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Bridges burning

They're burning brighter Flames licking at my flesh The rain falls, yet the embers continue to spread to bridge I've tread Gnawing at the tethers that anchor me to this place With each passing moment I am feeling dread Taking from me everything There is a flash inside my head, as I'm laying halfway dead The first sparks came from me It was I whom lit the thread

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A red rose standing in a field of snow left to face the frigid winds on its own Cold slowly gnawing it's stem petals withering Defiantly it stands Refusing to bend to its environment Uncompromising resolve, waiting until her love returns to pluck her Warmth

Want!

Kotobukiya’s Tali statue reminds us we still have a year to wait for the new Mass Effect

Kotobukiya makes some pretty nice statues and figures and I’d know – I’ve bought several of them including two of their DC Comics New 52 line. They’re not super expensive but feature quality that would make others think you paid far more than you actually did. 

Continuing their Mass Effect line-up is Tali which is set to release February of next year. Pre-orders will be opening soon. 

Farewell friend

It hurt a lot, but it had to be done. I hope you understand, it is time to move on. Time to focus on the here and now, not the past and what might have been. It would be a lie if I said I wasn't crying. The next bridge to burn will change everything, there is no going back... Take a deep breath and hold on tight... 3 ..2...1 exhale... Here it goes.

"The mind is a gun" -Trevor from Grand theft auto V. Trevor is one of the most interesting characters in any form of entertainment media that I've come across. He should be, by nature unlikable. He is a psychopath, criminal and boorish in all respects, but his character is so well written that by the end of the story you're cheering for him--he is the perfect storm of character flaws and honestly that results in a prime example of an antihero.

Taiwan vs. Mainland Zhongwen!

The Masks we wear

Why does the Skull-kid wear the mask?

The mask helps him hide his pain and loneliness

The mask gives him confidence

We all wear masks to hide our feelings and vulnerabilities 

We are all Skull-kids

-Vector Majora’s Mask, The Legend of Zelda: Majora's Mask, created by dotSpaceman-

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Dreams of you and me

Thoughts that could never be

Late night visions shown to me

So real are these feelings

These dreams of you and me

But just like shadows on a wall; dancing from fire’s light

Or reflections in a mirror

No matter how close we hold dear

I know deep down inside my heart it can never be real

Nothing more than dreams

Life is dust on the winds of time

Drifting Through The Void

Loneliness is a feeling I’ve often felt Gasping for air Gooseflesh covering my forearms Cold to the core I never get use to the emptiness

"I am alone", I say to myself in a somber voice  As I drift through my mind, I reflect on thoughts and alternative realms of reality, realms that are warmer. I try to muster hope and hold on to her hand, but I do not allow myself to be fooled by her fickle nature. 

A New Day

It's 11am when I pull the covers off myself

been feeling down, lost track of for how long

I stagger to my feet, walking toward the kitchen, trying to find something to eat

It's been a long time since I've felt  alive

It is like a darkness has surrounded me, and crept deep down inside

Something draws me to the window, where the blinds are closed so tight

The soft glowing light behind; entices  me

Something feels different, this must be the moment and I shall not let it go 

I'm going to let the light in, for the first time in forever

I'm going to let the sun warm my heart today

Showering in solar rays, looking at the world before me

My body feels alive, for the first time in so long

I feel the darkness melt away

Today is going to be a new day