Iwaizumi, Rivals, part 3, nsfw..? Please đ„č only if you have time ofc.. but like.. please donât leave me hanging.. the cliffhanger⊠please..
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Of all the ways Tendou loved to fuck you, taking you from behind while standing was his absolute favorite.
It was the way you had to hold onto anything in front of you for dear life, your legs barely working as he pounded into you from behind. The way your ass bounced against his hips, how your body arched every time he drove deeper, filling you up so perfectly that your words turned to breathless gasps.
But the best part? The sounds you made.
Your moans were already deliciously wrecked, but what really did it for him was when you started whimpering his name.
âSatoriââ
Tendou groaned, fingers digging into your hips, yanking you back onto his cock.
âSatoriâoh my Godââ
His grip tightened, and suddenly, his palm cracked against your ass, a sharp smack that had you gasping.
âOh? Whatâs wrong, baby?â he taunted, grinning wickedly even as his thrusts didnât slow. âThought you were gettinâ all cocky earlier? What happened?â
You tried to respond, but it was impossibleâhe was fucking you too good, too deep, too fast, and all that came out was a choked moan.
Tendou loved it.
âNot so mouthy now, huh?â he teased, snapping his hips forward, grinding in deep, feeling you flutter around him. âBet you thought you were gonna be in charge. So cute.â
You let out a frustrated little whine, your fingers clenching against the table in front of you, nails dragging against the surface as another sharp thrust stole your breath.
Stillâyou werenât going down without a fight.
With whatever strength you had left, you tilted your head back just enough to meet his gaze over your shoulder, your eyes glassy but defiant as you bit out:
âThenâshut up and fuck me, Satori.â
Tendou froze for half a secondâhis cock twitching at your toneâbefore letting out a low, dark chuckle.
âOhhh, youâre gonna regret that, sweetheart.â
His fingers slid up your spine, fisting in your hair, yanking your head back, forcing you to arch, forcing you to take him even deeper.
Then, he wrecked you.
His thrusts turned brutal, relentless, hitting that spot inside you over and over until your mouth fell open in a silent scream, pleasure crashing over you in waves.
Your legs buckled, but he held you up, laughing against your ear as you trembled, shaking apart in his grip.
âSatoriââ you gasped again, your voice high, needy, broken.
âOh yeah, baby,â he panted, grinning against your neck. âThatâs what I wanna hear.â
And just to seal the deal, his hand snaked down between your legs, fingers rubbing your clit in messy, frantic circlesâ
And you shattered.
Your whole body locked up, your walls clenching so hard around him that Tendou groaned deep, his thrusts stuttering as he followed you over the edge, spilling inside you with a deep, shuddering moan.
For a long moment, all that was left was panting, shaking, the heat of his body pressed against yours.
Then, Tendou grinned against your skin, pressing lazy, teasing kisses along your shoulder.
âStill got somethinâ smart to say, babe?â
You triedâtried so hardâto come up with a response. But your brain was pure static, and all you could do was let out a soft, exhausted whimper:
â⊠SatoriâŠâ
Tendou laughed.
âYeah, thatâs what I thought.â
Matsukawaâs fingers have always been dangerousâlong, skilled, patient. The kind of touch that never rushes, never fumblesâalways intentional, always knowing exactly how to pull you apart.
And right now, heâs enjoying himself.
âFuck, babe,â he murmurs, his deep voice laced with amusement as his fingers curl inside you just right. His other hand rests lazily against your thigh, keeping it spread while his dark, hooded gaze drinks you in. âYouâre really soaking my hand like this?â
You donât even have the breath to answerânot when his pace is slow, teasing, deliberate. Each drag of his fingers sends pleasure curling up your spine, each flick against that sweet spot making your thighs twitch.
Matsukawa just smirks. He likes seeing you like thisâmessy, desperate, coming undone because of him.
He drags his fingers out almost completely before sinking them back in with an infuriatingly slow roll of his wrist, the slick sound of your arousal making his smirk widen. âHear that?â he murmurs, voice thick with amusement. âSo fucking wet for me.â
His fingers work in deeper this time, curling just so, rubbing in slow, purposeful strokes against that sensitive spot that makes your breath stutter. He watches your face, reveling in the way your brows pinch, your lips parting in a desperate little gasp.
"You can take it," he coaxes, thumb circling your clit in lazy, wet strokes. "I know you can."
He starts a rhythmâhis fingers thrusting deep, dragging back, his thumb applying just the right amount of pressure. The sensations build in slow waves, each motion pulling you higher, tightening the coil in your belly until itâs unbearable.
Your back arches, a choked moan slipping past your lips. He hums at the sound, clearly pleased, and thenâhe speeds up.
The shift is devastatingâhis fingers pumping harder, his thumb pressing just a little firmer, dragging you toward the edge so effortlessly it makes your head spin. He angles his wrist slightly, pressing his fingers deeper, rubbing in steady strokes that make your whole body tighten.
âShitâIsseiââ
âYeah?â His grin is slow, teasing, as he leans in, lips grazing the inside of your knee. âYou close, baby? Feels like youâre about toââ
He shifts again, pressing the heel of his palm against your clit, working you with practiced ease, and thatâs all it takes. Your stomach tenses, pleasure snapping through you like a lightning strike.
You cry out as the pressure inside you snaps, your whole body tensing as pleasure crashes over youâwhite-hot, overwhelming, electric.
Matsukawa groans as you clench around his fingers, but he doesn't stop.
"That's it," he praises, still working you through it, his voice dropping to a rasp. "Fuck, that's so hot."
Your body jerks as another wave builds too fast, too intenseâyour moan cuts off into a strangled whimper as the overstimulation crashes through you, and suddenlyâ
"Ohh, shitâlook at that."
Heat floods your face as pleasure rips through you again, liquid gushing over his hand, dripping onto the sheets. Your thighs shake, muscles spasming, your breath coming in ragged gasps as your body writhes in the aftershocks. A strangled whimper escapes you, your legs instinctively trying to close, but Matsukawa's firm grip keeps them spread. Your fingers clutch desperately at the sheets, your body trembling, overwhelmed and spent.
Matsukawa just watchesâhis tongue flicking over his lips, his expression damn near predatory.
"Fuck," he breathes, finally slowing his movements, letting you collapse against the bed. His fingers slip out of you, glistening, and he hums, clearly impressed.
"Didn't know you could do that, babe," he muses, bringing his soaked fingers to his lips, licking them clean with a smirk. "But now that I doâŠ"
He leans down, voice dropping to a wicked whisper.
"Bet I can make you do it again."
Suna Rintaro was patient. Too patient.
He liked to take his time, to watch, learn, memorizeâevery reaction, every sharp inhale, every way your body responded to his touch. He was never in a rush. Never let his ego get ahead of him. But this?
This was new.
You were pinned beneath him, legs hooked around his waist, your body shaking as he pushed into youâdeep, slow, relentless. His hands were firm against your thighs, keeping you open, keeping you exactly where he wanted. The feeling of your warmth wrapped so tight around him sent a slow, burning pleasure through his spine, but what really had him losing his mind was you.
The way your breath stuttered every time he rolled his hips. The way your nails scraped at his arms, your legs twitching as he stretched you out. The way you gasped his name like it was the only word you knew.
And then it happened.
The moment he angled his hips just right, just deep enough to press against that sweet spotâ
Your breath hitchedâ
Your entire body tensedâ
And then, you came.
Fast. Hard. Too hard.
Suna felt it, the way your walls squeezed him tight, the way your legs locked up, a choked cry breaking past your lips. The way your hands clawed at his back, searching for anything to hold onto as you shattered underneath him.
He stilledâjust for a secondâhis sharp eyes flicking up to watch you completely fall apart beneath him.
Oh.
Oh, yeah. This was it.
A slow, wicked smirk stretched across his lips. He liked that.
"Didnât even last a minute," he murmured, voice low, teasing, smug.
You barely registered his words, your body limp, your mind foggy with the aftershocks. But Suna wasnât done.
He let you catch your breath for a second, his hands rubbing slow, lazy circles over your thighs. But thenâ
He pressed his weight into you, rolling his hips againâdeeper, slower this time, dragging out the pleasure until you gasped, your body twitching from oversensitivity. And he felt it. The way you clenched involuntarily, still on edge, still sensitive.
"Oh?" His grip on your thighs tightened, his smirk deepening as his voice dipped into something darker, lower. âStill sensitive?â
A deep chuckle rumbled in his chest as you whimpered, your nails digging into his arms. He was going to have fun with this.
One of his hands left your thigh, sliding up the length of your bodyâslow, teasing, purposefulâbefore wrapping around your throat, his thumb brushing over your pulse. His mouth hovered just above yours, his breath warm, teasing, his words coated in amusement.
"That was too fast, baby," he murmured, tilting his head slightly, watching your dazed expression with something like satisfaction. "Guess that means this is my new favorite."
His thumb pressed against your jaw, tilting your face up toward him. His dark, lidded gaze roamed over your features, soaking in the flush on your cheeks, the parted lips, the way your chest heaved. You were wrecked. And that made something primal twist in his stomach. He wanted to see it again.
So he moved.
Slow. Deep. Unrelenting.
The pace was different this timeâno teasing, no holding back. He wanted to feel you come apart again. Wanted to feel your walls flutter around him, to watch you drown in the sensation. He wanted to chase that reaction again and again until it was burned into him.
"Too much?" he mused, his voice dripping with false innocence as his thrusts got sharper, pushing you right back toward that edge.
Your response was lost between a gasp and a moan, and Suna grinned.
"Nah, I think you can take it," he murmured. "You were made for this, weren't you?"
You barely had time to process his words before he angled his hips just right againâ and that coil in your stomach snapped.
Your head tilted back, a cry tearing from your lips as pleasure flooded through you, crashing over you even harder than the first time.
Suna groaned, feeling your body clamp down around him, squeezing him so tight that his rhythm stuttered for half a second. His grip on your throat loosened, his hand sliding down to grasp at your waist instead, holding you steady as you shook beneath him.
"Fuck," he muttered, watching the way your body trembled, the way your fingers scrambled at the sheets. He let his hips slow, dragging out your high, letting you feel every second of it.
And when you finally collapsed, boneless and wrecked beyond belief, Suna pressed a kiss to your jaw, his smirk returning as he murmuredâ
"Yeah... definitely my favourite."
Barcelona was always golden in the evening.
Sunlight spilled between buildings like warm syrup, painting the cobblestones in hazy orange light, alive with motion and music and voices raised in too many languages to count. The streets pulsed with energy, and Oikawa moved through it all like he belonged thereâbecause he did.
You walked beside him, fingers laced loosely through his, sunglasses pushed up into your hair as you studied a nearby plaza, smiling at the crowd. You'd only stopped for a quick drink before heading home, but somehow a ten-minute rest turned into lingering.
Which was exactly how it happened.
He came out of nowhereâtall, handsome in that slightly too-smooth way, and a native speaker who clearly wasnât shy about using his charm. He was friendly, casual, and youâbeing youâwere nothing but warm in return. Oikawa was used to it. You made friends everywhere. Waiters, baristas, strangers on trains. He wasn't usually the jealous type.
Usually.
But today? You were laughing a little too softly. Tilting your head a little too far. And the guy? Oh, he was leaning in like he had a damn chance.
Oikawa didn't say anything right away. He just sipped his drink and watched, sunglasses shielding the slow burn building behind his eyes. Your fingers were still in his, but even that wasnât grounding him tonight. Not when the guy started complimenting your accent. Not when he gestured toward the nearest bar with an easy smile and said,
"If you're looking for local recommendations, I could show you a few places."
That was when you felt it.
Oikawa's hand tightened slightly around yours, his thumb no longer stroking circles over your skin but now still, firm.
You turned toward him innocently, blinking up at his too-perfect face with a feigned sweetness that you knew drove him insane.
"Tooru," you said, voice syrupy, "he says he can show us some local spots. Isn't that nice?"
Oikawa set his glass down with a clink, but instead of stepping in front of youâhe stepped behind. His arms slid smoothly around your waist, his chest pressing flush against your back as he dipped his head low, his lips brushing just below your ear when he spoke.
"Youâre playing dangerous games," he whispered, voice like silk and warning all at once. The way his breath fanned across your skin made you shiver, your back unconsciously arching into him. He chuckled against your neck, low and warm, like he knew exactly what he was doing.
The guy took a half-step back, visibly caught off-guard now as his eyes darted between you and the very obviously possessive arms wrapped around your waist.
Oikawa turned his head, resting his chin on your head, and finally spoke aloudâhis tone still pleasant, still polite, but tinged with something sharper.
"Oh, you didnât know?" he said, gaze locking with the manâs. "Sheâs very much taken. Tragic, I know. Don't worry though, I've lived here for years."
The guy blinked, awkward laugh faltering. "Ahâright. My mistake. Sorry, man. Just being friendly."
"Of course," Oikawa said with a smile, one that didnât reach his eyes. "Happens all the time." The guy took the hint and left, vanishing into the crowd, and you finally let the smile stretch fully across your face.
"You're so dramatic," you hummed, stepping closer, chest brushing his as you leaned into his space.
Oikawa narrowed his eyes, even as his arms slid around your waist.
"Do I really need to wear a sign?" he muttered.
You batted your lashes. "Maybe. Or just keep doing that thing where your voice gets all cold. It's kind of hot."
His brows lifted.
"You're doing it on purpose."
You grinned. "Maybe."
Oikawa sighed, burying his face in your neck, lips brushing the skin there.
"You're going to be the death of me."
"Mmm. But Iâll make it fun."
You knew the day was going to be shit when your coffee spilled on your white blouse before 9 a.m.
The rest unfolded like a cruel jokeâback-to-back meetings that ran long, a snippy email from your supervisor that didnât even pretend to be polite, and a presentation youâd poured hours into that got brushed aside for a 'more time-sensitive matter.' By 5 p.m., your jaw ached from how tightly youâd been clenching it all day.
So when your phone buzzed, and you saw Kurooâs name flash across the screen, your thumb hovered over the green icon. You didnât want to talk. You didnât want to pretend you were fine. But you answered anyway.
âHey,â he said, voice low and familiar. There was a pause, like he was listening for something in the silence between you. "You sound like you had a day."
You scoffed. âThat obvious?â
âYou get all quiet when youâre brooding.â
You didnât reply. The lump in your throat had nothing to do with him, and everything to do with the way he could read you like thisâwithout even seeing your face.
He waited a beat, then said, âCome out. First roundâs on me.â
You started to declineâalready in your sweats, already half curled on the couchâbut his voice came again, coaxing.
âCâmon, Iâll even let you rant about corporate dysfunction without rolling my eyes this time.â
That got the faintest laugh out of you. And somehow, twenty minutes later, you were walking into the bar you both loved, the one tucked between a bookstore and a stationery shop, dim and warm and a little too familiar.
He was already at your usual tableâsecond from the back, under the shelf with the crooked leg that made drinks tilt if you werenât careful. Two pints sat on the table, and Kuroo raised one as you approached.
âStill drinkinâ like a college student?â you teased, sliding into the booth across from him.
He grinned. âNostalgiaâs a powerful thing.â
You took the glass, took a long sip, and finally sighed. It hit your system like a balm.
For the next half hour, you vented. About your boss. About the way the office printer hated you. About how you were so close to throwing your laptop out the window, and how nobody respected boundaries anymore.
Kuroo listened, as always. Interjected only when you needed him to. Smiled over the rim of his beer like he could do this for hours.
Eventually, when the flush of alcohol had softened the edges of your irritation, he leaned forward on his elbows.
âYou ever think youâre just lonely?â
You blinked. âExcuse me?â
He didnât flinch. âI meanâyou work hard, you donât really date, you havenât mentioned anyone in a while. Maybe itâs not just the job. Maybe itâs... everything else, too.â
You raised an eyebrow. âIs this your way of telling me I'm a spinster?â
He laughed, but it sounded slightly forced. âNah. Just saying, you deserve someone good. Thought about setting you up with a friend.â
You shrugged, looked down into your drink. âIâm not interested in someone else.â
And that was the truth. You hadnât been, not for a long time. Not since your second year of college, when Kuroo Tetsurou sauntered into your world like he owned the placeâwith messy hair, too much sarcasm, and the kind of quiet loyalty that wrecked you. He was all sharp teeth and soft heart, and youâd fallen harder than you wanted to admit. But youâd also accepted, long ago, that he probably didnât see you that way. So you tucked it down. Smiled when he dated other people. Never said a word.
Until tonight.
You hadnât meant to get drunk. Not really. Youâd planned to drink just enough to take the edge off, to let the tension bleed from your muscles after a long, miserable day. But when the bartender mentioned it was two-for-one night, and Kuroo had raised an eyebrow with that stupid, charming grin, it was all too easy to shrug and say yes.
The drinks hit harder than you expectedâsmoother, easier, and paired with Kurooâs low voice and quiet laughter, it was easy to lose track. What was supposed to be one drink became two, then three, and suddenly you were warm in all the soft ways that made the world a little blurrier around the edges.
Your limbs felt too light, your thoughts too soft, and every time he said your name, it rang a little louder in your chest. At some point, youâd slumped further into the booth, propping your chin in your hand and blinking slower with each refill.
âAlright,â he said finally, his voice still light but laced with concern as he reached for your nearly empty glass. âYouâre cut off.â
You pouted, dragging your eyes up to meet his, but your grin stayed lazy. "Tetsu," you said, drawing out the syllables, âyouâre so bossy.â
âSomeoneâs gotta keep your chaotic ass alive,â he muttered, even as he flagged down the bartender and handed over his card. He didnât even look at the receipt when it came.
You watched the way his brows knit together slightly, the way he pressed his tongue against his cheek, like he was both irritated and fond at the same time. Familiar. Comforting.
He slid out of the booth and looped your bag over one shoulder, then turned to offer you his hand.
âLetâs go, before you start snoring in public.â
The air outside was crisp. Night had fallen while you were inside, and the chill that hit your cheeks brought a bit of clarityâbut not much. You shivered, and Kuroo automatically shrugged off his jacket and draped it over your shoulders.
You didnât argue. You leaned into his side, let his arm steady you as you walked together down the quiet street. His touch was careful, guiding. You kept catching faint traces of his cologneâclean and woodsy, something subtle but undeniably him.
âYou smell good,â you mumbled into the fabric of his shirt.
He let out a soft snort. âThanks.â
The cab ride was even quieter. Your head lolled gently onto his shoulder. You felt warm, and his shirt was soft, and you couldnât stop your lips from parting with sleepy little compliments.
âI like your voice,â you whispered.
He glanced down at you, mouth twitching. âYouâre gonna regret this tomorrow.â
âAm not,â you slurred. âYou're very kissable. Did you know that?â
Kuroo closed his eyes for a second, breathing in through his nose like he was trying very hard not to react. Under his breath, barely audible over the hum of the city outside the cab, he whispered, "God, it's me again. Let her remember this so I can see the look on her face tomorrow."
When you arrived at his apartment, he paid the driver with one hand and guided you out with the other, keeping his hold steady on your waist. You stumbled once on the sidewalk and clutched at his hoodie.
âEasy,â he murmured, his fingers tightening just a little.
His apartment was dark and quiet when you entered. He didnât bother with the lightsâjust led you toward the couch by memory, his hand never leaving yours. You swayed a little as you collapsed onto the cushions, blinking up at him.
âAlways takinâ care of me,â you said, voice soft and blurred at the edges. âYouâre good at that.â
Kuroo crouched to untie your shoes, brows drawn. âWell, someoneâs gotta keep you upright.â
You leaned forward, still gripping the front of his hoodie, and he didnât pull away. Your eyes met his, blurry but intent, and your lips quirked upward.
âI love you, you know.â
Kuroo froze.
The words were slurred but clear enough to punch the breath out of him.
Your voice dropped lower, more sincere. âI love you. Since the moment I saw you.â
He stopped breathing.
His hands hovered mid-motion over your shoes, his fingers curled like they forgot what they were doing. Slowly, carefully, he lifted his head to look at you.
âWhat?â
But your head tipped back onto the couch, your eyes fluttering shut.
âI love you,â you repeated, softer this time. âIâve always loved you.â
âWaitââ he tried again, voice sharper now, a tremor hidden underneath.
But your breathing was already evening out, lips slightly parted, lashes resting against your cheeks. You were out cold.
Kuroo knelt there for a long moment, just staring. The words still rang in his ears, ricocheting through his ribs like they didnât quite belong to reality.
He sat back slowly, knees folding underneath him, and pressed the heels of his hands to his eyes. Then he dragged his fingers through his hair and stood up, walking into the kitchen without really seeing.
The quiet of the apartment wrapped around him like a weight.
ââŠWhoa.â
--
The morning comes slowly, dragging a dull headache and a dry mouth with it.
You blink against the sunlight bleeding through unfamiliar curtains, your body heavy, brain sluggish. Thereâs the faint hum of a coffee machine somewhere nearby. The smell is strong and bitter and achingly welcome.
It takes you a minute to remember where you are. The couch. Kurooâs apartment. The drinks. Your stomach twists as snippets of the night flicker backâhis arm around your waist, the way he guided you up the stairs, the sound of his laugh.
You sit up with a groan, head pounding as the room spins for a second. Your clothes are wrinkled, your mouth tastes awful, and your memories are slippery at best. But when you swing your legs off the couch and catch sight of himâKuroo, in the kitchen, hair messy, hoodie sleeves shoved up as he stirs something in a mugâyou feel it.
That deep, crawling dread.
He looks over as you shuffle in, blinking groggily. âMorning, sunshine.â
You grunt, dragging yourself to the counter as he slides a mug across to you without a word. You catch it with both hands, the warmth seeping into your skin. Itâs blessedly hot. And quiet.
You sip slowly, staring into the cup, your head still throbbing. The silence stretches. He doesnât speak. Just leans against the counter and sips from his own mug like this is normal. Like you didnât say something earth-shattering last night.
Eventually, he breaks it. âYou remember anything from last night?â
You blink, then close your eyes for a second, willing your sluggish brain to scroll back through the hazy reel of the evening. âWe went to the bar,â you murmur slowly. âYou were already there when I came in. There was a drink waiting. A pintâof course. I think I complained about work for forty-five minutes straight.â
You pause to take a sip of coffee, your eyes still narrowed in concentration.
âI had the first two drinks faster than I should have. You were teasing me about my toleranceâ"
You stop.
The cab. His jacket. His arm around your waist. The stairs.
âOh my god,â you whisper, a spike of panic hitting your chest. âAnd you helped me back to your plaâOH MY GOD.â
Kuroo raises a brow, tryingâfailingâto hide the smirk that curls onto his face.
You set the mug down a little too hard. "I didn't mean it," you blurt, voice too high. "I meanâI was drunk. Very drunk. You know how I get, right? I say stupid things, Iâ"
You wave a hand vaguely in the air, flushing deeper. "It didnât mean anything. I mean, obviously I care about you, weâve always been really good friends, and I didnâtâ"
Your words trip over themselves like dominoes, spiraling into panic as you try to claw your way out of whatever you admitted the night before. Your face is on fire, your fingers drumming anxiously against the side of your mug.
And Kuroo just watches you, quietly amused. Something fond in his eyes. Like heâs letting you run your mouth on purpose.
Then he sets down his cup, crosses the space between you, and gently cups your face in his hands.
You freeze.
âAnd here I was thinking Iâd break first,â he says, voice low and warm.
You stare at him, mouth parted, utterly lost.
ââŠBut you wanted to set me upâŠ?â you whisper, your voice cracking mid-sentence.
He huffs a laugh, brushing his thumb over your cheek. âOh, screw that. Youâre mine now.â
You blink up at him, blinking hard like your brain is trying to keep up. âWait, you mean that?â
He nods slowly, his hands still cradling your face. âI do. I meant it last night, too. You passed out before I could say anything, but I meant to.â
Thereâs a pause, the kind thatâs too soft to be awkwardâjust full of all the things that didnât have time to be said. âIâve loved you for a long time,â he adds quietly, voice going a little rough at the edges. âGuess I just needed you to drunkenly beat me to it.â
The laugh that slips out of you is half a breath and half a sob, surprised and stunned and disbelieving. âOh my god.â
He grins, leaning his forehead against yours for a second, and the two of you just stand there, smiling quietly into each other like the world finally makes sense.
Then you squeeze his hands once, step back with a wince, and say, âIâm going to go throw up.â
He lets go of you immediately, one eyebrow lifting. âFrom excitement?â
Youâre already wobbling toward the bathroom, one hand raised in defeat. âAlcohol poisoning.â
He leans against the counter, grinning to himself. âYeah, that too.â
The overhead lights buzz faintly, casting a dim yellow glow over empty desks and scattered papers. Practice ended hours ago, but youâre still hereâhalf because youâre sorting through lineup sheets for Coach, and half because Iwaizumi never knows how to leave when Oikawaâs still in the gym pretending heâs immortal.
Itâs just the two of you now. Oikawa finally gave up ten minutes ago, muttering something about stretching at home, and the silence that follows his absence is a rare kind of peace. You can hear Iwaizumi breathing again. That quiet, controlled rhythm he always slips back into once he isnât yelling, chasing, fixing. The gymâs been quiet, too, like itâs exhaling after hours of pounding sneakers and shouting voices.
Heâs sitting across from you now, chair turned backward, arms crossed over the backrest. Watching you. Probably not even trying to. He just does thatâstudies you like youâre part of the game plan, like your existence needs analyzing in case it ever falls out of line.
âYou should go home,â you mutter without looking up, thumbing through one of the stat sheets. âYouâre gonna pass out before you make it up the hill.â
âI could say the same to you,â he fires back, voice low, tired but still that familiar gravel thatâs embedded itself into the fabric of your after-practice routine.
You shoot him a look, but it doesnât have much heat. âYeah, but Iâm not the one whoâs been diving face-first into the court all evening.â
He smirks. Leans his chin onto his forearm and shrugs, like the ache in his shoulder isnât something heâs been carrying for weeks now. You wonder if he even notices the way he favors it. Probably. He just ignores it.
âYou never quit,â you murmur, half to yourself.
âNeither do you.â
You donât say anything to that. Mostly because itâs true. He sees right through you. Always has.
The silence stretches. Itâs comfortable, warm in the way only Iwaizumi can make it feel. Thereâs no pressure to fill it. No need to perform. Heâs always been like thatâsolid, grounded, the kind of person you could fall into without worrying if theyâd catch you. And he would. Every time.
Youâre not sure when you started noticing it. The way his hands lingered when he handed you a towel. The way he remembered how you liked your drinks cold, not iced. The way he always checked your clipboard before practice started, just in case you forgot something. He never made a show of it. He just⊠did. Like breathing.
You look up at him, and heâs already watching you.
You blink. âWhat?â
He shrugs again. âNothing.â
âCreepy.â
His smirk deepens. âYouâre the one talking to yourself.â
âI was talking to you.â
âSure.â
You roll your eyes, but youâre smiling, and you hate that itâs so easy with him. So natural. Like your heart hasnât been clenching in your chest for months now, like every little moment with him doesnât echo louder than it should. Itâs loud right now. Deafening.
You look back at the papers. âSeriously, though. You should rest. Youâve got a game this weekend, and if you overdo it nowââ
âI know.â
Of course he knows. He always does. Thatâs part of the problem.
You press your thumb into your temple, eyes scanning over messy handwriting. Your back aches. Your stomachâs been growling since the second set ended. You know you should pack it up and go home, but thereâs something sticky in the air tonight. Something that hasnât settled.
âHere,â Iwaizumi says suddenly, and before you can react, heâs pushing something across the table.
A protein bar. Slightly squished, but still sealed.
Your brow furrows. âYou brought this for me?â
He scratches at the back of his neck. âYou always forget to eat after practice. Thought Iâd try being useful.â
You stare at him. âYouâre already useful. Like, medically essential. Youâre the only reason Oikawa still has knees.â
He snorts. âI mean to you.â
The air shifts.
Itâs subtle. Barely a tremor. But it leaves everything a little quieter, a little sharper.
You donât answer. Just take the protein bar and turn it over in your hand. You trace the crinkled edges of the wrapper with your thumb like itâs a puzzle.
âThanks,â you say finally, soft. âThatâs⊠thoughtful.â
He shrugs like itâs nothing. But his eyes are still on you. Warmer now. He looks like he wants to say something else but doesnât know if he should.
You try to focus on the sheets again, but your fingers donât move. The pen in your hand feels suddenly pointless.
âYou ever get tired of it?â you ask, your voice quieter now. âDoing everything for everyone else?â
He hums, leaning back. âYeah. Sometimes.â
âThen why do you keep doing it?â
Another pause. His voice, when it comes, is soft. Almost too soft.
âBecause I care.â
You glance up at him.
His eyes donât waver. âIt matters to me. That people are okay. That youâre okay.â
Your breath catches.
You open your mouth to say something, anythingâbut the words knot up in your throat. They donât come.
And then, like itâs the most natural thing in the world, he says it.
âI love you.â
Just like that. No lead-up. No dramatics. Just the truth, falling out of his mouth like itâs been there the whole time. Like heâs been saying it in a hundred other ways already.
You freeze.
He freezes.
Itâs only a heartbeat of silence, but it stretches. Stretches until it feels like the air might snap.
He blinks. Swallows hard. âIâshit. I didnât mean toâI mean, I did, but I wasnât gonnaâfuck.â
You just stare at him.
He runs a hand through his hair, the picture of calm unraveling. âForget I said that.â
âHajimeââ
âNo, seriously. I didnât want to make this weird. I justâshit, I donât know. You were just⊠sitting there, and Iââ
âStop talking.â
He does. Immediately.
You reach for him without hesitationâclose the space between you, one hand curling into the collar of his sweatshirt as you pull him down and press your lips to his.
Itâs soft at first, like youâre testing the waters. But he responds almost instantly, his hands rising to your back, grounding you like always. Like heâs been waiting. Like heâs been holding his breath.
The kiss is short, almost clumsy, but it burns. You can feel every second of restraint heâs practiced up until this point unraveling between you.
When you finally pull away, breath shallow, heâs staring at you like heâs still trying to catch up. Like heâs not sure it really happened.
And then you smile, smug but breathless.
"Took you long enough," you whisper, your voice barely grazing the space between you before you're kissing him againâfirmer this time, with all the words neither of you said until now pressed into the space where your mouths meet.
He smiles against your lips.
This time, he kisses you back like he means it.
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It started small. A sports drink left on the bench, a protein bar tucked neatly beside your clipboard, a sticky note with a simple Good job today! scribbled in neat handwriting.
You hadnât thought much of it at first. Maybe someone had left the drink behind by accident, maybe the protein bar was a spare someone had tossed your way. The note? Probably just an afterthought. No big deal.
But then it kept happening.
Snacks. Energy drinks. Even small bento boxes labeled with your name, left in the exact same spot every single time. The notes became more frequent tooâlittle words scrawled on post-its, ranging from Eat something before practice, idiot. to You better be drinking enough water. and Take a break before you pass out.
By the end of the week, the team had noticed.
And by the end of the next, they had declared a full-blown investigation.
âIâm tellinâ ya, this is definitely the work of a secret admirer.â Ginjima crossed his arms, nodding as if he were uncovering something straight out of a mystery novel.
Osamu, unimpressed, leaned back against the gym wall. âOr, yâknow, itâs just someone beinâ nice.â
âNo way, âSamu! This is classic romance material.â Atsumu leaned in, eyes alight with interest. âSecret notes? Snacks? Somebodyâs tryna woo our manager.â
ââWooâ?â Suna repeated, unimpressed. âWho the hell says âwooâ?â
âYou get what I mean.â
Aran, ever the voice of reason, sighed. âMaybe itâs just a fan. Not everything has to be a romance novel, guys.â
âNo way.â Ginjima shook his head. âThis is deeper than that. Itâs been weeks. This is a long game play.â
Osamu scoffed. âSo what? You think itâs some secret, undyinâ love confession?â
Atsumu nodded, smirking. âOr maybe itâs someone right under our noses.â
Thatâs when they all turned their heads toward Suna.
He blinked. âNo.â
âYouâre beinâ awfully quiet about all this,â Atsumu pointed out, grin widening. âKinda suspicious.â
Suna didnât even blink. âI donât care enough to do all that.â
âSuspicious,â Osamu agreed, just to mess with him.
Suna sighed. âGo to hell.â
But the team wasnât done. They spent the rest of the week staking out the gym, watching like hawks every time you left your clipboard unattended. They devised shifts. Shifts. They trailed behind you in the hallways, whispering conspiracies amongst themselves. At one point, they even considered interrogating Kitaâonly for Osamu to firmly shoot that idea down because âIf ya bother him with this nonsense, weâre all dead.â
Their investigation escalated. They started tracking patternsâwhen the notes appeared, the exact minute snacks were placed. They cross-referenced schedules, trying to narrow down suspects. Ginjima even went so far as to create a messy suspect board in the clubroom, red strings connecting completely unrelated names, post-it notes containing unhinged theories.
âAlright, so if we rule out known variablesââ Ginjima began, tapping the board with a marker.
âDid ya seriously make a conspiracy wall?â Osamu asked flatly.
âItâs called evidence, âSamu.â
âItâs called insanity,â Suna corrected, lazily eating a rice cracker.
And then, just when tensions were reaching their peakâwhen Atsumu was this close to breaking into your locker just to âgather more cluesââthe answer came crashing down on them in the form of a very cheerful visitor.
âHey, loser, I got your favorite snacks again!â
You barely had time to turn before a familiar arm was slinging around your shoulder, a plastic bag dangling from their other hand. The entire team froze. You could feel the sheer intensity of their collective stare boring into the back of your head.
Your best friendâyour very, very platonic best friendâblinked at the awkward tension in the gym. âUh. Whatâs with them?â
You sighed, already knowing where this was going. âThey think I have a secret admirer.â
Your friend snorted. âPfftâyou? Please, who would want you?â
âOh my god, shut up.â
Atsumu, standing dumbfounded beside Osamu, made a strangled noise. âYou? It was you this whole time?!â
âDuh.â Your friend rolled their eyes. âWhat, you guys thought someone was trying to date them?â
Ginjima sputtered. âSoâwaitâyou were justâjust doing all this platonically?â
You deadpanned. âYes. That is what friendship is.â
Osamu sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. âYâall are idiots.â
Suna, who had been unfairly accused, leaned back smugly. âTold you so.â
Atsumu looked personally betrayed. âWeeksâweeksâof stakeouts, of investigation, of tracking patternsâfor this?!â
Your friend snickered. âGod, you guys need a hobby.â
Kita, passing by without even stopping, simply muttered, âI told you all to drop it.â
Aran chuckled, shaking his head. âAll that effort, just for nothing.â
Atsumu groaned dramatically, dropping onto one of the benches as if the weight of the world had just crushed him. âThis is devastating.â
Osamu patted his shoulder. âYa brought this on yerself.â
Ginjima, looking up at his massive evidence board, sighed. âGuess I should take this down.â
Suna, still smug, pulled out his phone. âNo, keep it. Iâm sending this to the group chat.â
And just like that, the case was closed.
The bar was crowdedânot uncomfortably, but just enough that the air pulsed with low music and the warm scent of whiskey and fryer oil. The lights were low, warm and golden, casting soft shadows over tables cluttered with drinks and peeling coaster edges. Glass clinked softly in the background, a lazy rhythm to the Friday night energy building in waves.
You were leaning against the bar, waiting for your drinks, while KyĆtani had ducked away to use the bathroom. Your phone buzzed in your pocket, but you ignored it, eyes on the bartender shaking cocktails two seats down.
Which was, in hindsight, the exact moment the universe decided to test your patience.
âHey there,â came a voice to your leftâslurred, low, and too close. You caught the sour tang of beer on his breath before you saw his face.
You didnât turn immediately. Youâd felt it comingâlike a storm you could smell in the air.
âI been watchinâ you from across the bar,â the man said, a lazy, drunken confidence in his voice. âYou look like you could use some company.â
You exhaled slowly through your nose. âIâm good, thanks.â
He chuckled. âCâmon. Donât be like that. Iâll buy you a drink, sweetheart.â
You turned your head, offering a cool, unimpressed stare. His eyes were glassy, cheeks blotched red from too much alcohol, and his grin was the kind of smarmy that made your skin crawl.
âYou donât wanna do that,â you said flatly.
The guy blinked. âWhat? Buy a pretty girl a drink?â
âNo.â You shifted your weight, voice firm. âHit on someone whoâs taken.â
He raised a brow, like he thought you were bluffing. âTaken? Donât see anyone here. You ditched him already?â
You narrowed your eyes. âYou need to back off.â
But he didnât. Of course he didnât. Men like that never did.
Instead, he laughedâloudly, like heâd just heard the best joke of the night. âRelax, baby. Youâre hot. Iâm just tryinâ to show some appreciation.â
You turned back toward the bar, trying to signal the bartender, but the guy didnât take the hint. You felt him step closer, invading your space. Then his hand brushed your armâtoo familiar, too bold.
That was when you felt it.
The air shifted. Like the pressure dropped.
A presence behind youâheavy, hot, and unmistakable.
KyĆtani.
A shadow passed over the drunk guyâs face, but he didnât turn fast enough.
KyĆtani didnât speak. He didnât posture. He didnât warn.
He just swung.
A blur of movement exploded at your sideâa crack, loud and sharp, followed by the thump of a body hitting the ground. The guy lay sprawled across the scuffed floorboards, groaning, his hand cupping his jaw as shocked silence rippled through the nearby tables.
KyĆtani stood over him, jaw clenched, one hand still curled into a tight fist, his broad chest rising and falling as he stared down at the guy like he was debating whether to throw another punch for good measure.
You didnât flinch. You didnât even blink.
You just looked down at the groaning man and said, with a shrug and a sip of your half-warm drink, âTold you so.â
KyĆtani turned to you, golden eyes burning with residual fury, scanning your face and arms like he needed confirmation you were untouched. âHe touch you?â
âBarely,â you muttered. âHe tried.â
KyĆtani grunted low in his throat, gaze snapping back to the guy on the ground. âYouâre lucky I stopped at one.â
The bartender said nothing. No one did.
You grabbed your second drink off the bar, rolling your eyes. âGuess I need a new gin and tonic now.â
KyĆtani huffed, throwing a protective arm around your shoulder, steering you away from the scene. âLetâs go. I hate this place anyway.â
âYou hate every place.â
âNot true,â he muttered, hand tightening at your waist. âI like the ones where people donât talk to you.â
You laughed under your breath as the two of you disappeared into the cooler night air, KyĆtaniâs hand never leaving you for a second.
And as you walked, he leaned in, voice low and unrepentant.
âNext guy that touches you,â he growled, âIâm breakinâ his ribs.â
You smirked, leaning your head against his shoulder. âI know.â
You barely remembered the trip home. Your body moved on autopilot, the mortification from earlier fogging your brain to the point that you couldn't focus on anything else. The second you made it through your bedroom door, you slammed it shut behind you and slid down against it, your legs giving out as you collapsed onto the floor.
"What the fuck did I just do?"
The words came out in a strangled whisper, as if saying them too loudly would make the situation even more real. You pressed your hands to your face, groaning into your palms as every moment replayed itself in your head like a sick joke. The shouting, the insults, the way he kissed you like he was trying to winâas if any of this was a game.
And worse? The way you kissed him back.
You wanted to blame the heat of the moment, the sheer exhaustion that had worn you thin, the suffocating tension that had been building up for years. But that didnât excuse the fact that you had wrapped your legs around him, pulled him in, let yourself get so lost in him that you had completely forgotten where you were.
You smacked your forehead against your knees. "I am such an idiot."
The embarrassment made your skin crawl. You had let Atsumu Miya kiss you. And not just kiss youâpractically devour you in a damn supply closet. You had been seconds away fromâ
No. No, you werenât even going to think about that.
You forced yourself to stand, limbs still shaky as you shuffled toward your dresser, pulling out your sleepwear. Maybe if you went to bed and didnât think about it, this entire thing would disappear from your memory by morning.
Right. Because thatâs how trauma worked.
You peeled off your shirt, letting out a sigh as you tossed it into the laundry pile. Your fingers ran absentmindedly through your hair, eyes barely focusing on your reflection in the vanity mirrorâ
And then you saw it.
Your entire body went rigid.
There, on the side of your neck, just below your jawline, was a hickey.
Not just any hickeyâa big, obnoxiously dark mark staining your skin, bold as fucking day. The kind that wasnât going away anytime soon. The kind that was going to be impossible to cover up without half the school noticing.
Your eye twitched. Your pulse spiked.
That bastard.
Your hands clenched into fists at your sides, a fresh wave of fury searing through your veins.
"Iâm gonna kill him."
___
The moment you stepped into the school building, your body was on edge.
You had taken extra time getting ready, draping a scarf around your neck despite the warm weather, just in case. The last thing you needed was for anyone to see the evidence of last nightâs catastrophe.
But the second you stepped through the gym doors, you could feel him watching you.
Atsumu was already there, leaning lazily against the lockers, arms crossed, his ever-present smirk already in place.
âYer all bundled up today,â he drawled, golden eyes flickering to the scarf wrapped snugly around your neck. âAinât it a little warm for that?â
You didnât respond. You marched straight toward him, grabbing him by the arm before he could react and dragging him toward the back of the building, away from prying eyes.
âOiâwhat the hell?â he complained, but he didnât resist, letting you pull him along with a smug chuckle.
The second you were alone, you spun around, fire in your eyes. âYou have a lot of goddamn nerve.â
Atsumu raised a brow, feigning innocence. âMe? Whatâd I do?â
You ripped off the scarf and pointed at your neck. âCare to explain this?â
His gaze flickered downward, and when he saw the mark, his smirk grew into something far too pleased for your liking. âHuh.â
âHuh?! Thatâs all you have to say?!â
He shrugged, completely unbothered. âWhat? Looks good on ya.â
Your blood boiled.
âWhere did you find the gall and the nerve to mark me like some sort of animal?!â you seethed. âDo you even care?!â
Atsumu sighed dramatically, rubbing the back of his head. âAww, sweetheart, didnât know ya were that ashamed of me.â
Your eye twitched.
âAshamed?! Oh, pleaseââ
âOh, so ya liked it?â
Your breath caught, your brain short-circuiting just long enough for him to chuckle. âI knew ya werenât as immune to me as ya act.â
Your fists clenched, the fury behind your eyes nearly burning holes through him. âI swear to god, Miya, if you donât wipe that smug look off your face, Iâllââ
âWhat?â he interrupted, voice low and taunting. He took a step closer, invading your space. âYa gonna hit me? Scream at me? Oh, waitâya already did plenty of screaminâ last night.â
Your stomach twisted into a violent knot. âGo to hell.â
Atsumu smirked, tilting his head. âOnly if you join me, sweetheart.â
Red. All you saw was red.
Your hand shot out, shoving him hard in the chest. He barely stumbled, his smirk widening as if heâd expected itâwanted it. His eyes burned, dark and taunting, daring you to push him further.
âI fucking hate you,â you spat, voice shaking with rage. âStay the hell away from me.â
Atsumu let the silence hang, watching you, unreadableâuntil his lips curled, voice dropping to something dangerous, something hungry.
âThatâs not what I was gettinâ last night.â
Your breath hitched, your entire body locking up.
He leaned in just a fraction, enough that you could feel the warmth radiating off of him. His voice was nothing but a rough murmur. âIn fact, from where I was sittinâ⊠ya couldnât get enough of me.â
You snapped. Without thinking, your hand whipped out, aiming to smack that cocky look off his faceâbut he caught your wrist before it could land. His grip was firm, tight, and the moment your skin met his, something flared in the space between you. A live wire, electric and burning.
For a second, neither of you moved. Your chest heaved, his fingers tightening around your wrist, his golden eyes locked onto yours, daring, challenging, waiting for your next move.
And then, just as quickly, he released you, stepping back with that damn smirk still in place. âSee ya at practice, sweetheart.â
He turned and walked off, leaving you standing there, heart pounding, fists clenched so hard your nails bit into your palms.
You hated him. Hated him.
And you hated the fact that your skin still burned where he touched you.
__
The moment you stepped onto the court, the entire atmosphere had shifted. The usual lightheartedness was replaced by something elseâsomething charged, something that even the others could feel. The tension between you and Atsumu was palpable, filling every space between you like static before a storm.
You did everything you could to ignore him, keeping your focus locked on the drills, on making sure everything ran smoothly as usual. But even as you busied yourself with tasks, taking inventory, filling water bottles, making sure the practice schedule was followed, you felt him. His presence, his gaze. And every single time you so much as glanced his way, you caught itâthat smug, infuriating smirk, the one that told you he knew exactly what he was doing.
Osamu was the first to crack. âShe's even more pissed off than usual. Whatâd ya do to her?â
Atsumuâs head snapped toward his brother, jaw tightening. âWhy do ya always assume Iâm in the wrong?â
Osamu raised an eyebrow, clearly unimpressed. âDunno, maybe âcause ya usually are?â
Atsumu scoffed, gripping the volleyball tighter in his hands before tossing it up and setting it with too much force. âFuck off, âSamu.â
Suna, from across the court, watched the exchange with mild interest, his usual lazy expression barely concealing the amusement behind his eyes. He didnât say anythingâhe didnât need to. The shared glance between him and Osamu said enough.
Even Kita had noticed. âFocus,â he called out flatly, directing the attention of the team back to practice. âDonât need anyone actinâ stupid today.â
Your jaw clenched, fingers tightening around the clipboard in your hand. The fact that it was so obvious was frustrating enough. Youâd hoped that whatever happened between you and Atsumu could be contained, that it wouldnât seep into practice, but it was everywhereâin the way his passes came off just a little harder, in the way your own movements felt stiff and mechanical. In the way your stomach twisted whenever you so much as thought about the night before.
The second the whistle blew, signaling the end of practice, you didnât hesitate. You were gone, out the door before anyone could stop you, barely pausing to acknowledge the rest of the team as they wrapped up.
You didnât care. You just needed to get away.
You tried to go about your day. You really did. You sat through your classes, eyes locked on the board, scribbling down notes that you knew wouldnât make any sense later. You went through the motions, completing assignments, answering when spoken to, doing everything you were supposed to do.
And yet, despite all of it, your mind refused to let you be.
It kept circling back to him.
The way he looked at you. The way his hands had felt gripping your waist. The heat of his breath against your skin. The smugness in his voice when he threw your own reactions back in your face, like he knew he was getting under your skin. Like he thrived on it.
You shook your head, frustrated, dragging a hand down your face as you sat in the back of the library, books open in front of you but nothing sinking in. This was ridiculous. He was ridiculous. And the worst part? He knew it.
Because Atsumu Miya was the absolute worst.
And you hated that, deep down, he knew it too.
It was like an itch under your skin, a pressure in your chest that refused to ease. No matter how much you told yourself you could push it away, forget it, move onâit lingered. Every time you blinked, you could still feel the way his hands had gripped you, how his breath had ghosted over your skin, how he had smirked like he had won.
You werenât going to let him take up another second of your time.
Fuck this. And fuck him.
Jaw tight, you yanked your phone out of your pocket, fingers moving faster than your thoughts as you typed out a message to Kita.
Not feeling well. Canât make it to afternoon practice.
Your thumb hovered over the send button for a split second before pressing down. As soon as the message was out, a weight lifted from your chest. There was no way in hell you were going to spend another hour in that gym, breathing the same air as him, pretending like everything was normal when it wasnât.
You tossed your phone onto the table, running both hands down your face, exhaling slowly. You needed to clear your head. You needed space. One dayâjust one dayâwhere Atsumu Miya wasnât in your fucking mind.
A small vibration broke the silence, and you glanced at your phone again.
Kita: Okay. Feel better.
You stared at the message for a second before locking your phone and shoving it into your pocket.
You werenât sick. But he sure as hell was making you feel like you were.
__
After spending the rest of the day trying to distract yourselfâhanging out with friends, grabbing food, doing anything to keep your thoughts away from himâyou finally made it home. The moment you stepped inside, the silence was welcoming, wrapping around you like a warm blanket.
Your parents were gone for the weekend. No one was home. Just you, an empty house, and, finally, some peace.
You exhaled slowly, rolling your shoulders as you set your bag down by the door. The tension in your chest had begun to fade, little by little, replaced by the relief of knowing you didnât have to see him, didnât have to deal with his bullshit. You could relax, unwind, maybe evenâ
A knock at the door shattered the peace into a million fucking pieces.
Your head snapped toward the door, heart lurching into your throat. No way. It couldnât beâ
A second knock.
You stood frozen for half a second before irritation overtook any disbelief. Of course, it was him. Of course.
You stomped forward, already feeling the irritation claw its way back up your spine. The second you yanked open the door, your glare couldâve burned holes through his head.
Atsumu Miya, standing on your doorstep, looking entirely too pleased with himself.
Your instincts kicked in immediately. Without thinking, without hesitating, you moved to slam the door shut.
But his foot jammed in before the door could close, wedging itself into the gap, keeping it wide open. He stepped forward, forcing his way into your space with that same smug arrogance he always carried. You glared at him, voice low, venomous.
âI didnât invite you in.â
Atsumu turned, stuffing his hands into his pockets, completely unfazed by your hostility. âWe need to talk.â
âNo, we really donât.â You crossed your arms tightly, shifting your weight as if physically bracing yourself for whatever ridiculous excuse he was about to pull from his ass.
He leaned in slightly, eyes narrowing in determination. âI think we do. This whole thing between us? Itâs screwinâ with the team.â
You scoffed, shaking your head. âAnd whose fault is that?â
He shrugged, utterly unbothered. âDoesnât matter. What matters is fixinâ it. And I got a solution.â
You narrowed your eyes, already regretting even entertaining this conversation. âI swear to god, if this is some dumbass ideaââ
âLetâs just fuck and get it outta our systems.â
Silence. Heavy. Thick. Suffocating.
Your brain stalled for a moment, your mouth parting as if waiting for an explanation that would somehow make his words less ridiculous.
ââŠExcuse me?â
Atsumu leaned against the doorframe, completely relaxed, completely serious. âYou heard me.â
You blinked. Then a sharp, disbelieving laugh tore from your throat. âYou are actually out of your goddamn mind.â
âThink about it,â he continued, as if he were suggesting something completely logical, completely normal. âAll this pent-up tension? It ainât gonna go away on its own. We fight like hell every time weâre near each other, and itâs makinâ shit hard for the team.â
You scoffed, arms crossing even tighter. âYeah, and whose fault is that?â
His smirk sharpened. âYou sure itâs just mine?â
Your fingers twitched, itching to strangle him. âYes, Miya. It is. And I donât know what kind of delusional fantasy youâve been living in, but I wouldnât touch you if my life depended on it.â
Atsumuâs grin widened. âOh yeah? Thatâs not what it felt like the other night.â
Your blood boiled instantly. âI hate you.â
âGood,â he said, voice dropping slightly, gaze darkening. âMakes it easier.â
You hated that your breath caught. Hated that there was something dangerous in the way he looked at you, something that sent a sharp, electric pulse straight through your stomach, tightening like a vice, making your breath come just a little too short. He was standing too close, the heat radiating from him brushing against your skin, tangible, suffocating. It was infuriatingâhow he took up space, how he filled every damn inch of it like he belonged there, like this moment was inevitable.
Your mind screamed at you to slam the door in his face, to push him away, to tell him to go straight to hell where he belonged. But you knew, deep in the marrow of your bones, that it wouldnât make a difference. Heâd still be there, in your head, smirking, taunting, winning.
Because he was right about one thing.
The tension? The energy? The pull between you? It wasnât going away. It had been festering, simmering beneath every argument, every pointed glare, every sharp-edged word exchanged over the years. It had always been there, a wildfire waiting for a spark.
You sucked in a sharp breath, tryingâdesperatelyâto rein in the rage, the irritation, the heat that was threatening to consume you whole. Every logical part of you screamed to shove him out, to not give in, to refuse him like you always had. But the rest of you? The part that was tired of the fight, of the push and pull, of resisting something that never truly went away? That part just wanted relief. âYouâre serious about this?â
His smirk faded slightly, but the intensity in his eyes remained. âDead serious.â
A battle waged inside you, every single nerve in your body screaming for you to shove him out, to tell him to rot in hell.
And yet, somehow, the words never left your lips.
Instead, you held his gaze for a long moment before exhaling sharply, tilting your chin up in defiance. "Leave your shoes near the door," you said, voice firm, unwavering. Then, without another glance, you turned on your heel and walked toward your bedroom, every step deliberate, controlledâas if daring him to follow.
Behind you, Atsumu's smirk widened. He toed off his shoes without hesitation, stepping inside with the confidence of someone who had already won.
Every rational part of you screamed that this was a terrible idea, that giving him even this was playing into exactly what he wanted. But another part of youâthe part that had felt the full force of his mouth on yours, the part that still burned from the way he had grabbed you,âtold you this was inevitable.
The moment the bedroom door shut, the air thickened, charged with something electric, something volatile. Hands clashed in a war of dominance, tearing at clothing like this was less about passion and more about proving a point. Fabric hit the floor in a frenzied, heated mess, discarded in a battle neither of you planned to lose. His grip was rough, fingers curling into the hem of your shirt before yanking it up and over your head with no patience, no hesitation.
You werenât any gentler. Your hands fisted his hoodie, dragging it up his torso with force, exposing tanned skin and hard muscle, your nails scratching over his ribs just to hear the sharp breath he sucked through his teeth. It was satisfying, watching his composure waver, watching him react to you instead of the other way around. But his eyes burned when they met yours, something dark and dangerous flashing through them as he let the hoodie drop to the floor and stepped closer, pressing you backward, swallowing any satisfaction you might have felt.
His lips found the base of your throat, hot, biting, a stark contrast to the cool air against your flushed skin. He kissed like he foughtâruthless, demanding, relentless. His teeth scraped over your pulse point, lips dragging along the sensitive skin before sinking in just enough to make your breath hitch.
âWhen are your folks gonna be home?â he muttered against your throat, voice rough, half-amused, half-starved.
The question barely registered, your mind already dizzy from the way his hands slid down your sides, gripping at your waist like he was staking a claim. âMonday,â you managed to breathe out, your voice embarrassingly unsteady.
Atsumu grinned against your skin, that cocky smirk pressing into your flesh, making you want to shove him away just as much as you wanted to pull him closer. âGood.â His breath was hot against your ear as he dragged his lips to your jaw, his voice dropping lower. âMeans you can be loud.â
His hands were everywhereâgripping your thighs, pressing against your throat just enough to make you dizzy, gripping your waist hard enough that you were sure you'd feel it tomorrow. His smirk never faltered, even as his rhythm stuttered when you clenched around him, even as you matched his energy, dragging your nails down his back, leaving marks that would remind him exactly who he was dealing with.
Before you could register it, he pushed you back, guiding you toward the bed with a roughness that sent a pulse of heat down your spine. Your knees hit the mattress, and as you fell back, you reached behind you, flicking open the clasp of your bra and letting it slide off your shoulders. Atsumu's gaze darkened, his hands immediately finding your bare skin, his thumbs swiping over your nipples in a slow, testing motion.
A sharp breath escaped you, and before you could bite it back, he grinned. "Sensitive, huh?" His voice was low, teasing, full of wicked amusement as he leaned in, dragging his tongue over the already aching bud before his teeth grazed itâjust enough pressure to make you arch slightly.
The sting made you hiss, your hand shooting up to tangle in his hair, yanking hard. He groaned, the sound reverberating against your skin, but instead of annoyance, his smirk only widened. His eyes flicked up to meet yours, his lips curving against your breast as he let out a breathy chuckle. "That all ya got?"
Heat crept up your neck, a flash of irritation mixing with something elseâsomething dangerous. You could feel the smirk against your skin, smug and insufferable, and without thinking, you decided to wipe it off his face.
Your hand shot down between you, fingers deftly working at his belt, yanking it open with a confidence that made his breath hitch. The sound was satisfying, nearly as much as the way his smirk flickered for half a second when you popped the button on his jeans and dragged the zipper down in one smooth motion.
His cock was hot and heavy in your palm, and the second you wrapped your fingers around him, Atsumu let out a ragged groan, his forehead briefly pressing into your collarbone.
You shouldnât have looked. You should not have looked. But curiosity got the better of you, and the moment your eyes flickered down, something inside you stuttered.
Fuck. He was bigger than you thought.
Atsumu felt you hesitate. You knew he did because when he looked up, there was something knowing in his gaze, something amused and all too smug.
âWhatâs wrong, sweetheart?â he drawled, voice thick, teasing. "Bit off more than ya can chew?"
Your grip tightened instinctively around him, wiping the smirk off his face just as quickly as it had returned. But inside, your thoughts were spiraling.
Then, without missing a beat, you scoffed, tilting your head as your fingers gave an almost lazy stroke along his length. "Please," you murmured, voice dripping with defiance, "donât flatter yourself."
Atsumuâs jaw ticked, the teasing glint in his eyes sharpening into something darker, something more challenging. But before he could throw back one of his usual cocky retorts, you surged forward, capturing his mouth in a kiss that was all teeth, all aggression, all sheer willpower to stay in control. Your hand still worked him over, slow but deliberate, and you could feel the way his breath hitched, the way his muscles tensed under your touch.
For once, he wasnât smirking.
And that was exactly what you wanted.
His breath came heavier now, his body betraying him even as he tried to maintain his usual smug composure. You didnât give him time to recover. Your hand kept working over him, stroking slow and firm, and you could feel the way his cock twitched against your palm, how his muscles tensed beneath your touch. He let out a low groan into your mouth, his hands gripping your waist hard enough to bruise, like he was trying to steady himself.
But you werenât done proving a point.
Atsumuâs grip tightened, and in one swift movement, he pushed you back onto the bed, his weight pressing you into the mattress. The sudden shift sent a shiver through you, but you refused to let him see it. Instead, you propped yourself up on your elbows, watching him through hooded eyes as he reached for the waistband of your pants, fingers toying with the fabric.
He paused, gaze flicking up to meet yours, almost as if he was waiting for you to protest.
You didnât.
His smirk returned, sharp and knowing. "Knew ya wanted this," he muttered, more to himself than you, and then he hooked his fingers into your pants, dragging them down along with your panties in one slow, torturous motion.
The cool air hit your skin, and that was when it fully sank inâhow wet you were, how badly you had needed this despite every ounce of denial you had fed yourself. Atsumuâs eyes darkened as he took in the sight, his tongue swiping across his bottom lip, that self-satisfied smirk pulling at the corners of his mouth again.
âWell, well,â he murmured, voice thick with amusement as his fingers trailed along the inside of your thigh, not touching where you needed him most, just teasing. âGuess Iâm not the only one enjoyinâ this.â
Heat flared in your cheeks, an involuntary reaction you hated, and Atsumu caught it instantly, his smirk deepening with the kind of satisfaction that made your blood boil. Your breath came out sharper than you intended, but you refused to let him get the upper hand.
Grinding your teeth, you quickly recovered, tilting your head with a defiant glare. "Just shut up and fuck me."
Atsumuâs smirk faltered for a split second, and you caught itâthe flicker in his eyes, the sharp inhale, the way his grip on your thigh tightened ever so slightly. He triedâtriedâto act unfazed, but the way his cock twitched against your leg told you everything you needed to know.
You only smirked, fingers reaching up to drag through his hair, tugging him down until his mouth crashed against yours. If he wanted to act like you werenât affecting him, youâd just have to prove otherwise.
But then he pulled back, breath ragged, eyes dark with something unreadable. Without a word, he reached for his discarded pants, fishing in the pocket before pulling out a condom. He tore it open with his teeth, rolling it on with a practiced ease that had your stomach flipping.
Atsumuâs gaze flicked to yours as he crawled back over you, spreading your legs apart with both hands, his touch firm, demanding. The tension crackled between you, heavy and intoxicating, his gaze drinking you in like he was trying to commit every inch of you to memory.
And then, finally, finally, he pressed into youâslow, deliberate, stretching you inch by inch until you could feel every bit of him. The sensation was overwhelming, a deep, aching stretch that made your breath falter, your fingers tightening around your sheets as your body adjusted. It felt impossibly slow, like time had deliberately decided to crawl just to make you feel every single inch of him sinking into you, filling you more than you had anticipated, more than you had prepared for.
Your walls clenched involuntarily, the pressure making your body thrum with a mix of pleasure and tension. A choked sound escaped you, something between a gasp and a whimper, and you could feel the heat creeping up your neck, pooling behind your eyes as the sheer fullness of it sent a shiver down your spine. Tears pricked at the corners of your vision, unbidden, unexpected, as if your body was trying to process how completely he had taken over your senses.
You almost didnât dare to look at him. You expected his usual cocky smirk, a teasing remark, some smug comment about how he knew youâd struggle to take him. But when you forced yourself to peek up at him, what you saw made your breath hitch for an entirely different reason.
Atsumu was wrecked.
At first, you thought he was in pain. His whole body was trembling, jaw locked so tight you could see the tension ripple through him. You blinked, suddenly unsure, shifting slightly beneath him, instinctively moving to push at his chest, to tell him to stop if it was too muchâ
But the second you moved, Atsumu let out a strangled sound, somewhere between a groan and a curse, his hands clamping down hard on your thighs as he all but growled, "Donât move."
You froze, lips parting in confusion. "Whyâ"
Then, you saw it.
The way his forehead dropped against yours, the way his entire frame shook with the effort of keeping himself together. His breath was ragged, his nails digging into your skin, his control hanging by a thread so thin you could almost see it snapping.
He wasnât in pain.
He was holding back.
Holding back from cumming.
The realization sent another wave of heat through you, something dark and wicked unfurling in your chest. He was barely holding on.
And something about that made the heat in your stomach coil tighter, deeper. Seeing him like thisâwrecked, struggling, trying so damn hard to hold himself togetherâwas intoxicating. You had spent so long thinking of him as smug, as unshakable, as someone who never let anything get to him. But now? Now he was unraveling above you, and it was because of you.
Your breath caught, and you swallowed hard, trying to shove the thought down as far as it would go. Thatâs so ridiculously hot.
No. No, you couldnât let yourself think that, couldnât let yourself dwell on it, couldnât let yourself enjoy it. Not with him. Not like this.
You forced yourself to focus, to ease the tension in your body, to relax just enough so it wasnât as tight, wasnât as overwhelming for either of you. You exhaled slowly, steadying yourself, feeling the way his grip tightened just slightly, like he was waiting, like he was barely managing to hold himself back.
And then, without warning, he thrust into you.
A sharp, unrestrained scream tore from your lips, your entire body jolting at the sudden movement. The sensation of being stretched even further sent a shockwave through your system, a mix of pleasure and sheer overwhelming fullness that made your breath stutter. Your back arched instinctively, hands flying up to cover your mouth, eyes blown wide in disbelief at the abruptness of it.
Your heartbeat slammed against your ribs, your pulse roaring in your ears. The shock took precedence over everything else, and before you could think better of it, you swung your hand out and smacked his shoulderâhard.
âMaybe let me know when you start?!â you half-yelled, voice sharp, breath tumbling out in a shaky exhale as you tried to regain some semblance of composure. Your body was still reeling, trying to adjust to him, and the last thing you needed was to be caught off guard like that.
Atsumu only grinned, completely unbothered by the slap, looking down at you with that insufferable, golden-eyed amusement. His breath was uneven, his jaw tight, but that cocky smirk still curled at his lips like he had all the control in the world.
âWhat? Thought ya liked surprises, sweetheart,â he teased, voice thick, a little wrecked despite his best efforts to hide it.
As he spoke, he started movingâslow at first, but deep, each thrust deliberate and unrelenting. Whatever sharp remark you had locked and loaded in your brain was lost instantly, the words dying in your throat as a broken moan escaped instead. Your fingers dug into his arms, gripping hard enough to leave marks, your body already responding despite every stubborn effort to resist.
His smirk widened, golden eyes gleaming with amusement. "What was that?" he taunted, his pace steady, unhurried, like he was enjoying watching you struggle to hold yourself together.
You triedâtriedâto find your voice, to glare at him, to force something cutting past your lips, but all that came was another breathy moan, your head tilting back against the pillow as pleasure coiled tight in your stomach.
Atsumu chuckled, leaning down until his lips brushed against your ear. "Guess ya donât got much to say now, huh?"
You narrowed your eyes at him, fingers twitching, half a second away from smacking him again. Smug bastard.
But if he thought you were just going to lie there and take it, he had another thing coming.
Your walls clenched deliberately around him in retaliation, squeezing tight just to throw him off his rhythm. The reaction was instantâhis breath hitched, his smirk faltering as his jaw clenched hard enough to make his muscles twitch. You felt the tremor that ran through him, the way his fingers dug just a little deeper into your hips, his control barely holding on by a thread.
A satisfied smirk flickered across your lips as you rolled your hips up to meet his thrusts, matching him, challenging him. If he wanted to play smug, you could play harder.
"Fuckinâ hell," Atsumu groaned, voice strained, his movements stuttering before he caught himself. His golden eyes, usually filled with amusement and arrogance, were darker now, hazed over with something dangerously close to desperation.
He exhaled sharply, trying to recover, trying to push past the way you were throwing him off, but you knew. You could see the effort it was taking him to keep control, to not let it slip, and that only made you push more.
His thrusts picked up in response, deeper, more desperate, like he was trying to wrestle back the upper hand. But even he was struggling now, and when he tried to open his mouth for some cocky remark, all that came out was a low, broken moan.
The tension snapped like a live wire between you, the push and pull combusting into something raw, something reckless. His movements grew sharper, more relentless, his grip on your hips tightening as if trying to ground himself, as if trying to drag both of you under with him. The heat pooling in your stomach grew unbearable, white-hot pleasure licking up your spine, making every nerve in your body hum.
Your head tilted back, lips parting as the sensation overwhelmed you. And then, without thinking, without hesitation, the words tumbled from your lips, breathless and pleading.
"Tsumu... harder."
Something inside him snapped.
A sharp curse tore from his throat, his control completely disintegrating as he buried himself deeper, his rhythm shifting from teasing to ruinous. His pace turned brutal, driving into you with a force that sent you arching into the sheets, your fingers clawing at his back, nails dragging down his skin as you lost yourself to the sheer intensity of it.
Every thrust sent you spiraling higher, the coil in your stomach twisting impossibly tight, your entire body trembling from the mounting pleasure. It was too much, too good, each snap of his hips pushing you closer to the edge untilâ
You shattered.
A choked cry ripped from your throat, pleasure slamming through you in waves, body tensing, back arching, your walls clamping down around him like a vice. The sensation ripped a strangled groan from Atsumu, his movements growing erratic as he chased his own release, barely holding himself together before he followed, spilling into the condom with a deep, shuddering moan.
For a long moment, there was nothing but ragged breathing, heavy silence, the lingering heat of everything that had just happened wrapping around you both like a smothering fog. His forehead dropped to your shoulder, his chest heaving against yours, the weight of him grounding you in the aftermath of the storm.
Then, after what felt like an eternity, you exhaled shakily and muttered, "Well... what now?"
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