I Think Youre Last Sentence Sort Of Summed Up How We Think About Being Plural And Thats Why We Struggle

moving home to find out that my brother has fallen into the classic white boy in high school joins jrotc and boyscouts and suddenly starts making ableist and nazi like comments was not on my bucket list this year

like damn i just got screamed at anf told i was overreacting for trying to explain why he shouldnt be a nazi apologist

If only there was a cute person to find bones and adventure with me 👉👈

recently found out we have an alice in wonderland failed programming script

how did we figure this out you may ask

oh you know when i came back to front to find a note of scribbled arguing from one alter to herself going back and forth between thinking shes crazy to thinking she doesnt have any disorders

btw dating sucks as a concept.

THIS THIS THIS

people on the reddit sub for the pitt demonizing frank for yelling at robby as if hes not a man who is scared for his job and his life???

like was what he said the right thing? no

is his addiction like robby's ptsd? no

but is he a guy who is at the end of a 15 hour shift with a mass shooting who is suffering from withdrawal watching himself hit rock bottom??? yes

addiction, like ptsd, is a disease and both robby and frank are at their lows and taking it out on each other in the wrong way

robby needs therapy

frank needs rehab

i hope the show tackles that in some way

MEET NEOGLOWRATZ

•21

•he/they/it/rat/ze

•DID, NPD, ADHD, ASD, OCD, Bipolar, GERD, EDS, Gastroparesis, POTS, MCAS, Scoliosis

•This is my chaos blog, kinda just post whatever on here

•We have a seperate blog for our littles and a few other specific alter blogs (not willing to share them on this account)

Our ao3 account is A2idB1u3

Fandoms we write for:

•Marauders

•Spiderman/MCU/Team Red

•Batfam

•Creepypasta/Slendervers

•Teenwolf

•Six of Crows/Shadow and Bone

•The Pitt

got a job at the hospital

one of our friends works in the psych ward as a nurse (its like a fwbs situation and we may or may not be super into them cries)

finally admitted to having DID today after months of talking and her response wasnt exactly the greatest, she doesnt think its actually fully fledged seperate individual alters and instead just thinks its super intense derealization

so now i just feel gross and like i cant be open about my own personal experience and symptoms i deal with on a daily basis with her

like im not the same person i was earlier and i want to be respected in that and i want to feel comfortable in that and i want to be able to trust them

-wes

ME TRYING TO WRITE A CHRONICALLY ILL TIM DRAKE FANFIC WHERE HE HAS THE SAME ISSUES AS ME ONLY TO BE STOPPED BY MY ISSUES

like damn my joints said nope no more typing on the computer

oh to have someone that would be willing to be a statue holding my hand for forever

only in my wildest dreams

dude i already know your take

its not like ive been disagreeing with you without looking at your page

we're obviously not going to agree on this topic. i honestly think i see it a certain way and that i see it like that due to my autism and can't wrap my head around any other way due to that. its chill that you cant see it the same way i can due to not having the right vocabulary to describe my opinion properly.

why tf do endos treat being a system like its an identity that you can pick and choose to label? why do they constantly push the transphobic rhetoric of using "traumascum" to refer to traumatized individuals that just dont want people to treat their symptoms like its fun?

being plural/being a system is nothing like being lgbtq+ and i really think we need to stop treating it as such

yes we are a community, but this community is one formed on the basis of being traumatized as kids, its not based on something we choose to refer to ourselves as

we need to be there to support each other but not blindly. we need to help spread information to others with the symptoms so they can receive help.

you wouldnt treat people with personality disorders the way you treat systems so why is it acceptable to treat systems this way?