I Miss You So Bad

Meta(-ish) AU Ideas

Everyone Remembers Resets

either a) nobody tells each other and all suffers on their own thinking others don’t know about it or b) everyone tells eachother and the underground is full of fake joy trying to not have monsterkind fall down into despair or the third secret option) they chill with it

Frisk is Posessed by the Undertale Fandom

every single second, they spout random things that they probably shouldn’t know, something that makes the complete sense of zero, or something that comes out of the blue like a twitch chat

the monsters are disturbed

fear

they will take me apart and pick out all the little pieces they want to see

different shards of me glean in the spotlight as materials for art

if everyone perceives me this way, who’s to say the figure in the painting isn’t what i am?

i am only what the world views, after all.

(and i am scared, god, i am scared. i am scared that all my world amounts to is plastered over a canvas.)

a base to paint over

it won’t be long until i change into something else entirely

soon, i will be dead

that has never felt more terrifying than now.

i hope you answer.

King Papyrus is gut wrenching oh my GOD. the angst potential is insane but also makes me want to throw up and cry and sob and dissolve!! also im never coloring an animation again this was painful

“AND, AND, I MISS UNDYNE TOO. SHE NEVER ANSWERS MY PHONE CALLS… SHE MUST BE HAVING A LOT OF FUN ON VACATION. I JUST WISH SHE’D SEND A POSTCARD.”

“. . .”

big bro gummy

OH OK I GUESS I’LL DIE.

(WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCKK)

berdly is for the kids who cared too much about their friends and never got anything back. going all out on birthdays and christmases and getting something small in return, because they’ve never had a “best friend”. bragging about their friends and treating them like how they’d want to be treated, and getting little to nothing in return. knowing they’d go to war and die for someone, but not knowing if they’d do the same for them.

berdly is for the kids who scream sobbed when they were unprepared to fail a test. begging their parents to let them stay home through tears, saying they just need one more day, not wanting to drop their grade a letter. they can’t drop their grade a letter.

berdly is for the kids who cry late at night knowing they won’t be found. they won’t be saved. they look around at everyone, the “best friends” they know, the people who are inseparable, and yearn for it. thinking back to old best friends, knowing they can’t rekindle the spark overnight.

berdly is for the kids who were stereotyped due to one part of their personality, wanting desperately to break out of the mold and be a 3 dimensional person but knowing they’re already in too deep. their friends will know them only as that one trait. and that will never change.

because berdly is berdly. berdly is the smart kid. berdly is the flirty annoying kid. berdly is the one nobody actually wants to be around.

berdly is trying.

Comic based off of @musashi’s video essay on Franziska!!

I’ve watched it three times and cried really bad on my first watch, so safe to say, this video has affected me. So I wanted to draw something that paid tribute to it!!! It was definitely a challenge trying to get all the descriptive metaphorical writing into a visual medium, but I hope I did it a justice!!

Please go watch the video!

i’ll love you (past) the day that i die

so what if there was an Undertale afterlife until the human resets?? i saw this idea on Pinterest awhile ago in a white limbo and everything and scurried away with it

i completely forgot that sans coughs up blood or whatever when he dies for the first two scenes so uh. just know that his silhouette at the end is NOT slobbering and is in fact bleeding in no longer excruciating pain.

anyways i thought that the two popular verses in “birds of a feather” fit papyrus and sans so well because they almost perfectly encapsulate their personalities and perspectives on life. papyrus is completely unwavering in his loyalty and love for the people around him, especially his brother. he occasionally doesn’t think things all the way through before doing or saying things - something like “i love you till the day that i die” even though they are both already dead. he feels emotions intensely, and though the phrase is usually used as an exaggeration, he really does love his brother to death. “‘till the light leaves my eyes” - he is not only dramatic in this line, but also emotionally intelligent. he is often feelings over logistics, so i believe that he would know just how deep the impact of his death will be on others. sans has very composed mannerisms and an almost nihilistic view of sorts. he’s kinda got that go with the flow vibe. “i said i’d never think i wasn’t better alone.” - secrets galore; this man probably does most of his objectives alone with the amount of secrets he keeps from everyone, even his own brother. the actual meaning of the line shows my interpretation of his hesitance and dislike for his little self-imposed loneliness. “can’t change the weather, might not be forever” - he knows that things can’t stay so blissful for eternity. he’s (almost) okay with that. “but if it’s forever, it’s even better” - i feel he would like it to last, though.

basically my perspective is that they love each other very very much and no one can convince me otherwise

also uhhh i cannot for the life of me draw sans consistently, so i apologize if he’s a little funky in some frames 😓

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HELP NO THIS IS INSANE 😭🙏🙏 LET THIS MAN EAT EDGEWORTH PLEASE

PLEASE let him have a proper meal 🙏

Ruined sleep schedule was absolutely worth it.