Don’t Tell Anyone.. This Post May Lead You To  be Submissive.

finnnally gettinn to tha part of edging where keeping being ambiently turned on is more desirable than cumming

Such an amazing loop

More.

More edging.

More porn.

More audios.

You need more.

It's never enough.

It will never be enough.

The more you do it the more you break.

The more you break, the better it feels.

The better it feels, the more you do it.

You lost.

And you love it.

You enjoy being mindlessly horny… You enjoy being close to the edge… You enjoy needing permission…

Embrace it.

Control

- You submit because you want to feel almost forced to do those things that make you feel dirty.. it excites you beyond anything else. Do things you know you have little intrest in when in other contexts but maybe that exhilarating feeling of manipulation makes you feel that warmth deep inside. It’s like you have this voice inside that lets you know on a level you cannot articulate that you feel that excitement now deep in parts of your mind you don’t discuss with just any other person. I have this voice inside as well. We all have this voice that tells you what is going on is right and you feel good.

- It’s almost like you want me to play with your mind I mean perhaps it is not like you get excited because you love that feeling of manipulation at the hands of another. It’s just it’s a little scary and oddly that small fear makes you feel horny. The hornier you get the deeper you sink in to your desires.

- You might think you crave humiliation or that you crave depravity because you don’t deserve to be excited. However the truth is simpler as you get excited from humiliation & your depravity because you fear you are good fuck toy. Just think about what you haven't considered yet.. When you get to be treated like a toy this voice you trust lets you know you are good. Every minute of it is truly special.

I invite you to notice how you  imagine yourself again as a submissive.  The dark fantasies that consistently make you tingle in ways you know too well.  Perhaps you may think you could not  be a submissive to me.   As you are looking at your screen you might not  contemplate your submission  since you don’t want to  picture it now  in your mind.  However, the more you consider it the more deeply it wiggles it’s way into your mind. You enjoy a challenge when you  push your boundaries  though to  find this success  in your desire. See yourself as successful, and feel the sense of accomplishment that comes with it. This fantasy is something that you want, something that will make you happy and fulfilled in ways you already feel deeply. 

As you  visualize yourself achieving  your goal of submission, notice the positive emotions that come with it. What are the feelings that you experience when  you succeed? Is it happiness, pride, joy, or something else?

Think about those positive emotions, and  notice how they feel  inside your body. Where do you  feel them now?   Do they make you  feel lighter,  more energized, or more focused?

Now,  imagine  that those positive emotions are like a powerful magnet, drawing you towards your sexual submission. Every time you take a  step towards your submission, you  feel those positive emotions growing stronger and stronger, guiding you towards success.

As you consider taking actions towards your goal, notice any limiting beliefs or negative thoughts that may not serve your goals well or might be holding you back, simply start to fade away. 

Take a moment to challenge those limiting beliefs or negative thoughts. Are they really true? Are they helping you achieve your goal, or are they holding you back?"

Replace those limiting beliefs & thoughts with positive affirmations that support your goal of submission.  You are a good little one. You  crave this.   You love being submissive. Submission excites you  and fulfills you deeply in satisfying ways.  Repeat those affirmations to yourself, and feel the positive emotions growing stronger and stronger.  

Finally, think about the next step you need to take towards your goal. What action can you take right now to move closer to success?   Notice how  it feels good  to take positive action towards your goal, and let that feeling you will have of accomplishment and satisfaction motivate you to  touch yourself now  and enjoy those feelings.  Visualizing you being a successful submissive now.

Remember,  you want this. You know you  chose to make this happen. Trust yourself and your abilities, and take action towards your goal with confidence and purpose.

Whenever you need a boost of motivation, you can return to this visualization and tap into those positive emotions and affirmations. You can do this. You are already on the path to success.

Are you the kind of person who someday can imagine being outside watching yourself have a fantasy of a vivid scene where you remember you are a play thing for this person you trust completely? Perhaps a fantasy where you touch yourself in just that way you know makes you tingle regularly. You don’t even have to focus on where you feel that excitement begin to come inside you. You don’t have to focus on where you feel it moving to or even where you feel it that you know is the most incredible. It’s as if the more you feel it the more you want to touch yourself for this person you trust. You never quite go over the edge though without permission from this person. Each time you imagine this continues you need it more and more. The more you imagine reflecting on watching yourself have this fantasy, the more you are intrigued by the images in your mind because you realize you are more and more aroused.

always closer but never over...

always closer but never over...

always closer but never over...

every time i edge i think it's coming...

instead i fall back down and have to start over...

so hot...

edging, edging, edging...

So fascinating how much you identify with this.

Funny how much you love the humiliation at the hands of another. Almost as if the betrayal of trust actually gets you excited. You not supposed to love it but you do and you know you do. Perhaps it used to confuse you but eventually you came to realize that you need it. Even if you don’t tell anyone in your regular real life. Your fantasies are boundless

Embrace your darker kinks and feel the warm building deep inside as you touch

I just remember something I haven't thought about in years .

One of my high school bff's and I once did a make up challenge, we had to give each other a make up transformation. She made me do hers first and I did hers super nice. She was beautiful and the make up made her look like a super star. Then it was her turn on me and she made me look super trashy, all pink and white and blue and painted something on my forehead too, and then laughed at me.

I remember how embarrassed I felt, but also how much that mainly turned me on.

Let me humiliate myself for you. Let me debase myself for you. I want your approval so badly I’ll do anything to get it. I want you to be pleased to have me. If that means I have to turn myself into a desperate, needy, pathetic little fuckdoll so be it.

Puffy slippery slits are so needy