grow larger with every coming night.
this is an old, re-worded headcanon regarding luna's behavior in battle. it is noteworthy to keep in mind that she is physically ill, chronically so. do not expect me to nerf down the effects of her illness and the strain of the covenants.
lunafreya is very much able to be β destructive β even without the trident. she is manipulative and ruthless in order to get something or someone out of the way and uses tools or her environment to her advantage. ( exploding airships and luring luche to wear the ring of the lucii, burning him in the process, were good demonstrations for that ) on other hand, with the trident and her magical prowess, she practices light-elemental attacks. defensive barriers, offensive range spells, and supportive medical treatment or stat boosts. they are powerful, yes, but they eat herΒ MP extremely, slowing her down, which is why she uses those spells wisely and not in a wasteful fashion. her strength lies within strategy & calculation, she would have been able to craft effective strategies with ignis.
while she can engage in close-range combat with the trident as her weapon, and is trained specifically with pole-arms, this is a last resort. she is aware of her own physical and mental limitations, and requires support of allies on a long term basis, especially after the awakening of the first astral whenever she escaped insomnia with the ring. she is indeed a loner by heart, but is not dull enough to not consider her own weakness which does come from how healing seasons and the covenants drain her vitality as well if we pay attention to the flashbacks. itβs no condition that suits to actively and repeatedly be involved in fights. due to those restrictions, that not only spike her fatigue but evoke flares of pain especially within the torso area due to the scourge coursing through the system of vital organs, she thinks twice about engaging in battle - and more or less retreats in most cases to avoid wasting any precious time and energy.
this does depend on the verse, though. after her ascension to godhood via her death she is naturally stronger than ever in contrast to her frail mortal form, so no one should be moronic enough to fight her and think they come out alive. battling selene wonβt be funny and is most likely leading to immediate death. the only way you can win is having plot armor, or being an eldritch abomination from space. whilst selene is a titan goddess who is as passive as luna, she is also overwhelming, using her enormous power due to gravitational force more than anything. she can shake the world via magnetism and control the tides, therefore makes her very dangerous by sheer will.
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@hikarizoraβΒ :Β Β She's going to flatter her uwu
β and i am humbled, truly.Β but who am i to accept flattery when you are deserving of it yourself ?Β if i may be so bold to admit, you are rather beautiful. β
ophelia / martyr Β Β // Β Β based on βthe young martyrβ by paul delaroche, and βopheliaβ by john everett millais.
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