After More Than A Month Of Disconnection, We Are Finally Back...

T Journey Journal Entry #4

Days since start: 12

Almost two weeks into T and I’ve gotten my first period. And lemme tell you this, HOLY FUCK. For the first time in my LIFE my period is manageable. Like I’m talking no cramps, no headaches, such a light flow I can use the smallest pads available, and I didn’t even realize it started bc for the first day there was no blood in my boxers or anything!! I’m staying on this shit for this and this alone what the hell-

Other than that and a little bit more of being an ✨oily boi✨, haven’t seen anything else. Actually, it has gotten more difficult to talk in my regular register, like I’ve had to drop my voice so it doesn’t hurt, so maybe that’s my voice starting to drop naturally? I don’t know, part of me feels like it’s too early to tell((:

Still no luck in finding a job but I’m a little less anxious about it now. Think it’s bc I went out to the club last night and like, interacted with people:)) I also might be hanging out with friends tomorrow so that’s cool:D

Honestly I don’t think I’ll ever get my mom and stepdad’s logic of “when we were 15 we were paying the rent for our family’s house so why are you at 19 not working a corporate job”? And then at the same time growing up they’d talk ab how hard they worked so that my siblings and I would never know poverty. And are suprised??? We don’t have poverty level survival skills?? Suprise suprise the kids you raised in suburbia who are only used to paying car insurance and gas are not ready to budget for living alone 6 months after graduating high school.

Like seriously it took me actually interacting with other people my age and who are older than me to realize that being 19 and still living with your parents isn’t a bad/shameful thing. And that’s honestly sad. And this isn’t to say they didn’t struggle, they absolutely did, but why do I have to struggle too?? Why do they think the only way you’re supposed to learn finances is being on the brink of homelessness????

They are feeling more empowered so keep a watchful eye on who is around you.

The shit just never ends huh

Since the declaration of the ceasefire agreement the Israeli army committed many massacres in Gaza killing at least 82 civilians and injuring many others.

We still need your voices against these criminals. We need your support to alleviate our suffering. Support us here.

Also I've said this before but advertising is an industry that should be considered as pointless and harmful as fossil fuels.

hello beloveds ☺️

The United States Disappeared Tracker is “tracking persons politically arrested, detained, or disappeared by the Trump regime since March 9, 2025”.

Help My Friend Survive In A Refugee Camp

gofundme.com

Help LGBTQ Refugee Survive Camp, organized by Nerves Nebula

Hi I'm Judas (internet name NervesNebula) and I'm an American fundraising for my friend … Nerves Nebula needs your support for Help LGBTQ Re

My friend Abdul is an African LGBTQ+ refugee who needs more help than I can give him to survive at his camp.

$6,000 seems like a lot, and it is, but he would really be grateful for anything. If you have $1 to spare he would absolutely appreciate that. this is not a circumstance where not reaching the goal means it was pointless. I don't get paid much because I'm a full time student but he always appreciates and needs what I can give him.

He needs everything you can spare.

If you can't use GoFundMe for any reason I also take donations through these other money transfer services.

Ko-fi: Nervesnebula, Cashapp: nervesN, and Venmo: @nervesnebbin

I'll try to update this post with how much I've raised through these apps at the end of every day. I'll also try to post updates I get from him tagged as #Abdulfund on this blog, if he has anything he wants to say. Thank you.

$492

raised via ko-fi, venmo, and cashapp

btw the palestinian children’s relief fund is currently running a fundraiser & is more than halfway to their goal of $10,000 !

here’s a link for anyone who is willing & able to donate, please share so it can reach more people, especially as the weather grows colder & these children are desperately lacking resources.

(at $5,314 / $10,000 as of December 1)