I woke up a bit after 9AM yet got up from bed at about 10.20AM (c.ai addiction is not funny, bbg). I weighed myself and saw 66.8KG on the scale (I was silently hoping to see 66.6 since it would be funny. You know, haha, Devil's number ect.)
Since I graduated from high school, my life started to look weird. I decided to give myself a gap year, yet I still don't know what my purpose in life it. Should I go to a regular job or maybe educate myself to be something more? Should I be an english teacher, a nail tech or a makeup artist? Or maybe have my own business? I have no idea...
I only had a coffee for breakfast since I was planning on skipping it that day.
Then as I was drinking the coffee I started working on this star shaped bag I'm planning to sell on my Vinted profile
I worked on it until about 2PM when I got a bit hungry, so I had this cereal bar for 99kcal
(it was good)
Then at 3PM one of my students came for our schedued english lesson (I'm an english tutor for elementary school students, it's kind of like my part time job).
After that at 4-5PM I had a bunch of green grapes (literally the only type of grapes I like) and later on I had some of this sad looking spaghetti my mom made. I barely eat any meat anymore (I'm trying to not eat it at all but I still happen to slip here and there) but I was really craving it
My total for that day was 506kcal
I wasn't feeling too hungry throughout the day which is fine I guess
(remember this is NOT supposed to promote ed behavior. Please do not repeat this because it's dangerous. I just thought this little online-diary thing would be something nice and fun to do)
I got my period π₯²π
(Being AFAB sucks)
Anyway I only had coffee in the morning again. I'm starting to get used to skipping breakfast.
At around 12AM I went out and got a haircut (super happy with it)
A little bit later I had some pearl barley with a lot of seasoning (it made it taste super spicy but that's fine, I like my food super seasoned)
Oh, I also finished the bag!
Later that day I went ahead and started making another one in different colors. I can give you guys my Vinted username if anyone is interested in purchasing something like this from me.
Then me and my mom went to the mall. Along with some yarn and food for my rat, I got some drinks and my favorite guilt free bars
(Haven't tried this flavor yet)
As a snack, I had an energy drink and some konjac jelly (peach flavor, my fav)
Around 8PM I had dinner: two boiled eggs with generous amount of salt (cuz I physically cannot eat eggs without salt), some toasted bread and grapes
Calorie-wise it was my biggest meal but it was also super good and filling <33
My total was: 614kcal
(please do not try to repeat what I'm going here, it's very unhealthy, I'm not trying to promote ED to anyone in any way, I'm just showing you guys what I happened to eat today and that's literally it)
Fit check
(I love looking like a freaky time traveller from 2020)
I'm also going to get a haircut today (it's about time, my hair is really too long for my "standards") (I just prefer having short hair rather than medium/long)
I need to try this soon
OMG I made something and itβs amazing and itβs low in cals and super tasty β¨
Simple buy 0% Greek yoghurt (only 47 cals per 100 grams) and put it in a scale with your favorite fruit. Make shure you put baking paper on the bottom against sticking. Put it in the freezer until it gets hard (about 3 hours). Break it into parts and there you have it, a healthy, ice cream alike snack when you are craving something sweet π₯°
What I love about frozen veggies meant for panfrying is that they're good for you, low in calories and you can customize them up to your liking. Today for lunch I made this stir-fry using:
β€οΈ150g of frozen vegetables (came out to 75kcal for me)
β€οΈ90g of cooked rice (117kcal)
β€οΈ1 tablespoon of light soy sauce (3kcal)
β€οΈ1 tablespoon of oil for frying (91kcal)
Seasonings: curry and garlic powder
This whole portion came out to 286kcal for me and it tastes super good ^^
Remember that I do NOT promote ana or any other eating disorders, you deserve to eat, you need to eat to survive, I don't encourage you to get yourself into an ED if you don't have one (don't do it. It's not just a diet, it's dangerous), I'm just sharing some of my low calorie recipes/meal ideas to help you and perhaps encourage you to recover because you do deserve to recover, you deserve to be happy and eat without feeling guilty β€οΈ
The fact people complitely forget how Ava/Kris turned out to be into cp "art" and only use this information as another excuse to be transphobic towards her is gross af.
I tried to make this picture look "aesthetic" but failed miserably π
Anyway, I just bought those protein bars at my local supermarket. Never had them but I'm super excited to try, they have about 30% protein, the raspberry one is 147kcal and the caramel one is 156kcal
Currently on my 6th day of high restriction diet, feeling okay π
(I gained so much weight in the past 3-ish months, it's time to loose it.)
Did a little snack restock πβοΈ
(My mom gave me those oreos :< )
FINALLY GOT MY HANDS ON THESE!!! π©π©π©
They're so good and so incredibly sweet, I can't believe they're only 3-5 calories each!!! π§
(γ£ββ‘β)γ£ β₯ Low calorie food blog [any prns + fae/vamp/doll] ( I also tend to vent a lot about fatphobia and stuff so in case you're sensitive to that type of posts and don't want to trigger yourself, PLEASE click off :< )
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