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Lewis Hamilton x Verstappen!reader
Max Verstappen x reader!sister
PART 1
Summery: After your fall out with Max you try to find yourself.
Warnings: age gap(age not specified) mention of abuse, Jos Verstappen is an a-hole, Max is also an ass, bad childhood, bad father, cursing, alusion to smut but no actual smut
AN: So much love for the first part, I read all the comments and took them into consideration, hope you like this, and the ending. Itâs a bit different from what I had in mind when I first started this.
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Max goes back to his room with Kelly, heâs a robot walking. Going on autopilot. Kelly is surprised when she sees him back so soon, she expected that she'll have to have to call him and ask when heâll be back for him to leave you. He had been saying how he hadnât been spending as much time with you lately.
âWhy are you back so early?â Kelly asks but it was like she was talking to herself, Max went to the bed and sat down, his gaze was on the floor, before he placed it in his hands with his elbows on his knees. âMax?â
Max slides his hands up to his hair and pulls at the strands, Kelly stands in front of him, and he looks up at her and shakes his head slightly. âFuck, Kelly, I fucked up, I fucked up badly.â
âWhat happened? Did you fight?â Kelly asks gently, taking his hands in hers.
âDid you know who sheâs dating?â Max asked and Kelly shook her head.
âNo, she said that you'd get mad if I knew and didnât tell you.â Sheâs frowning at the state Max is in. âDo you know?â
âItâs fucking Hamilton.â Max mutters and his eyes well up with tears that he doesnât allow to escape, tears of frustration and tears of anger.
âAs in Lewis Hamilton?â Kelly asks for confirmation and Max nods his head with a small yeah. âWhat happened? What did you do?â
âI said some messed up stuff, how could I be so⌠so cruel to her.â Kelly sits down besides him and pulls him in for a hug, Max sounded so broken, he falls easily into her embrace.
âIâm sure sheâll forgive you if you say sorry.â Max shakes his head, and Kelly doesnât know if itâs a ânoâ for the fact you wonât forgive him, or he wonât say sorry. âOkay, just when youâre both calm you can talk about it, y/n, loves you too much to stay angry at you for long.â
Max doesnât say anything and just lets her hold him, all his anger bubbled down to nothing but heartbreak.
Lewis texted you when he was done with his meeting but you didnât reply, but he made his way to your room anyways, you could be in the bathroom or didnât hear your phone. When he walks in he sees the only light on is the lamp by the sofa, and he sees your figure on the bed under the covers. He moves slowly in case youâre sleeping, he goes to the side of the bed you sleep on. Only when heâs so close to you does he notice your shoulders shaking.
âBaby, hey, what happened?â Lewis says in the softest of voices, his hand lands on your shoulder and he kneels beside the bed, you slowly look up at him and he sees how distraught you are. He saw you crying a couple of times, mostly after a rough day with Jos bothering you, but heâs never seen you like this. Your face is as red as a tomato, wet with tears and puffy eyes and hiccuping. Lewis gets up and opens his arms for you. âCome here.â He sits on the bed and you just fall into his arms, the only arms in the world right now that could give you comfort. Lewis holds you and shushes you until you calm down. Once youâre calm enough he asks you what happened, and you just spill everything, Lewis stays silent through the whole thing, but his eyes go to the watch he forgot and guilt consumes him. He knew how worried you were about Max finding out about the two of you, he wanted to be there with you when you told him, and now your relationship with your brother cracked.
âLetâs get out of here.â Lewis suddenly says and you look up at him, tears still slipping out of your eyes every now and then.
âW-What?â
âLetâs get out of here, where do you want to go? Itâs officially summer break and we can do and go wherever we want.â Lewis has the smallest smile, you shake your head no.
âNo, we canât just leave.â You blink a couple times, trying to understand where heâs coming from.
ây/n, love, youâve always been where Max is, and you told me before you want to try and do things on your own, now is the perfect time, a month of just you and me, we can do whatever we want, no plans, nothing, just us trying whatever we want whenever we want, freedom.â
âThat does sound nice.â You say and Lewis kisses your cheek softly.
âYeah? Youâre up to it?â Lewis asks cupping your cheeks, it takes you a moment before you give in and say yes. âLetâs go then.â
âWait now?â
âYes now! What better time than now.â
âI guess youâre right.â
And Lewis was true to his word, he took you wherever you wanted and did whatever you wanted. It was so liberating, waking up and wanting to do something to just do it without second guessing yourself. Your phone was turned off all that time, you called your mum and assured her you're fine and you'll be off grid for the summer break. She could tell that something was wrong and when she asked you, you just told her that you had a fight with Max and to not tell him that you called.
Max did call her asking if she saw you and she said no, leaving him confused, you had nowhere to go but Monaco or go back to your mother's house. Victoria also gave him no answer, he had a feeling you were with Lewis but Lewis was posting on his Instagram and was online and there was no sign he was with anyone. He was also doing things Max didn't think you'd like.
Lewis's phone was filled with photos of you both but those were for you both only, you also got a camera and it was filled with all the memories you both made, memories you want to hold onto forever. Lewis took you skydiving, he took you surfing, he took you diving, he took you racing with street cars, he took you karting, he even took you caving. You went from one country to the other, he even took you home to the UK and you met his family, you met his nieces and Roscoe. Everyone was very welcoming to you, and you weren't the only one giving love you were receiving as you were giving and it was a nice feeling, a feeling you didn't know how much you missed until you felt it. Lewis's family dynamics is so different from the one you grew up in, his parents are divorced but the divorce didn't affect his family like it affected yours, his parents are civil and respectful and Lewis grew up with love and positivity even when they had nothing.
âWhat are you thinking about?â Lewis asks softly, youâre both in a bathtub in the Maldives enjoying a relaxing time after surfing for hours, the sun has yet to set. Your hands were on Lewisâs thighs near his knees, his arms resting on the sides of the tub. You hummed softly before you leaned your head to the side and up to be able to see his face.
âYou.â A soft laugh escapes his lips and you smile, feeling the vibration of his laugh against your back.
âWhat are you really thinking about?â Lewis asks again and you breath in and out slowly, still looking at him.
âYou.â You say again and if asked you a thousand times youâd still say him, heâs all you think about, heâs consuming your thoughts and your feelings, heâs all you can feel and all you can smell, heâs filling your senses and you donât want him to stop. Lewisâs nose nudges yours softly and he leans in capturing your lips in his own in a passionate kiss, you cup his face feeling his beard before your hands moves to his loose hair out of the braids or twists he has while he races, you tug slightly making him groan, his hand moves to your back to pull you closer. âYouâre all I think about.â You manage to say between kisses, turning in the tub so youâre straddling him. Your hands moving from his chest to his shoulders. Lewis nibbles on your bottom lip soft sighs leaving your lips, the kisses slow down and Lewis pulls back only a fraction.
âYouâre all I think about too, all of you love.â Lewis says and his hands move from your waist, one up to your neck the other down to your butt.
Letâs say you both came out of the tub when the water was no longer warm, it was far too cold when you stepped out of it.
The summer break was over and Lewis was in the paddock and racing. For the first time in your life youâve missed a race that Max was in, it caused your anxiety to kick off but thereâs no way youâd be back and support him after what he said. So you gathered your things from the small Monaco apartment custody of Max, and flew to your motherâs house, also custody of Max, but it was either that or to move in with Lewis. He did offer but you wanted to wait, your relationship already progressed faster than normal, and you wanted to think about what you want to do in your life. Spending your time with Lewis made you realise how much your life revolved around your brother and itâs now time for you to find your own thing, itâs overdue.
You discover from your mum and sister that they still donât know what happened and besides telling them that Max said some hurtful things you donât elaborate. This is between you and your brother and you know for a fact theyâll both get upset with him if they know the whole thing, And after everything you still care about him. You also found out that your father is pissed that you dropped off the face of the earth and no one was informed of it before, not because he cared about you but because you were the one managing Maxâs social media and they had to scramble to find a replacement for you in a record time.
After a race where Lewis finished 2nd you called him to congratulate him and you guys facetimed for hours.
âHave you thought about what you want to do?â Lewis asked you, he was going through some of his clothes to find an outfit for the dinner he was having with his LH team.
âIâm not 100% sure yet, but I want to do something with racing. I've thought about a lot of things but racing has always been my life and even though Iâm not a driver I want to be in motorsport one way or another.â You tell him laying on your bed with your phone propped up against a spare pillow to show you. âThe other shirt looked better.â
âThis one?â Lewis asked, holding the sage green shirt he was holding, you hum and he places it on the bed. âWe can think of something, motorsport is always in the need of jobs, we can both think about it.â Thereâs a moment of comfortable silence before Lewis remembers something. âDid you tell your mum about me?â
âNot yet, I will before the next time I fly to see you.â You tell him, your mum has been curious but she isnât pushy, when she saw you werenât up to it she didnât press further.
âAnd when is that?â Lewis asked, picking up his phone, itâs been three weeks since you last saw each other, not a lot of time, but since you first met you havenât been away from each other for that long.
âWhen do you want me?â You ask him moving onto your stomach and place the phone against the headboard.
âYesterday.â You couldnât help but giggle, a smile stretches against Lewisâs lips. âDo you want to come to the next race? See how it is inside Mercedes before we go to Ferrari next year.â
You absolutely love how itâs âweâ and not âmeâ youâre both going to Ferrari in Lewisâs mind. âThatâll make me the person that went to three different garages in the smallest amount of time.â
âWell, Iâm for one glad that two of them are because of me.â Lewis was now laying on his back one arm resting on his head, the other one holding his phone up. âBut seriously, do you want to come to the US with me?â
âI donât know.â You mumble suddenly not sure, you werenât ready to see Max yet, and you donât know when and if youâll ever be ready.
âHey, if youâre not ready, that's alright, you can come whenever youâre ready.â Lewis the ever understanding man that he is comforts you. âYou can also come and weâll find a way to sneak you in without anyone seeing you.â
âNo, no itâs okay.â You say nodding to yourself, maybe going and facing whatever comes your way is the best thing to do to get over what happened, you wonât be able to avoid your brother forever, he is after all your brother. âWe donât have to hide, I miss the paddock anyway.â
âBelieve it or not but the fans miss you too.â
âMiss me?â You ask him confused, you havenât really been online much.
âYeah, #wheresy/n was trending all week.â Lewis informs you amused and you laugh at that.
âReally?â You ask intrigued.
âYeah, the first race you missed, fans have pointed it out and you werenât there for the Dutch Grand Prix so that made them wonder even more.â Lewis heard Max being asked about you but he didnât answer the question and just dodged it, but Lewis wasnât about to tell you that. He also wasnât about to tell you that Max hasnât said a word to him, not that they were ever talkative but Lewis was on the podium with Max and Max usually talks with whoever is on the podium with him. But Lewis would take a silent Max over an angry Max for your sake any day of the week.
And so you packed your bags, met Lewis in the UK airport before you flew together to the US. You always loved the Austin GP, but experiencing everything with Lewis felt different. It felt new. Lewisâs team were informed of you and they were ready for the media storm heading your way once you hit the paddock with Lewis and not Max after dispersing for almost two months.
You got dressed with Lewis for the media day, not in team kits not in RedBull colours but in an all new outfit that fits you and who you want to be, also an outfit thatâs worthy of Lewis Hamiltonâs girlfriend.
Walking in the paddock, all the cameras turned to you both, Lewis had his hand laced in yours. Uncaring for all the screaming and shouting from fans and camera men alike. Everyone was shocked to see you both together. There was no hint, no rumours, no sightings, no nothing.
âAre you okay?â Lewis asked in your ear so youâd be able to hear him clearly.
âIâm alright.â You say and give him a smile, and the poker face he had melted into a smile.
By the time you reached the Mercedes hospitality, you were sure the whole grid heard of you coming with Lewis. The hospitality was different from RedBull, Lewis had to go change and get ready for the media, so you were left with one of his team members, she showed you around. Took you to the garage and everything, she pointed to Lewis's driver room, and everything. You sat with his team while he went to do his duties.
Lewis was on for the sofa press interview this week, Max wasnât so that was good for him. Lando, Yuki, Charles, Logan and Lewis were the ones doing it for the day. Lewis was in between Lando and Charles.
Charles was already there when Lewis turned up, they were talking to each other before Lando came and took the other seat besides Lewis, he was fresh with gossip that he wanted to confirm.
âLewis, mate, is it true?â Lando was a bit giddy with the information, like a small kid who was about to be told Santa is real.
âWhat are you talking about?â Charles was the one to ask, he felt like thereâs gossip that he wants to be in on.
âLewis and y/n.â Lando whispered and had his head tilted so none of the media could see his lips moving. Lewis smiled and Charles looked at his future teammate with wide eyes.
âVerstappen?â Charles had to be sure theyâre talking about the same person.
âYep.â Lewis said popping the âpâ he looked overly happy with himself, Lando laughed and patted his shoulder.
âThat came out of nowhere.â Lando commented and Lewis shrugged.
âNot really.â That caught their attention again.
âSince when?â Charles asked.
âMost of the season.â
âWow.â Was all Lando could say.
âAnd Max?â
âNot happy.â Lando is close friends with Max, heâs bound to know and Charles is the biggest gossip with Pierre; they know everything going on in the paddock. Charles also knew y/n for most of his life. Everyone that ever raced against Max when they were karting knew the female, sheâs always been there, not just nice to Max and his teammates but his rivals as well, especially when they were kids.
âThatâs going to be tough.â Charles mumbled.
âYeah, y/n has been going through it.â Lewis informed them the smile on his face was gone, heâs seen first hand how much it affected you. Max has been the number one person in your life for as long as you could remember.
âPoor girl.â Lando knows how much Max can get when heâs not happy.
Before the trio could go on further they were interrupted by the conference starting. Both will head to Mercedes to see you after, youâve been friends with a lot of the drivers, seeing the ones that live in Monaco a lot.
Back in the Mercedes garage, someone came and told you that Max was waiting for you by the front. You sighed and stood up, knowing your brother he wasnât about to leave until he could see and talk to you. So as to not cause a scene you just went to see him, it was bound to happen anyways.
Your brother did not look happy or comfortable standing there, the Merc crew were giving him some looks, but he didnât shy away from them. His eyes saw you and followed you as you came out of the garage. You both moved a bit to the side, barely out of shot of prying ears.
You both faced each other in silence for a long moment, it felt awkward and unnatural. Something you both felt for the first time ever with each other.
âWhat do you want Max?â You ended up being the first to speak, otherwise it felt like youâd just stand there for hours.
âYou disappeared.â Max said, you crossed your arms and took a deep breath.
âYeah, I had to.â You tell him frowning. Max swallows and nods to himself.
âI was worried, didnât know where you were, what you were doing.â Max tells you and you donât doubt that he was worried for you, but it didnât matter anymore.
âI told mum that I was okay.â
âYes, but weâve never not talked for that long.â Maxâs voice may have betrayed him a little there because you heard how hurt he is.
âAnd whoâs fault is that, Max?â You ask him, moving your hand around.
âNot mine.â You scoff at his words rolling your eyes. ây/n, we were fine before you started seeing him, heâs the problem not me.â
âWere we fine? Really? Because Iâve never felt better or happier than when Iâm with Lewis.â Max had to take a moment to process your words, and heâs trying not to get angry.
âI thought you were happy?â
âI thought so too, but it looked like we were both wearing rose coloured glasses.â You tell him honestly. âMax, Iâve been following you around my whole life, helping you in any way I can, and Iâve loved it, I wanted to, but youâre old now and youâve achieved your dreams and what about me? What have I done? What have I achieved? What's my name?â
âYou never said any of that before, I thought you were happy with me, with the team.â Max was really having a hard time accepting what you were saying, but he knew that itâs true and valid, and if he accepts them as truth would mean heâs the worst brother ever for not releasing any of this.
âMax, I was happy, but it wasnât easy for me and dad hasnât been making it easy for me, I had to get away from this.â
âWhat does dad have to do with this?â
âYou canât be serious?â You chuckle dryly and roll your eyes. âEven RedBull employees have noticed hell Hemlut told dad to keep out of the garage, Max dad has been abusive to me, to us, Iâve always tried to protect you from it and not make it as hard, but you have to have seen it or felt it.â Maxâs face was blank and that made you scoff. âFucking hell, Max, the first day Lewis and I talked he saw the bruises he knew, how could you have not known? Or you chose to ignore it.â
âNo, no I didnât, IâŚâ Max didnât know what to say, you looked at him and he looked at you before he turned around and just left. You stood there stunned for a moment, shaking your head before you turned back to look at the Mercedes garage.
ây/n!â Someone calls your name and you look only to find Lily running towards you with Alex trailing behind, you open your arms for the golfer and pull her in for a hug. Youâve always had a good relationship with Alex from when he was Maxâs teammate and thus you met Lily and formed a good relationship with her. After sharing a long hug with her you greeted Alex and you stood talking for a while, catching up, confirming the paddock rumours, and having a laugh. Lando was the first person to join you, before Kika and Alexandria did as well. And so some people joined some left but this spot near Mercedes you stood talking to everyone.
By the time you were back in the garage it was time for lunch, Lewis was in his room after he came, said hello and left you with your friends. You knock on his door hearing a come in, you open the door and walk in.
âHi.â You say softly and make your way to the sofa he was sitting on, you lay down your head in his lap and close your eyes.
âHi.â Lewisâs hands move to your hair to run through them and you close your eyes. âI heard Max came around.â You hum but donât say anything or open your eyes. âWant to talk about it?â
You tell him what happened between the two of you, all the while heâs nodding and giving you one word answers, by the time youâre done, youâve sat up and Lewis has one hand on your knee in comfort.
âWell, love, I think you just give him time, he needs to process everything.â Lewis knows that you want to fix whateverâs been broken between you and Max. âIn a few days or a week heâll call you and youâre going to have to talk again, he wants to fix this as much as you do.â
âI donât know.â You mumble.
âI know, trust me.â Lewis says and raises your chen so he can meet your eyes.
âI trust you.â You say and lean in to peck his lips.
Well Lewis was wrong, Max didnât come to talk to you in a few days or a week, Max came after a few hours. You were in the room you shared with Lewis after the long day you had on track, you already showered and dressed in one of Lewisâs shirts and panties, not planning on seeing anyone or going out.
So when you heard someone knock on the door, Lewis went to see who, he was dressed in some basketball shorts and didnât have a shirt on, his braids out of the twist he does at the back of his head.
ây/n.â Lewis called your name, making you get off the bed and towards the door, walking out of the bedroom of the suite you see Max standing there glaring at your boyfriend while Lewis was looking at you, not seeing the looks your brother is sending him.
âMax⌠I didnât expect to see you here.â You say surprised and confused. âCome in.â You look at Lewis for approval, it is his room after all, but just steps aside for Max to enter. You sit on the sofa and Max sits across from you, you look at Lewis wanting him to come sit with you.
âCanât we talk alone?â Max asked and you look at him, the words âyesâ at the tip of your tongue, a force of habit thatâs proving harder to break than youâd expect.
âNo, I think itâs about time we talk, all three of us.â You end up telling him instead, Lewis throws on a shirt before joining you on the sofa, his knee hitting yours. Max isnât happy about Lewis joining you but he has no say in it. âWhy did you come? We talked today.â
âI know, but it- I just feel like we still have so much to say still.â Max says and you nod, for him to go on. ây/n, look I spoke with mum and she made me realise a lot of things, Iâm sorry that I didnât realise how much dad has been hurting you, I donât know how I didnât realise it before.â
âItâs because sheâs been doing it for years.â Max looks irritated that Lewis spoke but he bit his tongue and said nothing. âYou got used to it, it didnât trigger anything inside of you.â
âThat may be true, I just⌠I shouldâve realised how much of an ass he is to you.â Max couldnât meet your eyes, you take a moment to know what you want to say to him, not wanting to make or do or say anything just based on your emotions because you know your emotions will always choose him over you.
âLook whatever happened with dad happened, and Iâll never hold that over you and or blame you, it was all my choices and my actions and Iâve lived with it and Iâm over it.â You tell him and Lewis takes you hand in his, you look to your side and see his soft supportive smile, you squeeze his hand and smile a little. âWhat I want is for us to get over whatever it is thatâs bothering you about me being with Lewis.â
âAnd deciding to do what you want.â Lewis adds and you both look at him a bit confused, Lewis sighs, it looks to him like as much as youâve both realised thereâs still so many things in your dynamics that needs to be realised and fixed. âFrom what I understood, it looks like Max is upset that youâre doing things not with him or doing things for yourself without going back to him.â
You and Max look at each other and you go back to your conversation earlier that day and you realise that what Lewis is saying is true.
âNo, look, whatever you want to do weâll do it, you gave up so much to help me and support me and Iâll do the same for you.â Max says. âI want whatâs best for you, yes Iâd prefer if itâs you being with me, but whatever you want Iâm okay with it.â
âJust not being with Lewis.â You state and Max looks at Lewis and sighs.
âI donât think Iâll ever be happy or approve, but you look happy and Lando told me youâve done so much⌠but why does it have to be him?â Max sounded desperate, he wants you to turn and break up with Lewis and just find someone else.
âWhy Kelly? Why is anyone with anyone?â You ask your brother, wanting him to see.
âI love Kelly.â Max says instantly.
âAnd what? I donât love Lewis? I love him Max, and heâs the single best thing that has ever happened to me.â You tell Max with tears gathering in your eyes and a squeeze to your hand. âItâs Lewis now, and itâll be Lewis next week, and itâll be him until heâs sick of me.â
âNot planning on it happening.â Lewis tells you softly, Max looks at you both, looks at the softness Lewis is showing you, heâs allowing you to say and do whatever you want whilst being there to support you. To have your back.
âYouâre an adult now, y/n, you can do whatever you want to do, Iâm not happy but if being with Lewis is what you want then Iâll try to be fine with it.â Max concedes but for some reason it rubbed you the wrong way.
âNo, no.â You shake your head, and stand up and look at your younger brother, tears leaving your eyes. âYou donât get to tell me youâre unhappy, you donât get to do that. You canât tell me youâre âokayâ with it when youâre not, max, you know how much I love you, youâve been my number one person since I was a child, I thought of you the first and last thing every day, I took care of you and helped you and protected you and never ever asked for anything Iâm asking you now, to be happy, canât you be happy for me?â Max stays silent and you wipe the tears away. âFuck you Max, honestly just fuck off.â
You storm off to the bedroom slamming the door, before slamming the bathroom door as well, leaving the men alone.
âLook Max, I respect you as a driver, but you have to understand where sheâs coming from.â Lewis says to Max calmly. âWhen you said whatever you want to do WEâLL do, you have to realise that you and your sister arenât one, youâre not one being, your achievements are yours not hers sheâs a part of your team but that was by circumstance, by a choice she made when she wasnât even 13 yet.â Max once again stays silent, his mind is turning and churning. âI love your sister and I want you to know that sheâs my number one priority right now, and I donât think sheâs ever been someone's top priority, so let her be happy, and like she supported you, itâs your turn to support her.â
Lewis leaves Max alone and goes to find you, Max hears your sobs followed by Lewisâs soft and comforting words. He hears you letting go and spelling your emotions relying on Lewis. He realises that heâs been lacking as a brother for so long, heâs never been there for you like Lewis is right now, and heâs known you for less than a year.
Next day you didn't go to the track, your eyes were puffy and you hadnât slept well, so Lewis left you sleeping in the morning with a text telling you to stay in for the day. Half way through the day Kelly turns up, you spend the day talking and catching up. Your current relationship status with your brother has no affect on your relationship with her. Kelly has always been one of the closest people to you, yes itâs because sheâs dating Max and by default you spend a lot of time with her, but in a way sheâs been like an older sister to you, or just a sister that you can tell everything in a way you wouldnât with the younger siblings in case they get upset or youâd ruin their innocence.
She told you all about P and what sheâs been up to, you showed her pictures of everything youâve done with Lewis and told her about all the places youâve been to. You shared a bottle of wine, ordered some room service and enjoyed yourselves. No talk of F1 or boyfriends or brothers, just two girls having fun, and it was something you needed.
Quali day you made it to the track with sunglasses and a Merc LH44 hat on your head in a less in your face approach when getting into the paddock.
âHey, y/n.â Susie Wolff greeted you when the cars were out on track for FP3.
âHi, itâs so nice to officially meet you.â You say pressing your cheeks to hers in greeting, youâve of course seen the woman before but youâve never actually talked to her.
âYou too, how are you doing? Hope the Mercedes garage is treating you well.â Susie says.
âYes, everyoneâs been welcoming and lovely.â
âThatâs great, I actually wanted to talk to you about something.â She says and pulls you gently to the side so youâd be able to talk comfortably.
âYeah sure, whatâs going on?â You ask her, having no idea why sheâd want to talk to you about.
âI heard from Lewis that youâre looking into jobs relating to racing.â She said and youâre surprised to say the least. Lewis hasnât told you anything about it. âAnd I have an offer for you.â
âPlease.â
âIâve heard how involved youâve been with Max and that youâve done well in karting as well, so I think that we can find you a spot maybe as a manager at first in F1 academy and then we can see where to go from there.â The smile that breaks onto your face is so big and you canât help it, itâs caught on camera from afar, the text under your name saying âLewis Hamiltonâs partnerâ
âThatâs a dream come true, thank you so much.â You give Susie a hug, and you canât wait to get back to the hotel to say/show your thanks to Lewis. You both start talking more about the academy, working with women, what the job will entail, what's to expect and what other things youâd like to do. Overall it was a very lovely and beneficial talk to the both of you.
Race day comes and youâre watching from the Merc garage, the race was intense but for a rare moment for the team in 2024 both drivers are doing well, and Lewis is up front fighting with the top 4 cars. Youâre anxiously watching hoping for a good result for your man, and as the race goes on itâs looking fiercer, and you find yourself hoping that everyoneâs safe out on track.
A good outcome comes out of the race with Lewis coming in 2nd after Max, youâre beyond happy, clapping and cheering with the team. You donât wait for the team and start to make your way down to have a good spot for the podium, somehow you end up standing between Mercedes and RedBull, right next to Kelly. Just like old times. You both wait, like old times. But youâre waiting for different people now, each of you is waiting for her boyfriend.
Lewis makes it back first, he runs over to the team and they hug and congratulate him, before he takes off his helmet and balaclava and pulls you in for a kiss by the back of your head. your hands land on his shoulder and youâre scrounged by the screams of the teams around you. Lewis pulls back and youâre both smiling, he kisses your forehead and turns to leave. He just passes Max who puts his hand on his shoulder to stop him. Max has already taken his helmet and balaclava off, meaning he had seen you and Lewis kissing. You hold your breath as you watch saying Kellyâs name.
âDonât worry.â She tells you as she watches the scene in front of her unfold.
âTake care of her.â Max says to Lewis, itâs only the two of them that heard it, but Lewis nods and takes Maxâs outstretched hand, they shake for a moment.
âAlways.â Itâs Maxâs way of saying he approves and he supports them being together. You finally breathe when Max lets go and heads to you guys, he quickly hugs and kisses Kelly before he turns to you. He gives you a smile that you return and he kisses your cheek before he turns and celebrates with his team. Tears gather in your eyes but with the amount of cameras around you well them away.
Thereâs still a long way for you and Max to go, you havenât forgiven him but this is a step. Heâs still a tad bit apprehensive about Lewis but heâs trying, maybe one day heâll see it and heâll be okay with this relationship and itâll all be alright. But Max has to let you go and give you the freedom to do what you want, heâll try to be better for you, heâll try to earn your trust once more. He knows he has a lot to work on and heâs willing to do that, for you, because youâre his number one.
You and Lewis went out to celebrate with the team, and youâre thrown back in memories of when you first met, so much has changed. Youâre no longer single, you wanted to go to the club even if youâre only having one drink and Lewis is having none, Lewis wasnât forced to come as well, his team showed up for him. Youâre both in so much better spirits this time around, you didnât sneak away, you danced together. Lewis is singing to you as youâre dancing and youâre laughing, smiling and having the time of your life.
Walking back in the hotel you were laughing as if youâre drunk, maybe drunk on love. But alas, Jos canât ever see you happy and let you be, that man has no sense of awareness or care, because why is he calling your name in the middle of the hotel lobby? Is it night time? yes. Is the lobby practically empty? yes. Is it still a public space? yes. Do the couple of people still have phones? yes.
All the laughter and happiness is stripped out of you in an instant, Lewis who was pulling you after him stopped, you both turn to look at Jos to see your father angry stalking towards you two.
âWhat-â You barely managed to get the word out before Jos was throwing his arm to grab yours, with Lewisâs driver's reflexes he managed to pull you behind himself so your dadâs hand barely brushed against you.
âWhoa there man, what are you doing?â Lewis was boiling with rage, your hands holding his shirt the only thing that kept him from punching Jos.
âStep away, I want to talk to my daughter.â Jos stated glaring at Lewis, he was trying to make himself look bigger than he was, you were shaking with fear, memories from when you were younger flooded your mind.
âNo, youâre not talking to her.â Lewis said through gritted teeth his hands turned into fists.
âThis is family business.â Jos said back.
âI donât care, sheâs my family now.â Jos was getting angrier every time Lewis talked back to him. âYouâve got no right to talk to her, youâve never even cared about her, we all know why you want to âtalkâ to her and itâs not happening. y/n, is none of your or Maxâs business anymore.â
ây/n, tell him to step away and come here.â You flinched when you heard your name coming out of his mouth.
âNo, I donât want to talk to you.â You tell him trying to muster all the courage you have in you, itâs been such a long time since youâve seen him this angry, itâs like the old him came back.
âDonât be an idiot, and come here.â His hand was pointing and waving around as he talked.
âNo.â You shook your head, Jos having reached his breaking point tried to come near you once more, but Lewis moved, making you still behind him and out of your fatherâs reach. That made Jos angrier and the angrier he got the more he started doing things without thinking. You know your dad, you know his tell-tales, his ticks and his signs. You learned them, you had to learn them to be able to live and survive with him. Maybe it was the clench of his jaw or how he leaned on one leg a bit, maybe it was the small twitch in his eyes or maybe it was all those at once. But all you knew is that you pushed Lewis to the side, making him stumble and for a hand to come in contact with your temple. A small scream escapes your lips and gasps around the lobby, You stumble and fall back on your hands and knees harshly. Lewis is shouting and cursing grabbing your father by his shirt pushing him away, and security were on the both of them in seconds, Where were they a few moments before you had no idea. Once they got a hold of Jos and separated Lewis and him, Lewis was by your side helping you up. cupping your face in his hands, looking at the red spot, thatâs bruising fast.
âAre you okay, love?â Maybe itâs a stupid question but he had to ask.
âYeah, just a bit dizzy.â At your words Lewis led you to a sofa and sat you down. The police were called and you were handed ice, the dizziness has long since passed when the police arrived but a headache was killing you. Being in the US and how everything was already complicated, you didnât press charges and even refused to go to the hospital wanting this day to end already.
Lewis bless him was acting as if you were dying, his arms around you to help you walk, leading you to your shared room, ordering more ice and painkillers, he took off your shoes and helped you slip out of your dress and into one of his shirts, he took off your make up for you and he moved the blankets for you to slip under them before placing them back on. You sat leaning on the headboard and the lights were dimmed.
âLewis.â You say once he sat down beside you on the edge of the bed, he hummed his eyes not straying from your face. âI told you before we started dating that I have a lot of baggage and you said itâs okay and thereâs no baggage⌠do you- do you still feel the same?â
âOf course, love, sweetheart, everything youâve been through is just going to make us stronger, besides, it can only look up from here.â Lewis reassured you and takes your hand and kissing the back of your knuckles, you flip your hand and cup his face rubbing his cheek.
âI love you so much.â You tell him tearing up, the emotions he evokes and moves inside of you are too much, theyâre all good and warm and lovely, but theyâre too much.
âI love you too sweetheart.â Lewis turns his head to kiss your palm multiple times. âAnd I promise that one day, Iâll make you Mrs. Hamilton and Iâll give you the family that you deserve.â
âI donât have to be a Hamilton, youâve given me more than I could ever ask for.â
âItâs still not what you deserve, Iâd give you the whole world if you asked me to.â Lewis places his forehead against yours softly and carefully not to hurt you.
Jos didnât face any legal consequences, but videos of the accident were leaked online and the internet was eating him alive. RedBull had to come out and say heâs not allowed in their premises again. You heard from Kelly about the fight he had with Max about it and how Max cut him off, and out of his life. You didnât care about that though you were just living your life with Lewis and focused on your new job, doing what you wanted, happily.
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Pairing: Modern!Aemond Targaryen x Reader
Summary: Back home in King's Landing for the holidays, Aemond Targaryen goes against his better judgement and downloads Hinge.
Warnings: Swearing, drinking (barely mentioned), mention of high school (lol). For the purposes of this Modern AU, I made Rhaenyra's kids the cousins of Alicent's instead of nephews and I will be aggressively ignoring the canon incest for this story LMAO.
Rating: G
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 |
Word Count: 1790
A/N: Hey everyone! This is going to be a new three part series which will be published today, Friday, and Christmas Eve (I might also do a New Years installation if people are interested). I'll essentially be posting the events of this story "as they happen" so they'll be set on the day they're published. This was originally going to be two parts but I got carried away and here we are. This first part is fully SFW, nothing spicy--but we WILL be getting to spice in parts 2 and 3. Also, I edited this a grand total of one time so sorry for any errors. Like & Reblog if you'd like! :)
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Aemond Targaryen didn't do dating apps.Â
To be fair, he really didn't do much dating in the first place.Â
Seeing the hundreds of datesâand tens of short-term girlfriends that always ended poorlyâthat his brother had to show for his time on Tinder only strengthened his conviction that such things were, to put it simply, not for him.Â
Perhaps it was boredom with being stuck home for the holidays, but somehow Helaena had bugged him enough about it and now, here he sat, a hypocrite, watching as his cousin and sister, Luke and Helaena, poured over his phone. His one condition for creating a profile had been that Helaena had to be the one to piece together a profile for him from the few photos he had of himself, and she was more than happy to oblige.
âYou never let anyone take any pictures of you!â Helaena complained, âthe best I can find outside of these three look like they come from found footage.â She waggled the screen with his semi-complete profile on it.Â
Luke giggled at her comment, flopping back on the sofa, taking a large slup of his coca cola.Â
âYeah,â he chimed in, âlike a cryptid, like Mothman.â
âIsn't it a little late for you to be having caffeine?â Aemond jabbed at his younger cousin, raising his voice just enough for Rhaenyra, Luke's mother, to overhear.
âLuke!âÂ
Right on cue, Rhaenyra whipped her white-haired head about, her accusing stare focused on her son. Luke leapt from the sofa, fleeing immediately, his soda in hand and Rhaenyra hot on his heels.Â
âLuke, if you cannot get to sleep tonight, so help me-âÂ
Aemond grinned faintly, taking the opportunity to grab his phone from Helaena and bid his own mother a swift goodnight before retreating to his room.Â
He shut his door behind him, flopping down on his back across his wide bed frame with a huff. He stared at the ceiling for a beat, before he pulled out his phone, reopening the screen to look at the profile Helaena had made for him once again.Â
She had decided on Hinge for him, telling him that it was âone of the better apps for seriously meeting peopleâ, and had mercifully battled off Luke and Jaceâs valiant attempts to sign him up for FarmersOnly.Â
It wasn't a bad profile, he supposed, flicking through the photos.Â
Helaena had resorted to a professional headshot heâd had taken the semester prior for his Linkedin as his primary photo, staring the camera down steadily with his eye. Perhaps a bit much for a first picture, he mused, but again, he didnât have many photos to work with.Â
The second photo was a slightly unfocused picture of himself, Aegon, Helaena, and their youngest brother Daeron, taken when the family had all flown to Tokyo to drop Daeron off at his expensive international boarding school. Their mother had insisted the whole family join, and they all knew better than to push back against her on such things.Â
The final picture made Aemond smile: a photo of him, crouching in front of his massive black lab, Vhagar. Her large tongue is licking his face in the picture, his eye squinted shut in suppressed laughter, half leaning away from her, but unmistakably happy.Â
He liked that picture.Â
*Someone Liked You! Match to Continue Your Conversation!*Â
Aemond half-jumped at the notification, slightly surprised that he was getting any likes at all.Â
He clicked on the profile, scrolling through quickly, skimming her basic informationâvegetarian, gym-lover, non-smoker. She was pretty.Â
*Someone Liked You! Match to Continue Your Conversation!*Â
Aemond raised an eyebrow, unwillingly enjoying the satisfaction that women found him handsome enough to send likes in the first place.Â
He clicked the notification, and was immediately frozen by what he saw.Â
It was you.Â
Clear as crystal on his screen, beaming at him over the rim of a mug in your first photo.Â
No way, Aemond Targaryen??
You had commented on the photo of him and Vhagar.Â
Before he could think twice, he matched with you, his fingers flying over the screen, typing and retyping until he sent:
In the flesh.
He stared at his screen, waiting for typing dots to show up next to your name again.Â
God it had been so long since he had seen youâsince high school graduation, to be exact.
He had been quiet in high school, no surprise there, and hadnât had many friends. You, on the other hand, had been a member of Aegonâs never ending friend group. Coincidentally, you were also the only one who ever made an effort to include Aemond in the group when Aegonâs mother forced him to include his younger brother.Â
He had never read into it any more than thatâhe wasn't stupid enough to think you'd reciprocate the embarrassing crush he'd started to harbor for you, nor was he going to allow himself to resent you for that.Â
He'd entertained the idea of asking you to prom senior but someone elseâdecidedly two-eyedâhad asked you first.Â
Aemond hadn't gone to prom that year. Heâd unconsciously started avoiding you after graduation, hoping to squash his silly feelings.Â
But now, here you were.Â
Home for the holidays?Â
Your new text read.Â
Yeah.Â
Aemond stared at his one word reply, fiddling with his thumbs, trying to come up with something better to say than that.Â
Still talkative as ever, huh?Â
He snorted under his breath when he read that, a smile pulling at the corner of his lip.Â
In a burst of confidence that he would later wonder might have been insanity, Aemond sucked in a sharp breath and sent his next message.Â
Iâm better in person these days, I promise. We should grab a drink tomorrow, if you're free. Would be nice to catch up.Â
He stared at his phone, tips of his fingers turning paler where he gripped it tightly.Â
After an eternity, it seemed, you responded.Â
That sounds amazing :)Â
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Aemond felt sick.Â
His palms were slick with sweat in spite of the cold weather raging outside, and the local bar in which he sat, which had seemed cute at first, now felt like it was suffocating him slowly.Â
He couldnât believe how nervous he was. It wasnât even a date for Godâs sake, he kept telling himself, just a chance to reconnect with an old friend.Â
âAemond!â He was jerked from his thoughts by your voice from across the room. His lips twitched in recognition, raising his hand in a half wave as you weave your way towards him through the other few tables.Â
âYou made it,â he stood to greet you, tensing briefly when you skipped the hand he offered for you to shake, wrapping your arms around his shoulders instead.Â
âSorry,â your voice was muffled in his shoulder, âI know how you feel about hugging,â you drew back just as quickly as you had grabbed him.
âI get one hug, just this once; I havenât seen you in so long!â You exclaimed, gazing up at him with those big beautiful eyes and fuck he was not over you.
He had so much he wanted to say, he felt like his chest was split in two as he took you in, but instead he grinned back at you.Â
âDrink?â He quipped.Â
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One drink turned to two, which turned to three, the liquid courage helping both of you fall back into an old rhythm with each other again that he had forgotten. It felt nice, he thought, being here with you.
âYouâre lying!â you giggled hysterically, slapping a hand over your mouth.
âIâm not!â Aemond insisted, a wide lazy smile stretched across his face, âBaela tore Sunfyre to pieces. Aegon was pissed, and dad made him pay for the shop repairs and new paint job out of his own pocket.â
You snorted into a new peal of laughter at the mental image of Aegon dragging his beloved obnoxious gold motorcycle into the mechanic.
âSo he had to publicly confess to a garage of burly mechanics that his cousin caused him to wreck the shit out of the thing because sheâs the better biker?â you grinned wickedly, âBaela was always a good egg.â
âMm,â Aemond hummed in agreement, allowing a moment of silence to settle on the pair of you, his eye flicking across your face.Â
âSo I feel like I have to ask,â you spoke up after a moment of comfortable silence, âwhat brings you to Hinge?âÂ
âHelaena and Luke.â Aemond answered truthfully.Â
âYour sister and cousin?â you clarified, teasing, âI think thatâs pretty frowned upon, both morally and legally speaking.â
âNot like thatââ Aemond was laughing too, the liquor heâd drunk bubbling warm and low in his stomach, âHel, she forced me to make a profile,â he explained, âsaid my brooding in the corner was depressing her.â
âYouâre still a big brooder, huh?âÂ
Aemond nodded in mock sincerity, pressing a hand to his chest.
âI take my brooding extremely seriously.âÂ
âÂ
Aemond offered to walk you home later, feeling like his head was spinning when you looped your arm through his as the pair of you traipsed the few streets it took to get back to your familyâs house.
You were laughing at something he had said again, head thrown back and your nose all scrunched up. The street lights shone in your eyes like stars, your hair catching the sparse snowflakes that had begun to fall at some point during the walk home, the water droplets glimmering in the half-light.
He could only watch you, helplessly feeling as though his heart were swelling too large for his chest.Â
You were so beautiful it was painful.Â
âWell,â you spoke up again, stopping your steps in front of your home and dropping Aemondâs arm. He wanted you to put it back.Â
âI'll see you again before we go back to school, yeah?â you asked him, pushing your hands into the pockets of your coat.Â
âThat sounds great,â Aemond shuffled slightly where he stood, trying to stay warm, âis your number still the same?âÂ
âMhm!â You answered brightly, âText me?âÂ
âOf course.â
And then you were hugging him again, chest crushed to his and he could barely breathe as he tried to ignore the feeling of your breasts pressed to him and the warmth of your hands pressed into his shoulders. You let him go quicklyâtoo quickly in his opinionâand grinned at him once more, bidding him goodnight and walking to your door, leaving him alone on the sidewalk.Â
He watched you shut the door behind you safely before he turned, making his way down the street, back to his family's home, trying not to think about your eyes under the streetlights or the shape of your lips.Â
God, he was fucked.
Summary: being stood up on his wedding day, Aemondâs life takes a turn for the worse. Heartbroken and humiliated, he finds unexpected help in Helaenaâs childhood friend, who helps him move back into his family mansion. Summer cocktail parties and a long stay at the Targaryen residency, Aemond might let the girl whoâs always been in his life make a home in his heart.
Tangerines, in general, symbolize prosperity, good luck and happiness. So if these delicious fruits appear in your dreams - whole or in the form of juice - it is usually very positive. A dream with tangerines expresses the desire and the possibility of progress and prosperity
Warnings: modern au, old money! Targaryens, Smut (18+ mdni!), fluff, angst, summer romance, every chapter will have individual warnings<3
Authorâs note: welcome to the first actual series that Iâm sharing!! I really really wanted to start a summer romance series for Aemy and this thought and idea came up so suddenly and here we areeee. This is just a sunshine fic with a tinge of heartbreak and possible future angst, but all in all itâs a happy story because Aemond deserves some happiness! Reblogs & comments are most appreciated and I deeply hope you like this as much as I do while writing it<3đ
Character ages<3
Series MasterlistâŹ
Chap.1 -> runaway bride
Chap.2 -> under the Weirwood tree
Chap.3 -> the beginning of something new
Chap.4 -> Push & Pull
Chap.5 -> kissing his heart (coming September 8th because Iâm busy)
Chap.6 ->
Chap.7 ->
Chap.8 ->
Chap.9 ->
Chap.10 ->
magpa tudlo pero dli gina remember ang lesson piste yawa
Bye- a gwa post gave me more confidence than my parents ever did
runaway bride ( âś ) idol! sunghoon x fem idol! reader
â¸â¸ SYNOPSIS âđŞ right when you thought you could run away from your past life as a figure skater by being an idol, you meet the sole person who made you want to leave that life behind in the first place. âË⸠ŕź
â¸â¸ GENRE âđŞ pro figure skating + idolverse, childhood friends to (sort of) strangers to lovers au, angst, fluff, crack?
â¸â¸ WARNINGS âđŞ my humor & some profanities :p
â¸â¸ STATUS âđŞ completed : 05.17.22â % START : 03.14.22â
â¸â¸ UPDATE SCHEDULE âđŞ every two days! around 12:30 kst
â¸â¸ TAGLIST âđŞ taglists are closed!
â MASTERLIST ?! â profile 1 : polaris ę profile 2 : enhypen
prologue . . . much needed fresh start
O1 . . . hybeâs obsession with figure skaters
O2 . . . the idol life is actually pretty fun
O3 . . . flashbacks at music bank
â â â Ë bonus chapter . . . deez nuts this deez nuts that
O4 . . . is this about yuna
O5 . . . 1 yr 9 months and 20 days
O6 . . . jakeâs big beautiful blonde brain
O7 . . . no, whatâs wrong with sunoo?
â â â Ë bonus chapter . . . did the world stop?
O8 . . . the dumbest plan ever created
O9 . . . wish i had a time machine
1O . . . May 2020
11 . . . what if itâs fates calling?
12 . . . thriving without me
13 . . . everyone knows itâs us
14 . . . oh ok yeah sure totally
15 . . . Yn_Out
16 . . . is this the end of ynhoon?
17 . . . free lotte world tickets
â â â Ë bonus chapter . . . this always happens
18 . . . i wonder
19 . . . in another universe
20 . . . this isnât like u
21 . . . something productive
22 . . . runaway together
23 . . . wanna be partners
24 . . . lotte world part one
â â â Ë bonus chapter . . . not bad
25 . . . lotte world part two
26 . . . i wonder why
27 . . . An Apology Video.
28 . . . thru text?
29 . . . defensive gf era
30 . . . not my problem lol
31 . . . f the smooching stage!
epilogue pt.1 . . . canât help myself
epilogue pt.2 . . . mrsynpark
my nose isnt even that bad tbh