Like Ik I Haven’t Been An NCTizen For Long But Like... What Just Happened?? Where The Heck Did 12 Milion

YALL I... 😭😭😭 They didn’t have nct 2020, but It’s not like they just ran out. Apparently yesterday someone ripped open all the albums and stole all the photo cards at our Target location. I’m freaking devestated. I just can’t believe someone would do that. What kind of fan does that????? Now they can’t even sell those albums, so they won’t go towards the charts. 😠😭😭😭

Drama is a bop and I am in love. Also Taehyun is a total spoiler king. He spoiled Can’t You See Me and it’s choreo like five times. Not that Im complaining. Its just he has no remorse. 😂😂

SANGYEON HAS STOLEN MY HEART! I told myself I would not fall for the eldest again. I had heard rumors of a sweet eldest hyung, and I was determined to find another bias. (Jin already filled that spot for me). However, my curiosity got the best of me and I watched Sangyeons latest Boylog where he hangs out with his nephews. Suffice to say, I was a gonner. I love a sweet, caring, lovable hyung especially when their a goof. Sorry Sunwoo, you’ll always have a place in my heart, but my time has come to support Sangyeon!

MY ALBUM JUST SHIPPED!!!!!! IM SO EXCITED!!! Crossing my fingers for a renjun photo card or poster... we’ll see. Tbh I can’t be disappointed tho. The moment the album is in my hands I will be blissed out.

His smile at the end makes me so happy 😊😊

an angel

Just crashed hard into NCT. Officially know all their names and can tell them apart. Started with WayV, then to the English Lines, then the Dreamies. 

Spent at least 5 hours on Nomin videos. That friendship makes me simultaneously extremely happy and a little jealous. I want a friend to go on bike rides with and stare into their eyes adoringly. 

I’m not a huge fan of any of the music. Not really my style, but I’ll keep up with the them.

Might actually stan Dream, because I love that whole group. Chenle and Jisung are adorable. I love Chenle’s laugh and Renjun is so cute I want to give him a hug most of the time. Also, between Jaemin and Jeno I can’t decide a bias. 

Haechan and Mark are both super funny, but you don’t even see them half the time. Haechan come back. I need more interaction, so I can really love you.

In conclusion, I like a lot of NCT memes so I’m happy to understand them now. Like WayV, but I need more content. Might stan, but not sure. NCT 127 is good, but not really my vibe. I enjoy them ocasionally, but not gonna stan. The dreamies are where it’s at. LOVE them. Sorry to all you OT21 peeps out there. That’s too much for me. I tried though if that helps. 

Side Note: I want to protect Jungwoo bc he is so soft. WayV bias pending. I’ve discovered that I don’t really stan a group unless I can find a bias I love.

🥺🥺😭😭 How is he so cuuuute??

you're smol and cute and i love u a lot ♡

Im trying to learn the names of all the BTS members. I recently saw a video of them dancing and was like omg. Why haven’t I looked into them before??

How I Feel About Each BTS Member

For completely no reason at all, I decided to make a post briefly detailing how I feel about each member in BTS. I've actually been meaning to post something like this so hear ya go.

Jin 

I'm gonna be completely honest: I didn't care for Jin at first. I actually thought he was kinda mean and serious. But soon I realize that's not not he is. I love how he's this huge goofball, always cracking the most corny jokes. What really makes the jokes funny is his cute "window swiping" laugh that follows after. I also love how he uses his vanity as a joke. Like calling himself "Worldwide Handsome"? Where is the lie? He's an actual Disney prince in my eyes. 

Yoongi

Ah my bias wrecker, where do I even start with Mr. Min. My first impression of him was that he was the cold and silent type. An ice king of sorts. But then once I saw his signature gummy smile for the first time, I was like, "Damn, he's actually really adorable." Then I got to see that he's not actually cold, he's just incredibly shy and quiet and I digged that about him. I also really love his husky voice and piercing eyes ^////^

(Forgot to add that he's the namesake of this very blog!) 

Hoseok 

My boyfriend, my hubby ♡ (RIP to my real boyfriend) Hobi was the first person I latched onto when getting into BTS. I'm not sure what drew me in first, his fun and energetic personality or his amazing cheekbones (but seriously his cheekbones though!). It's weird how immediately I considered him the most interesting person in the whole group. And don't worry I come to see that each one of them are incredibly interesting in their own special way). But I loved Hobi first and he's still my bias to this day! 

Namjoon 

I can't tell you how much respect I have for Namjoon. Not only is he an incredibly talented musician and a great leader, he also comes off as a totally down to earth. I thought it was funny that he learned english from watching Friends, of all things. It also doesn't hurt that Joon is the perfect example of tall, dark and handsome lol (ʃƪᵔᵌᵔ) And he's a big fucking nerd to boot?! Absolute husband material. 

Jimin 

When it comes to the maknae, I didn't really think much about them at the beginning. Not especially but particularly with Jimin. Before I got into BTS, I was already aware that he was everyone's favorite and I understood cuz he's super cute. And for a while that's all I saw him as, just the cute one. As I got to know Jimin, I realized there was way more to him. He's an incredible singer, an amazing dancer, and such a sweet friend to the others (I live for his and Taehyung's friendship). He's the only man that I know that can perfectly manage being soft and sexy at the same time. Also... I'm in love with his lips (・8・)

Taehyung 

Right off the bat, I thought Tae was a fucking weirdo. Cute but a weirdo nevertheless. But really it was his quirkiness that brought my attention to him. He seemed very intriguing. In the matter of a few months, consuming all kinds of BTS content,  I went from thinking, “Oh, he’s can be pretty weird” to “Taehyung is actually… sexy?” Strange way of putting it but really the boy is practically a supermodel, I mean he might as well be. Wasn’t he voted “Sexiest Man in the World” at one point? That’s pretty crazy and also very fitting. Besides his obvious sexiness, I absolutely love his singing voice. It’s deep and a bit brooding (I love Scenery). Even now, Taehyungie is mysterious to me, I never know which side to expect from him and I guess that’s the best part about him. 

Jungkook

Despite with the others, I’m not a hard stan with Jungkook. I mean yeah, he’s grown up to be ridiculously handsome but whenever I look at him I can’t help but think of 15 year old baby boy Jungkook. I know it’s weird and I don’t mean to be condescending about it. Even though I haven’t been around from the beginning, I’m still proud of the man that he’s become. I used to make this joke with my sister that all of the boys were my seven beautiful and talented sons and Jungkook was my favorite, as if I dote on him more than the others. I love the fact that he has a shy personality (maybe more so than Yoongi) and his singing is very unique.  The best way I can explain how I view Kookie is that he’s basically the wallflower that transformed to a beautiful rose. 

So yeah that’s basically it. I know I’m not the best when it comes to words and there’s probably way more I can say for each member. But what I also know is that I’m forever thankful that these seven people exist. Life hasn't been easy for me lately but these guys have been one of the few things that make me genuinely happy. And with the whole virus outbreak and quarantine, I never needed them more than ever. And I think it’s amazing that they make so many people around so happy and that they truly care about their fans all over the world. I kick myself everyday that I haven’t gotten into them sooner but really I can only look forward to supporting them for years to come. 

-Gwen

SANGYEON AND I HAVE THE SAME BIRTHDAY!!! 😊😊 He is exactly five years older than me to the date. Why do I feel like he could be my Dad when he’s only five years older than me?