I don't think we talk enough about what Mac falling for Johnny means in terms of his perception of love and his relationship to Dennis. I mean, we talk a lot about Dennis catfishing and e-dating him and the sexual component of it —which gives us plenty to unpack about Dennis' psyche, so it's understandable— but my favorite aspect to dissect is Mac's willingness to "fall in love" with a ghost.
In the episode, Dennis mentions there being texts between them so we know Mac wasn't just talking to a wall the whole time, but he's been stood up by Johnny so many times.. yet he keeps at it, keeps going on errands and to motels just in case Johnny decides to actually meet him this time. He's constantly waiting for someone who never shows up for him, and that's reflective of Mac's entire character. He keeps searching for love and validation from his mom, his dad, Dennis.. and when he doesn't get it, he just keeps on pushing, putting in more effort because maybe this time it will be enough. He holds so tightly onto his faith in god, a being he can't even see or hear, but that represents a hope for eternal love if you do everything right and conform nicely to its supposed expectations.
Mac isn't a stranger to loving distant beings, so of course he fell in love with Johnny. He's so desperate for someone to love him back but the only form of "love" he recognizes is a distant kind. That's why he can't give his date from the episode a chance, and why he doesn't want anything to do with uncle Donald. Easy and earnest love isn't something Mac knows. Hell, it isn't even worth it. Love, in his experience, requires work and sacrifice, otherwise what's the point?
This also plays a lot into his dynamic with Dennis, and why Mac will never let go of it. Sure, we saw him kind of trying to move on in 'The Gang Gets Romantic' by fabricating a love story for himself with Greg, and a more genuine attempt in 'Frank vs. Russia' by dating Johnny, but all roads eventually lead back to Dennis. A part of it can be attributed to Dennis not letting him move on —keeping Mac at arm's length while giving him just enough to keep him hooked— but that's not all. At this point I don't think there's anything Dennis could do or not do to put a definitive end to Mac's obsession with him, because he's exactly the type of person Mac craves in his life. As mentioned before, Dennis is someone that makes him earn his love and respect, and Mac can't find that in other potential romantic partners. He already tried looking for it online, where you can meet all kinds of people from all kinds of places, and who did he find? Dennis.
Obviously, the Johnny thing being orchestrated by Dennis means that Mac "found him" on purpose, but the point here is that Mac didn't know that. From his perspective, it was a fresh start with someone completely new, a guy that met his subconscious requirements. It just so happens that his requirements are Dennis. Because as mushy and gooey as it sounds, at the end of the day Mac is irreversably in love with him. He loves Dennis so intrinsically that he falls for him a second time, without even being aware of it. And I suspect he always will, no matter how many times he tries to move on.
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I want a Hatchetfield musical crowd song where Paul is present, he has lines, there’s a very clear space in the choreo that he’s meant to fill, but he just speaks his parts normally and stands perfectly still. When everyone else is dancing across the stage, Paul very calmly walks along to his next mark, turns to the audience, says his line in a deadpan voice then just stands and waits for his turn again
your sunny severance fic is my favorite thing in the entire world i love it SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!! EXCELLENT JOB BRO!!!!!
Aaaaaa thank you so much!!!!!! I'm so glad people have been enjoying it I was so nervous when I first published it asgdjgjhkk,,,, it's my first ever fanfic and because it's such a self-indulgent cross-over between two of my favourite shows I thought it wouldn't get that much attention :DD
But the support has been overwhelming and I'm so thankful for every comment and kudos I get!! <33 so lovely to know that my silly little story can bring so much joy to someone!!!
Aaaa thank you for this anon this made me smile so hard <333
Btw I might upload chapter 10 today teehee ;)
Omg not the Gordon Ramsey// Dennis parallel 😭😭 I love your mind
I just cannot stop thinking about that video with Gordon Ramsey treating kids vs. adults..... like, everyone sees him as this nasty aggressive guy but then he's just so gentle with kids (bc they're not doing it on purpose and they're not trying to hide their mistakes like the adults often do) and it honestly makes me cry when I think about it agydvbeubue,,,, so when I was writing all those tags I was like damn, Dennis is just like Gordon Ramsey frfr,,, like, he gets that the kids aren't doing it to piss him off, so why should he blow off on them? They don't deserve it.
I need Dennis interacting with kids again like omg I'm so excited for the Abbott cross-over and getting to see more of Dennis in that environment!!
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The first trailer for Glenn’s new series, Sirens, has dropped!
Squidward clocking out of the Krusty Krab and heading to the nearest gay after hours event
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oh dennis....
Preface (please read!):
This one's pretty fucked up gang. TW for UNNATURALLY BENT/BROKEN/DISLOCATED LIMBS.
This is based on a one-off phrase by Jon Matteson in his TGWDLM watch party during Let It Out where he said "Was that bones breaking?" I'm assuming he meant bones cracking, as in the sound, but this got me thinking of an interpretation of Let It Out in which Pokotho breaks Paul's bones to make him pose and dance.
he/they | 20 | FINAn Ao3 author!! (Noelism)I'm gonna post my insane ramblings and writing updates here agvysbbh,,Currently obsessed with Sunny and Hatchetfield!!
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