Nickyiscool - Tids And Bobs

I wish I would have chosen me instead of fulfilling all your needs.

The borderlined life excerpt three from my poetry book:

“I don’t want to fight you, I don’t want you to be hurt. This isn’t me whose talking right now, and it’s not you that’s in front of me. There is a flame inside me, it’s been growing for a while, when I say I hate you, I really mean I hate myself.”

"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

I’ll never find love, I’ll never find the one, I just keep pushing people away, why do I do that?, why, why me?, why does it have to be me? Why can’t I be normal? Why can’t someone see that I’m struggling, I’m not ok, help, I can’t do this, I want him back, so I miss him or the idea of him, why did he make me feel so special, why did I feel so uneasy? Is it the universe teaching me something or am I just borderline mentally ill

I think my biggest red flag is that, i never know how to talk about my feelings. when i'm going thru something, i tend to stop talking to everyone till i feel okay again. i talk to myself in my head a lot about how i feel and i explain it so well, but getting it to actually come out my mouth is so hard. but when i'm okay i'll start communicating again like nothing happened. it's not me being off with you, i just deal things better when i'm alone.

Help

🌍✨ A Voice from Gaza: Fighting for Hope ❤️‍🩹

Hi, my name is Mosab , and I’m from Gaza. Life here has been harder than I could ever imagine, but today I’m sharing my story with hope in my heart, because your kindness has already given us so much strength.

This journey hasn’t been easy. The war has taken 25 family members from us—25 beautiful souls we loved deeply. Their laughter, their presence, their love… all of it is gone, leaving behind memories that are both precious and painful. Every day, I carry the weight of their loss, but I also carry their spirit, which gives me the strength to keep going.

Our Journey So Far

When I first reached out, I couldn’t have imagined we’d make it this far. Thanks to your incredible kindness, we’ve reached 20,020 out of 30,000. Your support has been a light in these difficult times, and we are so deeply grateful for every single contribution.

But the road ahead is still challenging. Every day, we’re reminded of how much we’ve lost and how much we still need to rebuild.

Here’s what life in Gaza looks like for my family right now:

🏠 Safety: The uncertainty of tomorrow weighs heavily on us.

😢 Loss: The absence of the 25 family members we’ve lost is a pain we carry every moment.

💔 Dreams on Hold: The future feels so far away when survival takes all our strength.

How You Can Help Us Cross the Finish Line

Even the smallest act of kindness can make a difference:

$5 might not seem like much, but it could mean a meal, clean water, or a tiny bit of hope for my family.

Can’t donate? Reblog this post to help us reach someone who can. Every share matters more than you know.

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Why Your Support Matters

Your kindness isn’t just about helping us meet our goal—it’s about reminding us that we’re not alone in this fight. It’s about hope. It’s about survival. And it’s about giving my family a chance to rebuild our lives, even in the face of unimaginable loss.

Thank you for helping us get this far. Your generosity and compassion have already brought us closer to a better tomorrow, and for that, I’m endlessly grateful.

With all my love and gratitude,

Mosab and Family ❤️

this is very, deeply, truly, utterly important to me‼️