Having Visible Collar Bones And A Flat Stomach Would Give Me The Confidence To Wear Tank Tops For Once

I started going on walks with my friend (I'm running up and down a hill on my own to burn calories when I eat)

being bigger than my sister is honestly so embarrassing for me. she's 15 years older than me and I'm still fatter than her. I want to carve the fat off my body until there's nothing left but skin and bones

wanting someone to notice that I'm not ok but the urge to keep going is so much stonger. I want to be rotting inside before they realise

self destructing to feel in control only to realise you might not actually be in control, and "your actions" might just be someone or something making decisions for you.

the real girl dinner 🫶🏻

my hobbies are cutting and cumming

im living my best life

Real

+ ⭐️ve

im baaaack. fell off the wagon a bit 😔 but I have prom in June so I NEED to lose as much weight as possible. I ain't gonna be remembered as the fat bitch. I refuse 🖐️😒

I dont ⭐ve just because I hate myself.

I ⭐ve because my grief does the eating for me.

The urge to fall back into all of my bad habits because i am too tired and they feel familiar.

you know you’re getting bad when eating 730 calories feels like a binge 😬