summary: what to expect when you’re expecting the child of a rich, womanizing, alcoholic, unredeemable asshole? and what to do when the unexpected, improbable, irrational happens?
pairing: jean kirstein x (fem) reader
genre: modern au, 18+
warning: jean and reader arguing, postpartum, angst
When Jean went back to the office – a week after the baby’s birth – he was pleasantly surprised by all the congratulations he got. People whose names he didn’t even know smiled at him and shook his hand. Pieck hugged him, which was bizarre and somewhat uncomfortable. Sasha came to his office to perch on his desk and flick through the hundreds of photos he’d taken on his phone since the birth. Connie brought champagne and cigars for the whole floor.
Less surprising, and much less pleasant, were all the messages Mr. Ackerman had left. They ranged in timbre from furious to businesslike to mind-numbingly boring. He rested his head in his hands as he listened to them, too exhausted to get riled up. He’d slept no more than three hours at a time since his daughter’s birth.
In some ways, it was a relief to be back at the office. Y/n had cried every day since the baby had been born. Most of the time, she cried in the shower, or when he went to his penthouse to get more clothes and freshen up. Her eyes were tell-tale, though. They were red-rimmed and swollen. He didn’t ask why she cried. He assumed it was hormones run amuck, and he knew that when it came to Y/n, hormonal sobbing was only one misstep away from hormonal rage.
For her part, the baby didn’t bother hiding her tears or her indignation. She seemed to cry whenever she was awake. She was particularly apt to wail until she was red in the face if it was in the middle of the night.
Jean was hopeless in the face of all this. Feeding the baby worked, so he tried feeding Y/n. That didn’t work. No matter what he brought her or made her, she picked at it listlessly. Letting Y/n curl up in bed and sleep, undisturbed, worked. The baby seemed determined never to sleep, no matter how much he begged and rocked and paced. He would bottle-feed her pumped breastmilk so Y/n could sleep, and still, she’d cry and cry.
Her crying would keep Y/n awake, and she’d say, wan-faced, “Please make her stop.”
“I’m trying.”
“Please.”
“I’m trying!” His temper would flare up, stoked by his frustration and exhaustion, and then he’d tamp it down. “Go back to bed.”
When she did, Jean would speak to the baby, in a hushed, urgent voice. “Okay, sweetheart. Mommy needs sleep. You have to stop crying.” The baby would only cry harder as if she could sense his distress.
Bargaining worked with neither Y/n or the baby. Neither of them would listen to reason.
It was slowly driving him insane. He was a man of reason. He was ready to be back at work. Guilt plagued him, but in his office, he was in control. He kept his own schedule, not the schedule of a six-pound dictator. It was blessedly quiet.
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Marbre de jeune fille, Musée de Rennes, France
Aki who gets mesmerized to see you completely bare in front of him. He is so sweet in bed. He sucked in sharp breath, adam's apple bobbing up and down as he swallowed down the bile lumping in his throat. Aki is drunk in your sight.
It takes every bit of his willpower and control not to just rut into you. He told himself he'll take his time with you. But when you're just so eager to have him like this, it seems impossible for him. You're just so pretty.
Aki enjoys the sounds you make, the squirming of being overstimulated, and the constant praise of your love for him. He knows it’s reserved for only him, and because of that, he thrusts a bit deeper, moans a little louder, and loves with his whole heart.
He will hold your hand during sex, face hiding in your neck as he peppers you with kisses and whispers of how good you feel. Aki could get lost in the feeling all day knowing just how well you suck him in. Prefers to climax with you though he doesn’t mind watching you cum first.
You already know aftercare is a must, at least in Aki’s book. He is placing a gentle kiss to your forehead while mumbling against the skin how lovely you look. Grabs a rag to wipe the cum off your stomach before he rubs circles into your hips. “ Didn’t hurt ya too bad did i ?” there’s humor laced in his voice, something only you can really come to appreciate. At the end of the day, Aki is yours. All yours. He wouldn’t have it any other way.
Hiyaaaaaa
Could you please do headcanons for Shinchiro’s ideal type of girl?🥺❤️ please💙💙💙💙💙💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
It would mean the world to me💓
genre: fluff
warnings: not suggestive but talks about body types
A. N: hope you like it, anon. if not, please send the ask again and be more detailed so I can write it how you want it. I had fun writing this and tried to be as inclusive as possible. Likes and reblogs are deeply appreciated, reposts are not allowed! ly<3
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women.
just women. 😵💖🛐💍✨
he's weak for women.
and he's not ashamed of it
he wants someone mature
he already takes care of plenty of children for his girlfriend to be acting like one...
that also involves gang bussiness, someone who can handle his past
if you met him after leaving black dragons, then he would tell you about them until your relationship has had some time, just to be sure
even if you meet him while he's in black dragons he would try to not mix both of you
he wants you safe and sound
being the founder and exleader/leader of the most known gang in Tokyo its not something to be taken lightly
if he sees you can handle it, he'll like you even more.
he wants someone kind and maternal
he is very drown to family, and keeps it as n.1 priority
so when he sees you getting along with his siblings, he'll just feel very happy and blessed
he always thinks about your future together, and your family, if you want to have one
if not, he'll be fine with that, as long as you are happy
he would prefer to have kids, and be settled
compromised
its all or nothing when talking about a serious relationship .
he is known to be flirty and "womanizer" but when he gets with someone he will be very loyal
he expects the same for you (who would cheat on him?!)
he wants an affectionate girlfriend
he needs love and a girl who can provide it would make him happy
expect a lot of cuddles
but mostly in private, he gets shy.
someone badass
I feel he is very drown to powerful women that know what they want
its not that he isn't going to take care of things, but having a girl with an opinion and strong will will make him feel secure.
looks aren't very important to him
it doesn't matter if you are skinny or fat, or blonde or brunette, or tall or short, he will love you whole, no matter what
tho he has a preference for people from other cultures.
booty or boobies? personality. but booty>>>
and he loves if you have tummy fat, he thinks its cute.
he wants someone who is creative and flexible.
he's a leo so he is compatible with aries, sagittarius, libra and gemini.
a wild guess of mine is that he has a lot of earth signs in his chart so maybe a pisces or capricorn will work the best
and for frienship, a scorpio and cancer
Overall, he wants a girl who is determined and can empathize with almost everything, even if you are his polar opposite he'll love you. As mentioned he's nuts for women same so expect a lot of praise from this lovebird 💜
okay, i've had enough character development. now i want happiness and a stable relationship
match up request: Hii! Can I request a Tokyo Revengers matchup if you have the time? I couldn’t find whether or not your match up requests were open so I thought I’d just kindly drop this here in case they are! Name: I have different names based on who I’m with but my favourite nickname is Ace. Pronouns: Most people refer to me as she/her, which I’m fine with. That being said I don’t really care what pronouns people use. Personality: I come off as very direct, cocky, and aggressive. My friends have told me that before they got close to me they were scared of me because I was unpredictable- which is true. I’m extremely charismatic on the outside. I want people to like me but at the same time I also need them to fear me or at least be intimidated by me. This is kind of a form of protection for myself. I don’t trust anyone, and automatically assume people have negative intentions. If someone wants to be close with me, I wont give them the time of day unless they earn it. They have to prove in some way or another that they’re worthy of my energy (which I don’t have much of). However once they get past that wall, I will sacrifice my own comfort for those close to me even though I will never admit that to their faces. I can get pretty mean, manipulative, and violent if I’m triggered just enough (which doesn’t take much). My mom who loves me very much describes me as a ticking time bomb or a land mine. You never know what’s going to set it off and how long you have. Likes/Dislikes: I don’t like much to be honest. I like dusk drives, I like being angry, I like being alone, and I like cats and most animals. I also like politics and social justice, and music that will make me feel angry. I dislike people, any person ever, any person that threatens my spotlight (toxic I know), and I really hate drunk people. Appearance: 5’5” brown hair, I’d say I’m average weight though. My body type is hourglass with pretty normal proportions. I’ve never liked my body and struggled with ED’s and self harm in the past so now as an adult I cover anything on my body that I don’t like with tattoos. I have a full sleeve on one arm (flowers, birds, my cat, leaves, a moth) and a half sleeve on the other (flowers and a manatee), a quote from LOTR down my spine, stars and florals on my neck, stars and planets on my fingers, a whale and flowers on my hand, a mushroom on my wrist, a snake on my sternum/underboob, and flowers all down my legs. I have piercings as well but consider my tattoos my standout feature. I look like Sasha Braus with tattoos :) Relationship wants: A switch for sure. Someone to be a light for me. Think the Tohru to my Kyo. Loyal, and loving, but capable of holding their own especially against my explosive episodes that can happen when I get out of control. Basically someone who wont take my shit when I’m like that, but is also capable of being sympathetic and can provide that sedative nature for me.Preference: Technically I am sex positive asexual as I can only imagine myself in fictional situations, but since that’s the point of this I am pansexual. Only characters that I wanna throw up thinking about are Kisaki, Takemitchi (SORRY NOBODY HATE ME I JUST CANT) Taiju and Mutotysm!!! no worries if you dont get around to this but thank u for taking the time to enable my fictional dreams if you do!!
I match you with...
why?
the best people to go to drink and party with, you guys are that fun and super united pair. your relationship is based in intimity, fun and open-mindness (if that exists)
three words, CHAOTIC. POWER. COUPLE
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and with a preference for being top
still, he would love to be degraded and ridden all night long
he is a switch honey
you want to try bondage? he is all in, exhibitionism? of course, roleplay? yes!
name it and he will do it
sit in his face
favorite position is 69 and standing ovation in front of a mirror
you never know how is he going to treat you during bed, might be rough, passionate, calm, slow, torturous, adventurous, so unpredictable
decent dick, 6 inches, reddish in the top and curve upwards to hit your favorite spots
not shaved but trimmed, might forget to do it tho
'you are so pretty when you have my cock inside of you, princess'
'ride it like the slut you are'
'you don't want to be punish, do you sweetheart?'
he will be loud when cumming, other than that, grunts and raspy breaths
he cums a lot and tastes a bit salty (the ramen he does hehehhe)
has quite stamina and will do it for hours in bed
loves to choke in boobs
always praises your body no matter what
you might be a whore but not ugly <3
aftercare is just him sleeping and sometimes showering together to do it again
high sex drive
overall, you will never be bored with this smiley ball
with fun, for anon ♡
disclaimer: this is his timeskip ramen shop owner! version
I also want him eating me out all night long 😩
TOKREV WORKS BEING PLAGIARIZED‼️
an anon has informed me of this wattpad user @/bestmanjironista copying and translating works without permission. here is the link of the ‘book’ they made containing tokrev works.
works contain both sfw to nsfw. unfortunately, i don’t know the original authors of most these works here, so i’ll be placing this post under the tokrev tags. if you recognize any of these works and know their authors, pls contact them and inform them about this issue !!
tagging @everafterkeiji i saw your headcanon works there :(
[ i’m really sorry if i’m clogging the x reader tags. i don’t know of any other way to have tokrev authors who got their work translated and stolen without permission see this. ]
I literally scream a little bit whenever one of them interacts with a comment i made on one of their posts like they are literally famous in my mind
thank you fanfiction writers you are literally sometimes the only thing keeping me alive
Hello! I decided to make this guide because some people genuinely don't know what ageless blogs are and/or don't know that they are one. It just gives a brief explanation on what ageless blogs are and, if you're one, how to make sure you don't get blocked by 18+ content creators (if you're 18+ yourself).
Ageless blogs are blogs that don’t have their owner’s ages on them. For 18+ content creators, this is important because we need to know your age to ensure that you are — in legal terms — able to view and consume 18+ content.
Not everyone has access to their PCs or laptops all the time. It is encouraged that you make a pinned post with your age in it OR you state your age in your blog’s description. That way, it’ll be easier for mobile users to see your age.
FOR MOBILE USERS
On mobile, go to your blog and tap on the art palette icon on the top right. It’s the second icon from the left.
After that, type in your age in the description box. It's the one below your blog's title.
After that, tap 'Save' and you're done!
If you prefer to make a pinned post, all you have to do is make a post with your age in it. Once it's posted, tap the three dots on the right side and then tap 'Pin post'.
Once you're done, there should be a text in green underneath your post indicating that it's a pinned post.
FOR DESKTOP USERS
On your dashboard, click on the user icon on the right side and look for 'Edit appearance'. It should be under 'Tumblrs'.
From there, click on 'Edit appearance' and type in your age and save!
To make a pinned post, it's almost the same as doing it on mobile. After making a post, go to your dash, click on the same user icon, and under your blog in 'Tumblrs', click 'Posts'. You should see the same three dots. Click them and click on 'Pin' and you're done.
Can I put '18+'/'adult'/'XX's' (20s, 30s, 40s, etc) instead of my actual age? I do not feel comfortable putting my actual age.
It really depends because some are okay with it, while some would want your actual age. If the blog specifies that they need your actual age, DM them before following them or right after so that you won't get yourself blocked.
If you don't want to put it, that's fine. But just don't interact with 18+ content creators.
What does 'do not interact' mean?
'Do not interact' is often shortened to 'DNI'. It usually applies to minors and ageless blogs to not like, reblog, and reply to any post made or reblogged by 18+ creators. It also means that said blogs should not follow 18+ blogs or attempt to message or communicate with them about 18+ content. TLDR — stay away and do not appear in their notifications in any way.
But how can you be sure the person is of legal age? A person can just easily lie about their age.
That is true. There is no way to know if the person is being truthful about their age. The only thing we can do is give the person the benefit of the doubt and assume that they're telling the truth.
Just be respectful if someone has rules on their blog. If they ask for your age, give them your age. If they tell you not to interact unless you can confirm you're 18+, then don't. It's not that hard.
Please cooperate to ensure that Tumblr remains a safe space for everybody.
please can you make you lose your virginity with Kawata Souya
genre: mdni fluff
warnings: 18+, use of protection, mentions of overstimulation (because we love a good responsible couple), established relationship
A.N: kinda weird cause I've never written a smut fic, needed to make it cheesy because yeah 💅🏼 hope you enjoy it! Likes and reblogs are deeply appreciated, reposts are not allowed!
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It wasn't the first time you felt like this with someone, but it was definitely the first time you did something like this with someone.
A few caresses and innocent kisses soon turned into more passionate strokes and a hot makeout. he grabed parts of your body with such an intention that those feelings transmitted to you, making you ache for more.
He was quick to start taking off his clothes and yours, asking permission first. he dived into your neck, almost leaving hickies. you wanted more and more, desire clouded your mind and before you could do anything your pants were out of the way. he was already naked when you realized what was happening and you were about to be exactly like him, you didn't even realize you were the one taking off your panties, leaving from doing such action, insecureness started wandering in your mind. he noticed it by the way your face didn't look like it did moments ago, so he stopped and asked again "are you sure you want to do this? we can stop whenever you want to, love", to which you responded hesitantly "nono its okay, its just that I'm a little scared". he opened your legs carefully and said "don't worry, I'll make sure you feel in heaven", you nodded feeling more secure.
He kissed your lower stomach, as if he was asking permission to enter, he reached your panties and pulled them down reavealing your wet area, nothing to feel embarrased about but still it was the first time somebody looked at you the way Souya did, how his face showed nothing than pure adoration. he wasn't wearing his usual angry face, was more joyous. it felt right.
He looked up at you trying to look for discomfort, nothing of that, and proceeded to connect his lips to you, giving kisses to your thighs and near your core. you were enjoying yourself, it felt even better than what you had imagined.
Souya was just as experienced as you, inside he felt more than nervous, but seeing your face of pleasure made him aware of how much you were enjoying it.
Breathy moans coming out of your mouth, you were feeling butterflies in your stomach, no, more than that, you felt pure ecstasy building up inside you, you weren't thinking straight, only about Souya and his rhythmic tongue, not paying attention to how your hands attached to blue locks and how your hips were moving by their own, it was like a race for something you couldn't describe. A race you did win, for seconds you were in the clouds, words weren't enough for whatever you were feeling, you just knew it was something satisfying. Coming to your senses, you gazed down at the angry boy, remembering he was the one to cause this new thing. he seemed to enjoy himself also, palming his length, something you didn't even noticed.
He climbed up to your mouth kissing you while trying to reach protection, you tasted yourself, it was like nothing and everything at the same time, but condoms were more important, so, you incorporated yourself so that you could grab the box and what it contained, pulling one out.
You sat, now side to side to your lover, he looked at you with pink covering his cheeks, as if he didn't just made you cum, nerves covering hid words "a-are you sure? I-I...", "don't worry, I'll make sure you feel in heaven" you said, with a confident grin.
You opened the condom carefully with your hands and placed it in the correct site. you placed your hands in Souya's cheeks, admiring his pretty eyes. you accomodated yourself on top of the man, hiding your face in his neck, looking for support. he grabbed your waist and you sat, introducing him inside you slowly, a gasp escaped your mouth because of the stretch, nothing you couldn't handle. naturally, Souya moaned at the sensation of your walls wrapping around him and held you closer to his chest. everything was quiet for a moment, just two people connecting in more than an emotional way.
You moved slowly, getting used to the new sensation. Souya was pure red, lots of gasps escaping his lips. you silenced him, kissing him just as slowly as your pace. heat again building up inside both of you, sweat dripping from both of your bodies, the room was sudenly starting to be hotter and noisy.
The blue haired boy clutched your hips a little harder, moving you up and down, taking the lead. obediently doing so, noises of pure pleasure escaped your lips leaving Souya wanting more.
Harder and faster, everything was turning blurry again, only thing occupying your mind was lust and the need to reach your end. he was no different than you, higher notes could be heard from his throat, pure desire.
More and more and more, you wanted more. needed more. and you got what you finally wanted. the final cherry to top everything up, complete in all the extense of the word. he, on the other hand, was more quick than you, reaching his climax before you, still enjoying the overstimulation given by your pussy.
It wasn't the first time you felt like this with someone, but it definitely wouldn't be the last time, after all, you had finally found the right person you decided to be deflowered by, the right person who had the same pure intention to discover new feelings as you, the person who was more than interested in sexual desire, more like mutual desire, and, the person that could resonate with you in the best form, Kawata Souya.
breath, love // rindou x g.n! reader
genre — hurt / comfort
warnings — breakdowns, crisis, implied panic attack
wc — 578
request — Hii ! I go by J , i saw your requests are open so i tought i might try to request . I apologise if my request mde you uncomfortable in any way or if it doesn't make sense- Could i request a hurt/comfort scenario/headcanons ( whatever ur more comfy with ) with eighter Sanzu or/and Rindo ? Ive been pretty overwhelmed lately because i have extra classes and my grades are rlly bad- Im allways exhausted and i can barely get any sleep or even eat . So maybe the character comforting the reader after they break down because they feel like they're not good enough and because their parents r putting a lot of pressure on them ? Again i apologise if i made any spelling mistakes or if what i wrote dosent make any sense ! Feel free to ignore my request if it makes you unconfortable or if you dont want to wirte it !Thank you and have a great day/night !
A.N — Im so sorry for not posting this earlier J, I was going through something similar and honestly I didn't have a mind for anything, hope you are better and lots of light and love to you <3 (I don't write for Sanzu, excuses in advance)
he came in the afternoon, closing the front door of you house, heading straight to your room. he was late and he knew it, everything he wanted was to be with you but business came accross and he could not ignore it.
sobbing could be heard feet away from your door, panic started to arise in his body and when he open the door he almost cried, the sight of you shattered his soul in pieces, your eyes were puffy, your lips and nose were red from crying, tears streaming down your face uncontrolably, you were holding your chest, sign that you were having problems breathing. he almost froze in that moment but you were more important, he inmediately went to you, holding you in his arms, he started counting from 1 to 5, trying to get you to follow him.
you felt somewhat ashamed of your state, this had happened to you a few times before but never in front of someone else, and you didn't want rindou to find you in that state, vulnerability is difficult to show, you were a mess, a 'controled mess' as you liked to say, it wasn't necessary for him to see you in this position you thought, everything was under control you thought, but you couldn't be more wrong.
incoherent words came out of you plus the fact you couldn't properly breath. you followed his direction, his voice was calming and soothing, his arms held you closely to his body, providing warmth to your fragile body.
once you calmed down, he gave you a hug, waiting for you to talk, he wasn't good with words so he waited, and waited, and he would always wait, only when you were ready you said to him how school was hard and your parents were crushing you, how the pressure was too much to bare, how everything accumulated, how many sleepless nights you had, how complicated things were turning out, how you really felt. tears and tears flooded and you were tired of holding them back. rindou tave you a space and time to let it all out, he gave you security to be you, with everything it camed with.
he was so assuring even if he didn't say anything, he just watched and contemplated with empathy, your body acted on its own hugging him so tightly you could swear he was uncomfortable, but nothing of the matter. he palmed your back very gently and said "breathe, love, this that you feel is valid, you are valid. take a break on everything and focus on yourself, and never forget to breath" giving you a kiss on the forehead. it seemed like he was crying too but who wdre you to judge, you didn't care about that, you couldn't even think straight anymore, a wave of emotions and thoughts cane out of you harshly, not giving you time to analyze your situation, tears replaced words.
it was one of your most intimate moments, just you two being vulnerable and opening up to each other, trust building up and love florishing from the bottom of your hearts.
rindou never saw you as weak, never doubted your needs and actions, he was very certain that this was what you needed, him.
maybe he came late to you, maybe he should have noticed before, but you where with him in that instant and that's what mattered the most.