FACTS!!!! I had this same experience a few days ago, where I looked up from my mirror to find that I had a giddy smile on my face after thinking “wow, she’s so beautiful…”
I spent a solid two minutes in the bathroom just staring at my boobs in the tight shirt I wore today—turning side to side, watching how the fabric clung just right, how soft and natural it all looked. My hands hovered over my chest, not quite touching, just feeling the shape, the weight, the realness of it all. I caught my own reflection smiling—like, actually smiling—and it hit me like a wave. Oh. Oh. She’s real. She’s me.
And now, I’m lying in bed, still thinking about it, still feeling giddy in a way I never used to. There was a time when mirrors only showed me a stranger—someone I avoided looking at too long, someone I dressed in baggy shirts and hunched shoulders, hoping no one would really see me. I remember those nights, lying awake, tracing the outlines of a body that didn’t feel like my own, trying to imagine something softer, something that felt right.
But now? Now I am that softness. Now I wear my tightest shirt just to admire how my body has changed, how it’s mine in a way it never was before. The way my collarbones sit just a little differently, the gentle curve of my waist, the way my hair falls against my shoulders—every little detail whispering, you’re her, you’re here, you made it.
personally i love when people find my ocs hot
my biggest turn-on when it comes to other trans women is how thoroughly they can beat my ass in a fighting game. if she kills me before i can land a hit i’ll have my panties on the ground before she even has time to start the next match.
learning exciting new things, like "when i take edibles i get obsessed with boobs"
Yup!
Also, how does one just trip into a fandom? Im kinda curious :3
By scrolling tumblr dot com, apparently. I saw the HDG tag, thought “hey, what’s this?” and my fate was already sealed. Still working on chapter 1 of that fic, it’s at around 5K words right now.
Ok, the things I’ve heard about this fandom being a cognitohazard for trans women are not wrong. I’ve woken up the past few days imagining vines curling over my thighs and I’ve already changed the reminder on my phone for my HRT to ‘Take your Xenodrugs.’ What is HAPPENING to me??? How was it so easy???
Lotta robotfuckers on this platform. Hell yeah. And we can swear. Hell yeah. Why didn’t I make an account sooner? Now I can see the bits happen in real time instead of screenshotted and posted to Pinterest over the course of a few days. Just saying random shit and people on the internet can see it and be like “ok cool”
I am now 1,500 words deep into a HDG fic. Will post chapter 1 to Ao3 and link once it’s done! I already have a lot of the general storyline mapped out, which is VERY odd for me. Knowing the Affini always win is very comforting as a writer, because I know what’s going to happen, I just need to write how.
If I utilize my ‘new fandom brainrot’ ability, I should be able to get at least 2 to 3 chapters done fairly quick before my brain shuts down and I go into writer’s block. Wish me luck, y’all! Also, feel free to ask me about the fic. I just don’t wanna bother people
Howdy there, denizens of tumblr. I’m nameless. 22, she/her, trans. I’m just here to chill, BUT! ☝️ I am also potentially a pagan goddess, so feel free to write me prayers. I’ll do my best to bend the fabric of reality to answer them.
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