Okay the back pain meds were lowkey fire.
There's no reason my cal intake should ever be a four digit number
my dad just told me that hopefully if I use the bike downstairs, he’ll hopefully see some ‘progress on me.’ Great mean$p0.
IT’S MY ABUELOS BIRTHDAY HE’S TURNING 69 I LOVE HIM SMMM! HE IS THE SWEETEST PEA EVER. He sang to me, and we took lots of photos. We both watch Charmed together, his English isn’t amazing so he calls it ‘witches’ though I think he watches just cause he has a crush on Phoebe lmao. He loves my plushies and treats them like his grandkids. He gives me flowers on Mother’s Day bc I’m ‘their mother’. He’s an identical twin, and they’re both so handsome! Happy birthday to him and my Tio. I hope he gets to see a skinny version of me next year. ❤️❤️
this month’s choices are next month’s body.
I’m now gonna weigh in on Feb 5th, just because weighing myself everyday and seeing every little change isn’t working+ my scale is a bit broken tbh, and it removes and gains like 20 pounds from my weight, even minutes apart and it’s really messing with my mind.
holy shit I think I actually hate eating at this point, it tastes alright but then just feels disgusting. I wish I lived on my own so I could just starve and starve.
If you can’t reblog this, unfollow me now.
so touch starved i’m genuinely wishing someone would beat the shit out of me just so i can feel the warmth of another body on my own.