Rating: Explicit (Minors DNI!!!)
Summary: You never had a 'spidey sense,' as you came to learn from your time as part of Spider Society. You'd gotten along this far without it and were an excellent spider-woman regardless. Then you meet Miguel O'Hara and it awakens something in you. A strange buzzing in the back of your head.It doesn't stop whenever he's in sight, and you think he knows what's happening to you. Something about Miguel draws you in. What made him so fucking special? Notes: This is my first fic I'm sharing and I'm doing my best š
Warnings: Just porn with plot, Oral (M and F receiving), P in V sex, Fingering, Size kink, Praise kink, TENSION, Angsty as hell, hurt/ comfort, Miguel is doing his best with feelings, cannon typical violence (Will update as I think of them)
All chapters marked with * contain NSFW content
Spidey Sense*
Training Session*
On My Mind*
Business as Usual
Pairing: fem!reader x Izuku Midoriya
Genre: fluff
Warnings: suggestive content, jealous!Izuku, sub!Izuku
ā¢Ā° first of all: he's the number 1 babygirl.
ā¢Ā° every hour of the day, no matter what you're doing, he'll take pictures of you. His gallery is just full of your photos. every week his lock screen changes to a new photo of you. And then he loves looking at your beautiful smiling face at night in his bed before falling asleep, so he can dream of you. When you ask him if it's necessary to take all these photos, he answers that they're useful during the times when you can't be together because of missions.
ā¢Ā° do you really think that the photos are enough for him? Nah, Izuku clearly has a talent for drawing, and he certainly won't waste it by only disdaining sketches of other heroes. No, in his room he has a drawer dedicated only to you, inside which there are a lot of notebooks portraying you.
ā¢Ā° you don't have to talk, for him even just looking at you while you share headphones and listen to your favorite songs, with a breathtaking sunset in front of you. That's enough for him.
ā¢Ā° he lets you do any hairstyle on his messy hair. He loves the warmth of your hands in his hair and most of all he loves your laugh when you pass him the mirror to show him the many pigtails you've made on his head.
ā¢Ā° speaking of laughter. HE LOVES YOURS. He would die to hear it one last time. Let's be real, he's not the funniest person in the world, but he puts his all into putting a smile on your face, accompanied by the melody of your laughter.
ā¢Ā° he obviously has a praise kink, tell him how good he was at something: school, missions, even the silliest one and you'll immediately notice the blush on his cheeks.
"Izuku, baby, you did so good today on patrolling. I'm so proud of you." you praise him while placing your hand on his cheek.
"t-thanks, baby. You d-did good too." He's literally pout in your hands.
ā¢Ā° PDA is scared of Izuku. he loves showing you affection both when it's just the two of you, and outside, no matter where you are. Kisses, hugs, arm around your waist, your head resting on his shoulder. He doesn't care if anyone is watching you.
ā¢Ā° it might not seem like it on the surface, but ohh HE'S A JEALOUS JEALOUS JEALOUS BOY. Despite his puppy-dog appearance, he wastes no time when someone stares at you for a few seconds too long to put an arm around your shoulders and turn you towards him, so that he is your only view. Not to mention when they hit on you.
"so, you free tonight, pretty?" a boy a little older than you leans against the bar counter where you're sitting at.
"sorry, but I'm not interested. I have a boyfriend." You try to dodge him off.
"oh, c'mon." He reaches for your face "I don't see him around". Before he can lay even a finger on you, a hand slaps the boy's hand away, and based on the look on his face it must have hurt.
"you didn't see me, but bet you felt that." He couldn't leave you alone even to go to the bathroom, ugh.
ā¢Ā° his only reasons for living are two: to become a hero worthy of being called such and...you. He worhips you so much, you're a goddess in his eyes who can do no wrong. You're just out of this world for him, not real.
ā¢Ā° SUBMISSIVE!! Oh this boy is the definition of submission. In bed he becomes a real mess for you, the control is yours and you can do whatever you want with him, he won't say a word, don't worry.
ā¢Ā° he's the kind of guy who gives you little gifts almost every time you go on a date, or rather every time you see each other. It could be a bouquet of flowers, an origami heart, etc...
[nsfw] ā smut (18+) ; bakugou katsuki x reader
word count: 20,014 ā read on ao3 ā read part one on tumblr
tags: strangers to lovers, friends with benefits, pro hero bakugou katsuki, explicit language & sexual content, aged-up characters, porn with plot, model!reader, angst, hurt/comfort, emotional hurt/comfort, fluff, mutual pining, bakugou is a soft yearning idiot who i want to eat up, kirishima eijirou is a good friend, not beta read!
summary:
Fashion Week was supposed to be simple-walk the runway, collect your check, and, if all went according to plan, spend the night with Pro Hero Dynamight. Just a little fun. Nothing more. But getting rid of Bakugou Katsuki proves to be harder than slipping out of a too-tight sample size.
Or, in which a one-night stand with one of Japan's most famous men turns into a relentless game of cat and mouse-and the worst part? You don't hate it.
notes:
the final chapter is here! thank you so much for all the love on the first chapterāit really means a lot to me. this was supposed to go up on sunday, but i didnāt like the ending, so i changed it last minute lol. i hope you guys like it and that it lives up to your expectations. thank you in advance, and happy reading!
enjoy! :D
Things get stranger after that night, but not in a way you could have anticipated.Ā
You and Katsuki seem to grow closer, slipping into each otherās lives with an ease that feels both natural and unsettling. It's not what you expected. You thought things would stay casual. But thereās a shift nowāsomething in the way you reach for your phone more often, his name lighting up the screen with more frequency.
It starts with simple things. He calls you more, which surprises you because Katsukiās never been one for chit-chat, but his voice on the other end of the line feels steady, grounding. You catch yourself waiting for those calls, anticipating the sound of his gruff voice grumbling about some villain he had to deal with or asking how your day went. It's not just calls either. Texts come in, pictures too. You send him photos of you in a photoshoot, all glammed up in haute couture, and he replies with short, dry comments, āLooking good,ā or āToo fancy.ā But you can tell he's looking, really looking. You send pictures from the gym, hair tied back, sweat glistening on your skin. And in return, Katsuki sends you his own pictures. Theyāre blurry sometimes, like he doesnāt know how to properly frame a shot, and he always scowls in them, half his face obscured.Ā
He grumbles, āAināt good at this photo crap,ā but you can see the effort. Itās adorable, especially when he sends you pictures from bed, messy hair and bare chest, a hint of vulnerability in the way the camera captures him. You wonder if he realizes how soft he looks.
You start spending more time together tooāmore than youād planned for. Itās not always about the sex now, though thatās still a big part of it. But thereās a sweetness in how you share space. Sometimes, itās cooking together, and heāll stand beside you, watching your every move with that sharp focus he has for everything. Other times, itās movies, the two of you sprawled out on the couch, his arm slung lazily over your shoulders. Katsukiās not great with words, not in the way some people are, but he doesnāt need to be. His actions speak for himāwhether itās making sure youāre comfortable or tossing a blanket over you when you doze off mid-movie.
The softness between you is unexpected. Youāve seen his gruff, explosive exterior, the way the media paints him as some sort of untouchable force. But here, with you, heās different. Heās cuddly, something you never wouldāve expected from him. He pulls you close without hesitation, his arms firm and warm, always keeping you near. You donāt question it, but it throws you off. This wasnāt what you signed up forāthis quiet intimacy that feels more like a relationship than something casual. Heās not supposed to be so sweet, so soft.
One thing that surprises you most is how much he enjoys taking pictures with you.Ā
Youād never have guessed the gruff, no-nonsense Pro Hero would indulge in such a thing, especially when heās always grumbling about media shoots and press. But when youāre in one of his hoodies, and you tug him down to take a selfie, your hand gently curling around his jaw, he leans in without protest. Thereās this small, content smile that tugs at his lipsāsubtle but real, and it lights up his face in a way that makes your heart skip. You snap the picture, and heāll grumble, āDidnāt ask for this,ā but you catch him later, zooming in on the photo, his thumb lingering over the screen. Thereās a softness in his eyes as he looks at the two of you together.
Heās not one for skincare, either, but when you do face masks or anything remotely involving pampering, he sits there and lets you do it, his face a picture of calm contentment. His quirk may have blessed him with great skin, but he indulges you, letting you push his wild hair back with a fluffy headband, revealing his sharp features. You prep his face, and he just watches you with half-lidded eyes, relaxed in a way youāve never seen before. He doesnāt even protest when you lean down and kiss him in the middle of it, his lips curving into a small, lazy smile. Itās cute how unbothered he is, how he lets you do whatever you want to him.
Youāve gotten more comfortable with each other in general.
More touching, more kissing, and sex has become something deeper. Itās no longer just an outlet, no longer just physical. Itās a way for the two of you to connect, to be closer. Thereās a vulnerability in how he touches you, how his hands roam your body with a quiet reverence. When he presses against you, his skin flush against yours, you feel itāthe way his guard drops, the way he lets himself need you in those moments. Your head will fall back, and he takes the opportunity to kiss your neck, his mouth warm and insistent, before his firm hand finds your face, guiding you back to him for another kiss. You feel like youāre floating in those moments, lost in the press of his body, the sound of his voice, and the way he holds you as if youāre something precious.
One night, after several rounds of unraveling each other, Katsuki does something heās never done beforeāhe opens up. His voice is quiet, almost hesitant, as he starts to talk about the Final War. You werenāt prepared for the weight of it. He tells you about being sent to the frontlines as a child soldier, about how his heart ruptured, the physical agony and the fear that came with it. His right arm, crushed beyond recognition, left him scarredāinside and out. He talks about rehab, about how long it took him to get his arm functioning again.Ā
And then, in a softer tone, he admits something that surprises you: āI still wanna be number one... but Iām content, yāknow? With where Iām at right now.ā
Youāre lying beside him, his hand heavy on your waist, and you look up at him. His face is dimly lit, and thereās a vulnerability in his expression that makes your heart twist. āI think youāre amazing,ā you whisper, your voice soft but sure, your fingers reaching up to gently curl around his jaw, pulling him down for a kiss. Itās slow and sweet, and when you pull away, his cheeks are flushed, a faint pink creeping across his skin.
āShut up,ā he mumbles, embarrassed, but you can see the small, content smile tugging at his lips again, the same one he gives you in those quiet moments when his guard is down.
You smile back, your heart swelling in your chest as you kiss him again. Thereās a softness to this moment, to him, and it feels like something has shifted between you. Something you canāt quite put into words yet, but itās there, lingering in the air, unspoken but undeniable.Ā
But then thereās a pause, a hesitation. Katsukiās expression changes, and when he speaks again, itās quieter. "Youāre the one thatās amazin'," he repeats, his voice low, almost like heās afraid to say it too loudly. The way his words hang between you makes your heart do a strange little flip. You can feel the weight of them.Ā
You tilt your head slightly, giving him a teasing smile to ease the tension. "What, for walking in 120 mm heels or for letting you do facemasks with me?" you whisper, fingers brushing the scar on his cheek, tracing the jagged line thatās become so familiar to you now.Ā
He huffs, but thereās a flicker of something more behind his eyes. "Nah," he says, shaking his head. "For beinā you. For workinā hard as hell, doinā all this stuff, and still beinā able to⦠to put up with me."
The words hit you harder than you expect. You blink, caught off guard by the sincerity in his voice. You hadnāt realized he saw it that wayālike he was a burden, like being with him was something difficult to endure. Thereās a vulnerability in the way he avoids your gaze, his usual cocky demeanor gone, leaving just Katsukiāraw and exposed in front of you.
"Youāre making it sound like Iām putting up with someone from hell," you say, your voice softer now, trying to coax his eyes back to yours.
He grumbles again, that same frustrated sound, but he still doesnāt look at you, and thatās when you realize just how much he doubts himself. How much he carries with himāhis past, his insecurities, the weight of being a Pro Hero. And for the first time, you see how deeply it cuts him, how much he worries that heās too much for anyone to handle.
"Hey," you whisper, your hand gently guiding his face back to you. His skin is warm beneath your touch, and his eyes, reluctant at first, finally meet yours. "I like putting up with you. You always think so bad about yourself. Stop doing that. Sometimes people just want to be around you, to spend time with you. Itās not weird, and I like spending time with you."
Katsukiās cheeks flare up with a faint blush, his ears turning a little red at your words. He scoffs again, the sound almost automatic, like heās trying to shake off the embarrassment. "Youāre fuckinā clingy," he mutters, but the bite in his tone is weak. His eyes flicker with something softer, something grateful.
You grin at him, laughter bubbling up in your chest. "Says the man thatās clinging to me like glue." You lean up on your elbow a little, your smile widening. "I have the pictures to prove it, by the way."
Before you can react, heās turning his head and biting lightly at your fingers where they rest on his jaw, his teeth just grazing your skin in a teasing nip. It sends a small jolt through you, and you laugh softly, falling back into the pillows, your chest rising and falling with quiet giggles as you look up at him.
Katsukiās grinning now, a real grin that lights up his face, his usual intensity tempered with affection. He leans down closer, his breath warm against your cheek, and you can feel the way his body relaxes against yours. Thereās no distance between youāno walls, no masks. Just you and him, sharing the space in a way that feels... real.
"What?" you whisper, still smiling as you reach up to smooth a hand through his messy hair. "Is my skin glowing or something?"
Katsuki scoffs lightly at your teasing, though thereās a small tug of a smile at the corner of his lips. His crimson eyes stay locked on yours, searching your face with an intensity that always makes your heart race. The heat of his body radiates against you, and even though youāre joking, thereās a flicker of something deeper in the way he holds your gaze, something vulnerable heās still not used to sharing.Ā
"Yeah, sure, your skinās glowinā," he mutters, his voice rough but soft, leaning down closer. "From all those dumb facemasks you make me do." His lips brush your temple, but the grin on his face betrays his usual gruffness.
You laugh, a light sound that melts between the two of you in the dimly lit room. "Dumb facemasks that you enjoy way too much," you fire back, playfully nudging him. "Donāt think I donāt notice how relaxed you get."
He grumbles something unintelligible under his breath, but thereās no real bite behind it. His hand, rough from years of hero work, trails absentmindedly along your side, his fingers brushing lightly over your skin, sending tiny shivers down your spine. His touch is softer than you ever expected when you first got involved with him, but now itās familiarācomforting in its warmth and weight.
His eyes soften as he looks down at you, the usual fire in them dimmed into something warmer, more intimate. "Maybe," he mutters, his voice low. "But I like you better without all that makeup anyway."
The simplicity of the statement, the raw honesty of it, makes your heart squeeze. You let out a soft, breathy laugh, shaking your head slightly as you press a kiss to his lips, slow and lingering. His hand comes up to cradle the back of your neck, deepening the kiss for a moment before pulling away, his forehead resting against yours.
Thereās a stillness in the room now, a sense of peace that settles between the two of you. It feels like the world outside doesnāt exist, like all the noise and chaos of your lives as pro heroes and public figures has melted away. In this moment, itās just you and Katsukiāno expectations, no pressure. Just the quiet, simple warmth of being together.Ā
"You're an idiot," you whisper playfully, breaking the silence as you tap his chest lightly, feeling the steady rhythm of his heartbeat beneath your fingertips.Ā
"Yeah," he murmurs, his lips ghosting over your skin as he presses another soft kiss to your forehead. "Guess I am for you."
Katsuki's words make your heart skip a beat, and you have to bite your lip to stop the smile threatening to break through. The way he says itāso casually yet so earnestlyāmakes warmth bloom in your chest. Youāre not used to this side of him, this softness that he reserves just for you.
āWhat are your plans tomorrow?ā he asks, his voice barely above a whisper, as if heās afraid to disturb the peace between you.
You think for a moment before replying, "Well⦠I have Pilates in the morning, and then Iām getting my nails done. Do you have any suggestions?" You stretch your arms lazily above your head, watching him with a playful glint in your eye.
Katsuki shrugs, burying his face deeper into the crook of your neck. His hair tickles your skin, and you canāt help but let out a soft sigh as your fingers instinctively move to scratch his scalp. The sound he makes in responseāa low, content rumbleāreminds you of a cat purring, and it makes you smile. He presses a kiss to your cheek, his lips warm against your skin, before mumbling, āDunno. Whatever makes you feel good.ā
You grin, already knowing what will get a reaction out of him. āSo if itās an ugly purple color, youāll be okay with it?ā
As expected, he makes a face, his brows furrowing in clear disapproval. The corner of your mouth twitches in amusement as you roll your eyes. "Donāt worry, Iāll probably go for a nude pink," you murmur, leaning in to nuzzle your nose against his. The closeness between you feels so natural now, like a second skin. "And then I have a meeting with my agent about being a brand ambassador for an upcoming label, but Iām still thinking about it. Thatās all."
He hums, a low sound of acknowledgment vibrating through his chest, and then you return the question. "What about you?"
"Got the day off," he says after a beat, his voice a little hesitant as if heās testing the waters. "Thought⦠thought maybe Iād cook for ya or somethinā." His fingers brush against your lower back, the warmth of his touch drawing you even closer. Itās so subtle, the way he pulls you in, but it feels like heās trying to close any remaining distance between your bodies. "Make ya those sushi rolls you liked. The ones you had in the US."
The way he remembers something so small, something you mentioned offhandedly during a trip, makes your breath hitch slightly. Itās not just the gesture itselfāitās the meaning behind it. How vulnerable and open heās become with you, how he always wants to do things for you, to make sure youāre comfortable. His actions say what his words sometimes struggle toāhow much he cares, even if heās not always good at expressing it.
You swallow, the emotions swirling inside you making your chest feel tight in the best way possible. "You donāt have to do all that, Katsuki," you say softly, your fingers tracing small circles along his shoulder, feeling the strength and warmth beneath his skin. "But Iād love it. You know Iād never say no to your cooking."
He grumbles, his usual tough exterior showing through even in moments like this. "Yeah, well, donāt expect it all the time," he mutters, but the way his fingers tighten slightly on your back tells you heās already looking forward to it. He likes taking care of you, even if heāll never admit it outright.
You lean in, pressing a gentle kiss to his forehead, your lips lingering there for a moment. His skin is warm, and the simple act of affection makes him relax even more against you, like heās letting go of something heavy heās been holding on to.Ā
"Iām looking forward to it," you whisper, and the sincerity in your voice seems to catch him off guard. He looks up at you, his usual sharp gaze softened by the quiet intimacy of the moment. Thereās something vulnerable in his eyes, something that makes your heart ache in a way thatās both beautiful and terrifying.Ā
"Yeah," he says, his voice rough but tender. "Me too."
And in that moment, with the quiet warmth of the room surrounding you, it feels like everything is exactly as it should be. The casual arrangement you once had has blurred into something deeper, something more profound. You can feel it in the way he holds you, in the way he speaks to you, in the way he cares for you.Ā
You never expected this to happen, but now that it has, youāre not sure you want it to stop. Katsuki has wormed his way into your life in a way you hadnāt anticipated, and it scares you, just a little.Ā
But when heās this close, when his touch is this gentle, and when his words are this soft, itās hard to imagine ever wanting to let him go.
Itās like stepping into a high-end restaurant when you walk into Katsukiās apartment the next day, after finishing up your schedule.Ā
The moment you enter, the smell of freshly prepared food hits your senses, and the sight of the spread on the dining table takes your breath away. Heās really gone all outāsashimi platters laid out beautifully, with slices of the freshest fish youāve ever seen; multiple types of sushi from nigiri to uramaki and temaki, each piece looking meticulously crafted. The fried dishes, like ebi furai and karaage, are golden and crisp, making your mouth water at the sight of them.
Itās a lot. More than you ever expected from him, especially after how shy he seemed about cooking this for you.Ā
But what really catches your attention isnāt the foodāitās the bouquet of flowers sitting at your usual seat.
Your breath hitches as you step closer, reaching out to touch the delicate petals. The bouquet is a stunning mix of roses, lilies, orchids, and carnations, all in varying shades of pink. The arrangement is soft but vibrant, delicate yet full of life, and you canāt help but be completely charmed by the gesture. You pick it up carefully, the scent of the flowers filling the air as you lift the bouquet closer to your face. The blend of colors is beautiful, and it makes your heart flutter.
With the bouquet in hand, you turn to look at him, your expression softening into a teasing but warm smile. "Flowers, huh?" you murmur, your voice light with affection, though thereās an underlying sense of surprise too. Youād never thought Katsuki would go this far, to do something so thoughtful and gentle.
Katsuki stands a few feet away, looking a bit out of his element, his usual confidence slightly faltering. Heās rubbing the back of his neck, a telltale sign of his discomfort with this kind of vulnerable gesture. His eyes flick to the flowers in your hands, and then back to you. His mouth twitches like heās about to say something, and after a beat, he murmurs, almost bashfully, āItās the same color as your nails.ā
You blink, and then you realizeāheās right. The delicate pink flowers are nearly an exact match for the nude-pink shade youād mentioned getting done at the nail salon earlier that morning. Itās such a small detail, something you didnāt even think heād remember, let alone match. Itās thoughtful in a way that makes your chest tighten and your heart swell.
You think you might just melt right there. Heās always been sweet in his own gruff, awkward way, but this? This feels different. This feels like heās trying to show you something more, to express something he doesnāt have the words for.
āKatsuki,ā you whisper, your voice a little breathless as you take a step toward him, the bouquet still in your hands. You want to say something else, to tease him maybe, but the lump in your throat wonāt let you. Instead, you just stare at him, feeling the warmth in your chest grow, spreading like wildfire.
He looks away, clearly uncomfortable with the attention, his lips curling into a small scowl. But thereās no bite behind it. If anything, he just looks a little embarrassed. āDonāt make a big deal outta it,ā he grumbles, though the way his eyes flicker back to yours betrays his nerves.
But you canāt help it. How can you not make a big deal out of it? He went through all this trouble just to match a detail as small as your nails with the flowers he picked. He cooked an entire feast for you, filled with dishes you love. And all of itāall of itāis done with the kind of care and thoughtfulness that makes your heart ache in the best way.
You set the flowers down gently on the table and step closer to him, your hands reaching for his. You feel the callouses on his fingers as you intertwine them with yours, and he stiffens slightly before relaxing, allowing you to pull him closer. āYou didnāt have to do all this,ā you whisper, your voice soft and tender. āBut I love it. I love everything. Thank you.ā
Katsukiās gaze flickers down to your hands, then back up to your face, his eyes searching yours like heās trying to figure out how to respond. He shifts his weight, looking uncharacteristically shy. āSānothinā. Just wanted to do somethinā nice.ā
Your smile grows, and you canāt resist the urge to stand on your tiptoes and press a soft kiss to his cheek. His skin flushes under your touch, and you feel the way he holds his breath for a second before he relaxes. āWell, it means a lot to me,ā you murmur against his skin, your lips lingering just a little longer than necessary.
When you pull back, his gaze locks onto yours, and thereās a softness in his eyes you donāt often get to see. For a moment, the two of you just stand there, the world feeling a little smaller, a little more intimate. The bouquet, the dinner, the way he remembered something as small as the color of your nailsāit all feels like more than just casual affection. It feels like heās slowly, hesitantly opening himself up to you in ways heās never done before.
And it makes your heart race.
āNow, come on,ā you say, breaking the silence with a grin as you tug him toward the table. āLetās eat before this masterpiece gets cold.ā
He huffs, a small smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. āYeah, yeah. Sit down already.ā
As you take your seat, you canāt help but feel a little giddy. Katsuki takes his seat across from you, and for a moment, the two of you just sit there, surrounded by the feast heās prepared. Thereās a warmth in the air, a sense of quiet happiness that lingers between you.
And as you pick up your chopsticks and dig into the meal he made just for you, you realize that whatever this is between the two of you, itās something more than you ever could have imagined. Something real. Something thatās growing in ways neither of you expected.
That night feels like a memory already etched into your soul, a moment you know youāll never forget.Ā
The signs were all there from the startāthe flowers, the dinner, the shy glances exchanged between the two of you over the table. There was a softness in the way you spoke to each other, a quiet warmth that lingered in the air, charged with something more than just affection.Ā
It was inevitable, the way the night would unfold.
Now, the room is filled with nothing but the quiet creaking of the bed, the sound of skin meeting skin, and the breathless, intimate sounds you and Katsuki make together. Your hands grip the pillow beneath your head as his strong hands hold your thighs, keeping them folded around his hips. He moves with a steady, deliberate rhythm, each thrust sending waves of pleasure through your body. Thereās something deeper in the way he touches you tonightāsomething tender and almost reverent.
Through the haze of pleasure, your eyes blink up at him, catching the intensity of his gaze. Itās overwhelming, the way his molten eyes lock onto yours, filled with an emotion so raw it almost makes your chest ache. You canāt help but tug him closer, wanting to feel his warmth, his skin against yours. He obliges, his forearms coming to rest on either side of your head, bracketing you in. Your legs instinctively tighten around his waist, your ankles crossing at the small of his back, pulling him even closer.
āKatsuki,ā you gasp, the word slipping from your lips in a whisper. Itās a plea, a confession, everything wrapped in one. He answers you not with words but with a kissāsoft, slow, and wet. His lips press against yours with a tenderness that belies the strength of his body, and it makes you shiver with how gentle heās being. Thereās something different in the way heās moving, like heās trying to tell you something he canāt quite put into words.
Then, his voice breaks the silence, low and vulnerable. āSay my name,ā he murmurs, his breath hot against your neck.
The need in his voice makes your heart stutter. You feel his vulnerability, the rawness of him asking for something so simple, yet so important. So you doāyou say his name over and over, like a mantra. āKatsuki, Katsuki, Katsukiā¦ā Each word is punctuated by a kiss, your lips brushing against his in fleeting touches. His name feels sacred on your tongue, like itās the only thing that matters in this moment.
His eyes darken, flecks of gold and violet swirling in the molten depths of his gaze. Itās like heās seeing straight through you, into the deepest parts of you, and it makes you feel bare, exposed. But in the best way. Youāre not just giving yourself to him; youāre sharing something far more intimate, something unspoken but understood. The two of you are drowning in each otherāin the kisses, the warmth of your skin pressed together, the way he holds you like youāre the most precious thing in the world.
Heās exploded you, just like his quirk, and in his touch, you feel like fireworksābright, burning, alive. Every time he moves, you feel like youāre breaking apart in the best way, only to come back together, more whole than before.
And then, Katsuki slows his movements, like heās trying to savor every second of this. His thrusts become deep, deliberate, each one dragging out the moment as if he never wants it to end. Thereās something reverent about it, like heās worshipping you, wanting to memorize the way you feel, the way your body responds to him. Itās so intense, so real, that it almost overwhelms you.Ā
You canāt help but moan softly, your body arching into his as he moves within you. The sensation is slow, building like a crescendo, and you feel like youāre on the edge of something greater than either of you. Youāre not just feeling pleasureāthis is something deeper. His touch, his kiss, the way he holds you, it all makes you feel like youāve become something otherworldly, like a star burning brightly in the night sky.
His lips brush against your ear, and in the quiet between breaths, you hear him whisper, āYouāre incredible.ā The words are hushed, almost like a secret, but they hit you hard, sinking deep into your heart. Heās never been great with words, but in this moment, he doesnāt need to be. The way he touches you, the way he holds you, speaks volumes.
And just like that, you feel yourself slipping, falling into that blissful oblivion, with Katsuki right there with you. The world outside disappears, and all that exists is thisāthe two of you, tangled together, lost in the feeling of each other. Time slows, the space between each breath stretches, and for a moment, it feels like youāre not just two people anymore. Youāve become something greater, something inseparable, something you never want to let go of.Ā
As the two of you finally find release, together, it feels like the stars themselves have exploded inside of you, leaving you breathless, weightless, and utterly content.
Itās close to dawn, and the first hints of light peek through the blinds, casting a soft glow across the room.Ā
Youāre completely spent, bodies tangled together, exhausted after countless rounds of pleasure, yet itās not just the physicality that keeps you close. Itās the warmth of his touch, the familiarity of it, the way his body instinctively presses against yours. Katsuki is holding you like youāre something precious, his lips brushing over your skināyour jaw, your neck, your shouldersāleaving behind tender kisses in his wake. His hands glide over your hips, your stomach, your thighs, tracing your curves with a gentle reverence that makes your breath hitch. Thereās something so intimate in the way he touches you now, not just as a lover, but as someone whoās cherishing every moment.
You nuzzle closer, your head resting against his muscular bicep, pressing a soft kiss to it with a smile. His warmth surrounds you, and you can feel his chest rise and fall with every breath he takes. The silence between you is comfortable, peaceful, only filled with the sound of your shared breaths and the occasional rustling of the sheets.
In a teasing, hushed tone, you break the stillness, āYou never told me what you think of my nails.āĀ
Katsuki huffs a quiet laugh against your cheek, the sound rumbling deep in his chest. āIdiot,ā he mumbles, the insult carrying no real bite. His teeth sink into your skin teasingly, making you let out a startled squeak, but you laugh when you feel his lips press a soft kiss in the same spot. His voice is a little rough, but warm as he admits, āThey look good.ā
You smile at his response, feeling the warmth of his approval as it spreads through you. āGood,ā you whisper back, your voice soft in the quiet room. You let the moment drift into comfortable silence once again, enjoying the simple pleasure of being close to him, his body still pressed to yours. The bed shifts slightly as you both move, adjusting your positions to be closer, your limbs lazily draped over each other.
Your phone buzzes on the nightstand, cutting through the silence, and you instinctively reach for it. You scroll through a few messages before opening the camera, catching your reflection on the screen. Thereās a faint flush to your cheeks, and you can see the small marks he left on your skinālittle love bites trailing down to your collarbone, proof of the nightās passion. You look at yourself, and you canāt help but smile.
Youāre glowing.
Before you can dwell on it, Katsuki shifts beside you, slowly leaning in to rest his head against yours, his weight a comforting presence. Your smile softens as you press the button on the camera, capturing the two of you in the frame. He doesnāt protestāhe never really does when you take pictures anymoreāand thereās a softness in his eyes, a quiet contentment thatās so different from the sharp, hardened persona he shows the world. Here, with you, heās just Katsuki, sleepy-eyed and tender, his face relaxed in a way that makes your heart swell.
You click on the video option, and still, he says nothing, just watches as you record. He leans further into you, his body language loose and easy, completely at peace in your presence. You lift your hand to his jaw, gently scratching at the stubble growing there, and he blinks lazily, his eyes half-lidded as he leans into your touch. His vulnerability is on full display, and itās something so personal, so special, that it makes your chest tighten with affection.
Without thinking, you turn your head and press a soft kiss to his lips. He lets you, meeting your kiss with a slow, sleepy response, his lips warm and slightly chapped. The kiss is tender, and when you pull away, it leaves behind a small, wet sound that makes you smile. You press another, quicker kiss to his lips before glancing back at the camera, capturing the quiet intimacy of the moment.Ā
On the screen, you see him with that small, almost shy smile curling at the corners of his lips. Itās a rare expression, one that he only seems to show when heās with you, and it makes your heart flutter. Thereās no mask here, no front, just himācontent, soft, and utterly at ease with you.
And in that moment, you realize how deeply youāve both fallen into this. How much youāve come to mean to one another. His presence feels like home, like something youāve been missing all along.Ā
Thereās something deeper here, something you didnāt expect, and now it feels terrifyingly real.
And that thought scares the hell out of you.
You avoid him after that night.
Itās dumb; itās stupid; itās insane, but after that night, the intimacy had shaken you to your core, and youāre not ready to deal with the weight of what that means. The soft way he touched you, the vulnerability in his voice when he asked you to call him by his nameāthose arenāt things that fit into your neat little box labeled casual. And you donāt want to face the fact that whatever this thing is between you and Katsuki, it stopped being casual a long time ago.
So, you pull away. You donāt call him, donāt text back as often, and when he tries to reach out, you tell him youāre busy. Itās not entirely a lie. Work is busy. Youāve been booked back-to-back with photoshoots for Vogue China, campaigns for Kintsugi and Chanel, and appearances for Tsukiyo. Haute Couture Week is just around the corner, and youāre drowning in preparations.Ā
But the truth is, itās easier to hide behind your schedule than face the reality of whatās happening between you and Katsuki. You bury yourself in work, hoping the distance will clear your head, will give you time to sort out your feelings. Because youāre not sure what you want anymore. Do you still want something casual? Or has it become something more? Youāre not ready to answer that question, not ready to confront the feelings that have begun to creep up on you.
And then, late one night, the consequences of your actions come knockingāliterally.
Itās around one in the morning when thereās a knock at your door. The sound startles you, breaking the quiet of your apartment, and you instantly know who it is. You hesitate for a second, your heart racing as you walk over and pull the door open.
Katsuki stands there, still in his hero gear, covered in soot and sweat, fresh from patrol. His eyes are sharp, but thereās a softness in the way he looks at youāsomething like confusion, or maybe even hurt. He doesnāt waste any time.
āYou avoidinā me or somethinā?ā His voice is gruff, but thereās a vulnerability in it, the kind that makes your chest tighten.
āNo!ā you blurt out, too quickly. Your voice sounds high, and you canāt even convince yourself. āNo, Iāve just been... busy. You know how it is.ā
He narrows his eyes, his expression hardening. āBusy, huh?ā
You nod, trying to hold his gaze, but your heart is pounding in your ears. āYeah. Workās been crazy lately.ā
He doesnāt say anything for a moment, just stares at you with that intense, unreadable look of his, and you feel the guilt crawling up your throat. You expect him to yell, to snap at you, but when he finally speaks, his voice is low, hesitant.
āDid I... do somethinā wrong?ā
The question hits you harder than you expect. You see the hurt in his eyes now, the way his jaw tightens, like heās bracing for something. Your chest tightens, and you want to reach out, to reassure him, but you hesitate. You shake your head quickly. āNo, Katsuki, you didnāt do anything. Itās... itās not you, itās me.ā
His entire body tenses at your words, his eyes narrowing. āWhat the hellās that sāposed to mean?ā
You take a step back, rubbing your arms nervously. āI donāt think I can do this anymore,ā you say quietly, almost like youāre hoping he wonāt hear you.
He takes a step closer, his voice firm, almost demanding. āDo what?ā
You swallow, trying to find the right words, but they stick in your throat. āThis... us. I wanted things to stay casual, you know? Casual but serious? But now... everything feels different⦠and I donāt know if Iām ready for a relationship.ā
Heās silent for a beat, his jaw clenching, his fists tightening at his sides. āSo avoidinā me was your solution?ā His voice is sharp now, tinged with frustration and hurt. Heās not yelling, but his tone cuts through you.
āNo, itās not like that. I just didnāt know how toāā
āDidnāt know how to what?ā He interrupts, his voice rising slightly, his eyes flashing. āDidnāt know how to tell me Iām just some fuckinā fling to you?ā
āNo!ā you shake your head desperately, stepping forward, but the words feel stuck, like no explanation is good enough. āItās not like that, I justāā
āThen what?ā His voice cracks, and for a moment, you see something raw in his expression. He lets out a shaky breath and takes a step back, his shoulders slumping as he runs a hand through his messy hair. The usual fire in his eyes dims, replaced with exhaustionāemotional exhaustion. He looks tired. Tired of fighting for you. āYāknow what? Whatever. Do whatever the hell you want.ā
You freeze as he turns, his back to you, and walks toward the door. Your mouth opens to stop him, but no words come out. You watch helplessly as he reaches for the door handle, his movements slow and heavy, like heās waiting for you to say somethingāanything.Ā
But you donāt.Ā
The door clicks shut behind him, and the silence that follows is deafening.Ā
You stand there, your heart pounding, staring at the empty space where he just stood. The weight of the conversation, of everything you didnāt say, settles in the pit of your stomach, and for the first time, you realize just how badly youāve messed up.Ā
This wasnāt supposed to happen. It wasnāt supposed to feel this way. But it does. And now, youāre left standing in the aftermath of your own avoidance, the silence of the room echoing with the absence of him.
And for the first time, you wonder if itās too late to fix things.
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The weeks after your... breakup? Was it even that? You still donāt know how to label it, but whatever it was, itās hard. It hurts more than you thought it would, more than you ever expected it could. You donāt cry easily, youāve never been the type to fall apart over someone, but KatsukiāBakugouāwas different. His absence feels like a missing piece of your life, a hole that you canāt seem to fill no matter how much you try.
You find yourself crying at night, tears slipping down your cheeks as you lie in bed, staring at the ceiling. Itās a quiet kind of crying, the kind where your chest aches and your throat tightens, but you donāt make a sound. Itās unexpected, this grief, this sense of loss. You hadnāt realized how much he meant to you until he wasnāt there anymore. Until the warmth of his presence, his gruff voice, his touch was gone, leaving you cold and hollow.
But you push through it. You force yourself to keep going, to focus on your work, because thatās what you do. Youāve always been good at throwing yourself into your career when things get hard, and this time is no different. Even if your heart feels like itās been ripped out. Even if you feel like youāre walking around with this empty, aching space inside you.Ā
Even if it feels like... love.
But you donāt let yourself dwell on that thought. You shove it down, deep inside, where you donāt have to deal with it. Instead, you work. You focus on your job, on the constant demands of your schedule. Haute Couture Week in Paris comes quickly, and youāre on a plane before you even realize it, throwing yourself into the chaos of the fashion world.
Paris is as hectic and glamorous as always. Youāre swept into a whirlwind of fittings, castings, and shows. You walk down runways draped in the most luxurious fabrics, you pose for countless photoshoots, you attend brand events where everyone looks perfect, where everyone seems to have it all together. On the surface, you look the partāyouāre poised, composed, radiant. But inside, your thoughts are consumed with him.
Every time you stand still for more than a second, your mind drifts back to Katsuki. To the way he looked that night at your door, the hurt in his eyes, the way he walked away. You think about the nights you spent with him, about the softness in his touch that you hadnāt expected, about the way he kissed you with such intensity that it made you feel like you were the only person in the world.Ā
You miss the way he would scowl when he was embarrassed, the way heād flick your forehead when you teased him, the way heād grumble but still pull you closer when you were lying in bed together. You miss him, and no matter how much work you bury yourself in, that feeling doesnāt go away.Ā
And you do bury yourself in work.Ā
You walk runway after runway, your legs aching from the hours spent in heels. You attend fittings, standing perfectly still as designers adjust fabric on your body, their hands moving with practiced precision. You barely eat, following the strict diet that keeps you in shape for the shows, even when your stomach growls in protest. You push through photoshoot after photoshoot, your face a mask of calm professionalism even when your head feels like itās going to burst from exhaustion.
By the time Haute Couture Week ends, youāre exhausted. Physically, mentally, emotionally. But thereās no time to rest, no time to stop and process the whirlwind of emotions that have been swirling inside you since that night with Katsuki. September is coming fast, and with it, the next fashion month. Castings have already started, and of course, youāre booked solid. Tsukiyo, RyÅ«mon, Dsquared2, Diorāthey all want you, and you donāt have the luxury of slowing down.
You tell yourself that this is what you need. That keeping busy is good, that focusing on your career will help you forget. But late at night, when the city around you is quiet and your hotel room feels too big, too empty, you canāt stop your thoughts from drifting back to him. To the way he said your name, his voice rough but soft at the edges. To the way he held you close after everything, his hands gentle on your skin. To the way he looked at you, like you were more than just some casual fling, like you were something that mattered.
And thatās what scares you the most.
Because deep down, you know it was never just casual for him. You saw it in the way he touched you, in the way he let you call him by his first name, in the way he always made sure you were comfortable, that you were okay. You could feel it in the way he held you close, even when he didnāt say the words. Katsuki was serious about you, and that terrified you because you hadnāt let yourself believe that you could be serious about him too.Ā
But now, lying in your hotel bed, staring at the ceiling in the dim light, you wonder if maybe... maybe you were serious about him too. Maybe this wasnāt just some casual thing for you either. Maybe you let your fear get the best of you. Maybe you pushed him away because you were scared of what it meant to feel this way about someone.
Maybe... itās too late to fix it.
You first meet Kirishima Eijirou at the brand event for YÅ«gen, a high-end luxury brand thatās slowly carving its name into the industry.Ā
The event is bathed in understated elegance, the kind that makes everything feel weightless, like an ethereal dream. The fragrance of YÅ«gen lingers in the air, soft but pervasive, the scent weaving in and out of your senses. Itās a haunting aromaāwoody, floral, with a touch of something mysterious that stays with you long after you leave the room. The brandās aesthetic mirrors that feeling, subtle craftsmanship and poetic beauty all wrapped in quiet luxury.
Youāre wearing one of YÅ«genās finest designs: The Moonlit Silk Gown, a floor-length masterpiece in pearlescent ivory that moves like liquid moonlight against your skin. The cherry blossom embroidery is so delicate, it looks as though it might dissolve at any moment. The backless design leaves a trail of silk down your spine, each movement making you feel like a walking work of art, fragile but powerful. You look flawlessābecause you have toābut inside, youāre far from it.Ā
Itās been a long week. A long month, really.Ā
Physically, youāre exhausted. Every photoshoot, every runway, every campaign pulls energy from you in a way that leaves you hollow by the end of the day. But emotionally? Thatās where the real toll is. Itās been weeks since you and KatsukiāBakugou, you remind yourself, like a bad habit you need to kickāhad your falling out, and despite throwing yourself into work, the ache hasnāt dulled.Ā
A vacation sounds tempting, but the thought of having timeātime to rest, time to thinkāis too much. You donāt want to think. Not about what happened, not about the way you avoided him, not about the hurt in his eyes that still haunts you late at night. So you bury yourself in everything elseāwork, events, anything that keeps you moving forward without looking back.
The event is in full swing, and youāve spent hours mingling, moving through the crowd like a ghost, smiling, nodding, talking to people whose faces blur together after a while. Celebrities, designers, businessmen, all wanting a piece of your attention. Youāre good at itāthe small talk, the easy charm, the graceful way you handle yourself. But by the time you finally find a moment to sit down, you feel like youāre about to collapse.
Your feet ache from the heels youāve been wearing all night, sharp pains shooting through your legs with each step. Your head pounds from the constant hum of conversation, lights, and the weight of it all. You take a deep breath, trying to center yourself, to focus on anything other than the discomfort coursing through you. You consider finding an excuse to leave early, to escape the noise and the pressure, but before you can even act on it, a voice cuts through the noise around you.
āHi, may I sit here for a moment?ā
You blink, looking up, surprised to find a tall figure standing over you, smiling. It takes you a second to place himāKirishima Eijirou, also known as Pro Hero Red Riot.Ā
Heās famous, one of the top heroes in the country, known for his kindness as much as his strength. Youāve heard about him before, mostly from Katsuki. Despite Bakugouās endless grumbling about Shitty Hair this, Shitty Hair that, you could always tell there was a lot of affection there. Kirishima is one of Bakugouās closest friends, a bond that goes back to their high school days.Ā
Itās odd, meeting one of Bakugouās friends now, after everything thatās happened between you two. Youāve only met Kaminari and Ashido briefly, and that was back when things with Katsuki were... different. Now, you donāt know where you stand with him, let alone the people in his life.Ā
But it doesnāt matter anymore, does it? Not after how things ended.
āYeah, go ahead,ā you say, forcing a polite smile. Your voice is steady, though inside, you feel the familiar tension creeping back up your spine. You watch as Kirishima sits down beside you, his broad frame filling the space with a kind of easy warmth. Heās dressed in a sleek black suit, the fabric perfectly tailored to his muscular form. A golden chain hangs around his neck, catching the soft light of the room.Ā
He doesnāt feel overwhelming, though. Despite his large frame and the unmistakable air of strength he carries, Kirishima exudes a kind of gentleness that puts you at ease almost immediately. His presence is the complete opposite of the tension thatās been gnawing at you all night.Ā
āLong event, huh?ā Kirishima says, his voice light, but thereās a genuine empathy in his tone. Itās the kind of voice that invites you to relax, to drop the mask youāve been wearing all night.
You nod, offering him a tired smile. āYeah. Itās been a long week, actually.ā
He chuckles softly. āI bet. These things can be exhausting, even for someone like you.ā His eyes flicker down to your gown, admiration clear in his gaze. āYou look incredible, by the way. That dress... itās something else.ā
You let a tired smile curl around your lips. āThanks,ā you say softly, though the compliment feels weightless. Youāve been hearing it all evening, and the words donāt really touch you anymore.Ā
Kirishima smiles back, but his expression carries a hint of concern now. His easygoing demeanor is still there, but thereās something more perceptive in his gaze.Ā
Thereās a pause, a moment of silence between the two of you, as the murmur of the event continues around you, but Kirishima doesnāt seem to mind the quiet. āYou seem overworked,ā he says after a moment, his voice gentle but probing.
You shrug, taking a sip from the champagne in your hand. The bubbles fizzle, but even the sharp taste of alcohol does little to break through the numbness youāve been carrying all night. āI am,ā you admit.
He raises a brow, clearly concerned. āWhy donāt you take a break then?ā
The answer comes to you immediately, almost on instinct. āI donāt want to,ā you say flatly. āTaking a break means having time for myself, and thatās the last thing I need right now. Plus, I canāt.ā You gesture vaguely, feeling the weight of your schedule already pressing down on you. āFashion Week is in two months, and my calendarās already packed. Thereās no time.ā
Kirishima hums in understanding, but thereās something unsaid in the air between you. His gaze softens as he looks at you, clearly mulling over his next words. The silence stretches, and for a brief moment, you wonder if he knows about you and Bakugouāif Katsuki ever mentioned you to his friends. Did he talk about you? Did they know you were⦠something, once? The thought makes your heart flutter, but itās quickly followed by the familiar ache. You feel a lump rise in your throat as you try to push it all down.
Before you can dwell on it further, Kirishima finally speaks. āYou know, I have a friend,ā he says, his tone casual but laced with something deeper. āHe kind of reminds me of what youāre going through. Recently, he went through something⦠rough, and itās been hard on him. Heās been burying himself in work, and honestly, heās not the same as he used to be. Not as happy, not as... alive. Like, somethingās missing, you know?ā
Your breath hitches. You know where this is going, but you canāt stop yourself from listening, from feeling every word sink deeper.
āThe funny thing is,ā Kirishima continues, his voice softening, āhe never really told us about it. We found out by accident, actuallyāone of our friends snooped through his phone and found a picture.ā He chuckles lightly, but itās a sad sound. āHe was pissed, obviously, but he didnāt stay mad for long. I think itās because back then, he was still happy. Whatever he had, it made him content. But then⦠things happened.ā
He turns to look at you, and his smile is sympathetic, almost knowing. āI think you understand.ā
Yeah. He definitely knows.Ā
The weight of his words settles in your chest, heavy and suffocating. You feel the guilt rise up, thick and choking, but you force yourself to keep your expression neutral. You donāt want to show just how much itās affecting you. āI hope your friend is doing okay,ā you manage, though your voice comes out quieter than you intended.
Kirishima shrugs, his eyes flickering with a sadness of their own. āHe says he is, but⦠I know him. Heās not.ā
His words hit you like a punch to the gut. Itās all your fault. You can feel itādeep down, you know it. Youāve hurt him, and now heās suffering because of it. The thought makes your chest tighten painfully. āI bet that⦠something he had misses him, too,ā you say softly, your voice barely above a whisper. āMaybe they didnāt realize how important he was until it was too late.ā
Kirishima smiles, but itās tinged with that same sadness. āYeah. Thatās usually how it goes, isnāt it? We donāt realize what weāve lost until itās gone.ā
You let out a small, bitter chuckle, nodding in agreement. The weight of the truth in his words is almost unbearable. You didnāt realize. Not until it was too late. And now, youāre left with nothing but the hollow ache of what used to be.
Kirishima watches you carefully, as if weighing his next words. āBut, you know,ā he says after a pause, āmy friend, for all his gruffness⦠heās pretty forgiving. Heās changed a lot since we were kids. Heās softened, in his own way.ā
Your heart stutters at his words. You feel the lump in your throat grow bigger, making it hard to breathe. āDo youā¦ā You swallow hard, trying to keep your voice steady. āDo you think heād forgive that something? If they tried to make things right?ā
Kirishima shrugs, but thereās a softness in his gaze as he looks at you. āI think he would. He misses them more than they probably realize. But⦠they wonāt know unless they try.ā
His words hang in the air, heavy with meaning, and before you can say anything else, Kirishima stands up, offering you a kind smile. āIt was nice talking to you. And hey, think about that vacation. It might be exactly what you need.ā
You nod, too overwhelmed to say much in response, and watch as he walks away, his presence fading into the crowd.
The second heās gone, your mind spins in a thousand directions. You sit still, your thoughts a jumbled mess of guilt, regret, and longing. You think about what Kirishima saidāabout Katsuki, about how he misses you, about how he might forgive you if you reached out.
Is it possible? Could he really forgive you? After everything?
Your heart races as you play the conversation over and over in your head, and slowly, a realization starts to settle in. Youāve been running from your feelings for weeks, but now⦠maybe itās time to stop.Ā
Maybe itās time to try.Ā
Thatās when you make your decision.Ā
Youāre done hiding; done avoiding the truth.
The commute to his apartment is hell.Ā
Everything that could go wrong, does. Thereās an accident on the highway, forcing your driver to navigate the congested streets of Musutafu. The city is thick with humidity, and a summer storm has turned the streets into rivers. The rain pounds against the car windows relentlessly, and every drop seems to mock you, making you feel like the world itself is pushing back against this decision.
A few blocks from Katsukiās apartment, the road is blocked by construction. Of course it is. Because, why wouldnāt it be? Youāre so close, and the frustration bubbles up inside you until it spills over. Without thinking, you throw the door open and leap out of the car, pulling off your heels and clutching them in your hand. The rain immediately drenches you, soaking through the silk of your gown.Ā
But you run. Barefoot through the city streets, you run.
By the time you reach his building, youāre a sightāyour silk dress clings to your skin, the once-elegant fabric now heavy and dripping, your hair plastered to your face. Your heels, still in your hand, are soaked through, and your feet slap against the slick pavement as you take the final steps to his door.
You knock, and it only takes a few moments before the door swings open. Katsuki stands in the doorway, his body immediately tensing as his gaze sweeps over you. His eyes go wide, and you can see the confusionāmaybe even concernāflicker in them as he takes you in.Ā
You probably look like a drowned rat, soaking wet and panting from your sprint, but thatās not what gets to you. Itās him. Itās the way he looks. Heās tired. So tired. His eyes are shadowed with exhaustion, and the bags under them make it clear he hasnāt been sleeping. His broad shoulders are hunched, his usual fire subdued, and that alone breaks something inside of you.Ā
You did this to him.
āWhat the fuckāā he starts, his voice rough, but you cut him off before he can get any further.
āNo. You listen to me.ā You step forward, your heart hammering in your chest, your breath coming in shallow gasps from your run. āI want to talk. I couldnāt do that last time.ā
His mouth snaps shut, and he blinks, clearly thrown by the intensity in your voice. He nods, just slightly, a gesture so small that most people wouldnāt even notice itābut you do. Heās listening.
You take a breath, trying to steady the storm of emotions swirling inside you, and then you begin. āI never meant to avoid you,ā you say, voice shaky but determined. āI just⦠wasnāt ready to deal with the weight of what happened. I wasnāt ready to confront the feelings that youāā You swallow hard. āāthe feelings you gave me.ā
Katsukiās eyes stay locked on yours, and you can see the tension in his jaw, the way heās trying to keep himself calm, to hear you out.
āI always thought I wasnāt ready for a relationship,ā you continue, feeling the words start to spill out faster, as if you need to get them out before you lose your nerve. āI thought I wanted something casual. But you⦠you changed that. You made me realize how wrong I was.ā Your voice cracks slightly, and you force yourself to keep going. āI miss you. I miss you all the time. I miss your warmth, your kisses, the way you hold me close, the way you always make sure Iām comfortable, the way youāre grumpy but always so sweet⦠I miss everything about you.ā
His breathing picks up, a faint hitch in his chest, and you notice the way his hands flex at his sides, like heās trying to keep himself grounded.
āYou were never just a fling to me,ā you say, your throat tightening with emotion. āAnd Iām sorry I made you feel like you were. Iām sorry for everything. I was scared, and I didnāt know what I wanted, but now I do. I want you.ā
You see him stiffen at those words, his expression shifting, but you press on. You have to say it all, everything.
āToday⦠today made me realize just how stupid Iāve been,ā you say, your voice thick with emotion. āI didnāt know what I had until I lost you. And Iāmāā You choke slightly on the words, but push through them. āIām in love with you.ā
He inhales sharply, the sound loud in the otherwise quiet hallway, but he doesnāt move. His eyes widen slightly, but you canāt stop now.
āI think about you all the time,ā you continue, your voice shaking with every word. āI feel like such an idiot, because I had everythingāyouāand I screwed it up. I was scared, and IāI let you walk away, but I donāt want to make that mistake again. I want you, Katsuki. Iām choosing you.ā
The words hang heavy in the air between you, each one carrying the weight of everything you've been too scared to admit, too scared to confront. The hallway is quiet, save for the sound of your uneven breathing and the faint drumming of rain against the building outside. Katsuki is still standing there, his broad frame taking up the entire doorway, but he's utterly still. His eyes are locked on yours, wide and unblinking, as if he's trying to process every single word youāve just thrown at him.Ā
And you know Katsuki.Ā
You know him in ways most people donāt. Heās strong, stubborn, and often explosive, but beneath that tough exterior is a vulnerability that he hides from the world. He doesnāt let people in easily, not really. His sharp edges and brash attitude are a shield, a way to protect himself from the constant pressure, the overwhelming expectations. Heās used to people seeing him as a weapon, a force of nature. But never as something to be chosenānever as someone who could be the safe place for someone else.
So when you stand here, drenched in rain and raw emotion, telling him that you do choose him, that youāre in love with him, it shakes him to his core. You can see it in the way his breath catches, in the way his body tenses like heās bracing for impact. His eyes, usually so full of fire, are now filled with disbelief, as if heās trying to convince himself that this is real, that you're real.
His lips part slightly, but no words come out. Itās like heās frozen, caught between wanting to say something and not knowing how to. Bakugou Katsuki, the man who always has something to say, who always knows how to react, is speechless.Ā
The silence stretches on, and with each passing second, your heart feels like itās being squeezed tighter and tighter. Youāve laid everything outāyour heart, your soul, your fearsāand the silence in return feels like a weight pressing down on your chest. Tears prick at the corners of your eyes, and your throat tightens, making it hard to breathe.
āSay something,ā you whisper, your voice trembling as the tears finally start to spill over. You canāt stop them anymore. They fall freely now, mixing with the rain still dripping from your soaked hair and clinging to your skin. āPlease.ā
Katsukiās eyes flicker, his jaw tightening as if heās fighting some internal battle. Heās never been good with wordsāheās never been good with feelingsāand you can see how much heās struggling right now. The vulnerability on his face is something youāve only seen a handful of times, and it cuts through you like a knife.Ā
Finally, he exhales sharply, a sound thatās more like a growl than a breath, and he takes a step forward. His hand reaches out, hesitating for just a fraction of a second before he cups your face, his palm warm against your cold, rain-soaked skin. His thumb brushes away a tear from your cheek, the gesture so uncharacteristically gentle for him that it makes your heart ache even more.
āYou⦠fuckinā idiot,ā he mutters, his voice rough and thick with emotion. Thereās no anger in his words, thoughājust a kind of raw frustration and something deeper, something more vulnerable. His crimson eyes are locked on yours, searching your face as if heās trying to make sure this is real, that youāre not going to disappear on him again. āYou think⦠you think I didnāt fuckinā want this? That I didnāt want you?ā
You blink up at him, the tears still blurring your vision. His voice is cracking in a way youāve never heard before, and it hits you just how much this means to him.Ā
āI wanted you,ā he says, his hand still cradling your face as he leans in closer, his forehead nearly touching yours. āFuck⦠I still want you.ā His voice is raw, the vulnerability bleeding through with every word. āBut youā¦ā He swallows hard, his other hand coming up to grip your waist, pulling you just a little bit closer. āYou pushed me away. You made me think⦠I wasnāt enough. Like I wasnāt worth shit to you.ā
The pain in his voice is palpable, and it makes your chest ache in a way that feels almost unbearable. You shake your head, your own voice cracking as you try to get the words out. āNo. No, Katsuki, thatās notāā
He cuts you off, his grip tightening just slightly, but not in a way that hurts. Itās like heās holding on to you for dear life, afraid that if he lets go, youāll disappear again. āYou donāt get it,ā he mutters, his breath hot against your skin. āNo one⦠no one ever fuckinā chooses me. Not like this. You think I didnāt want you to come after me? You think I didnāt want you to fight for me?ā
His words hit you like a freight train, and you canāt stop the sob that escapes your lips. Heās right. You did push him away. You made him feel like he wasnāt worth it, like he didnāt matter as much as he should have. And now, seeing the pain in his eyes, hearing the hurt in his voice, it feels like a knife twisting in your chest.
āIām sorry,ā you whisper, your voice breaking. āIām so sorry, Katsuki. I was scared, and I didnāt know how to handle it, but I⦠I love you. I love you so much, and I donāt want to lose you again.ā
For a moment, he just stares at you, his eyes searching yours like heās trying to find the truth in your words. Then, slowly, his expression softens, the hardness in his gaze melting away as he exhales a shaky breath. His thumb brushes over your cheek again, wiping away the fresh tears.Ā
āShitty timing,ā he mutters, but thereās no bite to his words. In fact, thereās something almost tender in the way he says it, like heās trying to hold on to his usual roughness, but itās slipping through his fingers.Ā
You let out a shaky laugh, your tears still flowing, but now thereās a warmth building in your chestāhope, maybe. You can feel it in the way heās holding you, in the way his body is slowly relaxing against yours. He still wants you. He still cares.
āYeah,ā you say, your voice barely more than a whisper. āI know.ā
For a long moment, neither of you speaks. The rain continues to fall outside, the world around you moving on without care, but in this small space, itās just the two of you. Just Katsuki and you, standing in the doorway of his apartment, soaked to the bone and hearts laid bare.
Finally, he pulls you into him, his arms wrapping around you in a tight embrace that leaves no space between you. His chin rests on top of your head, and you can feel the steady rise and fall of his chest, the way his heart beats against yours.Ā
āDonāt run from me again,ā he murmurs, his voice gruff but laced with something soft, something tender. āI wonāt fuckinā let you.āĀ
You nod against his chest, your arms wrapping around him as tightly as you can. āI wonāt. I promise.āĀ
Heās warm and so familiar, and you pull away from the embrace slowly, your fingertips grazing the sharp edge of his jaw as if grounding yourself in the solidity of him. His skin is warm beneath your touch, and thereās a slight tremor in his breath, a vulnerability that only you get to see. With your hands framing his face, you look up into his eyesāthose deep, crimson eyes that burn like embers in the dim light of the hallwayāand you murmur, āI love you.ā
The words are soft but sure, slipping from your lips like a secret, and they hang in the air between you, filling the space with something fragile yet undeniably real. Katsukiās breath hitches, his chest rising and falling in a rhythm that betrays the storm brewing inside him. His hands, which have always been rough, steady, and unyielding, now grip your waist gently, like he's afraid you might vanish if he holds too tightly.
He doesnāt say anything at first. Instead, he closes his eyes for the briefest moment, letting the weight of your confession settle inside him, and when he opens them again, thereās a softness in his gaze that you rarely get to see. Itās raw, unguarded, and it steals the air from your lungs. His head dips, and with a shuddering breath, he captures your lips with his own.
The kiss is tender, a slow unfolding of everything unsaid. Itās not rushed or franticāitās a return, a homecoming. It feels like stepping back onto familiar shores after being adrift for too long. His lips, warm and firm, taste of all the things you missed, of safety and fire, of passion restrained but not diminished. His kiss is like the first light of dawn breaking across the horizon, soft yet full of promise. Itās the summer sun that melts the tension from your bones, the serene hush of winterās first snow, the gentle bloom of spring flowers, and the quiet fall of autumn leavesāall of it wrapped into one. A constant rhythm, pure and right, grounding you in the moment.
Before you realize it, heās pulling you into his apartment, the door shutting behind you with a soft click. Your heels clatter to the floor in the genkan, forgotten as his strong arms wrap around you, lifting you with effortless grace. Your hands find their place again, cradling his jaw, your fingers tangling in his hair as his lips seek yours with a fervor that leaves you breathless. Youāre weightless in his arms, your legs wrapping instinctively around his waist as he guides you down the familiar hallway, each step measured and deliberate, leading you toward the sanctuary of his bedroom.
The scent of him surrounds you, filling your sensesāsharp and smoky, like burning embers, mixed with something inherently Katsuki. You missed this. You missed the way he feels against you, the steady pulse of his heartbeat as it thunders beneath his skin, the way his presence alone fills every corner of the space with warmth.
He lays you gently on the bed, the mattress sinking beneath your weight, and for a moment, he pulls back. The loss of his warmth is brief, but you feel it keenly until heās tugging his shirt over his head, revealing the broad expanse of his chest, every scar etched into his skin like a map of battles won and lost. His body tells storiesāof strength, of endurance, of survivalābut all you see is the man who holds you now, the man who wears his heart hidden beneath layers of gruffness and fire.
Your hands move instinctively, tracing the familiar lines of his chest and shoulders. Your fingertips ghost over each scar, each ridge, as if memorizing him all over again. His skin is hot beneath your touch, and your hands curl around the back of his neck, pulling him back to you. His mouth meets yours once more, but this time the kiss is deeper, more urgent, the heat between you building with each passing second.
He welcomes you back like the dawn welcomes the nightāslowly, but with an inevitability that feels like fate. His touch is reverent, as if youāre something sacred, something to be cherished. His hands, rough and calloused from years of combat, move with a surprising gentleness as they begin to peel the wet fabric of your dress away from your body. It clings to your skin, soaked through from the rain, but he is patient, his fingers working carefully, unwrapping you from the silk like a gift.
His touch is molten, a slow burn that spreads through you, lighting up every nerve. Itās like molassesāthick, slow, and deliberateāfilling the space between you, pulling you deeper into the moment. Katsuki is fire, fierce and untamed, and in his hands, you feel like molten gold, soft and pliable, shaping yourself to the heat of his touch. He moves with purpose, his gaze never leaving yours as he strips away the last barrier between you, leaving you bare beneath him.
When he finally presses his body against yours, skin to skin, it feels like everything youāve been missing. His warmth envelops you, his presence grounding you in a way that nothing else can. His hands roam over you, tracing every curve, every line, his fingers mapping out the soft planes of your body with a tenderness that contrasts with the fire that burns in his eyes.
Thereās something unspoken between you now, something that doesnāt need words. His touch is a silent claim, his fingers skimming over the dips of your waist, the arch of your spine, the softness of your thighs. He knows every inch of you, and yet it feels new all over again, like heās discovering you for the first time. His hands are steady, but thereās a quiet desperation in the way he holds you, like heās afraid this moment might slip away if he lets go.
Katsukiās breath is hot against your skin as he lowers himself down, pressing kisses along your collarbone, down to the hollow of your throat, each one a promise, a vow. His touch is deliberate, a slow, deliberate worship of your body, as if heās reminding you of everything you are, everything you mean to him. His hands glide over your hips, his fingers brushing the tender skin of your inner thighs, and you arch into him, your breath hitching as you feel the weight of his love in every movement, every touch.
In his arms, you are safe. In his arms, you are whole.
He is fire and strength, and you are his, claimed by the fierce heat that only he can bring. You are molten gold, shaped and refined in the crucible of his love, and together, you burn brighter than the stars.
His lips press against yours, fueled by a newfound hunger, a kind of urgency that pulls a gasp from your throat, a soft whimper that escapes into the space between you. His hands roam your body with a heated reverence, fingers tracing the curves of your waist, the swell of your hips, until one hand dips lower, slipping between your legs. When his finger slides inside you, the sensation is immediate, rawāa sharp intake of breath echoes through him as he feels you clench around him. Youāre so warm, so wet, and it sends a shudder down his spine.
You can feel the tremor in him, the restraint, the overwhelming desire bubbling beneath the surface as his forehead presses against yours, breath mingling with yours in the stillness of the room. Another deep pant leaves him as he moves his finger inside you, the motion making you arch into him, your body responding to him as if you were always meant to. But before you can even catch your breath, he pulls away, eyes burning with a fire that ignites something deep inside you, and in one swift motion, heās pressing his hips against you, rutting the length of his cock against your slick heat.
His body trembles with restraint as he teases you, but soon enough, he canāt hold back. His hand grips your thigh, pulling you closer as he lines himself up, and then he slips inside youāslowly at first, the feeling of him stretching you, filling you, taking you inch by inch until heās seated fully within you. The world stills, and for a brief moment, itās just him and youājoined together as one, moving in a rhythm older than time itself.
It feels like floatingāweightless, untethered, as if youāre both suspended in the space between worlds. He rolls his hips, a slow, rhythmic tide, and you meet him, each thrust a push and pull, the two of you locked in a quiet dance. Itās like the meeting of the sea and the bioluminescent sands, glowing with heat and light, each touch sparking something deep and primal within you.
You murmur his name, āKatsukiā¦ā your voice breathless and needy, and he responds with a kiss, his lips soft but insistent as they claim yours. He thrusts into you, achingly gentle, his movements precise but tender, each one filled with care. His hips move steadily, his hands cradling your body as though youāre something delicate, something priceless. To him, youāre preciousāa masterpiece heās lucky enough to hold, a delicate thing that he handles with reverence. Every time he pulls back to look at you, his eyes are filled with something deeper than desireāsomething raw and unspoken, something that ties the two of you together in ways words never could.Ā
Your hands drift over the hard planes of his chest, tracing the scars that mark his skinātestaments to battles fought and won, to the life heās lived. Your fingers explore the rough edges of his body, skimming over the taut muscles that ripple beneath his skin, and the stubble along his jaw that scratches lightly against your fingertips. Each touch is full of reverence, because to you, Katsuki isnāt just a work of art; heās a force of nature. Heās beauty in its rawest form, an Adonis sculpted from lava and tempered by explosions. Heās the embodiment of power, but beneath it, you feel the vulnerability he only ever reveals to you.
Your hands continue to explore his body, memorizing every part of him. You thumb the scars along his shoulders, fingers dancing along the ridges of his abs, and as you do, you marvel at how someone so strong, so unyielding, can be so gentle, so loving. He moves inside you with reverence, his forehead pressed to yours, his breath hot and heavy against your lips. His body presses down against yours, the heat of him sinking into your bones as he thrusts deeper, driving you further into the mattress. His movements are unhurried but deliberate, each one building on the last until the tension in your body coils tight.Ā
And then it snaps, the pleasure washing over you in waves, pulling you under as you come undone beneath him. His name is the only thing you can manage, whispered over and over like a mantra, like a promise, your hands clutching at him as though heās the only thing anchoring you to this moment. Tears gather in the corners of your eyes, not from sadness but from the overwhelming emotion of it allāof being with him like this, of feeling loved, cherished.
Katsuki follows you into that blissful fall, his own body trembling as he reaches his release. A broken moan escapes him, raw and guttural, his forehead pressing into the crook of your neck as he holds you close, his thrusts slowing to a stop. His breath is warm against your skin as he cups your cheeks, tilting your face toward him for a kiss thatās softer now, full of unspoken words and emotions too heavy to name.
When he pulls back, his forehead resting gently against yours, his eyes flicker open, and you see everything in themāgold, violet, amber, the brightest and most precious colors shimmering in the depths of his gaze. Itās as though he holds the universe within him, and all of it is focused on you. His lips brush against yours, the softest of touches, and he whispers in that deep, gravelly voice, āI love you too.ā
The tears youāve been holding back spill over, but theyāre happy tears, and you blink them away as you smile. You press another kiss to his lips, your heart full, knowing that whatever happens next, youāve found your way back to him.Ā
And thatās all that matters.
The aftermath is a world all its ownāsilent, untouched by the chaos that exists beyond the walls of his bedroom.Ā
Here, in the quiet glow of the moonlight, everything feels simple. The unspoken tension and complicated emotions that usually color the spaces between you seem to fade, leaving only this moment. Itās just you and Katsuki, wrapped up in each other, connected by something deeper than words could ever capture.
Youāre cradled against him, his body solid and warm beneath you. His fingers trace slow, languid lines up and down your side, a repetitive, soothing motion that makes you feel grounded. Your own fingers mirror his, lazily drawing circles over the hard planes of his chest, feeling the rise and fall of his breaths under your touch. The scent of himāburnt caramel, cloves, sandalwoodāwraps around you like a familiar blanket. Itās intoxicating and comforting, a part of him that feels so deeply etched into you now, as permanent as carvings on an ancient tree.
For a moment, neither of you says anything. The stillness is sacred. But then, as if the weight of everything unsaid finds its way to your lips, you break the silence. "You know," you whisper, your voice soft as it brushes against the darkness, ātoday I realized that I deserve to take a break. To stop running away from everything.ā
Katsukiās fingers still for a moment on your skin, but then he leans down slightly, a silent acknowledgment that heās listening. His hand rests at your hip, grounding you both.
āAnd⦠and you do too,ā you continue, your voice growing a little stronger, though still fragile. "Your momās always on you about taking a vacation, right?" You feel his chest rise sharply beneath your head, his body stiffening just slightly. You take a shaky breath, pushing forward with the thought thatās been growing in your mind. āSo⦠I booked two tickets. In the car. On my way here. To Indonesia. A luxury vacation. The plane leaves tomorrow morning.ā
For a second, the world pauses. Katsuki freezes, his hand stopping mid-motion, his entire body going still as if heās trying to process the words. Slowly, he leans up, propping himself on his elbows, his gaze searching your face with a mix of disbelief and confusion. His fingers find your chin, tipping your face toward him so your eyes meet. āYou did what?ā His voice is low, rough, not quite angry but edged with a bewilderment that you rarely see from him.
You lean into his touch, your heart swelling at the feel of his calloused fingers against your skin. āI want to go away with you,ā you say, your voice steady and honest. āIām tired, and youāre tired, and I just⦠I want to be with the man I love. To take time for us. Away from everything.ā
For a moment, thereās nothing but the sound of his breathing. His chest rises and falls beneath you, each breath coming in measured, as if heās trying to contain the flood of emotions threatening to break through. His jaw tightens, muscles clenching as he looks at you, something raw and vulnerable flickering in his gaze.
Itās like he canāt believe it. Like heās struggling to understand that you, here in this moment, are choosing him. That youāve made this grand, impulsive decision for himāfor both of you. His eyes dart away, unable to hold your gaze, his throat bobbing as he swallows thickly. You watch the way his emotions twist inside him, how they tangle up in his mind like a storm that he canāt quite put into words. You can see it allāthe disbelief, the hesitation, the way this feels too good to be real for him.
He doesnāt speak, but the weight of his silence says everything. For someone like Katsuki, someone whoās spent his whole life being told heās too much, too harsh, too aggressiveāitās hard to let himself be wanted like this. To be chosen. And it breaks your heart a little, knowing that this is how deep his vulnerability runs, how much heās carried on his own without ever asking for anything.
Gently, you reach up, brushing your thumb along his jaw, guiding his face back toward yours. āYou deserve this too, Katsuki,ā you whisper. āYou deserve to take a break. To just⦠be with someone who loves you.ā Your voice softens, a faint crack in the quiet. āLet me love you.ā
His breath stutters at those words, his eyes meeting yours again, this time filled with something deeperāsomething fragile. His hands tighten on your body, and for a moment, you think he might say something. But then, he just exhales shakily, leaning down to press his forehead against yours.
You can feel the tension slowly leaving his body, the weight of his resistance melting away as he allows himself to accept what youāre offering. He doesnāt speak, not yet, but his lips brush against yours in the softest of kisses, and you know heās heard you.
Itās a moment of surrender, not just to you but to the idea that he can have thisāthat heās allowed to be loved like this. And as you both lay there, tangled in each other, you realize that this is the start of something new.Ā
Something real.Ā
Something that, for once, feels like itās yours to keep.
There has to be someone sabotaging Tsukiyo, you think. Thereās no way this could happen two Fashion Weeks in a rowāthe final outfits not fitting again.
Itās dĆ©jĆ vu. Minase looks like sheās on the verge of a breakdown. The tension in the room is thick as assistants, stylists, and tailors dart around like bees in a hive, scrambling to fix the chaos unfolding before them. Youāre sitting in the same spot you were last time, watching the chaos but strangely calm, Amanai seated beside you. The familiarity of it all is almost comical.
āThis canāt just be bad luck, right? Someone has to be sabotaging the brand,ā you muse aloud, watching Amanai get her hair touched up while your own makeup artist carefully layers shimmer onto your eyelids.Ā
Amanai snorts, tilting her head slightly as the stylist adjusts a stray curl. āYouād think so, wouldnāt you? But at this point, Iām almost used to it. Minase will just do what she always does. Cut some outfits and make sure the important ones fit. These are summer pieces anywayāmore skin showing means less fabric to worry about.ā
You chuckle, a tired sound that mingles with the hum of panic around you. The Spring/Summer collection is about fluidity and celestial romance, staying true to Tsukiyoās ethereal identity. Youāre supposed to embody that dreamlike essence, but right now it feels more like a fever dream than a romantic one.
āYeah, youāre probably right. She always manages to pull something off.ā
Like clockwork, Minaseās voice cuts through the frenzy. āWeāre cutting some outfits!ā she announces, her voice laced with an edge of barely-contained frustration. āWeāll focus on the most important pieces. Itāll shorten the show, but itās all we can do.ā She turns to one of the stylists, rubbing her temples with a groan. āAt least The Celestial Ripple Dress still fits,ā she mutters under her breath, almost as if she's trying to convince herself that this won't be a complete disaster.
You exhale, grateful that your outfit isnāt one of the ones causing trouble.Ā
With hair and makeup done, youāre hurried to the fitting room, where the assistants and tailors usher you into your first outfit of the night: The Sakura Veil Jumpsuit. Itās an airy, pastel pink piece, with floral appliquĆ©s floating on a sheer overlay. The deep V-neckline glimmers with crystal embellishments, catching the light as you move. You feel the soft iridescent embroidery brush against your skin, mimicking the delicate movement of petals in the wind.
Itās snug, but the tailors make some quick adjustments, and soon enough, youāre able to walk comfortably in it. With one final touch-up to your hair and makeup, you prepare yourself for the runway, the whirlwind of activity swirling around you like an unseen storm.
Amanai and Hanari are already at the curtains, peeking out at the venue. Amanai is dressed in The Moonlit Nomad Ensemble, a layered kimono-inspired blazer in misty gray, paired with fluid silk palazzo trousers that make her look like sheās gliding. Embroidered constellations shimmer faintly on the blazer, cinched at the waist with a metallic indigo belt, adding a regal structure to the otherwise ethereal look.Ā
Hanari is draped in The Ocean Mirage Dress, a sky-blue gown made of sheer layers of chiffon that ripple like water. The bodice is structured with wave-like 3D elements, flowing seamlessly into a skirt of cascading ruffles edged with micro-crystals that glitter with every movement.
Amanai turns to you, her expression calm despite the chaos. āSo? Ready?ā
You smile wryly, adjusting your boots. āI think so. Just hope I donāt face-plant. These boots are a little slippery, and I donāt think I can handle the embarrassment of falling in front of everyone.ā
Hanari snorts, barely suppressing her laughter. āJust make sure to fall gracefully, then. Thatāll still fit the theme, right?ā
You all share a brief moment of amusement, but soon enough, itās time to get serious. The smirks and giggles are quickly replaced with the practiced poise of professionals.Ā
Time to focus.
One by one, you step onto the runway. Hanari goes first, her gown flowing like liquid, followed by Amanai, whose ensemble glints subtly in the soft lighting. Finally, itās your turn.
The second your foot touches the glossy floor of the runway, the world condenses into a singular moment. The backstage chaos falls away like a distant memory, and all that remains is the rhythmic click of your boots against the floor and the steady pulse of your own breath. The lights are blinding, but you keep your gaze forward, your body moving with effortless grace. Youāve done this a hundred times, but tonight, thereās something sharper about your focus, something more intense.
The audience fades into the background, their murmurs barely registering in your mind. Each step feels deliberate, every movement controlled. You feel the fabric of your jumpsuit shift against your skin, the weight of the crystals on your chest catching the light as you move. The shimmering appliquĆ©s float as if alive, and you become a part of Tsukiyoās dreamscapeāan ethereal figure, moving through a world of starlight and fluid beauty.
As you near the end of the runway, you pause, turning slowly to give the audience a full view of the outfit. You hold your head high, projecting an aura of quiet confidence.Ā
You turn on your heel, making your way back down the runway with steady, deliberate steps, the sound of your boots echo with each click, vibrating deep in your chest. Thereās a practiced grace to your movement, but every step feels charged with a weight that goes beyond the runway. You remind yourself to stay poised, to let the outfit speak through your body, through your calm. The audienceās eyes are still on you, but their murmurs barely pierce your bubble of focus.
When you finally step off the runway, a quiet exhale of relief escapes your lips. You feel your muscles relax, but only slightly. Thereās still one more outfit to showcaseāthe most important one of the night. As you slip into the organized frenzy of backstage, assistants swarm you with quick, precise hands, ushering you toward the fitting area for the final look: The Celestial Ripple Dress.
The jumpsuit slides off with ease, and in its place, the assistants fit the silk of the Celestial Ripple Dress against your skin. The fabric feels like liquid, molding to you as though itās alive. The iridescence of the material shifts between hues of lavender and warm peach, flickering like the first light of dawn. The architectural collar frames your neck and shoulders, delicate patterns flowing from it like lacework, lending you a regal air. The beaded obi-style belt cinches your waist, and as you glance down, you admire the laser-cut lace at the hem, each detail a testament to the craftsmanship of the design.
Itās a vision, a dream, and as you catch your reflection, you feel like a celestial being. But the reality of whatās about to come slams back into you with the controlled chaos around youāstylists pulling at your hair, makeup artists adding touches of shimmer to your already glowing skin. You still carry a faint tan from your trip to Indonesia two months ago, and the subtle golden tone contrasts beautifully against the soft tones of the dress.
Before you can fully immerse yourself in the calm before the storm, Minase appears at your side, her energy frantic but precise. She adjusts a few last details on the dress, her fingers working quickly.
āListen,ā she starts, her voice low but urgent. āRemember what I told you. Confidence. You need to own this moment. Make sure every single person in that room sees youāsees the dress. And that final pose?ā She gives you a meaningful look, her eyes wide with intensity. āIt has to be perfect. You need to look like youāve stepped straight out of the stars. When the lights dim, and you see those white LEDs flicker, thatās your cue. Got it?ā
You nod, giving her a reassuring smile despite the nerves twisting in your stomach. āDonāt worry, I got this.ā
Minaseās eyes flicker with a mix of tension and trust, and she nods before stepping back to allow the final touch-ups. The makeup artists dab a bit more highlighter on your cheekbones, and the hair stylists smooth out the last few tendrils framing your face, ensuring everything is in place.
As you take a deep breath, steadying yourself, the assistants guide you toward the runway entrance. Your pulse races, but the adrenaline is steadying, sharpening your focus. Around you, the backstage murmurs grow softer, almost muted against the steady beat of your own heart. Several people wish you luck as you pass, but their words blur into the background as your mind narrows into a singular focus: the final walk. Amanai and Hanari catch your eye from the side, their reassuring smiles grounding you in the moment. You return the smile, grateful for their support, but you know that no amount of encouragement can ease the pressure bearing down on you.
The runway lights begin to dim, casting the space into an ethereal shadow. The energy in the room shiftsāhushed but charged with anticipation. A shiver of excitement runs through you as the white LED lights flicker, signaling the start of your walk.Ā
Here we go.
You step onto the runway, and the moment your heels hit the floor, every pair of eyes in the room locks onto you. The dress catches the dim light, shimmering like a pool of liquid starlight, and with each step, the fabric shifts between hues, casting soft reflections across the room. The collar frames your face, a delicate extension of your own elegance, and the beaded belt accentuates your silhouette, guiding every movement with a subtle grace.
The world seems to fall away again. Itās just you, the runway, and the audience. You walk with the kind of confidence Minase drilled into youāa confidence that commands attention, yet exudes an effortless air. The hem of the dress whispers against your legs as you move, the intricate lace catching the softest hints of light with every step.
You hear the faint click of cameras, the subtle murmurs of awe from the audience, but it all blends into the background. In this moment, you are no longer just a model walking the runway; you are the embodiment of Tsukiyoās celestial dream, a being that belongs to the stars.
As you approach the end of the runway, you pause, turning gracefully to give the audience one last view of the dress. The delicate collar flares slightly as you move, and you hold your final poseāa celestial queen, untouchable yet mesmerizing. You feel the weight of the moment, the pressure, but also the thrill of it. The audience is enraptured, their eyes drinking in every detail, and for a heartbeat, the world seems to hold its breath with you.
And then you turn, gliding back down the runway with the same deliberate grace. The energy in the room hums, and you can feel the attention still on you, as if the entire space is caught in the glow of your presence.Ā
As you step off the runway, the weight of the night slowly lifts from your shoulders, and you release a deep sigh of relief. The adrenaline that had been pumping through your veins starts to ease, leaving you with a calm satisfaction. āGood job!ā echoes from all around you, stylists and assistants offering you quick words of praise as you make your way further backstage.Ā
Minase rushes toward you, her arms enveloping you in a bone-crushing hug, squeezing tightly. You return the hug, a wide smile spreading across your face. You know you did good tonightāreally good.Ā
The look on Minaseās face is proof of it.Ā
Youāve done it again.Ā
The afterparty is in full swing by the time you arrive.Ā
The warm hum of low conversation and soft jazz mixes with the gentle clink of glasses. Dim lighting washes the room in an intimate glow, as glittering gowns and sleek tuxedos fill the luxurious space. The familiar click of your heels echoes against the polished marble floor, blending into the cadence of the night. Your eyes sweep the crowd, taking in the lavish surroundings, but you're instantly drawn to Amanai and Hanari, who are comfortably seated near the bar, their faces bright with laughter.
Youāre dressed in a liquid gold slip dress that shimmers like molten metal with every movement. The delicate spaghetti straps highlight your shoulders, and the draped cowl neckline adds a touch of sensuality, balancing elegance and allure perfectly. The fabric clings to your body just enough to accentuate your figure before pooling subtly at your feet in a way that feels ethereal, otherworldly. Every step you take makes the high-shine metallic fabric catch the soft lighting, creating a fluid, rippling effect as though youāre a goddess dipped in gold. Paired with minimalist strappy heels, you feel the kind of confidence that only comes with wearing something that makes you feel utterly captivating.
But before you can reach Amanai and Hanari, you feel the familiar warmth of a hand sliding against your back. You already know who it is before you even turn around. Thereās no mistaking the touch, the possessive yet gentle slide of a palm against your spine, the electric tension that runs through your body when heās near.
A slow smile curls onto your lips before you even look over your shoulder, and when you finally glance back, your heart gives a small flutter as you meet Katsukiās gaze. His expression is amused, eyes glinting with that familiar intensity you know so well. The edges of his mouth are curved slightly upward, a rare smirk tugging at his lips as if heās just as aware of the magnetic pull between the two of you.
āHi,ā you breathe, the word barely a whisper as you turn fully toward him.
Without a second thought, your hand comes up, fingers curling lightly around his strong jaw, guiding his face down to yours. The kiss that follows is soft, slow, and searing. Thereās something intoxicating about the way his lips move against yours, the way he holds back, teasing, yet still letting you feel the depth of his affection. When you pull away, you press another quick kiss to his lips, something playful. His eyes are half-lidded, lazy but brimming with affection, a softness in his expression that only you ever get to see.
Katsuki presses a kiss to your thumb, his lips warm against your skin. You wipe the smudge of lip gloss from his lips with your thumb, a soft chuckle escaping you. āYou didnāt answer my texts,ā you say quietly, your voice carrying a playful edge. āI didnāt know if youād already arrived or not.ā
He lets out a tch, glancing over his shoulder toward the back of the room where his friends are lounging. āCame with Shitty Hair and the others,ā he mutters, nodding toward Kirishima, Kaminari, Sero, and Mina. Theyāre grinning and waving at you like a bunch of excited kids. You smile and wave back, but your focus quickly returns to Katsuki.
āYou did good out there,ā he says, his voice almost too soft for him, but itās laced with pride. It sends warmth flooding through your chest.
āYou think so?ā you ask, searching his face, feeling your heart swell when you see the genuine admiration in his eyes.
He hums, nodding slightly. āYeah.ā His tone is gruff, but the sincerity is clear.
You tease him, a playful smile tugging at your lips. āSo, I looked good then?ā
He scoffs, rolling his eyes in that familiar way of his, but the corner of his mouth quirks up. āYou always do,ā he mutters, his hands slipping down to rest on your hips, his thumb brushing the fabric of your dress. Thereās an understated affection in his touch, like heās always more comfortable showing his feelings through actions rather than words.
Your fingers smooth over the fabric of his blazer, admiring the sharp, tailored fit of his all-black ensemble. He looks effortlessly handsome, dressed in a sleek black blazer with subtle metallic details that add an edge to the classic silhouette. The buttoned-up dress shirt underneath enhances his sharp jawline, and the wide-leg pleated trousers give him a sense of casual elegance. He looks sophisticated, polished, but still undeniably him.Ā
Your Katsuki.
āWell, you look pretty good yourself,ā you say, your smile widening as you take in his appearance, your hands lingering on his chest. āReal handsome.ā
He scoffs again, but you catch the faint blush dusting his cheeks, and it makes you smile even more. He always does thisāacts tough, but you know how much your words affect him. His fingers flex against your waist, a small tell that heās pleased.
He still has a faint tan from your trip to Indonesia, and the memory stirs a warm ache in your chest. It's hard to believe it's been two months since that whirlwind adventure. You can still picture the lush rice fields, ancient temples, breathtaking sunsets, traditional villages, and those perfect beaches.
Indonesia had been like a dream.Ā
It was everything you both needed. The two of you sat down and talked, really talked, about your feelings. Katsuki had opened up in his own gruff way, admitting how he felt after walking out of your apartment that dayāhow he wasnāt sure if he was just a fling or something more. You shared your own fears, how youād been too scared to admit to yourself how much he meant to you.
And in that moment, everything felt right.Ā
The rest of the vacation was a dreamārelaxing on the beach, hiking through the jungles, trying local food, and, of course, spending every night tangled in each otherās arms. You hadnāt realized how much you missed his touch, his voice, until you had it again. Every morning and night spent wrapped in him felt like a piece of you had been restored.
And now, youāre dating. Officially; something you hadnāt dared to hope for before the trip, and the thought still makes your heart race sometimes.
āSo, I look good now as well?ā you tease, a playful glint in your eyes as you step closer to him, feeling the heat radiating from his body.
Katsuki raises a brow, a faint smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. His thumb brushes over the golden necklace around your neckāthe one with the first kanji of his name as the pendant, a gift he gave you after the trip. His other hand remains firm against your back, his touch grounding you.
āāCourse you do,ā he mumbles, voice low and steady, filled with that quiet, unspoken affection only he can give.
āSweet talker,ā you tease softly, your lips quirking into a smile as you gently smooth a hand down Katsukiās chest. His warmth seeps through the fabric of his sleek black blazer, grounding you in this moment of intimacy.Ā
He raises a brow but doesnāt refute it, letting your words settle with that usual gruffness, though you can see the faint trace of a smirk playing at the edge of his lips. āLet me say hi to the girls, then Iāll join you at your table, okay?āĀ
He nods and leans in, pressing a soft, quick kiss to your lips, and you can feel the possessiveness in the way he lingers for just a second longer than needed. His lips brush against yours with a tenderness that feels almost out of character, but you know itās himāKatsuki showing affection in his own way. You pull away and pat his chest, turning to make your way toward Amanai and Hanari at the bar.Ā
You glide through the room, feeling the eyes on you once moreānot from the runway this time, but from the afterpartyās crowd. Your golden slip dress catches the ambient light, shimmering like liquid gold with every step. Youāre in your element, but your heart is still wrapped up in Katsukiās touch, in the way he looks at you like you're the center of his world, even in a room filled with people.
Greeting Amanai and Hanari doesnāt take longājust a quick exchange of hugs and a few words of praise for your performance on the runway. You laugh softly as they gush over your dress, the compliments filling you with warmth, but thereās an eagerness to get back to Katsuki.Ā
By the time you return to his table, he already has a drink waiting for you, of course. He always pays attention to the details, even when he pretends not to. As you approach, you quickly go around the group, greeting everyone with hugs and smiles. Kirishima gives you a bear hug, Kaminariās enthusiasm is infectious, and Minaās wide grin feels like a mirror to your own.
āYou looked so cool!ā Kaminari practically bounces in his seat, his eyes wide with admiration.Ā
Sero, his usual laid-back self, nods in approval while toying with an unlit cigarette between his lips. He smirks. āYeah, you killed it out there. Not surprised, though.ā
You settle into your spot beside Katsuki, his arm naturally wrapping around your waist as you lean into his solid frame. His presence is comfortingālike a rock in the midst of the swirling energy around you. You smile and shrug modestly. āThanks, guys. Iām just glad that starting tomorrow, I have a few days off. A mini vacation before the real work starts.ā
It feels good to let that thought settle inātime to recharge before diving back into the hectic world of photoshoots and campaigns. Youāve been looking forward to this breather for weeks now.
Kirishima, always the supportive one, grins at you. āGood for you! You should take all the time you need.ā His warm, encouraging tone is typical of him, and it only adds to the sense of relief that washes over you.
Mina hums in agreement, her bright eyes twinkling as she takes a sip from her drink. āYeah, you deserve it. Fashion Week looked intense this year.ā
You nod, feeling the tiredness start to creep in, but itās a good kind of exhaustionāthe kind that comes after youāve given it your all. āIt was, but honestly, I wouldnāt trade it for anything. Itās just⦠fulfilling, you know?ā
Katsukiās hand tightens slightly around your waist at your words, his quiet approval always there even when he doesnāt voice it. His presence beside you, even in these small moments, is grounding. Heās never one to shower you with compliments in public, but his actionsāthe way he holds you close, the way heās always there when you need himāspeak volumes.
Mina leans in, her smile mischievous. āSo, whatās the plan for your mini vacation? You and Bakugou jetting off somewhere?ā
Katsuki scoffs, his eyes flicking toward her with mild annoyance, but you catch the subtle way his hand remains on your back, protective and reassuring. You laugh softly. āWe havenāt decided yet. Maybe something low-key. Relaxing.ā
Kaminari nudges Sero with a grin. āBet itāll involve lots of⦠relaxing.ā
You roll your eyes, chuckling at the innuendo, while Katsuki gives Kaminari a warning glare that shuts him up quickly. āKeep talkinā, Sparky, and youāll regret it.ā
āJeez, Iām just kidding, man,ā Kaminari holds his hands up in surrender, laughing nervously.Ā
You smile and lean your head against Katsukiās shoulder, feeling his body relax under your touch. āHonestly, Iām just excited to spend some time with this guy. We donāt get enough of that these days.ā
At that, Katsuki glances down at you, the barest hint of a smile pulling at the corner of his mouth. āWeāll figure something out.ā His voice is low, private, as though the two of you are the only ones in the room.
You smile softly, leaning up to kiss Katsukiās cheek. The subtle gesture of affection makes his face flush slightly, but he keeps his composure by pretending to sip on his drink, carefully avoiding eye contact with anyone. Itās a small, rare show of his vulnerability, the way his cool faƧade slips just for you. Even though heās trying to play it off, you can feel the warmth in his posture, the way his arm tenses slightly as if to pull you closer.Ā
His friends, however, are far from oblivious. Kaminari and Mina are practically glowing with grins as they exchange glances, amused by the way Katsuki tries so hard to act nonchalant. Kirishima's grin is wide and genuine, clearly happy for his best friend. They know this side of him, the softer side he shows only to you, and itās a sight they cherishāthough theyād never dare tease him about it, not seriously anyway.
āI just want somewhere with a beach,ā you continue, keeping the conversation flowing as you sip your drink. āMaybe Okinawa. Maybe the Caribbean. Iām still figuring it out with our schedules, too.ā Your voice is light, relaxed, but the longing for a break is evident in the way you speak. The whirlwind of fashion shows and shoots, though thrilling, has left you craving some time awayāa place where you can unwind and just be.
Katsukiās thumb absentmindedly strokes your waist as you speak, his subtle way of showing that heās listening, even if he doesnāt say much.
āBut I do know that I need a break,ā you laugh softly, the exhaustion creeping into your tone, though itās balanced with a sense of excitement for whatever comes next. āSomething relaxing, somewhere far away from all of this chaos.ā
Kaminari nods in understanding, his carefree grin softening into something a bit more thoughtful. āNo, I get it. This whole thing is a lot, and youāve been working hard. You gotta enjoy some time off.ā His words are simple, but thereās an appreciation in his tone for the effort youāve been putting in. Hero work, modeling, itās all a lot, and sometimes people forget how much goes on behind the scenes.
You nod in agreement, grateful for his words, and the conversation begins to shift. Soon enough, they start talking about their hero workāpatrols, training sessions, recent missions. You find yourself listening more than speaking, content to let the conversation flow around you. Your hand rests on Katsukiās thigh, the soft fabric of his trousers warm under your palm. Absentmindedly, you run your fingers up and down, feeling the solid muscle beneath your touch. Itās a comforting gesture, one that feels natural between the two of you now, and you notice how it subtly relaxes him.
Katsuki, who usually has a sharp edge in his voice when he talks, is different tonight. His gruff tone is still thereābecause thatās just himābut itās not harsh. He doesnāt bark his words or throw in as many biting remarks. When he speaks, itās with measured authority, chiming in with his own thoughts on their hero work without dominating the conversation. Heās relaxed, at ease with you at his side.
You catch snippets of the conversation: Kaminari rambling about a recent mission that went awry, Sero and Mina debating the best techniques for urban rescue, Kirishima enthusiastically talking about new training regimens. Katsuki listens, occasionally grumbling an opinion or a sarcastic comment, but you can feel the quiet respect between him and his friends. They look up to him, even when they joke around, and he, in his own way, values their friendship deeply.
Every now and then, Katsukiās hand moves to your back, brushing against your skin as if to remind himself that youāre still here, grounding him. Itās a small gesture, but it makes your heart flutter every time.
You gaze at himāreally look at himāand it hits you: your boyfriend is like a supernova. His eyes, red but gleaming gold in the light, his messy blonde hair somehow still effortlessly handsome, and the way he fills out that sleek black blazer and those perfectly tailored pants. He looks absolutely irresistible.
And then, an idea starts to take shape in your mind.
You canāt help but grin mischievously, leaning further into Katsuki's side. You press a quick, feather-light kiss against the corner of his jaw when no one's looking, letting your fingers lazily trace patterns on his thigh. Your foot slides up and down along his ankle, a slow, deliberate tease that makes him stiffen slightly, his breath catching in his throat. For just a moment, his usual composure falters, and you feel the way his muscles tense under your touch.
A wicked grin spreads across your face as you lean in close to whisper, your breath warm against his ear, "Meet me in the bathroom from last time."
Katsukiās sharp inhale is barely audible, but you hear it, and it only makes your grin widen. His reaction is perfectāa mixture of shock and anticipation. He tries to maintain his cool, but you can feel the tension radiating off of him, his grip on the glass in his hand tightening just slightly.
You pull back as if nothing happened, your expression innocent as you stand up. "Iām just heading to the bathroom," you tell the group with a casual smile, and no one bats an eye. But Katsuki knows better. His gaze follows you, smoldering, even as he tries to act unaffected.
With a teasing sway of your hips, you walk away, knowing full well that he's watching. The sounds of the party fade as you make your way to the more secluded part of the venue, the quiet settling around you. Thereās a pleasant thrum in your body, the buzz of alcohol adding to the heady anticipation that builds with each step. You move through the hallways with ease, your heart pounding just a bit faster as you turn the familiar corners.
Slipping inside the private bathroom, you take a moment to check your reflection. The liquid gold of your dress shimmers under the soft lighting, clinging perfectly to your curves. You snap a few mirror selfies, the excitement bubbling up inside you, and even take a moment to fix your makeup.Ā
A few minutes pass before you hear the door creak open behind you. Katsuki slips inside, his presence filling the small room immediately. His face is flushed, his usual scowl more pronounced, but you can tell heās fighting itāhis embarrassment, his frustration at how easily you get to him. It makes you laugh, a soft, teasing sound that fills the space.
"Don't look so grumpy," you tease, turning to face him fully. "You're about to get the best head ever, honey."
His ears turn an even deeper shade of red, the blush spreading across his neck, but all he can manage is a low, unintelligible grumble. He looks almost flustered, which is rare for him, and it only makes you smile wider. Before you can say anything else, he steps forward, wrapping his arms around your waist, his body pressing against yours from behind. His breath is warm against your skin as he buries his nose in the crook of your shoulder, pressing a slow, open-mouthed kiss there.
The warmth of his mouth on your skin sends a shiver down your spine. His lips linger for a moment, soft and deliberate, before he pulls back, resting his head against yours. Heās relaxed now, his earlier tension melting away as his eyes become heavy-lidded, the earlier scowl gone. His hands stay firmly on your waist, holding you close, and you can feel the slow, steady rise and fall of his chest behind you.
You smile at both of your reflections in the mirrorāKatsuki looking uncharacteristically soft, his gaze half-lidded and affectionate, while youāre practically glowing with warmth. Itās moments like this that remind you of why you love him so much. Despite the brash exterior, the sharp words, and the gruff demeanor, heās always so gentle with you. Heās always so careful, so loving, in a way that makes you feel treasured.
"I love you," you say softly, turning your head to press a kiss on his cheek. He lets you, his lips curving into a faint smile before he tilts his head to capture your lips in a soft, whispery kiss. Itās slow, tender, and full of unspoken affection, his way of saying what heās never been good at putting into words.Ā
"Love you too," he mumbles against your lips, the words barely audible but sincere.
The simple exchange fills you with a sense of warmth, but you canāt help the grin that spreads across your face next. "Now, letās get down to business," you say, your voice light with amusement.
Katsuki snorts, rolling his eyes, but thereās a trace of a smirk on his lips. "Yeah," he grumbles, his tone playful, "letās get down to business."
You laugh softly, your heart swelling as you realizeāthis is your life now. Moments like this, the quiet intimacy, the teasing, the shared affectionāitās everything youāve ever wanted.Ā
You donāt think youāll ever get enough of it.Ā
With Katsuki, itās always exciting, always a perfect blend of passion and tenderness.Ā
And you wouldnāt trade it for anything in the world.
final notes:
thanks for sticking around and for reading! this was such a fun story to write, and i hope you guys enjoyed it as much as i did.
here is my ko-fi :) as some of you may know, iāve been sick and havenāt been able to work as much, so any support would mean a lot. no pressure, of course!
again, thank you so much, and until next time!
Bakugou Katsuki is completely wrapped around his girlfriendās finger.
Sure, he tries to act all cool and indifferent in front of his friends, pulling off that tough, angry, and mean guy routine. But deep down, this man would melt in a second for his girlfriend. Heād fall to his knees just to see her smile.
Today, Bakugou Katsuki is out with his friend Kirishima, shopping for Kirishimaās girlfriendās birthday party. Why did Katsuki agree to come? Because you were away traveling, and he was utterly bored and lonely without you by his side.
"Hey, have we met before?"
The question didnāt even register in his mind. In fact, Katsuki didnāt hear it at all. His mind assumed the question was meant for someone else nearby. He was genuinely surprised when, out of nowhere, a woman stepped in front of him with a soft, shy smile.
"I'm sorry, I just wanted to say hi while I had the chance."
Katsuki quickly looked to the side, hoping to spot his friend, but to his dismay, he realized he was completely alone in this awkward moment.
"Uh, right," he muttered, cringing inwardly. What the hell? Why am I even talking to her right now?
The woman giggled, her fingers reaching out to place a hand on his chest while she leaned in a little too close, invading his personal space.
Instinctively, Katsuki stepped back, his heart immediately sinking. Oh hell nah.
"Okay, back up." He shot her a sharp glance and turned to walk away. But just as he did, he heard a voice from behind him.
"Oh, come on. She aināt that pretty for you to turn me, this, down, is she?"
āShe is that pretty, youāā Katsuki grumbled under his breath, shaking his head. He didnāt dare say it out loudāafter all, his mom could be lurking nearbyābut he couldnāt help but mutter the insult as he walked away, his heart set on getting back to the one person who mattered.
Three days later, you returned home. The second Katsuki saw you walking toward him at the airport, his whole demeanor softened. The tightness in his shoulders melted away, and a smile so wide spread across his face that it made his heart flutter. Without a second thought, he opened his arms wide, waiting for you to run into them.
"Hi, mama," he whispered, his voice thick with longing.
You rushed into his arms, your legs wrapping around his waist, your arms clinging to his shoulders as if you never wanted to let go. You giggled when you felt Katsuki bury his face in your neck, his warm breath sending shivers down your spine.
"You okay, Kats?" You pulled back slightly to look at his face, your heart fluttering at the lovesick gaze in his eyes. He nodded silently, his usual grumpy nature nowhere to be found. Instead, he gently lowered you back to the ground, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead, as if to reassure you that everything was right with the world again.
Kirishima stood a few feet away, laughing quietly at the sight of his best friend. The contrast between the Katsuki whoād been grumpy and distant while you were gone and the Katsuki who now held you in his armsāradiating nothing but joyāwas impossible to miss. He smiled softly, realizing that there was no one else who could make Katsuki shine like that.
Everyone knew that Bakugou Katsuki was absolutely smittenāutterly, hopelessly in love with you.
ā °ā ā± ā oh, it's DANTE (reader!fem.)
Of course, you had no idea, or notion, that your plans for the evening would be to lie on an old, dirty leather sofa and, perhaps, with a little mold in a room that was also old. ā Even maintaining an acceptable appearance, not to mention the presence of good, reusable real estate. ā Looking at the peeling ceiling, as if it would fall at any moment.
You'd be lying if you said you weren't more used to that place than you should be. ā Just like you were used to a needy demon hunter lying on top of you. ā Classic.
āDid you say something, big boy?ā ā You asked, dedicating small and slow caresses to the boy's white hair; causing a moment of drowsiness, mixed with his need and need, for him. ā Dante stammered, murmured words, completely, incomprehensible to understand.
Nothing out of the ordinary, in Dante's context. ā The hunter's huge, strong body hid you, without any problems and with intention; as if he had swallowed you whole, it was ridiculous. ā But not for him, of course. ā He loved it.
No, actually, and always wanting to be honest with himself, that man loved the way his face was centered, in a playful and delightful way, on yours boobs. ā Oh, Dante would give his life, both for you, faithfully, and to stay for the rest of his life with his face buried there. ā He didn't hide it, and there was no reason to; Dante would follow his passion, his obsession.
āDante?ā ā āāYour low, restless voice, you questioned, again feeling his deep, muffled voice, becoming more of a growl than anything else, causing a tremor on your skin. ā āHey!ā ā Gloved hands, which were attached to your waist, ran a path from your ribs to the voluminous area and around your breasts. ā Miserable, naughty and perverted.
In the curve of yours boobs, and without waiting for another word to come out of your mouth, Dante squeezed them; in the white-haired man's vocabulary, it was a gentle and affectionate massage. ā You pretended to believe in this ālove languageā of your boyfriend, you pretended. ā Producing another vibration, through the bold and excited laughter, in your body; awkwardly raising his head, placing a small and playful kiss on your neck.
āHoney, being between these two beauties is heaven for me.ā ā He sighed dramatically, being stared at by a slightly disbelieving and defiant expression on your face. ā āI donāt know what i would do without them.ā ā With his index finger, he traced her right breast, feeling the material of your bra under your shirt; the shameless man bit his lower lip, trying unsuccessfully to hide his lascivious smile. ā āI really donāt know.ā
āIām going to kill you, Dante.ā ā You pretended not to like that attention, but you knew you couldnāt escape the damn hunter.
āOh, let it be with them then, ma'am.ā
insecurities is just the most common thing a human being can experience..no matter your power, strong will, immaculate self discipline, insecurities are normal and everyone goes through it once in a while.
And like everyone else, you have your own insecurities. Being fat is something everyone seems to look down on. Everything is funnier and way easier to make fun of when you're fat. You hate looking at yourself and seeing your body. Your chubby tummy, your fat arms and squishy cheeks. They were the bare minimum of what you disliked about yourself, dare you say hate.
It will always befuddle you when you see your super handsome strong and admirable boyfriend. I mean he's well built, sexy, and damn was he just blatantly perfect. There's no point in pointing out small features about him when everything you seen was perfect. Anyone with eyes could see he is a walking piece of art perfectly made.
It hurts you to see that you're holding something like him down. It makes you feel terrible.
You're sulking in bed, you haven't moved since he's left this morning. It worries him terribly. It's normal for you to feel gross and icky but that doesn't mean it doesn't upset him as well. He hates seeing you cry, and when it gets this bad he can't help that stinging feeling he feels his heart give.
While you're hidden under the cover not bothering to lift your head up to see anything he slowly and quietly walked towards you, a small smile on his face as he climbed into bed behind you. You feel the extra dip in the bed added given his weight. you open your eyes beneath the cover before you swing the cover off of you whipping your head around to see your loving boyfriend.
Calm eyes full of love and adoration for you. He scoffs lightly and pulls you into a deep and tight hug causing you to whine. Small kisses are planted on top of your head while he holds you closely and you listen to his breath, his heart beating behind his chest.
ā ās everything okay.ā
It wasn't really a question but it was good to feel like he cared. Of course you knew he did, he cared so much and he made sure that you knew that....in his own weird ways.
You give a small nod before you try to scooch impossibly closer to him. He chuckled above you and sinks deeper into the comfort of the bed, not bothering to remove the clothes he was wearing after the long day he's had. Holding you was simply enough.
Sure he might not be done much of anything, but him just being near you was enough to make you feel loved. Like regardless of your weight, you're loved. He had a knack for that, he was a damn good person and an even better boyfriend. You were impossibly lucky, is all you could think.
ā I love you. y'know that.ā
You nod again, he hums in disapproval above you his brows furrowing as he looks down at you giving the top of your head a rather aggressive kiss before he grabs you by your chin and cranes your head up to his so you can face him, he gives you a stern yet pouty look huffing as he stared down at you.
There is no way this big strong manly (for the most part) man was sitting here pouting. If only the world could see your man now. He was adorable that's for sure. You can't help the giggles and laughs that escape you as you stare up at him, admiring his handsome yet cute features. He truly was a work of art, the gods definitely took their precious time sculpting him and those abs.
ā I love you.ā
He says once more while he continues to pout. You snicker and realize what's got him so peaved, he wants you to say 'i love you' back. You always say it back when he says it to you, mainly because it's true, you do love him as well. But another reason is because it makes you feel like he loves you just that little bit more when you say it.
For the fun of it, you decided you weren't gonna say it. Just to see how far you could really take it. A small displeased groan leaves him as he eyes you up and down eyes squinting at you as your teasing smile grows wider, you try your best not to crack but you can't help it. He's too cute, you burst out in laughter and let your head fall onto his chest.
He groans and kisses you all over, pouting and slightly annoyed with you but he can't deny the fact that he loves you far too much. You eventually tire yourselves out, small giggles leaving your two motionless and entwined bodies. Your arms draped over his body while his legs were in between yours, fingers locked together as you hold hands smiles on both of your tired faces.
He looks over to see your eyes closed, you weren't exactly asleep just in more of a dazed estate really thankful for what you have and how much love you feel even when you get in this mindset. A heavy sigh leaves him as he looks back up at the ceiling deciding he'll just do what he needs to in the morning. He quickly sheds his day clothes off and turns in for the night in only his boxers holding you close and kissing your temple, his hand on your tummy as he occasionally squeezes it, giving you a ticklish yet discomforting feeling.
You squirm at the touch and then to give him a warning look that he simply dismissed with a smirk and a roll of his eyes. He pulls you closer and chuckles in your ear lightly, you can feel his breath fan the side of your face as he sighs heavily.
It was hard to feel insecure about your body when regardless of what he does he managed to make you feel loved.
mha ā„ izuku midoriya, katsuki bakugou, EJIROU KIRISHIMA, mirio togata, denki kaminari silently.
hq ā„ HINATA SHOYOU, BOKUTO KOTAROU, atsumu miya, kuroo tetsuro, asahi azumane but quietly aswell.
Lmao I love how Adam fought the radio demon, the princess of hell, and Lucifer himself, but in the end the one to put him down is a two-foot tall cyclops with a knife and blood lust. Him, the first man, DickMaster, descender of all men, inventor of sexism, getting killed by someone who was (assumedly) a 1950s housewife is just poetic. Good for her honestly. I know some theorize she may have had an abusive husband, and if so Niffty Iām so happy and I hope that cathartic for you.
the way i want to put him in a jar and shake it bc who knows maybe his butt will glow like a firefly
SPIDER
Shout out to my ex who came over when I called him bcz there was a spider and I was scared
Also!! Part two to never again will be out eventually
He hadnāt heard from you in weeks, āy/n? Are you alright?ā Heās quick to question frantically going for his keys when he hears sniffles and small whines
āThereās a spider. In my room. And itās really bigā you start as he hears a door that closes, āI know that weāre over and that you might hate me but I really really need youā
Those words strike his heart as he starts his car, āIām on my wayā
He finds you sitting on the porch steps of the cozy little house, āwhere is it?ā He asks
āIn my room.. I think. Dude I donāt fucking know!!ā Youāre frantic and holding onto his arm.
āOkā
āI couldnāt find the spiderā
āWe burn the houseā
Can I have a request for DMC 5 Dante x female reader who's immortal?
Dante falls in love with a fellow demon hunter who's an immortal but the reader is afraid of losing someone or just watching her previous lovers grow old leaving her behind. Reader was afraid she'll lose Dante as well.
(I'm not sure if Dante might be immortal too despite he's half-human, any thoughts?)
Note: I am very uncomfortable with the idea of ageing and immortality, not like those people who have a fear of ageing. No. But to think about it, it leaves me in this weird spot where I am looking at centuries and centuries in a span of one play (one stage of life). It's thought provoking, with a little fear being introduced on how irrelevant everything is in respect to time. Is time even real? Anyway. My introduction to immortal characters was the Forever series and The Man from Earth.
That being said, I will still write it because, sure, why not? My writing is lower than beginner; the best I can do is explore the ideas.
Please anon, if you can in any way let me know if you liked it or not. It will be appreciated.
Rated: Mature
Words: 4815 words
Warning: Mature theme, Gore, Sex, Death, Aging
Disclaimer:
Feel free to leave comments, but remember to be nice and civil.
LET'S ROCK!!
You were bad at calculating when you were born? When did it all start? Living for more than 2000 years now. You couldn't exactly remember where and when you were born. All you could remember was the mighty figure that raised his sword, Devil Sword Sparda, they called it. In the air, and declared, "The human world is now under my protection. The gates to Hell are sealed, and nothing shall pass through." It echoed throughout the world.
You didn't know it was 2000 years ago, but when you read the knowledge that came to you. You understand the myth or the legend in history was 2000 years ago. So you were sure you were more than 2000 years old.
You never saw the face of the figure they called Sparda, just his shadow casting on your lifeless body as you were ripped open with your guts spilling on the ground. Demons who did this to you were now vanished or sucked back to hell. You were there, lifeless, on the cold, hard ground. Your iris moved with all the energy you could summon. It looked all blurry and hazy. But something caught your eyes. You were in agonising pain, and you hoped you would die soon. You saw a statue of divinity, so with your spilled entrails. The last breath in you asked you, 'Crawl to it.' It was less than a meter; as you drew your last breath, your bloody hand touched it.
Something happened; you can't tell. But you woke up; it was freezing, your body felt cold, and your clothes were ripped where the demon slashed you, but there was no scar. Your guts must be in now. You felt pain, but it was bearable and subsiding with each second. It was snowing.
You stood up on your feet; they were red, and you made your way to the nearest hut. That's all you remember. You tried to find your first family back, but none were alive. You do not even remember them now.
You blinked, lying in your bed, an ugly way to start your day. You got up from the bed, started to make the bed and then hopped into the shower. You were tired, as you came back to put on your barmaid dress. You loved to wear corsets; they were so perfect. You don't understand why people have to demonise them now. They were perfectly fine even for working women or demon huntresses like you throughout human history. But then you thought, no rights for women were fine throughout most of human history as well. You remembered how much fun it was to blow up administrative buildings during the suffragette movement in England. What days ā 'men only understand violence, so we give them violence' ā or so everyone used to say back then. In the end, you opted for 'modern' underwear.
You put on your coat and watch. You were on a day off today; you didn't want to deal with any demon. Immortality came with its own benefits; you were a damn good demon hunter, and you got all the time in the world to gain knowledge and hone your skills. You started walking towards the park; sometimes it felt all so lonely to think everyone else who walked this earth has and will perish, but you would not. It won't be long before you have to change your name and place. It was usually every ten to fifteen years. Such a little time in your life span.
You were currently new in this city called Capulet City, a hotbed of demon hunters with someone called legendary devil hunters residing here. You were intrigued. You had heard all the myths, legends, and religions, and you knew what bullocks all of them were.
You were crossing a footbridge, and a man with white hair and a red coat walked past you. You didn't notice, but something stuck out. You turned to look at him without a thought; you shouted, "Wait!" The man did ā handsome ā first thought, and you berated yourself internally. Yes, he is tall, broad, muscular and handsome, and by your time on earth, you were sure he was packing a lot. But no, this was not the time. He looked at you with a smirk and spoke coolly, "Saw something you like, Miss?" You were lost in thought, and Dante raised his eyebrow. You remember this face; around a century and a half back, the same face in the smoke-filled streets of London. A man with the same face, a purple Victorian long coat, a monocle and features more elegantly framed than this. You remember that person. But you do not know why? But after living for so long, you have no will to challenge fate. You frowned. Could there be another person like you walking the earth for who knows how long?
You walked up to him and scanned him up and down. Man was intrigued, he spoke, "Hello?" You looked up at him, the voice wasn't right. But how could you remember it was more than a century ago? But no, his eyes were purple, and these were icy blue.
Man was losing his patience. "Okay, babe, I'm leaving..." And he started to climb down the stairs of the footbridge. You followed him down and expressed your distaste, "No! No! We need to talkā¦"
Man scoffed, "Talk? I don't even know you, Babe...go away...find another man to pesterā¦" You kept following him. You held his hand in the middle of the road and stopped him. "No...we are talking..."
The man resigned. He was out of money and food for days anyway, "Fine...buy me lunch..." You blinked, "What!?" Man shrugged, "You want my time and attention; you better buy me a lunch. There is a great pizzeria around." Man started to point in the direction of the pizzeria.
You have seen a lot throughout your life, but never anything like this, curious. Maybe that's why he stuck out in your memory after more than a century. You frowned, "What kind of man asks a woman to pay?" Men of this generation never ceased to amaze you. Man shrugged, "I don't know, one who knows his value?" You didn't have anything to do better, so you nodded, "Fine... and I do not want your attention, just answers..." Man held up both his hands. "Fine... but I should tell you I'm irresistible...."
You rolled your eyes, "Lead the way..."
You two sat in a pizzeria near the window seat. He ordered two large Chicken BBQ and Pepperoni pizzas with two pints of beer. You didn't think to dress for a date. But he wasn't so bad now, you think. Answer or not, he was a fine lay.
Man grinned at you, "Now that our food and drinks are settled, my name's Dante..." Dante held out his hand over the table. You laughed a little and shook his hand. "Made sure you got paid upfront before giving out any information? I'm Y/N." Dante chomped down on his pizza; the man had some appetite. You can't deny how everything about this man was so intriguing or arousing. You had your fair share of men over the years. Some stayed in your heart deeper than others, but you always knew they were all fleeting and never made any real attempt to forge a relationship or have kids; they were lovers at best. You had to be very careful for the longest time in history since contraception was such a new and wonderful invention.
You looked at him and calculated him, "So what do you do, Mister Dante?" Dante let out a laugh, "Mister? Seriously... I'm not used to getting so much respect from women...especially feisty ones. But I am a handymanā¦"
You raised your eyebrow, some food for thought, handyman, too vague, as if trying to hide something. You spoke calculated, "What sort of assignments do you take, handyman? Maybe fix the hole in my wall?" Dante sipped his beer. "Umm...nahhh...more of pest control..."
You smirked, "I'm in somewhat of a pest control business myself..." Dante smirked, "Ohho... yeah...?" You nodded, "Pesky pests are so big and reoccurring these days, right?" Dante hummed in agreement, munching on his pizza... "I got the right guns for that..." You nodded, "I believe you do...."
Before you knew it, you were on the first floor of Devil May Cry... in his room, kissing him passionately as he kisses you back... your legs wrapped around his waist. You were rutting to his bulge; it was so big, you doubted in all these years you took into such a big monstrosity. Your hands cupped his face; you appreciated the older man. Though you never aged beyond twenty-five, there was something about older men that just made you feel so wet, especially one like Dante. You can guess he was around his forties... but back to the business.
Dante laid you down on the bed, his coat off; he pulled up his Henley and off ... You admired the beautifully sculpted body ā it was muscular, the skin a bit aged, but silver hair on his chest. You were drooling... your eyes looked down to his white happy trail, a little unkempt, but you appreciated old beauty. His hand started to unlace the front of your dress, the way your tits popped out. Dante smirked, "Why will you put such a beautiful pair through such torture...?" you hummed, nuzzling the pillow as he massaged them, "to look good..."
Dante smirked, "They look much better in my hands..." Dante's hands trailed down to your waist as he peeled your dress off. He likes the view; you were in quite intricate and lacy lingerie. He laughed, "Were you out there looking to get laid? You just saw what you liked in the street and stopped me?" You just shrugged, "Maybe...."
Dante found you amusing; you were confident in an interesting way. You were not trying to control, yet you were controlling everything, and he was happy enough to play your game. He didn't know exactly why you stopped him. But he knew you were human.
Dante leaned back, standing between your legs hanging from the edge of the bed; he started to kiss your neck, pecking and then biting. You moaned and pulled his head back. You clicked your tongue, "Undressing a lady and remaining dressed? What I did to deserve that?"
Dante knew you were as aroused as him; he could smell it. But the way you were patient, it was like you had all the time in the world. He will make you beg for him. You will be impatient. Dante stood up, popping open the button of his black leather pants and pulling down his fly. He wasn't wearing any underwear. You just smirked; you should have expected that. He was big and messy, his hair at the base unkempt. He was hard, you were right. You never had anyone this big.
Your eyes met his icy blue ones, and you could see how badly he wants to bury himself deep in you. You sat up on the edge of the bed. His cock dripping pre-cum. You wrapped your soft fingers around his thick cock; Dante hissed, squeezing his eyes shut. You started to stroke him slowly; he panted. You cooed at him, "Such a big boy...stay still?" You looked up at him through your lashes, his handsome face teetering at the edge of bliss. You wanted to kiss that handsome face. How his brows were knitted, so cute. You kept stroking him softly from base to tip. Your tongue flicked out to lick his slit and pre-cum; you tasted him; he was good.
You smiled up at him, the tip of your tongue flicking at his slit to lap pre-cum; he was moaning, his large fingers threading your hair. You smiled and took him in. His tip hitting the back of your throat, you moaned as his cock vibrated in your mouth.
Dante praised, his fingers gripping the back of your wet, "Shit! Y/N, so warm and wet! Fuck! You're good!" You knew you were good as you hollowed your cheeks and bobbed your hand up and down to take him to the base. Your nose nuzzling in his pubic hair, he had a musky scent, and you were getting addicted to his taste.
Was he the person you saw in Victorian London? Who knows? For now, he was quite addictive, and you needed to get in his good graces to let him open up to you, right?
Sure, sucking his dick is the best way to hasten to it. Back to work in hand, your one hand held onto his muscular thighs to stabilise yourself; hell, they were thick, and you were already drooling with how much pre-cum he was producing. Now more so, it was heaven. Your hand slides from his base to his balls, fondling them, making him throw back his head with a loud moan, "Y/N, fuck! So good." His hip bucked involuntarily, hitting the back of your throat; you pulled back. His hand was trying to pull you back. You squeezed his balls a bit more. "Patience... handyman ...or should I say legendary demon hunter?" Dante smirked; he looked divine, his face was blessed out, he was panting, there was a pink tint on his cheeks and his trademark smile, "Same as you...babe!"
Your hands gathered your tits around his cock, surrounding them, and started to massage them. Your bra created a perfect net for him to stay in. Dante needed no clue; you both were wild enough. He started to thrust his cock in the little cock sleeve you prepared for him with your sweet tits. He grunts, "Fuck! Heaven! You're full of surprises, babe..."
His hands replaced yours to squeeze your tits together around his cock. Your hands wrapped around the back of his neck to pull him into a hungry kiss, teeth clattering, tongue fighting for dominance and lips swollen...he never stopped thrusting in between your tits. His thrust now irregular and chasing his high. You looked up at him with soft eyes. He smiled down at you ...as he came all over your tits, neck and chin.
He pulled back a bit; he was still hard. He smiled down at you; you looked perfect like this, covered in his cum. He gripped your neck and travelled his hand up to cup your cheeks. You smiled at him, "Is that all you got?"
He growled and flipped you on your stomach; you moaned as his middle finger traced and prodded at your wet spot in your panties. One hand unclasped your bra and threw it away. He gripped your hip to pull you up in the air, his hand on the back of your head pushing your face into the mattress. Your hips try to buck to feel his cock, but he wasn't letting you get any. You whimpered a little annoyed, "Dante..."
Dante rubbed the back of your neck, his hand trailing down your spine, making every inch of your body burn. He spoke patiently, "Let me show you what I got..." His hand came down on your ass hard; it stung, and you yelped, "Ahaa!" Dante smirked; he got on his knee on the floor to smother his face in your panty-clad pussy, and he took a long sniff. He loved your scent. His sharp nose poking your sweet cunt. You moaned as he hooked a finger in your panties to push it aside and lick you slowly and shortly. It was like a kitten lick, your legs trembling...you cursed, "Fuck...!" You were flustered to your chest as he started to fuck your little hole with his tongue and alternated by licking broad stripes along your folds. You came on his tongue in no time.
Dante sucked on your puffy clit to draw your orgasm more; you were a whimpering and crying mess, "Dante...Dante...fuck...baby...you're so good..."
Dante stood up... Pulling down your panties to spank you more, you yelped again. He smirked; he loved the way you jolted.
He smiled, "Loving it, baby?" You nodded your head, "Yes, baby...use protection..." Dante nodded, "I intended to..."
Dante retrieved a condom from the pocket of his discarded coat. You smirked, looking back at him as he ripped the foil open and rolled it onto his cock. "You were prepared..." Dante smiled as he rubbed his cockhead slow and torturous to your entrance, "Well...when you're irresistible like me...you have to..."
You laughed but moaned as he filled you to the brim with no mercy. You were aware it might be a stretch and burn given how big he was, but fuck, he was splitting you open. Dante knew you could handle it; he gripped your hips, pulling back all the way out, just leaving his tip in and slamming back in with full force. You moaned loudly and drooled; he knew he had found your sweet spot, and he kept thrusting at the same pace, hitting the same right spot. You cried as Dante held both your wrists in one hand to arch your back, hitting deep and hard. He spoke, not even breaking a sweat. You couldn't see him, but you were sure he had that stupid grin on his face, "liking it rough, strong baby?"
You drooled, "Loving it...yes! Yes!" Dante knew you were close and slowed down...to tease you. You cried, and he set his pace back to fast again until you came all around him. Your body went limp; it was one of the best sex you had. You were satisfied, but...you felt him lifting your body up like a rag doll. He pressed your back to his chest, and he kissed your neck hard, making you cry. While one of his arms wrapped around your waist to keep you in place, his other hand was rubbing and circling your clit, two fingers parting your fold to sink you down his length, and you cried in pleasure as he used you like a rag doll, bouncing you on his cock... a pressure on your clit, and you came crashing again. You were so tired and overstimulated. You begged, "Fuck...it enough..."
Dante smirked as he deposited you on his bed and climbed over you. His hand fondling your tits, "Just one more, baby..."
You could barely protest, and he sank himself in again, pressing you into a mating press, your legs close to your tits and nails raking his back. He kept thrusting in, slow when you were close and fast when your orgasm was again building. You poor pussy was sore and abused; you were in heaven, drooling and fucked senseless. You cried, "Let me cum ...Dante." Dante kissed your lips as he buried himself deep rutting; your pussy clenched around him as you both came together.
You were limp in his sheets, your eyes shut. Dante withdrew himself, taking off the condom, tying it, and throwing it in the dustbin.
You were asleep; he didn't blame you. He maybe overdid it. He had sex again after years; he didn't mind if you stayed a bit long. He craved human warmth but thought himself too filthy to deserve it. Especially from someone as wonderful as you. But if you asked for it, he would make sure no one ever came close. He will ruin it for you forever; this is all he does, ruin everything for everybody.
Dante looked at you naked in his bed; you were soft and sweet. You tugged his heartstrings. He sat up to walk up to the bathroom and bring you a towel. He cleaned your chest and your legs and changed to the cleaned sheets. He didn't mind you staying; he was lonely after all.
Dante came downstairs to hop in for a quick shower. After a cold shower, he looked at himself in the mirror. He was ageing? Dante never knew how he would age. How much? Or how long he will live? He knew he was old. But given his quick healing and regeneration abilities, he cannot exactly slump into old age. No, even he was aware of this much biology. It needed his cell to stop dividing. But they divided and regenerated perfectly, given Vergil stabbed him just yesterday.
He remembers the little talk he and Vergil had in hell that Dante won't grow old or beyond a point. If his healing and regeneration abilities are uncompromised, he can't be old. Maybe it was just stress and depression which made Dante look older than Vergil.
Dante sighed. He changed into his Henley and sweatpants to walk out into his office. You were already on the red leather couch, wearing his t-shirt and with the pizza he ordered in your lap. You spoke with your mouth full, "Pizza again?"
He walked to you, leaned down and kissed your lips. "Yeah..." You smiled at him, "Remove your shirt..." Dante raised his eyebrow, "My! My! Demanding and hungry minx?" You smiled as he removed his shirt, and you stood up to check his back, no traces of your nails; you had just dug them in an hour ago in his back.
You sat back. Dante noticed the lack of hickeys and bite marks on your neck as well. You both looked at each other. You broke the silence, "How old are you?" Dante laughed, "Ummā¦let's see...near my mid-forties..." You frowned, "Be honest; I know you can heal...you don't have to hide it..."
Dante was confused. "Yeah...but I'm telling you the truth..." You spoke scoffing, "C'mon! I remember seeing you in London; it was the year 1875! My memory is clear as day!" Dante shouted; he was baffled, "What!? What are you talking about...1875!"
You nodded, "Yeah, you regenerate and heal just like me! That's why you cannot die! You're immortal, just like me!" Dante blinked. "Yeah...I do...but...I'm not like you! 1875! How old are you?"
You sank into the couch; you blew your cover, if you knew anything. It was how important it was to conceal...you blew your 2000-year-old perfect cover. Because you followed your heart, what an idiot! You looked at him, "I think I need my pills!" Dante looked at you unsure, "Pills�" You laughed, "Yeah, pills, I have these episodes! You see, I have a medical condition...I will just take clothes and go!" You were making your way to the door, but Dante stopped you, holding your arm. "Okay, you can keep your clothes; just let me go."
By now, you can see all the Devil Arms this man has and his reputation. You were sure you were not a match for him. Of course, you won't go down without a fight. But such a man is someone you would rather not be enemies with.
Dante looked at you concerned, "You can tell me." His eyes were soft and deep, like he saw himself as a freak of nature, in the similar way you did. They were vulnerable. You let out a sigh and started, "It's a long story..."
It was morning, and Dante was beyond confused; there were so many stories, and you two were drinking. You were drunk and laughed, "Soo...the man I saw a century ago in London...." Dante nodded, "That's right, he was my father, Sparda..." You nodded in understanding, "Son of Sparda, I see...that's why sex was so good?" Dante laughed, sipping his whisky. "Hey...those were my skills; don't pull my father into this....ewww!" You laughed, "Ewww? Listen to this! I'm glad I didn't get laid with your father back then; it would have been awkward otherwise..."
Dante covered his ears, "No! No! No!" You laughed sipping your beer, you sighed and thought, "But your mother must be something...2000 years alone, and then she made sense to him..." Dante was serious now and nodded, "Yeah...she was pretty darn amazing..."
You looked at Dante with gleaming eyes, "You're amazing too..." Dante shook his head, "Not more than you, Miss 2K..." You laughed and swatted his arm, "That was so bad!" You both laughed. And now you were yearning to find what Sparda found.
With time, Dante and you paired on missions. You both can take as many hits and casualties. You both came to understand each other in ways. No one can...you can understand that Dante is immortal, just like you, unless he is killed through some extreme means. He isn't dying. If he can heal and regenerate. He isn't getting any older. Or so you wanted to believe.
No matter how deeply or conveniently you loved someone. There was always a pain in your heart, a sorrow that stayed.
If he was just like you, it removed so many issues you had; you were anyway falling for him more and more. He was too. You spoilt him rotten with gifts and paid bills; after all, you had all the money in the world.
You didn't know what to make of it. But Dante felt right; he felt perfect. Everything with him had so much potential. And for Dante, you were the biggest repellent to his biggest fear. You cannot die. No one can ever take you away from him, no matter how cursed he was.
It was a weird situation, a convenient arrangement which didn't need love, only companionship. But there was love, and being loved means being missed so terribly.
You were in bed with Dante, an opulent big bed with four posts and curtains draped; it felt like a room out of Versailles. Dante took his surroundings as you two were cuddling after sex and hummed, "Let them eat cake?" You laughed, "She wasn't the best or blameless, but she never said it..."
Dante was surprised. "So you were there?" You kissed his knuckles. "Yeah, but made it out of there in time... back to London."
Dante thought, "And where were you originally from?" You thought and shrugged, "I don't remember. I kept walking for the longest. I'm pretty sure after my first 'death', I was in Uruk... but where I was exactly born..." You shrugged... Dante nuzzled your shoulder and kissed your neck... "I see..."
Dante looked at the wall in front, a painting he couldn't recognise, but he was sure it was real and vintage. He spoke unsure, "I always thought... how my father walked upon this land for 2000 years...and now I met someone...who also did...what was it like?"
You thought, "You want to die for sure...like everyone else...but you also do not want to...it's weird, and then you just learn to pass by. After all...after so many years, nothing makes sense, and you understand nothing ever will. All those empires, people, and power, gone. Changed by something very similar...yet claiming to be different. It is just all a matter of ... time." You looked up at him with a smile and soft eyes.
Dante was looking around your duplex; he saw all the degrees on the wall⦠He thought, "Not much considering 2000 years." You laughed as you looked at those degrees as well, "Yeah...for the most part, I was a woman and not allowed in any universities, if that makes sense..." Dante nodded, "When you became a demon hunter?"
You kept looking at degrees, "Always was...just on the sidelines. Always the main business, but never the main business, if that makes sense..." Dante nodded, "It does..."
You walk down to the living room and think, your eyes looking at Dante, who was putting his guns back in his holster to leave. Your heart felt heavy, "Dante..."
He turned and looked at you, "Yeah?" You walked up to him and looked at his eyes. "I love you..." Dante was a little taken aback, not surprised but unsure. "I love you too, Y/N. But what does love even mean to you, though?" Dante always thought this, as he thought of all the lovers you had and what it amounted to. Maybe he was insecure or jealous, but in this life, he was never anything fully. He needed to be something.
You took a long sigh, holding both of his hands in yours. You looked into those icy blue eyes; you knew the answer, "Whatever it meant for your father to fall in love with your mother ...." Dante was quiet, so quiet, you weren't sure if you did the right thing. He just nodded; he had no doubt in his mind that his father loved his mother. He perished loving her.
You waited as Dante opened his mouth to speak but was quiet again. He thought, how did his mother knew if it was the right decision? Was there a right decision? Didn't she die? But he was sure she would do it again knowing she would die. So he took a chance too.
Dante kisses your lips. "Move in with me..." You kissed his back, "I will..."Ā
it was past eleven in the morning when suddenly a scholar that alhaitham isnāt familiar with, much less remember his name or face, notified him that you, his precious wife who is an adventurer, is back in sumeru.
the important paperwork he is working on is done at the speed of light that the scholar in his temporary office gapes in shock like he has grown three heads but he paid him no mind and moves the pile of papers to the side and leaves the room, blatantly ignoring the shouts of his secretary and the scholars that greeted him as he passes by.
he arrived in front of his house, stopping. on the other side of this door, he knew you were there. he can hear your melodious laughter inside and alhaitham feels his heart pump in nervousness, his throat dry and his lips chapped. taking a deep breath, he entered and was greeted by a horrifying scene that his eyes had laid upon.
in your lap is lesser lord kusanali, happily eating the dessert that you are feeding her with a fork. your giggles and the dendro archonās filled the silence as you donāt take notice of your husband in the doorway with his shoulders tensed, continuing to softly poke the chubby cheeks of the five-hundred-year-old girl.
āy/n..?ā
only did you perk up at the sound of his voice and smile brightly at him. alhaitham watched in horror as you carried the little white-haired god in your arms and wrapped your other arm to bend him down as you greeted him with a kiss on his cheeks, āhaitham! welcome home.ā
but alhaitham stood still, unable to reciprocate your enthusiastic energy as it was replaced by shock, emerald eyes staring at large green ones as he addressed the elephant in the room. āy/n, that child..ā
āoh.ā you blink and your smile remains as you introduce the girl, unsuspect of the recognition in your husbandās eyes to the god of wisdom. with giddiness in your voice that he can't say no to, āmeet this adorable plumpy smart child, haitham. her name is nahida and iām planning to adopt her as our kid.ā
shit.