I Dislike Crying To An Almost Excessive Degree And Yet Here Are My Favourite Fanfics, Making Me Bawl

I dislike crying to an almost excessive degree and yet here are my favourite fanfics, making me bawl like a lil bitch

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fanfiction saiki k me me me my favourite characters have to suffer otherwise I will not enjoy it gotta have a bad time to have a good one

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realsmileysundae

2 months ago

DELTARUNE SOON!?

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deltarune deltarune tomorrow

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realsmileysundae

2 months ago

“Like a puppet with it’s strings cut" (prologue pt.6)

FIRST - PREVIOUS - NEXT

Huurrrgrghu please ignore how its been almost a month since the last part, I’ve had so little motivation despite this being the page I was most excited for. Anyway. It was funny typing this out considering whats been happening in the recent chapters.

Btw I'm gonna try and do fortnightly updates so I have more time but will hopefully be consistent.

Original fanfic: Heart to Heart - BewareTheDragon1

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my art fanart fanfiction deltarune comic kris dreemurr noelle holiday dess holiday i dont know what happened please also ignore how large noelles head is in that third row

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realsmileysundae

3 months ago

Could've at least kissed the brick before throwing it at me

A voice talking behind a grey door in the Dark World of Deltarune, saying "Kris? Kriiiis. Kris!"

Susie emerges from the door and says "Kris? Hell are you doing here, man?" She closes the door. "And what, uh, even is this place, actually?" Susie pauses, then says "...Kris?"

Susie: "what...? Kris, we, uh, we gotta get out of here, man. I dunno what's going on with you, but we managed to find the fou-"
Kris, interrupting: "You never asked me that. If I was okay before. It never. It didn't occur to you. At the time. At school."
Susie: "I...Oh."
One of the panels show Kris holding a dark crystal.

Kris: "I didn't mind before, honestly. When you did the apple thing; I know why you did. I know what I took from you. I know it shouldn't be me here."
Susie sits with Kris on the shore.

Susie: "What? Took from me? The hell'd you take from me? OTHER than a kick-ass pie I helped your mom bake, of course."
Susie waits for a reaction, gets none, and continues: "But, uh, nah. You didn't take anything from me. I just."

Susie: "I was a shitty friend. And, uh, even shittier before then. And I... I guess I didn't even say sorry for it, huh."
Kris: "But you were right, back then." This text box is covering up Susie's, which says "What? No, that isn't true K-"

The panel flashes back to the Newest Girl blog post where Susie is grabbing Kris by their shirt, with Kris narrating over, "You told me. The day you're gone, is the day your mom finally realizes, and Dad finally sees, and Asriel finally, finally admits how much better they are without you."

A new scene, where Kris is sitting on their bed, Asriel is moving out, and the backdrop looks like light piercing through ocean water.
Kris: "I know what I'm like. What I do to them. Incessant. I don't know how to stop. I can't be anything else but this."

The panel is completely black.
Kris: "Susie?"
Susie replies: "...Yeah?"

The panel shows Kris in their bathroom. Their arm is bloody and bandaged. They have their head in their arms, sitting right beside the door.
Kris: "I don't...I don't want to be here, anymore. I don't think I have for a long time."
The panel goes back to the present scene on the shore.
Susie: "Kris, this... You've felt like this? This whole time?"

Susie: "Kris you should've, I dunno, that wasn't...You should've knocked some sense into me, or something? Should'a told on me to Alphys the second I opened my mouth. Geez, Kris, you can't just-"
Kris answers tersely: "...what."
Susie: "...Why the hell'd you ever let me get away with that crap?"

Kris: "I don't know."
Kris seems to start melting down the page. You can see the shadow crystal gliding along with them.
Kris: "I think. I agreed with you. And after you said it, it finally clicked in my head. Some night later, I decided that I. I got home, and, I-"
The panel is cracking, and shows the wagon and cage, a tub filling with water, shoes on a curb, a picture of them with Noelle, Azzy, and Dess, and an open pill bottle. The crystal looks bloody.

The panel jumps back to reality, where they let go of the shadow crystal into the water, making a wake.

A panel of Kris at some point in time, reaching towards something obscured by a blood splatter. Another image is Kris in bed, clutching their chest.
Kris: "I failed."

They are back on the shore again.
Kris: "Not even good enough to die."
Kris smiles at Susie, but Susie can't look back at them.

Kris is about to say, "I'm tired", but is interrupted by Susie quietly going "sorry."
Kris turns their head to see Susie and sees she's hugging them.

They sit there for a moment, and then Susie tightens her hug and says even quieter, "I'm so sorry."

Kris looks at her, then slowly hugs her back.

They hug on the shore, and in the foreground you see the shadow crystal, bobbing in the water.

Various Definitions.

Wake, verb: To rouse from or as if from sleeping.

Wake, noun: The track left by a moving body (such as a ship) in a fluid (such as water).

Wake, noun (2): A watch held over the body of a dead person prior to burial.

Wake, comic:

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realsmileysundae

1 month ago

Does anyone else have a sort of inside joke with themself about someone on ao3 following you? As in any time you read a new fanfic, you'll find them in the comments and you can go like "Haha, funny seeing you here" in your head?

Follow up question, has anyone else's fic followers started following you to other platforms? Cause someone reblogged my post yesterday and I swear to god I almost fell out of bed after seeing who it was.

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fanfic fanfiction ao3 saiki k Question archiveofourown billiuspendragon if you see this no you didn't because this has happened multiple times and is always been from saiki k authors/readers

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realsmileysundae

1 month ago

Crazy how Kusuo died at thirteen, Kusuke started world war three because of it, and then it’s never mentioned again. Comedy animes are strange.

Anyway I saw this animation by dwinni blow up and thought this part kinda fit these two so yeah :3 I couldn’t bother animating the gun part, so theres no gore don’t worry

Song: Now That You’re Gone - The Raconteurs

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fanart animation saiki kusuo the disastrous life of saiki k. tdlosk Kusuo saiki saiki kusuo no psi nan kusuke saiki also this isnt a ship This post is Willo approved please don’t take it as that its about Kusukes obsession

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realsmileysundae

3 months ago

I don't have money so YOU THERE! BUY SOMETHING!!

Commissions are officially open!!

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realsmileysundae

2 months ago

GRR THIS REMINDED ME OF MY FAVOURITE FANFICTION

Friendly Fire - Hillbilly_man

While it isn't the main focus of the fic, that brain damage thing is there, and it is important!! I don't wanna say too much cause I don't wanna spoil it (and I think I already kinda did by mentioning the brain damage) SO PLEASE JUST GO READ IT

need fic where Kuusuke(Saiki) did indeed mess around with Kusuo(Saiki)’s brain and “accidentally”(?) gave him brain damage or something i want angst ggRRRRgrrr… GRRRR… GrrRRRr…

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saiki k fanfic reccomendation

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realsmileysundae

2 months ago

What a truly wonderful day to be in Australia, where it is no longer the fools. I haven't read the second light novel yet so I didn't click on this link, and I fully believed it was real and told all my friends how excited I was about new content for my favourite media. And then one of those friends who did read it told me the truth.

You know how there are two Saiki K light novels that have been translated into English?

Well, I happened to come across a draft for a THIRD light novel that looks like it was never published?? With post-canon content???

Obviously I had to get it translated and hsfjdlshfks it took a while but it was so worth it!! Posting it quick before someone finds the leak–

>>> READ IT NOW! <<<

(Also I asked @transmasccofee to illustrate what the cover might've looked like! 💕)

You Know How There Are Two Saiki K Light Novels That Have Been Translated Into English?

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saiki k I feel so betrayed I cant believe you nopsi I'm not having a good day I mean I had my doubts but like the excitement

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realsmileysundae

1 month ago

OPENING ART COMMISSIONS!

Uhh yeah would be super cool if you bought something (also big thanks to @f3lixfl1ck for letting me base the layout on theirs, was a massive help in getting this out there)

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my art art commisions art comms open hooray

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realsmileysundae

3 months ago

I make way too many weird route related animations

Soo the next part of the comic is gonna take a while cause its extra long and is giving me a lot of shit (why won’t anything look right UGH) so for now heres this quick lil thing I whipped up

song - blah blah blah by the oozes

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my art animation deltarune kris dreemurr noelle holiday snowgrave

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