Hearts In Trees ♡

going to start trying to post and be actually active on here. lets be friends ^_^

can someone make a very hard decision for me and i can sit back and do nothing? :D

i either don’t GAF or i depend on u to be sane

pick ur poison

omg maybe life is worth living [i had a decent day] —> i cannot be saved [the slightest inconvenience occurs] —> i am a fucking god and everyone loves me [someone laughed at my joke] —> i am going to kill myself [i feel a little bit unwanted because of someone’s reaction]

and this shit just goes on and on and NEVER stops

like at what point do i stop blaming my BPD and start taking accountability-_-

i feel like i give so much of myself even when i don’t want to that it becomes expected from everyone around me. i am so tired. sometimes i want to be selfish but i don’t have it in me

she’s a 10 but she’s a little too into wanting to see your organs

am i stupid? maybe idk. some things are easier left alone. maybe i will quit my meds

i am… i uhhhh… well what if i say… AHHHHHHHH