Day I Start Hrt Is The Day I Will Hang Up My Trans Flag Yall, Just Need To Buy It First :3 🙏

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if you have "cishet men dni" in your bio i, a trans man, will not touch you with a 10 foot pole. i should not be forced to out myself as a trans man just to interact with you. on top of that, cishet men are not inherently evil. stop trying to reinvent bioessentialism with your "girl good, boy bad!" mentality.

"transphobes only see trans women as a threat to (cis) women, not trans men." wrong. we are seen as gender traitors, mentally unwell, evil etc. people who will groom young naive girls into mutilating their bodies as well as dumb childish women who don't know what's good for them and who are ruining their bodies. we are both seen as a threat to our own "womanhood" as well as others. please don't forget/erase us when discussing this topic.

‘don’t be political’ ‘I don’t want to see that on my dash’ ‘keep your opinions to yourself’

NO. Absolutely not- over my dead fucking body, you hear me?!

Don’t you dare try to make yourself small, don’t you dare be passive and roll over while they run your country to the ground. I’m not even American and this makes my blood boil, watching all the horrible things happening over there. They have taken your rights. Do you understand me? It is propaganda, plain and simple. Staying quiet just to appease other people is exactly what they want. They want you to remain passive, they want you to hope that things will get better on their own.

here’s the simple truth- it won’t. not unless you do something about it. we all saw it with the UHC shooter, citizens being abused and refused for years, but the second someone leaps into actions, suddenly the gears start turning. I understand that politics isn’t for everyone, and it may very well mentally affect you. but I believe this isn’t the time for that.

YOUR PRESIDENT JUST PUT A BUNCH OF LGBTQ KIDS AT RISK. THE WORLDS RICHEST MAN DID THE NAZI SALUTE AT YOUR INAUGURATION. YOU ARE WATCHING THEM TAKE AWAY YOUR RIGHTS IN REAL TIME ON NATIONAL TELEVISION.

for fucks sake, that doesn’t bother you?

this is the time for action. Do not let them take away your voice. Be inconvenient. Be angry. Be a public menace. Be as fucking difficult to the government as you could possibly be.

it could actually save a life.

my brothers response to me starting hrt a few weeks ago

IM SO JEALOUS OF GUYS ON HRT I WANNA BE ON HRT SO BAD FUCK WHY DID I HAVE TO PROMISE MY MOM I WOULDNT START UNTIL I STARTED THERAPY THERAPISTS ARE SO FUCKING EXPENSIVE IM HAVING SO MUCH GENDER ENVY GOD I WANNA LOOK MORE MASCULINE SO BADLY OH MY GOD

before i realized i was a trans man (genderfaun), i was genderfluid

my plans for my persona was whenever im masc for him to be a siren whilst my fem align would be a fairy

i might still do this but have the fem align be for my agender identity as i still want the fairy

dont wanna give too much away for what my plans are but its gonna be COOL!!!

tw//CSA

same with me. talked about it with my therapist and she told me that its normal because its the way your brain protects you from the trauma you went through

for me, it feels foggy. like a mist is clouding over what happened. the memory, its still there, but it doesnt feel real. as if it was something my brain made up. but i know it wasnt. one of my earliest memories was of it happening to me and it continued on for years. but my brain chose to forget it and whatever i do remember of it is a foggy memory.

tbh im glad my brain chose to forget it. i dont know what kind of person id be if i did. when i was unpacking some of it with my therapist (i didnt like talking about it nor ever brought it up, we only spoke on it if she brought it up) and was going through the legal process to get my abuser charged, i was terrified of everyone and immediately became jumpy and screamed whenever my friends would spook me.

its probably why i even still now have terrible memory even now lmaooo

the SA comic really resonated with me.. i’ve experienced similar. do you feel sick when you look back on the experience, and/or has making such a comic helped you move forward? i hope this isn’t too weird to ask but thank you.... i’m sure lots more people felt seen after you told your story.

To be honest I don't feel much. It feels more like something that happened to someone else. Not one of my memories

im so happy being on tumblr rather than twitter since its easier for me to see/interact with other trans men and transmascs

on twitter the only stuff i ever see about transmascs are people denying our existence and experiences and, very rarely, artwork