Okay, No, But I Absolutely Headcanon That While Hanma Might Be (MIGHT Be) Sweet And Caring Towards You,

Say My Name

Characters: Bonten x fem!Reader

Summary Background: You came to Japan looking for a new job opportunity and in your first week there, you saved Mikey’s life. He is indebted to you and offered you a job as Bonten’s Private Doctor. 

Warnings: Cursing, sexual flirting, ear play (is that a real kink name? idk), making out, blood (not from reader), Sanzu in his boxers, minor manga spoiler, mentioned boner, talks of grabbing ass, and fluff.

A/N: This short series will consist of Bonten’s shenanigans, poly relationship, and sexual contents. So MDNI!

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Take me down in your paradise

Don’t be scared, cause I’m your body type

Just something that we wanna try

Cause you and I, we’re cool for the summer

You hum the tune for ‘Cool for the Summer’ by Demi Lovato playing through your AirPods. The beautiful morning breeze puts you in a summer mood. You thought this song was the perfect song to play before heading into work. You greet Daimon and Hiroto, the security guards at Bonten’s Headquarters as usual with a smile. The clacking of your heels echoes in the lobby. You spot Mochi hurriedly moving across the room like a man on a mission. “Good morning, Mochi.” You quickly greet him before he takes off. His dark brown eyes glances to see who called out to him, then his expression softens once he realizes it’s you.

“Good morning, [Y/n].” Mochi’s tiresome smile makes you worried if he has been getting enough sleep, “Sorry, I can’t stop and chat right now. I have some urgent things I need to take care of.” You and Mochi had become very good friends in the past two weeks since you two discovered you have common interests for animals, food, and music. His ears pick up the melody playing through your AirPods, “Demi?”

“Good ear.” You are impress how good his hearing is, “I’m listening to ‘Cool for the Summer.’” Mochi nods in approval, that’s one of his favorite songs by Demi. “But please don’t let me keep you. Stay safe.” 

“I will!” You both wave goodbye as he runs out of the building and his figure disappears in the crowd. You find the elevator doors to take you up to the executive floor. Humming the tune as you take off your AirPods and put it back in its case then toss it in your purse. The elevator dings and the doors open to reveal Mikey and Kakucho, who are waiting for the elevators to take them down.

“Peach.” Mikey immediately clings onto you, then lays his head on your shoulder to inhale your scent. It’s been awhile since he had spent time with you. Moments like these he cherishes them. He misses your presence and needs a dose of your touch before taking off with Kakucho on their mission.

“Good morning, Mikey.” Your saccharine smile warms Mikey’s chest, then you turn your gaze towards Kakucho, who stops the elevator doors from closing, “You too, Kaku.”

“Good morning, Angel.” Kakucho’s bashful smile makes him even more adorable. “You look beautiful today.” Lately, he has been complimenting you almost every day. It is now part of his morning routine, which you always appreciate. It’s pleasant to hear flattering remarks.

“Thank you, Kaku. You look handsome as well.” His heart is palpitating when you compliment his appearance. He never considers himself to be attractive due to his scar and it’s one of his insecurities, but you’ve always found him handsome and wish he sees himself the way you see him. That’s why you always want to remind him. 

“I’ll catch up with you later.” Mikey kisses your cheek before reluctantly releases his hug then steps into the elevator with Kakucho. You bid them to stay safe wherever they’re going. You saunter into the shared kitchen to make your morning tea with your favorite cup and start the coffee maker for the executives. Especially for Takeomi. You notice how grumpy he gets when he doesn’t have his morning coffee. You always make sure to have it ready for him.

“Morning Dollface.” Ran sneakily wraps his arms around your waist and nuzzles his face into your neck. His cologne smells heavenly and suits him quite well. It’s intoxicating enough for you to get addicted to his scent.

“Morning Ran, feeling friendly as usual?” Usually Ran will find ways to have you in his arms. Whether it’s in the shared kitchen, the hallway, his office (by abducting you), your private bathroom (secretly hiding in there) or ambushes you at the penthouse. This is nothing new to you.

“Only for you.” Ran playfully nibbles your earlobe, catching you completely off guard by letting out a sweet gasp. He pauses his movements before a wicked smile breaks out, “Oohh, do you like that pretty girl? You like having your ear played with?” He licks sensually on your ear then takes another bite and sucks. Your legs feel a little weak, luckily Ran is strong enough to hold you up or you would have toppled over. Someone grip your jaw to pull your attention towards them. You are met with lustful lilac eyes. 

“Don’t forget about me.” Rindou joins in the fun, he doesn’t Ran to be the only one to get to play with you. He leans in to capture your kissable lips, tasting your minty clean breath. His teeth lightly tugs your bottom lip and sucking on it, earning an alluring moan from you.

“Mmm, Rindou.” You moan his name on his lips, he loves the way you call out his name. It’s so honeyed, he wants to taste your sweetness. He swipe his tongue across your lips to allow him to play with your tongue which you grant him access. Dominating your tongue feels so good and turning him on. He wants to ravish you. 

“Can you guys do this somewhere else?” Takeomi interrupts your rendezvous, “Trying to make some damn coffee.” As you predicted, he is grumpy. Takeomi actually doesn’t mind seeing your body being pleasured, just not when he hasn’t had his coffee yet. He’s not fully in the mood for anything. 

“Sorry, Take.” You forcibly move the Haitani brothers along with you (they didn’t let go) to give him some room to grab his coffee. “I started the coffee for you.” You display a warm smile in hopes to light up his mood. 

“Thank you, sweetheart.” His grumpiness subside a little until-

“SWEET CHEEKS!!!” Sanzu barges into the shared kitchen and heads right for you. The Haitani brothers move out of the way to allow Sanzu tackle you into a hug. “Did you miss me?!” He squeezes you happily. You feel something is wet and lift up your hand to find blood.

“Sanzu!? Are you bleeding?” You push his chest away to find his purple pantsuit is drench with blood and dirt, it has gotten onto your white blouse, tan pants, and possibly your face. For now, you are focusing on inspecting his face and body to find any open wounds you need to attend to. Sanzu finds your worrisome and focused gaze adorable, he chuckles.

“Not to worry, my love! This isn’t my blood! I just got carried away.” Sanzu smiles sadistically, with pride. “But you can keep touching me, I love when you have your hands on me.” He grabs both of your hands then places them on his cheeks. His sadistic smile returns to an almost childlike expression.

“Get your filthy hands off of her, you asshole.” Kokonoi appears with a scowl, he sees blood on your clothes and skin. He grabs the part of your arm where there’s no blood to pull you away from Sanzu then glares at him. “You’re dirtying her.”

“Sanzu, what did I tell you about walking around the building with blood?” Takeomi angrily scolds him while Sanzu sulks, not because of Takeomi’s reprimanding but because he sees the blood on you. It felt as though he had tainted you. 

“I was going to clean up and change but I saw Sweet Cheeks and got excited …”

Kokonoi pulls out sanitary wipes and helps wipe off any blood that’s on your face and hands. Ran and Rindou also help to wipe the blood off your white blouse but most likely they wanted an excuse to touch your breasts. Takeomi continues to chastise Sanzu about cleanliness and making sure not to touch or hug anyone when he’s contaminated. However, the blood stains on your blouse and pants didn’t come off with the wipes. Kokonoi, who becomes agitated, is next to criticize Sanzu for ruining your white designer blouse. He pulls out his cellphone to make a call for someone to deliver a whole new outfit to the clinic.

“Why don’t you go rinse off and I will have someone deliver the clothes to the clinic, okay princess?” Kokonoi pitifully looks at your bloodstained outfit, he thinks you look refined and elegant and it’s ashamed Sanzu had to ruin it.

“Okay, thank you Kokonoi. Please excuse me.” You hurry off to the clinic, you have your own private bathroom which is nice for emergencies like this. You can’t be wearing a bloodstained outfit all day as that is unsanitary and it would be hard for you to get out of the building without being questioned.

“Did you guys notice?” Rindou asks the group once you are out of the shared kitchen. He realizes something about you that no one seems to be aware of.

“Notice what?” Kokonoi asks while putting his sanitary wipes away and washing his hands with soap in the sink. He then orders Sanzu to wash his hands as well before he goes touching other things.

“[Y/n] only calls certain executives by their nicknames.” Everyone has a moment of silence to think if this statement Rindou made is true. 

“Why does she call you ‘Take’?!” Sanzu’s wet hands grab his older brother’s button up shirt and shakes him in jealousy. Sanzu didn’t notice you haven’t called him by his name because he is too focused on touching you or stealing kisses from you. He should’ve realized it sooner when you started calling Takeomi by his nickname. This is such a slap in the face for him.

“Damn it, go dry your hands!” Takeomi shoves Sanzu off of him, then straightens out his now wet and wrinkled shirt.

“She calls me by my name.” Ran points at his chest to indicate what Rindou said is not quite true. Sure, it’s not a nickname but you two are on a first name basis which is good enough for now. Though he would much prefer if you call him baby or boyfriend or someday husband. 

“Yeah because she can’t call you Haitani since there’s two of you idiots.” Kokonoi gruff, why didn't he catch this earlier? Everyone else calls him ‘Koko’, why aren’t you comfortable calling him that too? He did hope one day you would call him ‘Hajime’ or ‘Haji’ once you two get even more intimate.

“At least she calls us by our first names.” Rindou rebuttals, first name basis sounds more intimate than being on last name basis. The four of them start bickering, this is giving Takeomi a headache and he sighs. 

“Just ask her to call you guys by your preferred names.”

“Is that what you did?” Sanzu eyes him suspiciously, the rest of them are also waiting for his response on how you began calling him that.

“Well no-” They start bickering again, then Takeomi lets out another sigh, “Morons.” He utters under his breath and pours some coffee in his cup. It’s too damn early for this drama.

You finish rinsing your body off, making sure there’s no more blood on you. You grab your towel from the shower hanger to dry yourself off. Then you wrap the towel around you before checking to see if someone delivered the clothes Kokonoi had ordered. You found it neatly stacked on a chair by the bathroom door. Perfect timing, quickly grabbing them and change into a white designer dress.

Oh, this looks sophisticated. You check yourself in the mirror and turn to the side. Kokonoi is so stylish,you are not surprised with his fashion choice. You make a reminder to yourself to have someone dispose of your bloodstained blouse as you don’t want to pose any unwanted questions from the cleaners. Then you hear a rumble coming from the hallway. Oh no … you brace yourself for the incoming traffic rushing into the clinic. Rindou, Kokonoi and for some reason a Sanzu who is only wearing boxers, start talking over each other which  you can’t begin to understand what they’re saying.

“Whoa, whoa, whoa!” You gesture for all of them to calm down and to stop talking over each other. “One at a time. What is going on? And Sanzu, what happened to your clothes? Why are you only in your boxers?” You are bemused as to why he’s practically naked. 

“Because I didn’t want to ruin your clothes.” He answers like it is obvious, but then he raises his voice, “And why are you calling me ‘Sanzu’?! Do you hate me or something?!” He expresses his discontent. 

“And you keep calling me ‘Rindou’. Do I not matter to you?” Rindou is next to complain about his name. You two shared an intimate moment together not too long ago, did it mean nothing to you?

“You call Kakucho, ‘Kaku’, how come you don’t do the same for me?” Kokonoi crosses his arms all the while checking out your dress he picked out for you. You can see his feverish gaze on how well it hugs your curves. But all eyes are on you to explain yourself.

“Because those are your names?” You dumbfoundedly answer their question, not sure what this spur them onto the conclusion that you don’t care for them.

“I DON’T WANT YOU TO CALL ME ‘SANZU’!!!” He screams on top of his lungs, you are certain the entire building can hear him. Jesus Christ, my ear.You begin to question whether Sanzu is immune to having a sore throat or his ears don't detect how loud he really is. 

“Okay, okay. Breathe and calm down.” You use a soothing voice, rubbing Sanzu’s muscular bare back for him to hopefully stop his random outbursts. “What do you want to call you?”

“‘Haru’.” His loveable, sad droopy puppy eyes and heartbreaking voice makes you feel like you had kicked a puppy. His combination with the puppy eyes and heartbreaking tone really gets you, but you can’t let him know that. You know he will use it to his advantage. 

“I want to be called ‘Rin’.” Rindou's anguish tone grabs your attention away from Sanzu.

“And I want to be called ‘Koko.’” Kokonoi’s cheeks are blushing, he finds it embarrassing that he had to ask you. Normally girls would call him Koko without having him tell them, it’s natural.

“Alright,” You nod your head in understanding, to show them you are taking this seriously, “from now on I will call you by your preferred names. Do you feel better now?” You look at Sanzu first since he seems to be the most sensitive to this. He wraps his arms around your waist and leans his forehead against yours.

“Please … please say my name.” He asks you desperately, he never felt so vulnerable around anyone before. But with you, he feels comfortable to show you this side of him. Sanzu needs to hear you call his name to make everything okay again.

“Haru.” You call out his name, to Sanzu’s ears it sounds so loving. No one can say his name as beautifully as you. He is visibly shaking with excitement then squeezes you happily.

“Yay!!!! You make me the happiest man on Earth! Thanks, Sweet Cheeks!” He runs off like a hurricane going by. You have made his day a lot better.

“Put some clothes on!” You yell hopefully loud enough for him to hear. Then you look back at the other two who are staring at you, like they were waiting for something. “What-”

“Say my name too!” Rindou and Kokonoi demand you. What did I get myself into?

The next few days, you tried your best to call them by their preferred names. Sometimes you accidentally slipped up since you were used to calling them ‘Sanzu’, ‘Kokonoi’, and ‘Rindou’. Sanzu did not take this lightly and threw a tantrum. The way for him to calm down was for you to hug him and stroke his hair. Rindou and Kokonoi were much calmer compared to Sanzu but they reminded you with a discontent look. One day, the three of them came into the clinic to propose a way on how to prevent you from calling them by their original name. 

“A punishment?” You scrunch your eyebrows together in confusion. “What kind of punishment?” You stir your tea in your favorite cup, this response seems absurd to you. 

“Well,” Sanzu tilts his head to the side with a thinking expression, “normally I would use Bonten’s Hammer of Judgement as punishment for traitors.” 

“Uhh … you use what now?” You have a blank expression. The executives don’t talk to you in detail about their missions. Or what they do if they find out there’s a traitor in the organization. You are certain you have some kind of idea what happens to them, just not in depth and you rather keep it that way. Rindou elbows Sanzu with a scowl, reminding him to not talk about it. 

“Wha-uh but you’re not a traitor so you don’t have to worry!” Sanzu lets out a nervous laugh in hopes you would let it go and Rindou mutters ‘idiot’ under his breath. You are somewhat curious what Bonten's Hammer of Judgement, is he referring to a gavel? 

“Nevermind him.” Kokonoi brushes off the subject before you open up the paradox.

“Okay …?” You heed Kokonoi’s advice to drop it, “What are you going to do to me then?” The moment you ask that question, the three of them have a mischievous smirk on their faces. 

“Trust me, love.” Rindou’s voice got husky, “There are many things I would like to do to you.” He adjusts his pants to hide his boner, the wild imaginations on how he wants to punish you is turning him on.

“We agreed that every time you call us by our original names,” Kokonoi begins to explain your punishment, “we get a kiss from you.” Your eyebrows arched, not understanding how this is a punishment.

“You want to get a kiss from me?” Sanzu leans extremely close to your face that his long lashes brushes against your cheek. 

“We want to receive a kiss from you, Sweet Cheeks.” His hand cups your cheek with lustful pupils. “We realized every time we kiss, it’s always us initiating.”

“Therefore, we want you to be the one to initiate.” Rindou grins smugly. 

“I’ll agree to this punishment on one condition.” You push Sanzu’s face away and lean away from his hand. You look at Kokonoi since he is well known for negotiating. “The person whose name I messed up only get to be kissed on the cheek.”

“On the lips.” Kokonoi crosses his arms for a rebuttal, no way they will settle for less.

“Both cheeks.” You counter the offer, he scoffs.

“On the lips with tongue.” Kokonoi will not give into your counter. Rindou and Sanzu know Kokonoi will make sure they will have it their way and snickers to see what you will offer next. However you have a sly smile, knowing they will give into you.

“Final offer.” They are waiting to hear your final offer. “Kiss on the cheek and touch one butt cheek.” Their jaws drop, not seeing this coming. Heh, that was easy.

“Caressing it, smacking it, or holding one butt cheek?” Kokonoi wants the specifics, you can’t be playing this dangerous game if you are putting your ass on the line.

“Users choice.”

“Deal!” Kokonoi and you shake hands on this "binding" punishment condition while Rindou and Sanzu are celebrating they are going to be the first ones to touch your butt.

A few days later, you managed to use their preferred names as they desired. You tease Kokonoi and Rindou as their nicknames are close to their original names and give them a false sense of hope. You can tell this is agitating them and to them, this is their punishment for messing with you. It gives you the satisfaction that you are a force to be reckoned with.

“DAMN IT!!!” Sanzu yells in frustration in the conference room, everyone in the room is staring at him. “I want her to mess up my name so I can touch her ass!”

“I know.” Kokonoi, who is normally collective, is irritated at how their proposition backfired. He begins to think you have done this on purpose.

“We have to get her to mess up somehow.” Rindou places his hand under his chin to think of scheming ways to get you to slip up.

“You guys are idiots.” Ran stroll into the conversation, then takes his seat next to his dear little brother. “You guys should have done both reward and punishment, therefore it would have been a win-win situation.” Rindou, Kokonoi, and Sanzu have a brief moment of silence.

“You’re the idiot.” All three of them point fingers at each other. Right outside the conference room, they see Mochi and you casually walking together. Mochi presents you with a gift, you take a look inside and beam happily at him. They are wondering what Mochi brought that made you smile like that? Then all their eyes widened as they saw an unforeseen event. You tiptoe to give Mochi a smooch on his cheek.

“What … what just happened?” Rindou grows infuriated, how in the world did Mochi do that? Aren’t you two just friends? Friends don’t do that, at least in his mind they don’t.  

“What did Mochi give her?” Kokonoi tries to see where the box comes from but you quickly walk away with the gift in your hand. Everyone can see Mochi is blushing and rubbing his cheek shyly. 

“MOCHI, YOU SON OF A BITCH!!!” Sanzu ferally climbs over the conference table to get across the room and charge towards him like a predator. Mochi is startled when Sanzu grabs his collar and starts shaking him. “What did you give my Sweet Cheeks that made her kiss you on the cheek?! Tell me, now damn you!!!” The other executives are also curious about what Mochi gave you.

“I remembered she told me she missed eating cheesecake from this bakery in America. So I made sure to include it in our American imports and it came in this morning.” Mochi is getting dizzy from Sanzu’s shaking and wishes for him to stop.

“Why were you being so sneaky about it?” Rindou’s lilac eyes have a dangerous glint, “ You’re hiding information about what she likes so you can take her away from us?” 

“What, no. [Y/n] and I are just friends.” Mochi pries Sanzu’s hands off of him. “Mikey knows about the cheesecake import too.” They continue to bicker, believing Mochi is pursuing you and secretly winning your affections. 

“What is going on here?” Kakucho walks towards the conference room with a stack of papers but what they spot immediately are the crumbs of cheesecake in the corner of his mouth. 

“Why do you have crumbs of cheesecake on the corner of your mouth?” Sanzu glowers at him, did he receive a special treatment from you?

“Oh,” Kakucho lifts up his arm to wipe the corner of his mouth, “Angel fed me a piece of cheesecake-” Kokonoi didn’t let him finish his sentence and took off running first followed by everyone else except for Kakucho and Mochi. 

“Wait, why are you running too?” Rindou questions his brother who was never part of this deal with you in the first place.

“Like I passed up the chance for Dollface to feed me.” Ran smirks, then he easily takes the lead of the pack. 

You, unbeknownst the chaos that will soon ensue, are sitting on Mikey’s lap in the clinic feeding him a piece of cheesecake. “Do you like it?” He was aware of the cheesecake shipment since Mochi notified him. Mikey never had cheesecake before and is curious to try it.

“Yummy. But not as yummy as taiyaki.” You let out a soft laugh.

“Of course.” You wouldn’t dare think anything would beat taiyaki or dorayaki. 

“Ah.” Mikey opens his mouth again for you to feed him another. As you are about to feed him, you hear several loud thundering footsteps in the hallway. God damn it, not again. You immediately got out of Mikey’s embrace which he isn’t too happy about. “Where are you going?” The ominous sound of doom is getting closer and you run towards the door to shut it but someone’s foot prevents it.

“SWEET CHEEKS!!!” Sanzu screams on top of his lungs, “Open the door!”

“No! You guys are always making a ruckus in the clinic and making weird demands!” You don’t want this to become a habit for them to rush in and out whenever they want and give you demands.

“You gave Mochi a kiss on the cheek and you fed Kaku!” Rindou yells over the other guys who are still trying to fight you to open the door. “It’s not fair!” 

“She fed me too.” Mikey adding more fuel to the fire while stealing a few more bites of the unattended cheesecake.

“We want the same special treatment too!” Ran’s poor foot is getting a beating but it will be worth it if you feed him a cheesecake and a kiss. 

“Let go of the door, princess!” Kokonoi’s patience is running thin.

“No! Not until you guys-AHHH!” Sanzu uses his inhuman strength to pry the door open and pounce you to the ground followed by everyone else creating a human pile. 

“I demand to be fed!” He cries with a heartbreaking face.

“Sanzu! Would you shut the fuck up?! I can hear your damn voice from down the hall!” Takeomi is annoyed as he comes by the door to see a human pile. “What the hell are you guys doing?” He is worried about your wellbeing.

“I … I don’t even know anymore.” You stare blankly up at the ceiling thinking about what you have done wrong while being crushed by the four executives. “I … I need to go home early today.” You are exhausted by the preferred name ordeal and now the cheesecake.

Takeomi scolds everyone to get off of you and gently help you off the ground. Everyone except for Mikey and Takeomi demands you to either give them a kiss or feed them a piece of cheesecake. You chose the latter and fed them your cheesecake. Sanzu demands for you to feed him more because of the pain and suffering you had caused him. Rindou gets jealous for not receiving enough attention from you and this cause a chain reaction. Finally, everyone had their dose of satisfaction, they left the clinic to prepare the rest of their work day. 

“What’s wrong, sweetheart?” Takeomi sees how upset you are and doesn’t want to leave you looking like this. Did they hurt you? If so, he will beat them and force them to apologize to you.

“I … I barely had any cheesecake and now it’s gone because they all kept demanding that I feed them.” You show him the box of cheesecake with a measly piece left for you to eat.

“Those shitheads.” Takeomi mutters under his breath, he has you on his lap while you cry about your sad little cheesecake and he rubs your back to soothe you. “I’ll have Mochi order you another box and give it to you in secret next time so you don’t have to share it with those shitheads.” 

“Would you really?” Your teary big doe eyes made his cheeks tinted in pink. Why do you have to look so goddamn cute for? He wants to kiss you to make your tears all go away but he holds back since you probably want some space after what happened today. 

“Of course. I want you to be happy.” Your eyes quiver by how sweet he is.

“Take ..”

“Hm?” You lean into his face to place a smooch on his cheek. His cheeks are burning and even more red, his heart is rapidly beating too.

“Thank you, Take. You’re the best.” You lean against his broad chest, he wraps his arms around you with a triumph smirk. He won’t rub this against the other executives because this sweet moment is meant for the two of you. 

“Anything for you, sweetheart.”

Bonus Scene - Why You Don't Call Them By Their Nicknames

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Three years ago was Mariupol Theatre.

We still do not know for sure how many people died there. Mainly children and their parents. Something around 600 people? 1000? I dunno. A lot.

Some russian pilot saw word "CHILDREN" written outside and decided it was a perfect place to bomb. Just like they did with maternity hospital. And other places that mainly housed civilians who were unable or unwilling to leave their city (because it was their home, you know)

...

Honestly, I cannot think of something smart to say. I feel kinda numb. I remember that day. I was in Czech. A few days after I saw a memorial outside.

Here it is

I dunno. I just. I cannot forgive. It's not like anybody is asking for forgivness though. Almost every night in Ukraine is a night of terror. And occupied territories do not know peace at all, it seems.

Hi there 💙💛

Sorry to bother you 😅 I was looking for you on ao3 to checkout if/what fics you wrote there, but I couldn't find you under riya-song. Did you change your name or simply didn't post anything there?

Have a nice day 💜

Ohh... now that I've looked at it, I seem to have made a mistake 😂😅🥲🥲

It's actually riya_song (with an underscore 😖😖)

but there aren't many works there (just 2 technically), and they are very short. I'm vorking on some big ones, but for now they are just in my notes and I have no idea when I will write enough for me to decide to start uploading them 😂😅🥲🥲🥲

//because whenever I start uploading stories not having even 1/4 of them written and beta-read, I end up usually not finishing those stories at all 🥲🥲

anyway, thank you for wanting to check my other works out, i really appreciate it, especially coming from you (considering you're my favorite writer in tokrev fandom 🤧🤧🤧)

On this day, 10 years ago, russian occupation forces, namely the "Oplot" brigade, in an act of terrorism, fired a Grad missile at a Ukrainian checkpoint near Volnovakha when there was a passenger bus. Twelve Ukrainian civilians were killed, and 18 were injured. Russia never admitted guilt or paid for the crimes, the consequences and continuation of which we see today.

This story is more personal for me because I was on that same bus earlier that day, heading from Donetsk city to Volnovakha. If, for some reason, I’d decided to return that day, I could have been one of the victims.

I had to pass by the remnants of the bus a few days later, which was horrifying. Subconsciously, I was expecting this to happen again, only this time to the bus I was in. It didn’t, and I’m still here. Although drones flying above my roof remind me every day that it could be any of us, any time, as long as russia exists.

It wasn’t even the only terrorist act by Russia that felt too close to me. But I’ve talked about this before.

Anyhow, later they completely isolated the russian-controlled (annexed) part of the Donetsk oblast from the rest of Ukraine, banning public transport (like these buses) at first and then essentially banning even smaller private mini-buses, allowing only cars through the checkpoints (to profit from bribes). Then, when covid happened, they banned all civilian movement through the checkpoints, allowing it only with special passes that were impossible to get. So Ukrainians, born and raised in Ukraine, to travel from one Ukrainian (illegally occupied by Russia) city to another, would have to go through russia... if they could.

The world didn't care then - when they were killing us, separating families, isolating us, re-educating, forcing us to get russian citizenships, etc. Now, ten years later, they’re doing the same things on a much bigger scale. If Ukraine falls, they will move forward. They will never stop.

My grandmother is now almost completely deaf, the constant shelling in Ukraine has taken what’s left of her hearing. She cannot understand me on the phone like she could one month ago.

Her cats hiding are now her only indication that the shelling happening. Unless an explosion makes the building shake.

1,068 days that I’ve prayed for her safety, because she will not abandon her home in Kharkiv.

Hi!! It's my first time sending a request so I hope this is understandable enough! Could I request bonten (it doesn't have to be all of them!) with an s/o who's an idol? Thank you!

(^з^)-☆Chu!!

𝔖𝔲𝔭𝔭𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔦𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔦𝔯 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔲𝔞𝔤𝔢...

𝘍𝘭𝘶𝘧𝘧, 𝘊𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘬, 𝘚𝘢𝘯𝘻𝘶 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘢𝘯𝘻𝘶, 𝘉𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘣𝘰𝘺𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘣𝘪𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘴𝘶𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴.

(𝘡𝘦𝘦'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦- 𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘰!! 𝘐 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴, 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘢 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩!)

Being an idol was always your dream, ever since you were little. Through much trial and error, getting made fun of and bullied, and lots of nights wanting to give up, you had finally achieved your dream. What made everything worth working for your dream was your fans, boyfriends, and all the support that everyone gave you, granted being a popular idol had it's downfalls but there was always a positive.

𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘦𝘺 adored your singing, he loves your voice in general, but if he had to choose it'd be your singing. He made sure to listen to every song you published and proudly parades around whispering the lyrics while he listens to the song, Mikey loves being able to listen to songs before you release them and give you his honest opinion about them, he often helps you fix something about a song you didn't like. Now it's no secret Mikey loves to nap, it helps him escape from reality for awhile, this being said anytime mikey and you both have free time, he'll ask you to talk to him while he falls asleep. You could vent about how rude people are and mikey can happily snooze away like a kitten.

𝘚𝘢𝘯𝘻𝘶 is your biggest fan girl, and when I say biggest, I mean it. Sanzu is always buying your merch and will proudly wear any shirts, makeup, hairclips, literally anything sanzu will gladly wear it if you asked him too. He will happily be a model for your clothes as well, doesn't matter if it's a bra, panties, socks, he will agree to wear it and model for you. Sanzu will always make it to your shows, livestreams, and fan gatherings. He won't make himself known at the most conventional times but at least he shoes up right?

𝘒𝘰𝘬𝘰𝘯𝘰𝘪 is always making sure the company and people you collaborate with will benefit you and won't screw you over. He listens to every worry you have when a big event is coming up and he's instantly making sure you'll be ok. Kokonoi does keep track of your shows so he knows when to show up. Kokonoi isn't a fan of big crowds but he'll happily support you from VIP seats and often times from your livestreams while he works.

𝘒𝘢𝘬𝘶𝘤𝘩𝘰 adores when you have a new dance routine to show him. It doesn't matter what he's doing, he could be asleep at 5 am but happily wake up to see what new dance you came up with or learned. He'll never tell you this but he often practices the dances himself when he's alone, Kakucho gets tired after like three minutes so best believe this man thinks your incredible for being able to do an entire dance. Kakucho is almost like a mother when your at shows, he'll wait backstage with water, and a snack. Please don't reject him or his heart will actually break, you found him literally pouting once when you said you didn't need a sip of water.

𝘙𝘢𝘯 has literally no shame in him supporting you. He crested a fan account for you, granted it's super cringey edits and edited photos of you but he's proud of it too. Yes he is learning how to make proper and better edits, also please tell him you like the edits, he will cry and give you the silent treatment if you say you don't like them. Anytime ran says that he's dating you while talking to other fans at your concerts literally no one believes him, and he gets real petty about it too. He'll purposely call you over to wherever he is and won't stop kissing you just to rub it in, that he is dating.

𝘙𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘰𝘶 loves how excited you get when you have new costumes to show him. He takes a million photos and videos of you, if you ever looked at rindous photos, 93% is just you. He just thinks your the most perfect thing in the world and wants to capture every moment of happiness you share with him. He is stingy with the photos and fights with everyone about why he has to send the photos to them. Rindou has such a mean resting bitch face that anytime he's out with you, everyone is so hesitant to ask for photos, like they honestly think rindou is one of your body guards.

do you also escape from reality daydreaming of being in your favorite fictional worlds with your favorite fictional characters because no one can hurt you there or are you normal?

❌ Incorrect Tokyo Manji~ ❌

Takemichi seeing Baji running for his life like a maniac:

Takemichi: Hey! What's going on?

Baji catching breath: Okay, okay. It's worth it. I tell you 'cause is too good. Not sharing it will be a crime. Listen.

Takemichi: o... o...kay?

Baji getting closer to Take: Look, Draken's real name is... Ken, right?

Takemichi: Yeah it is.

Baji: Just like.. the doll.

Takemichi: What?

Baji: Yeah, yeah. And why, you ask?

Takemichi: I'm really lost right now...

Baji: So, he is Ken. And he goes around another person. Who is also blond, long hair, has great charisma and big personality, nice clothes, gigantic house, lot of big dreams... You follow?

Takemichi: Oh... MY GOD.

Baji: And... the icing on the cake. Has an english name.

Takemichi: You can't be serious.

Baji: I know... They're gonna kill me in seconds.

Takemichi: KEN AND BARBIE! BAJI, KEN AND BARBIE!

Baji: Yeah, I'm going to die.

Takemichi: Oh my god you're gonna die!

Baji: I KNOW!

[BONTEN HEADCANONS]

AN: I love Bonten, and I wish we could have had more info about the organization. But I know how sad it must have been to everyone there. They were empty and no one accomplished their dreams. These are just my thoughts and headcanons about them <3

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- Ran doesn't sleep as much as he used to. In fact, he usually sleeps around 3 or 4 hours per night. The slightest sound makes his body be on full alert mode. The first thing he does when he wakes up is text Rindou.

- Kokonoi doesn't sleep. He can't. Sanzu gave him some pills so he could just take a nap for 1 hour but he refused. His nightmares are way too real and he knows if he closes his eyes, he will have one again.

- Rindou lives under Ran's apartment. They both decided that they wanted independence but still keeping the security of being close to each other. At first he thought that it was the best thing ever, but after getting inside of Bonten... it wasn't that great. (he sleeps in Ran's couch from time to time).

- Kakucho's apartment is completely empty. He doesn't need any decoration or extra furniture. His futon, a bathroom and a kitchen is all he needs. He doesn't even know who he is anymore, why decorate a bunch of white walls?

- Kokonoi lives close to a shop called D&D motors. What a coincidence.

- I said it before but Mochi is the only executive I can picture marrying someone (maybe it's because I don't know too much about him). He lives with his wife in a penthouse full of security cameras. Sometimes he can sense the sadness in his partner's eyes and thinks about leaving them so they can live a happy life. But now, they're fully into the criminal path in life, and there's no turning back. They know who they are.

- Sanzu doesn't have a daiy routine. Most of his days are a blur and he's only conscious after he kills someone. And its not because he's high all time, but because he disassociates a lot from reality. Sometimes he can't distinguish if something happens in real life or if it was all in his mind. Mikey slaps him in the face when he sees that he's not here, and Rindou brings him a glass of water and something to eat.

- Aside from Mochi, they don't have a love life. Sure they have fallen love or had a crush, but at the end of the day, they're still the same guys who have a sense of loyalty and will to protect who they love. So they chose to not commit to anyone. It's better that way.

- Rindou shared some nights with a woman some 5 years younger than him. She used to make him food and offer him to take some leftovers when he left. He realized he fell in love when he spent a whole night at her place cuddling and watching movies. He finally felt the same joy he did when he was 17. So after he left her apartment the next morning, he broke his phone so she wouldn't contact him again. And he never turned back.

- Kakucho used to frequent a bar in Tokyo because he had business to do with some big guys who owned the place. It was all going according to the plan. But then he saw a waitress being harassed by a man while he was having a conversation and he lost all the concentration. Excusing himself from the table, he went straight to the man and punched him in the face. The girl looked at him with teary eyes and thanked him a thousand times. After he returned to the table, he gave some extra money to the owners of the bar so they can free that girl from the job. He left the place after making the deal that Mikey ordered to him and never returned.

- Ran fell in love with a single mother and the moment he met her kid, he knew it was over. Either he left in that moment, or he stayed with them (and made their lives more complicated). He left an insanely amount of cash with them to pay everything until the kid was 18 and never looked back. Sometimes he lies awake at night wondering about what could have been.

- I'm sorry but Mikey is a virgin. I can't picture him having a high libido while being in such a depressing state.

- Sanzu... he's complicated. Sure he hooks up with some random people from time to time but he thinks he has never fallen in love. And if he did, he wasn't aware that was love.

- Kokonoi only sleeps with blond people. He searches for someone that's not here anymore, but maybe if he drinks more wine, he'll be able to see her face and hear her voice again.

- About their accidents and close to death experiences, they all care about each other in some kind of level. Mikey made clear that their interests come first, but they can't help it. So when someone is shot, even if they have to continue the mission, they know better than to leave them to die. (I don't think this applies to Takeomi tho)

- Rindou was once shot twice while he was on a mission with Kakucho and Kokonoi. They both knew they couldn't leave him to die. Kakucho threw his body over his shoulder and ran to the car while Kokonoi made sure no one was following them. They don't know how they did it, but Rindou arrived alive to the headquarters. Ran didn't speak that night. After he made sure Rindou will be okay, he went to see Kakucho and Koko and bowed his body as low as he could.