Standing before me was death, but I'd never been so happy
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i love figures in folklore who are morally ambiguous like. their wikipedia page will say like 'they will help lost travellers find their way back to the path also they are sometimes known to drown people and eat their bones.' ok!!!
Iβm so invested in the silver trio - book club head-canon. So invested.
Reading trashy romance novels up until the early hours in the slytherin common room, annoying every single soul in the dungeons with their loud comments about it? Yes please. And nobody would dare to go up against them.
Please tell me youβre with me.
Broke my own heart writing this unrequited Jegulus drabble based on Radiohead's Creep this morning, so the day's off to a great start! π€
My eyes are glued to you. Gryffindorβs golden boy, your reckless hair and persistent smirk. You never catch mine, always peacocking for someone else's attention. But it's mine you have.
Maybe if I was shinier, like my brother or Evans, you'd notice. If I controlled a broom like you did, or if Dumbledore hadn't already given up on me by the time I sorted along party lines at eleven.
I wish I was special.
You're so fucking special.
I knew taking the Mark was wrong, but I didn't fight my parents when they told me what was expected of me. I thought maybe you'd notice then, your sneer and derision better than nothing. But it wasn't enough to turn your head.
And now I'm in too deep. I don't belong here, among our peers. I don't belong with him either, though the way his dead eyes bore into me tell me he feels differently.
I have one final act, one way to go out in a blaze of glory. I'm not naive enough to think I'll survive. You all underestimate him. He's intoxicating. He'll control more of you than your side is willing to let on. You won't know until it's too late, until you're looking the knife in your back in the eye.
But maybe this weirdo can slow him down a notch. I'll do it for you. I'd do anything for you.
Protect Sirius for me. Save yourself, you reckless angel. Maybe someday you'll know what I've done.
I'll creep, this one last night in the shadows. I'll watch you hold court, feel your ignorance pierce my heart one last time.
I don't care if it hurts. I want to have control.