I’m So Fucking Tired.

I’m so fucking tired.

We shouldn’t be “racist” to Russian. We shouldn’t be “xenophobic” to them. We shouldn’t be russophobic. We should have helped them. We should be more accepting. We must be forgiving. We cannot have a trauma response. We cannot avoid Russian.

We cannot do that and that. Also that.

We must do that and that. Also, that.

We cannot complain. We cannot show our suffering. We are at fault. We must negotiate. We must be silent. We have all deserved. We should have been destroyed. We need to understand. We need to be grateful.

Today I had to publicly defend a Ukrainian 14-year old child simply because he feels uncomfortable to engage with Russian art accounts. Child whose country for most of his life is at war with Russia. Child who spent night sheltering from rockets.

But he doesn’t have a right to be uncomfortable with oppressors.

He is xenophobic.

He is racist.

But Russians that arrived at his posts and started mocking him, are not.

“They are victims of bullying, so it is justified response”

Everyone can have a justified response. Everyone, except us. Because we must be a perfect victim. Or not victim at all? Maybe we are the one that attacked? Maybe we are nazis? There would be always 1001 arguments we do not deserve to be called victims.

World was watching us suffering for centuries. They disarmed us, left us defenceless and then, didn’t even help us a lot until we started screaming. Sometimes I feel that even now, people are still watching at us like at some drama, putting million expectations.

I’m feeling absolutely helpless. Whatever we do, we cannot do. No matter how we react, we should have reacted differently.

We owe everyone everything and no one owes us anything. Wonderful world to live in.

I’m losing motivation. I’m losing hope. I want to scream and cry. But it is also hopeless.

Why us? Why now? Why?

More Posts from Neboskhyl and Others

1 year ago
2 Years Since Mariupol Defenders Started To Leave Azovstal In Mariupol And Were Captured By Russians.

2 years since Mariupol defenders started to leave Azovstal in Mariupol and were captured by russians. Around 2000 Mariupol defenders are still in russian captivity.

Photo from Azovstal by Dmytro "Orest" Kozatskyi


Tags
7 months ago

“ordinary russians are not guilty of anything and shouldn't be held responsible for the actions of their authorities”

meanwhile:

ordinary russians voluntarily join the russian army to kill Ukrainians and Syrians

ordinary russians organize safari hunting and killing Ukrainian civilians with drones

ordinary russians torture and execute Ukrainian and Syrian civilians and soldiers, filming it on camera

ordinary russians come to the destroyed occupied territories and arrange "fancy and mysterious" photoshoots like it's some kind of disneyland

ordinary russians go abroad to willingly glorify russia at pro-russian rallies

ordinary russians persecute and kill Ukrainians abroad

ordinary russians export stolen Ukrainian clothes, household appliances and cars to russia

ordinary russians buy all these stuff knowing perfectly well and seeing from the labels that these things were stolen from the houses and shops of murdered Ukrainians

ordinary russians donate to support the russian army

ordinary russians make shells and drones at factories in three shifts

ordinary russians sew equipment

ordinary russian activists weave camouflage nets, make trench candles and collect donations for the russian army

ordinary russian truck drivers bring all this to the frontlines

ordinary russians make software for missiles

ordinary russian tourists go on vacation to the russian-occupied Crimea

ordinary russians sell and buy apartments in occupied territories whose residents were killed

ordinary russians write happy comments after shelling Ukrainian homes markets hospitals and schools

ordinary russian doctors go to the frontlines to save russian soldiers

ordinary russians work in prisons and torture prisoners of war with starvation

ordinary russian teachers in the occupied territories reeducate Ukrainian children

ordinary russian social workers kidnap and take Ukrainian children to russia

ordinary russian miners extract coal for steel smelting

ordinary russian metallurgists work three shifts at blast furnaces to melt steel

ordinary russian celebrities shoot pro-russian films, write pro-russian songs and call to join the russian army

ordinary russians organize mass protests in russia against the closing of McDonald's, but not against the war

ordinary russian children draw pictures of russian soldiers brutally killing Ukrainians

ordinary russian artists in russia and abroad create pro-russian art glorifying russia and the russian army

ordinary russians create videogames that promote russian brutality and the army

ordinary russian teachers teach children to hate other nations

ordinary russian trainers prepare children for warfare and murder

ordinary russians ignore russian crimes on the territory of Ukraine and Syria as they ignored crimes on the territory of Georgia. because they believe it has nothing to do with them and it shouldn't affect their comfortable lifestyle.

should i go on?

Putin is not the cause of russian brutality, terrorism and bloodthirstiness. Putin is a consequence.

before Putin, there were other presidents, other tsars and other authorities in russia. only one thing has not changed — russian imperialism and chauvinism.

don't be silent and please continue to support Ukraine! don't let your politicians betray Ukraine, Ukraine needs help to defeat russia!

“ordinary Russians Are Not Guilty Of Anything And Shouldn't Be Held Responsible For The Actions Of

Tags
1 year ago

Local kids are collecting things that belonged to their dead friend.

A book on Chemistry for the 7th grade, children drawings, younger brother's book on Math for 1st grade, an Alphabet book, old photos...

In Synelnikove, Russian missile killed a whole family in their own house - a grandmother, her daughter and her two granddaughters - 14 and 8 years old. Doctors were able to reanimate the youngest child - a boy of 6.


Tags
1 year ago

im so tired of seeing that Ukrainians are "white privileged." WHERE. WHERE THE FUCK. JUST WHERE. Ukrainians and Ukrainian culture whas been OPPRESSED. Ukrainian language and culture has been BANNED from everything by russia CENTURIES AGO. Ukrainian artists and writers have been KILLED AND OPPRESSED AND BANNED from writing literature in Ukrainian. we are literally being KILLED just because we are Ukrainian. what the fuck do you mean by white privilege.


Tags
1 year ago

Let your characters draw themselves!

Дозволь своїм персонаж(к)ам намалювати себе!

I'm so proud of all of them

🥸

Я так пишаюся ними всіма

Sound on Instagram: pathara_official


Tags
1 year ago

Morning in Ukraine is as always started randomly at whatever time russians decide to try to kill us. Explosion after explosion, and you stare at the information that there is so much shit flying to kill you. Thank you air defence for being here, so i can drink my coffee and listen quietly how you work, still being startled at the sound, but recognising that its not certain death yet

1 year ago
😐

😐

The add includes the line “Let’s clean ourselves of compulsory Ukrainian Nazism” (not my translation) and links having a Ukrainian name to nazism. And yet people are still debating on Ruzzia’s intent for this war and what they mean by “denazification” (hint: it has nothing to do with nazis)


Tags
9 months ago

Still think it's "Putin's war"? Let's see what the russian soldiers who "don't really want it" discuss with their women who "are victims too"

Intercepted conversations of russians:

1. A russian soldier tells his mother how a ukrainian woman and her two children were killed in front of him. He relished the story. And she said that those innocent civilians were "enemies, fascists, they deserved it".

2. The second one talks about the order to kill civilians. He had seen the forest with corpses and now he could hear the flesh thrown on the roadsides. He said he would follow the order, that he would kill. Every civilian he saw.

3. A child from a russian school was collecting a parcel for her brother (?) to go to war. In the letter, she wrote to him: "Kill all Ukrainians as soon as possible and come back."

He and his mother are laughing.

4. "Mum, I killed civilians. I would throw them into a trench and shoot them in the head. They begged and pleaded, but I shot them in the head." He laughs when he tells this story.

5. "Do you know what 21 rosettes from a human body are? I helped, I did it. I got such a thrill. To cut them. Torture them". Mother says that if she were in his place, she would also be satisfied.

Another said that killing children is not murder. "Because killing Ukrainian children is right!"


Tags
Loading...
End of content
No more pages to load
  • eloeellanai
    eloeellanai liked this · 2 months ago
  • khropsya
    khropsya liked this · 3 months ago
  • kyrylo-kot
    kyrylo-kot liked this · 5 months ago
  • vtomleni
    vtomleni liked this · 7 months ago
  • divannna
    divannna liked this · 8 months ago
  • eukarisparadise
    eukarisparadise liked this · 11 months ago
  • artystozka
    artystozka reblogged this · 1 year ago
  • artystozka
    artystozka liked this · 1 year ago
  • lludw-enaid
    lludw-enaid liked this · 1 year ago
  • gataxo
    gataxo liked this · 1 year ago
  • coffeewithcutcaffeine
    coffeewithcutcaffeine liked this · 1 year ago
  • panviccorianlighthouse
    panviccorianlighthouse liked this · 1 year ago
  • radikalandfriedrich
    radikalandfriedrich reblogged this · 1 year ago
  • radikalandfriedrich
    radikalandfriedrich liked this · 1 year ago
  • oblivian-girl
    oblivian-girl liked this · 1 year ago
  • the-brave-and-the-dumb
    the-brave-and-the-dumb reblogged this · 1 year ago
  • rocksgocha-ching
    rocksgocha-ching liked this · 1 year ago
  • silencehysterical
    silencehysterical liked this · 1 year ago
  • josnowchovi
    josnowchovi liked this · 1 year ago
  • nembionrose
    nembionrose liked this · 1 year ago
  • love-r0t
    love-r0t liked this · 1 year ago
  • spr0utsies
    spr0utsies liked this · 1 year ago
  • catnapsinhalifax
    catnapsinhalifax reblogged this · 1 year ago
  • neboskhyl
    neboskhyl reblogged this · 1 year ago
  • neboskhyl
    neboskhyl liked this · 1 year ago
  • queen-adelheid
    queen-adelheid liked this · 1 year ago
  • deafeningcolorwizard
    deafeningcolorwizard reblogged this · 1 year ago
  • deafeningcolorwizard
    deafeningcolorwizard liked this · 1 year ago
  • lams-is-canon
    lams-is-canon reblogged this · 1 year ago
  • lams-is-canon
    lams-is-canon liked this · 1 year ago
  • marrmoris
    marrmoris reblogged this · 1 year ago
  • marrmoris
    marrmoris liked this · 1 year ago
  • fuqhipsters
    fuqhipsters liked this · 1 year ago
  • kytsya
    kytsya reblogged this · 1 year ago
  • kytsya
    kytsya liked this · 1 year ago
  • dougielombax
    dougielombax liked this · 1 year ago
  • cats-and-confusion
    cats-and-confusion liked this · 1 year ago
  • poimenee
    poimenee liked this · 1 year ago
  • beelzeebub
    beelzeebub liked this · 1 year ago
  • eugene-is-tired
    eugene-is-tired reblogged this · 1 year ago
  • eugene-is-tired
    eugene-is-tired liked this · 1 year ago
  • mukabut
    mukabut liked this · 1 year ago
  • applefruitluver69
    applefruitluver69 reblogged this · 1 year ago
  • applefruitluver69
    applefruitluver69 liked this · 1 year ago
  • miri-riyin
    miri-riyin liked this · 1 year ago
  • kalma-tyche
    kalma-tyche liked this · 1 year ago
  • kotochellika
    kotochellika reblogged this · 1 year ago
  • kotochellika
    kotochellika liked this · 1 year ago
neboskhyl - Neboskhyl
Neboskhyl

🇵🇸🍉 Небосхил | 🇺🇦 | artist | укр/eng/pol | https://linktr.ee/neboskhyl

297 posts

Explore Tumblr Blog
Search Through Tumblr Tags