The Duality Of The 911 Fandom Rn

Nothing:

Do you sometimes want to stop fidgeting, moving, tastings, seeing, hearing, breathing... You just want everything to stop.

But you've never wanted to die. 

As they say 'suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem... But what if it's not temporary? what if it never ends? What if this craving for this sinful feeling never stops?

You know it's just your anxiety talking. It always talks. It hurts and talks. It takes and talks. It is just there and talks... But sometimes that's enough to push you off the edge. To make you want to feel Nothing. 

After years of torment and abuse from no one but yourself, you learn to live with it. Embrace the feelings of guilt that you've caused from thinking you could've made it through life unharmed. 

You would reminisce about the childhood you wish wasn't stolen through fake judgement and antagonising words. You would remember the days when you would lie underneath the stars and bask in their embrace. You would miss the dreams that you painstakingly woke up from to go to school where you were scared of being judged for nothing. 

Maybe some of the most difficult things were the 'it's all in your head' and the 'try not to think about it that roamed my head in search of any excuse, trying to sneak past the protective barriers I made to devour it.

The point is it will never change. The feeling of nothingness never changes it. You can change your sleeping, exercise and eating habits all you like, the heartache of craving something you can't reach will never stop.

memory of a kiss

Basically Himiko Toga :p

ok i’m done being crazy lol

URARAKA MOODBOARD SINCE SHE WON TO BE MY ACC THEME AT THE MOMENT!

can we talk about Uraraka's speech?

can we talk about Uraraka's speech? The sheer balls she had to do to talk in front of a crowd like that, who mind you were all against her is insane. the impact on civilians and pros alike was crazy. she basically singlehandedly convinced a mob of people to show empathy. wich if you've seen a mob adamant on something before, they do not see reason. she took her dream to 'see people smile' and made it so everyone was on her side. and it's difficult to care for the individual in a time of need and many struggle and fail to show people that others matter, but Urarakas care and empathy really showed through that episode and spread to all the pro heroes, civilians and hero students.

I mean fuck, I like togachako, I like togachako, I like togachako, I like togachako, I like to togachako

Spoke to a gen z person the other night and apparently the young folks don't know about the very legal sites from which you can access public domain media (including Dracula, The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde, and other Victorian gothic horror stories)?

Like this young person didn't even know about goddamn Gutenberg which is a SHAME. I linked to it and they went "aw yiss time to do a theft" and I was like "I mean yo ho ho and all that, sure, but. you know gutenberg is entirely legal, right?"

Anyway I'm gonna put this in a few Choice Tags (sorry dracula fans I DID mention it though so it's fair game) and then put some Cool Links in a reblog so this post will still show UP in said tags lmao.

more. more! More! MORE! MORE!!

the first date !!!!!

"wanted as a suspect in several open cases" 😭😭