neiljstn
some of them you like they/them 🦊 20s
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i wish bias was a term outside of kpop fandoms so that when ppl send me shit like "its annoying that ur making kevin's books about andreil" i could be like "well neil is my bias" and then be understood...
my occasional tumblr catch up x
as a fandom i think we moved on from "and my father comes to all my games, that is enough" far too quickly.
reading the extra content has been so eye opening for wtf was going in kevins pov and im going insane at these revelations
bro was so used to in-team hate fucking, he saw neil making eyes at him when he first pulled up and was like “alr”
no wonder the scene of “give me ur game” read so erotic, kevin thought they were gonna fuck about it and neils asexual ass was like “damn this games rlly intense” and “hes bullying me cus i suck😔”
meanwhile this is kevins second failed attempt to hate fuck in palmetto
You know whom I’ve missed in TSC and TGR?
Nicky.
I knoooow, we cannot allow him into the Cali because Jeremy will do him, but I still need him to be friends with Laila and Cat so badly. The gossip would go hard.
Underrated moments in AFTG upon reread:
- Allison calling Kevin’s tattoo a tramp stamp
- Seth laughing his ass off upon hearing Riko was on the Kathy Ferdinand show
- Nicky suggesting Allison and Kevin hook up and they both react with intense disgust
- Aaron shrugging to Neil coming back absolutely battered from Evermore
- Kevin wanting to ask what Neil and Andrew talked about at Eden’s twilight after Andrew confessed to Neil, then seeing Neil’s face and being like “you know what? Not my business.”
- Dan, Allison and Renee basically fake dating platonically their first year to defy the sexist guys on their team
- Neil finding math interesting
- Kevin giving Neil the most scathing elevator look that Neil feels shame about his wardrobe for the first and only time
- Dan punching a Raven in the dick after they made a sexual comment about her past
- Matt’s mother being so grateful to Andrew for getting Matt clean that she pays Aaron’s bail
- Nicky calling Kevin a brat
- Wymack making Dan the first female captain despite the rampant misogyny in Exy
- Andrew stroking Neil’s back after Neil stood up for Kevin at Kathy’s Interview
- Wymack and Matt being the original Andreil shippers
- Neil giving Kevin his binder before going to Evermore like HELLO???? That was some INSANE trust
theyre adding a new piece to the chess board its called the prince and basically he fags it up out there
The vixens treating Aaron like he’s one of the girls is canon to me
hi hello hi
neil josten
genuinely so fucking grateful that nora gave jeremy real honest to god flaws. even though so much of the shit that happened to him was supremely unfair, he also had a real problem he made with his own hands that destroyed him and i'm so glad it went deeper than just "his family are a bunch of dicks"
The les beans...
jean yves moreau in blue
Him being so annoyed that peaches grow on trees 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
favorite thing about andrew immediately going and telling renee about jeremy is that they really are best friends. they like to beat the shit out of each other and then sit around and talk about boyyssss
you are a disgusting little whore for objectifying and sexualising hardworking athletic men like you do, go to hell
daily affirmations
my little cute precious french son
sketch
i love you fuckboy jeremy knox. i love you jeremy sneaking into his ex-situationship's room through the window. i love you jeremy stealing a rose from his ex-situationship's garden. i love you jeremy desecrating the backseat of that car. i love you teenage dirtbag jeremy knox. i love you jeremy "why? is warren shopping for a new beemer?" knox. i love you jeremy's satisfied smile after laila asks how he's still talking to sheldon. i love you jeremy lying on the hotel bed with an arm thrown over his eyes. i love you jeremy "i'm not going down on you on linoleum" knox. i love you jeremy taking off his shirt for jean's attention. i love you jeremy "give me his new number and i'll tell him myself" knox. i love you jeremy smiling at the bobcats after they talked shit to his face. i love you jeremy "if i threw a rock into the chasm between your talents and his, i don't think i'd ever hear it hit bottom" knox. i love you captain sunshine jeremy knox who's not afraid to be a little mean. i love you i love you i love you.
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry that he hurt you, I’m sorry that you’re still afraid to talk about it, and I’m sorry that you think I’ll never understand. I’m sorry that he tricked you into thinking you deserved it."
I cannot explain how much I need Warren Wilshire to offer Jean a car to stay away from Jeremy.
This is less than a page apart he’s literally so ridiculous
Kevin Day you must stop. Your heart too kind. Your body too hard working. Your face too handsome. They'll break your playing hand.
TGR SPOILERS: Jeremy's identity
I've seen people mention that Mathilda keeping Jeremy's documents somewhere is crazy, but I haven't read anyone say what this exemplifies.
We are talking about Jeremy's birth certificate, his passport, social security document... we are talking here about JEREMY'S IDENTITY. The identity that Jeremy's family has held hostage, literally and figuratively. And it's not just that anymore.
We are talking about an abysmal level of violence and homophobia because... if Jeremy wasn't gay, his family wouldn't treat him like that. Think about it. Bryson is the addict and the one who started being Jeremy's dealer, but he has relative freedom. He's even sure that if he blames Jeremy, everyone will believe it.
They blame Jeremy for Noah when everyone knew Noah was not well. Jeremy begged them to help him and no one did. They blame him because they need someone to take all the hits from the family, and that is Jeremy, the gay son who, therefore, falls outside the box in a family of conservative politicians.
This comes from afar, without a doubt. That Jeremy's biological father is also from the "conservative elite" (it doesn't have to be that way, but he is a high-ranking US military official in 2006, I don't think he is very liberal) and abandons the entire family even though Jeremy seems to continue to be loyal to him by keeping his last name (a last name he doesn't like because it continually reminds him that his biological father has abandoned them), says a lot about what Jeremy is experiencing and his sense of loyalty.
The fact that Jeremy does not even have his birth papers exemplifies that his family has stolen his identity, and he is not a person to them either. As long as they have a black sheep to blame, they will never change or excuse Jeremy, because it is in their best interest not to.
The Wilshire need a scapegoat to blame.
Oh, and look what a coincidence!
...Guess who has been the Ravens' scapegoat.