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In The End by Drake Bell

Written in 2005 to help him deal with the CSA he was going through/had been through at the hands of Brian Peck (Drake has confirmed this now he has come out about it).

“Over my shoulder, under my skin, will you ever return again?

Wake up

The monsters in your head have left you

All to yourself, it's alright

If ugly little things remind you of how it felt”

I know hindsight is all well and good but my God surely a 15 year old writing such a deeply painful song should have set off warning bells somewhere!?

“Over my shoulder, under my skin” and “ugly little things remind you of how it felt” - these are not the lighthearted pop lyrics of a happy go lucky teen idol.

So many fucking adults let him down. It’s rage inducing.

I am heartbroken. He was so lost, so scared and so alone.

Spike's totally into you... Oh, come on. You didn't notice? Buffy, Spike's completely in love with you.

buffy summers + favorite hats

Reblog to heal the heart of the person you reblogged this from.

something happened for the first time in the darkest little paradise

childhood was painful but at least my brain was underdeveloped enough to keep vibing back then. take me back

And I knew you'd come back to me.

TTPD + Themes: Stages of Grief