On One Hand I Love To Gatekeep Beastars Because I Dont Want Gooners And Jjk Fans Getting To This Show

im gonna throw up they make me so feral

Do we ever talk about how Stanley aged? And I don't mean in a "haha younger twin look older" kinda way, but just how much he ran himself into the ground?

Imagine what Ford was thinking once he got a good look at Stanley. Without the judgement or bitterness, without the haze. REALLY looked at him. His sunken eyes, his thinning and greying hair, the layer of chub that has accumulated on his torso and arms. The amount of scars and marks he had earned.

The realization of just how much Stanley neglected himself in favor of him. Neglected himself in favor of the kids, of the business, of everything.

Maybe even the realization of how HE would have looked, if Stanley didn't swoop in all those years ago. How HE would look if he had to fight sleep at night and work his ass off during the day like he planned. The realization that Stanley took all that burden, and he'd do it again for him in a heartbeat.

brother when i tell you i am losing my MIND

also this is why i didnt post for 2 days i havent been drawinf anything else i because this 24 second lipsync animation took me 12 hours ! i lovw art(it wouldve taken less but i am insane and decided every frame has to be different)

also i was using a cooler effect before but CAPCUT decided i wasnt allowed to🥀(it was a pro effect💔)

i sorta crash out every time theyre on screen together because why is it that when he talks to haru its “i want to get married” but when he talks to louis its “i didnt become a monster…. because you were there by my side, louis”

they suffer the curse of inexplicably soul bound but doomed by the plot that yearns for surface level cishet relationships(dont get me wrong i love legoshi and haru together but louis and legoshi couldve been so much more…….. paru itagaki what you took from me……..)

i finished weak hero who wants to put several bullets in my skull

LMFAOOO THE WAY I KNEW THIS WAS ABOUT JAYVIK

I love when platonic love and romantic love is so blurred that it doesn’t even matter anymore. All that matters is the devotion that’s there, the unwavering devotion

i literally cannot believe that the reason people have been hating on mabel this whole time was because. because she accepted bills deal? mabel, who didnt even know about the rift? who thought she was talking to someone she could trust? who is LITERALLY 12??? i feel like it would make more sense to blame ford for telling dipper to keep it a secret from her, and even thats a reach. and if people hate her for not wanting to leave the prison, that is honestly significantly stupider because literally everyone who entered didnt actually want to leave. she just had the worst emotionally. genuinely unbelievable that people hated her because i feel like other characters have done so much worse.

people hating ford is insane to me too i saw a post about him being a “morally bad person” what? like i get that he was awful to stan but it literally ends with him basically apologizing. he doesnt SAY the words “sorry” but his offer to do what stan had been wanting to do since they were kids is, in a sense, an apology. and sure i still think he couldve done better but that doesnt make him a bad person. hell it doesnt even make him a jerk. hes just a flawed human being, the same as every other character in this show. literally no one aside from bill has done anything worth hating in this show and i cannot believe people have been hating on mabel and ford for THIS. i spent a whole season waiting for whatever awful things they would do that ended up earning them this infamy but it turns out their only crimes were being a naive 12 year old and not being a complete saint, respectively.

resorting to mspaint becaause my ipad isnt ccharged

i love this meme because neither of them are playing it right

im so tired im so tiiirreeeddddd of shows that are so desperate to shove in the concept of a nuclear family by any means necessary good god. beastars s1 and 2 are quite possibly among my favorite shows of all time, and for good reason. the entire show is so focused on parallels between love and consumption and i LOVE that about it. but season 3….. oh my god…. genuinely i gag every time louis and juno are on screen together because individually i absolutely love those two characters but why is it that when theyre together juno is entirely stripped of her personality and just becomes so romance obsessed and focused on louis and louis alone. her entire character is to be ambitious and to take what she wants so why is that shoved aside to force in this weak relationship between the two of them when their friendship was so so fun and interesting. i LOVE them as friends because it offers such a unique perspective into the concepts of carnivore and herbivore relationships that are non romantic so why for the love of god is every show on earth so obsessed with shoving in romantic relationships into every possible crevice they can find. i loved s1 and 2 beyond words can describe and somehow, after years of waiting for this show to have another season all these few episodes have done for me is leave a horrible sour taste in my mouth. also yahya makes me mad as hell but thats just because im a hater so maybe that adds to my overall disdain for this season. im just so disappointed because this show couldve been about so, so much more but no. we just HAVE to have our simple little nuclear families hamfisted into everything. and i know they dont even get together but god does it drive me insane that they even had to have a romantic relationship in the first place when their friendship was so perfect. this show started off as a testiment to all kinds of love but for some god forsaken reason i cant seem to wrap my head around they just had to end it on a note of “forget everything the show stands for, were going to make it romance now !” (yes im aware given legoshi and harus relationship it was romance to begin with, but that was special, unique to them. the idea of louis being another side to legoshis coin of loving herbivores was again, special, unique to him and legoshis relationship, and now all that feels stained by this random worthless relationship between louis and juno where juno just gets tossed to the side anyway, so what was the point?) i seriously wish theyd just focused this season on developing the relationships between characters we already knew and loved, with the addition of yahya and melon, without having to shove in new relationships that legitimately feel like nothing but fanservice. i get way too worked up about things that dont matter but by god if louis and junos relationship has 0 haters i am dead. i will die on the hill that their love is essentially meaningless, juno in her ever growing ambition seeing louis as a prize to be won to grow her status as a wolf(as she once saw legoshi given the whole “most powerful couple at school” thing) and louis, though he chastised legoshi for falling for haru because she was the first herbivore to pay attention to him, is fundamentally no different. like i said, two sides of the exact same coin, and louis “love” for juno is entirely circumstantial. they are not special to eachother like legoshi and haru, or even legoshi and jack(obviously in a platonic sense but regardless what legoshi and jack have as friends is something unique and special to them)(this unique sort of love between people is literally a fundamental theme in the show and they just completely shove that aside for the sake of some stupid cishet relationship please just kill me)

anyway tldr: louis and juno do not love each other in any way that cant be described as meaningless and i will hate their relationship till the day i die

back on my grind because miguel is my favorite shishigumi lion anf i could NOT stop thinking about what he would look like with his braids out so heres louis playing witj his mane

realized i can draw whatever i want………