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Better Left A Fantasy

I came across a post on Tumblr the other day that brought me back to this thought. The post was from a man’s blog, he was talking about how he was never going to fuck his wife again because he was loyal to a woman here on Tumblr. The concept was very hot. The idea of submitting to a younger more dominant woman, and sacrificing physical intimacy with his wife; quite an extreme within the world of femdom. At least in my opinion. Extreme, because realistically, morally, I find the idea absolutely terrible. To abandon a spouse for another person, to ignore their physical and emotional needs to fulfill your own lustful fantasies and fetishes. Absolutely disgraceful.

Yet, within the realm of fantasy, that level of taboo. That level of it being so wrong. Makes it hotter.

A few years ago my wife and I explored the concept of open marriages. Multiple partners. Cuckolding type scenarios. The fantasy was always hot, and to an extent the reality was too. But I found that it was too much of an emotional strain. I found that my beliefs about marriage and loyalty and monogamy outweighed my fetish about sharing my wife. It was, better left as a fantasy. One that we still role play with toys often enough! Lol.

Everyone has different moral codes. Different levels of what is ok or what is too far. What is better left as a fantasy for me, might be absolutely fine with another person. Just makes me think about how varied people’s limits are within this kinky and complicated world we all share. Exploring is healthy, finding what is right for you and your partner is healthy, just keep in mind that some things might be better in your mind than in reality.

Someone talk to me! 😭😭😭

Chanel Preston is my favorite pornstar. Oh my god, she makes my cock ache! I'd let her fuck me anyway she wanted. Second hottest woman in the world, right after my wife. 😉

So my wife and I have dabbled with pegging in the past. Last night was something entirely different though. She was gone for the past week, visiting family. So I spent six days alone, training my ass. Any time we have played before she complained that I wasn’t able to handle it. That I couldn’t relax enough, I was always tense and nervous. After these six days, I was planning to solve the issue. I also didn’t cum, I spent the first 3 days locked in chastity. She allowed me to unlock for the next couple of days and edge, but I was careful not to cum. I locked myself back up on the day she was coming home. All of this led to the most intense pegging of my life last night. We both had a few drinks, moved to the bedroom. She got out her feeldoe, and I got ready for her. So many positions, so many intense feelings, moments of pure domination and moments of closeness. It was at least an hour and a half of some of the most intense sexual moments of our relationship. At the end she came multiple times from her toy, but I wasn’t able to even edge. I stayed locked the entire time. I love tease and denial, but this is different. I’ve never felt the need to cum so badly. After we finished she told me how amazing it was, how amazing I was. Then, she explained to me that she won’t be unlocking my cock until she can make me cum from pegging me alone. I’m excited, but so scared of how long this might take!

I already haven’t cum for two weeks. I’ve been asking my wife every day if I could please, please have one more orgasm before Locktober starts. She says no every time. She did say that I’m allowed to cum as much as I want during October, as long as I’m locked up when I do. I’ve never been able to before, but maybe this is what I need to finally do it! She also pointed out that I really should try, because there won’t be any cumming at all during NOvember. 😩

Thankful for my amazing wife on this Valentine’s Day, and extra thankful for her indulgence of my need for chastity/tease and denial today too! I’m a very lucky man. 😊

Tried to post this yesterday. With a picture. Not sure how everyone else gets past the nudity rules, but thank God you do! Lol

New Years Denial

Alright. So I'm on an extended business trip of sorts. Should be home to my wife in June. My plan is to try my absolute hardest to deny myself an orgasm from January 1st until I get home and fuck the living daylights out of her! I'm sure she will help me with this tease and denial adventure too!