Yeeees.... YESSSSSSSSS

the doe

a deer

a female deer

with a ray

the fawn thats full of sun

thats me!

a name

i call myself!

i go far

with the path i chose to run lil random wordmix i did of that one do re mi song everyone prob learned in elementary/grade school + drawing of uhhhhhh dough deer idk lolol

MEET MY LOCAL STRAY/LOST/OUTDOOR KITTY!! (we literally have no idea)

WE HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TJEIR ACTUAL NAME IS (we call them stormi) OR GENDER IS BUT I FUGGIN LOVE THEM SO MUCH THEY KEEP COMING BACK AAGAHGDAAAA (its prob cuz the wild catnip we have growin round and the attention we give em tho XDD)

I LOVE THEIR LITTLE FROSTY FEETS AND BLUE TRIANGLE THING AND BRIGHT EYES AND BROWN BELLY THEY AND THEIR SUBLE-STRIPED TAIL AAAAA I WANNA KEEP THEM FOREVER BUT WE HAVE DOGS AND I + MY MA HAVE NO EXPIRIENCE WITH A CAT AND LIKE..WHAT IF TJHERES AN ACTUAL OWNER T_T

my favorite little glitter pebble puma otty you litterally dont know how much i wanna katnap u ur so beautiful and kind and PURRED AND RUBBED AND MEOWED TO ME AAAA <3

*DUMPS THE MOST AMAZING PHOTOS ONTO U* (my lord cats are hard to photograph)

aint gonna lie tho i think my best theory would actually be outdoor cat as:

-we have many neighbors w/ cats -no major or minor(?) scars -no fleas, mites or bugthings (as ive seen so far) -very friendly to humans (walked straight up to me, rubbing, etc) -fine with loud noises (gravel stepping, airplanes, lawn mowers, my annoying ahh dogs) -looks pretty healthy (idk whta a healthy cat looks like irl but most seem to be pretty slim in photos and can be healthy)

have they given birth before btw??- or is that just a really big primordial pouch- (can u tell i have never interacted with a cat irl yet-)

also any tips on how to 'catch' a cat without loosing any of its trust? im afraid they might not return if i fail cuz i wanna chip check em xdd

fuq u

*marries your platypus and beaver to finally make a normal-looking bog mammal*

welcome to my wishlist ill be adding to this alot so i dont go on full rants of pent up sadness and 'anger' so uhhh ye enjoy if you can

beware: overthinking thoughts being said, undiscovered beliefs, therianthropy vents

Oh how i wish to scream and hear the sound of the forest come out of my mouth

oh how i wish to be anything but this horrible monster of a human being

oh how i wish i could speak loudly to the whole world and they could actually listen to our hurt words and act on our past actions

i wish help could help instantly and correctly

oh how i wish the forests stretched bigger then the ocean so i could forever wander until i find something i cannot name

oh how i wish i could just see what the real normal looks like and take that form so i dont think, be, or act different

oh how i wish i could become president of the world and fix it instantly

oh how i wish i could feel real happiness and keep it forever in my heart

oh how i wish i could remember everything in my life so i could have all the evidence i need

oh how i wish i could just try

oh how i wish i wasnt passively living in this room and got out to do amazing things with amazing people

oh how i wish people wouldnt feel the pain i felt- or i guess we feel

oh how i wish happiness wasnt a stereotype

oh how i wish i could just travel to fantasy book lands and live out my whole life there

oh how i wish i could see past death so none of us would be scared of the next step

oh how i wish i could grow wings and feel what its like to fly

oh how i wish i could instantly find the person who thinks im beautiful in their own eyes

oh how i wish i could climb every tree with ease and escape this ground im tied to

oh i wish we werent so bloodthirsty but at the same time pretend to be gods

THE STAGES OF MOST OF MY 'real' DRAWINGS T_T

-herons kinda remind me of angels -OO that would be a good drawing idea -starts to make an angel heron -gives up/forgets it (optional,if my brain is up to it) -mmmm just doodle it instead lolol

MADE A LIL GUY BASED OFFA BUG.PNGS WORK (go check em out frfr aint wanna tag tho cuz disruption) CUZ THEY COOL :3

ANYWAYS i was gonna use em for a fantasy-based kingdom rp but well this is all i have typed so far-

Koyo-he/she/they is apart of a small race of sentient beings who take looks after bugs. She often wears a poncho for human decency although he dosent need clothes and wouldnt rather wear them. (they dont have parts cuz they reproduce magically/asexually also i nono want to sex the kreetchur :()

hes such a shouldersitter ong (2'4 kweens speak up /j)

HELP FUCK IDK WHAT TO DO FAIOHSFWGAIAAWAKJGJDWKAAA IVE NEVER HAD A CRUSH LIKE EVER IN MY LIFE THEN SUDDENLY OUT OF THE BLUE I DEVELOP THE MOST GIGGLY SWEET LOVE FOR THIS ONE DUDE I MET AT CAMP AND GAVE MY DISCORD A FEW DAYS AGO-

KKINDA GOOD NEWS THO: I THINK HE LIKES ME BACK?? IDK HE PERFERS CALLS OVER TETXING AND SHOWS ME HIS INTERESTS + WE WATCH YT TOGETHER SOMETIMES IN A CALL

PLEASE JUST GIMMIE LIKE SOMETHING I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO HANDLE LOVE- YET THIS

YOO WAKE UP NEW SHIFT DROPPED (i see nobody talkin bout this one so why not create it /hj)

idk- i usually call it the 'centaur shift' in my head but its more of an offbranch of phantom limbs/shifting- it feels like i have a sorta centaur-like body with another pair of legs and gets me really sensitive about my arms xdd

ive only had it about 7 times now and its pretty rare/sporadic- but most happened when im outside walking my dogs or smthin, i dont think its a new kin either (rip centaur research /j) i really do wish i could relate to somebody else with shifts similar to this one but everyone has a different nonhuman experience and i havent found somebody whos also experienced this yet and im quite curious lolol

"are u fr never gonna commit to writing a book cuz you only imagine big plot points and keep changing book ideas?"

send help i have like a million unfinished book ideas and aus for diffrent things-

also ignore white patch thingi it was just the block thing n looked weird :P

HELP IVE ACCIDENTALLY ENTERED THE GRAVITY FALLS FANDOM WITHOUT KNOWING ANYTHING WHY ARE 3 GUYS IN A LOVE TRIANGE WITH A LITERAL TRIANGLE

please dont kill me i dont know the difference between kpop staniel and 2018 red ford-f150

haha more like the hell that is a love corner

amirite my guys